#looking back hadassah was unintentionally autistic for sure

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

a trip down memory lane (remembering ancient ocs who were definitely various flavours of neurodivergent and I didn't realise)

#one of which was hadassah #i've since lost the document but i had a super detailed outline for her story and i'd written bits #wrote to it cope with school at times #looking back hadassah was unintentionally autistic for sure #i loved bits of her story #now i think it could be a fascinating thing if framed as an unreliable narrator because i was looking through my own lens and some of that #was messed up for sure #i've kind of intended to return to her and her story someday #maybe the inklings challenge is gonna be a reworking of her story but more honestly and in a different setting? #but the same themes and struggles perhaps #it's starting to feel Right #haven't thought of her for three years at least #i first wrote of her in year nine iirc #which would track #writing #inklings #vibes #i just. i want to write a character as pleasant and weirdly comforting to read about as L in Judas.... #but idk if i can do that #anyway #also my own tag for the inklings challenge is gonna be just inklings #i know that's different from what the organisers are saying to use but it'll help me keep track better and i can tag some of it officially