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[pcttrailsidereader]

Testing Our Metal

The year was 1982. The PCT was still just a line on a map in many places between Mexico and Canada. Jamey was just 16 years old, his brother just two years older. The sons of missionary parents who served in Papua New Guinea, Jamey decided to become an emancipated minor, leave high school, pursue a relationship with Cheryl Lewin (who he did indeed marry), and walk the PCT with his brother.

Forty years later he has reflected on his journey and written his PCT and life story and self-published the account as, Wrestling with Life, Love, and Culture on the PCT. This is available for purchase on Amazon.

We are excerpting one chapter that we have broken into two installments. The second installment will post in three days. This particular chapter focuses on Jamey and Tom's journey through the San Jacintos. It is a fun read!

By Jamey Dye

We had 120 miles of hiking ahead of us before we planned on seeing our family again. I was not excited. There was a long climb to San Jacinto Peak ahead of us, 5000 feet (1,500 meters) of elevation over the next few days. We would be relying on our ice axes, crampons, and snowshoes, but we had never even used them before. We had the theory of how to use this equipment explained to us but had never tried it out. We cut the tags off the boots and the snowshoes to tie them to our packs. We set off for the next phase of our trip.

We were hiking up a long ridge towards Mount San Jacinto in the afternoon of the third day. There were beautiful vistas off to the east. We were looking down on Palm Desert and got occasional glimpses of the Salton Sea off to the south. It looked like a shimmering opal. The weather was nice, and we were in shorts and T-shirts. High above the desert, we noticed three discus clouds stacked on top of each other. They were very odd clouds, and Tom and I stopped to discuss them and took a picture. I look back now and chuckle at my lack of understanding. Now I know that such clouds act as warning signs for large pressure shifts in the middle atmosphere and often are the precursor to heavy storms.

The website Outforia describes them this way:

“Lenticular clouds form as wind blows over a large object, such as a mountain. If there’s sufficient moisture in the air as the wind blows over the mountain, this moisture can condense as it gets pushed up and over the mountain’s summit. When this happens, clouds can form above a mountain’s summit in this unique lens-like shape.”

Within an hour of that cloud formation, we were hit with wind so hard it literally blew us off our feet. Wow, what a shock! We began to hike fast, looking for a place to get out of the wind. We were afraid another gust would send us off the adjacent cliffs onto the rocky slopes below. Soon it started snowing and blowing hard, and the temperature dropped to below freezing. One hour earlier, it was a pleasant, sunny day with blue skies, and suddenly we were afraid for our lives. We dressed in everything we had brought for winter and were still cold. The snow was blowing sideways, and visibility was less than 50 feet.

We looked down each canyon squinting through the snow, for a place to set up camp out of the blizzard. The wind was too strong to open our map, but our collective memory was that this trail stayed on the exposed ridge for at least ten more miles, and it was getting dark. Finally, the trail turned west, and there were some pockets of snow gathered on a slope to our right. We left the trail and scrambled down the steep side of the hill to a small cluster of trees and a patch of old melted snow. We hunkered down and began to use our ice axes for the first time. With them, we hacked away at chunks of ice, building a snow wall and leveling a patch big enough for our tent. I was afraid that the loops in the tent were not strong enough, so I used prussic knots looped directly onto our fiberglass tent poles and anchored them to the trees around us. When our wall was up, and our tent was tied down, we crawled inside and prayed that our poles would be strong enough to keep the tent from ripping in half.

We crawled into our sleeping bags and scrounged around in our packs for something to eat. That was the first time on the trip we did not cook dinner. Instead, we relied on a special high-calorie meal of instant chocolate pudding, granola bars, and sea ration wafers we had picked up from the Army Surplus Store. The dry wafers would become a trip favorite. We called them ‘respect crackers,’ arguing that they deserved our respect since they had been around since Vietnam. We lay in the dark as the tent slapped us in the face. We hoped to fall asleep but worried that the tent would rip in half at any moment. The exhaustion of the day got the better of me, and I did drift off to sleep. I woke up with the tent pressed down onto my face. The wind had stopped, and I felt a heavy pressure on me. I unzipped the sleeping bag and fumbled around for a flashlight. Turning it on, I discovered the whole tent had collapsed on top of us. I shoved Tom awake, and we gently felt along the poles, lifting them up and hoping they were not broken. They soon popped up, and we heard a woosh as the snow slid off the tent. I unzipped the tent a little, only to see a wall of snow. We laughed and went back to sleep. We figured we would deal with the mess in the morning. Welcome to the PCT!

This was our first real test, and we were grateful to be warm and dry and still have a tent. We woke up the next day to twenty-four inches of fresh powder snow. We were perched precariously on the side of a mountain 100 yards below the trail with no idea how to use snowshoes, crampons, ice axes, or gators. It was time to learn. We were skilled rock climbers and backpackers. After a few tries, we got our equipment on and began practicing in our little canyon without packs. We tried sliding, using the axe as a brake in the snow. We experimented with the different ways to use the axe our uncle had explained in his living room. We agreed that the snowshoes were not helpful and tied them back on our packs. Even the crampons were not much use in this deep powder. The snow pants and gators mom made were awesome and an absolute necessity in the wet snow. Without them, we would have been soaked to the bone and probably have frozen to death.

#SanJacintos #early season #lenticular clouds

[tranberglarsson]

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Audio visual, telecommunications, and computer peripherals are examples of other crucial products a business requirements to function effectively. Take for example; people who are always out in the sun can purchase their sun care products. But he is a convenient foil for the ASP folks, who use him for their own purposes. In contrast to the ASP folks, the ACT group generally tries to stay out of the public eye, quietly completing the work needed to develop the technologies and infrastructure that will allow us to mitigate and adapt to climate change. Out there on a daily basis, the actual jersey is reasonably has doing polyester nylon uppers and around vibrant pattern. On one hand, there is the Clean Tech Alliance, which brings together technology companies, university researchers, and the business community to develop and apply the technologies that will produce the carbon-free future we look for. Sorry, Equifax. Figure out how to spam me with emails that actually look legit and I might take a gander. learn free here along the Florida coast have stripped the food stores, gas stations are out of fuel, and even the Orlando Airport was closed. With regards to weight loss suggestions, the majority of guys and women are searching for guidance on how to exercise with out really working out.

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We serve more than 100 markets across the U.S. As more businesses move into cloud computing, work in this area will grow. One network skill may be easy to find, but if you need three or four different skills to work with your network, what’s the chances of finding someone who has them all? They acknowledge the seriousness of global warming and the need to act. Many do not support dealing with our forests in a rational way (e.g., restoration with thinning and prescribed burning) but would rather blame it all on global warming. They believe it is ok to distort the truth to get folks "to do the right thing." The ASP group has well defined "enemies" that represent true evil (Trump, Republicans, Big Oil, Koch Brothers) and they support attacking and silencing those they disagree with (my past blog gives you some documented examples of such behavior). But partisan attacks by the ASP group is seen as a way to promote group cohesion and the "evil" of the other side. Much of the "mainstream" media parrots the message of the ASP side. Which side are they on?

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[taiblogcomics]

Field Trippin’

Hey there, Goldilocks and the three bears. I hope you're ready for something new, which may turn up sooner than I expected. This will actually line up well with the blog's anniversary. It wasn't intentional, but it's fitting~

Here's the cover:

Oh hey, it's the YEAR OF THE VILLAIN. Did you guys know it's the YEAR OF THE VILLAIN? But anyway, I've been really wanting to get to this cover. It's another gimmick cover, but it's not lenticular, it's not metallic... I'm not sure what the word is for it. The cover you're seeing here is actually a transparent plastic second cover, which reveals Caden from the annual playing out the cover scene with action figures. They even used the same gimmick for the ad on the back cover. It's a really weird gimmick.

So we open in Woodbury, Connecticut. This may be the only comic book to ever feature Connecticut, so enjoy your 15 minutes of fame, Connecticut residents! It's Jason and his students (minus Cloud 9, who is flying along above them) in a car. They're getting there by ride share, which really kind of undercuts Jason as a supervillain leader. Their destination? That floating sigil in the sky that the last issue ended with. There must be more than one, since that issue ended in Mexico. There's a green flash, and the group disappear, leaving their Uber driver high and dry, hoping Jason left a tip. I bet he didn't~

The group is teleported into a storage closet in their base. You know, their base? Where last issue warned them not to go? Yeah. That sure was a bit of tension that went nowhere, I guess. Jason tries to read the computers nearby, but Babe in Arms stops him, on grounds it could be booby-trapped. Fortunately, his Mom Zombie is built with an encryption key that lets them read the computers without setting off the booby trap. So, like, it's a good thing they built that into the plot to justify this character's existance, right?? Jason heads out, telling his students to remain behind so they don't get beaten to death with a crowbar. I think you may be projecting a bit, Jason.

As he explores the base, Jason muses to himself that the kids will probably disobey him, and then reflects on events that led him to how he got here. You know, just to catch the reader up. We cut for a minute to check back in on the students, and yeah, they're already fighting with each other and then splitting up to explore on their own. Babe in Arms is the only one smart enough to stay behind. Cloud 9, with her vaporous powers, is the first to catch up with whatever Jason's observing. It probably has more significance if you're reading the main event, but to me it looks like either a new Brother Eye satellite or the eye on the top of the Technodrome. Maybe it's the Jonny Quest walking eye. Wouldn't that be cool~?

So while Cloud 9 blows Jason's cover, because of course she does, the shippers get a chance to squee as DNA and Doomed walk down their own chosen corridor, hand in hand. And if you think I'm exaggerating, DNA literally says they find Doomed hot. This is because Doomed is neither monster nor human, and so the lack of "one thing or another" is really appealing to them. Over in some other corridor, Devour is just stripping things off the wall and eating them. Man, don't you know not to put strange bases in your mouth? And who should he stumble across but Caden, the creepy little kid who can talk with the dead from the annual? Caden says he can't remember how he got here and is pretty scared, so Devour musters up the barest minimal amount of pity and takes the kid with him.

Cloud 9 starts to go a little nuts using her powers against the Dr. Veritas clones that are working on the walking eye, so Jason whips out a new thingy he's added to his arsenal: lightning vision. Yeah, he seriously just has this installed in his mask now. It's enough to shock Cloud 9 back to her senses and also knock out all the clones. There's a brief scene of Babe in Arms voicing his fears of inadequacy aloud while being bottle-fed, before it then cuts back over to DNA and Doomed, who have found a room full of cylindrical tanks with bodies in them. They look like lumpier versions of Doomed, and one of them starts begging for help. Nothing spoils a date like the desperate pleas of a biological horror, let me tell you.

Jason and Cloud 9 continue their investigation, which also includes Jason attempting a teaching moment in trying to keep Cloud 9's impulse control under... control. They enter another room where they find... Bizarro and Artemis. Jason gets over the shock of seeing them pretty quickly, attributing it to being able to feel it in his heart that they're the real thing. Since they saw the same sky symbol, it must've teleported them to this base too. Jason offers them a friendly greeting and welcome home, to which Bizarro does the Hulk hand-slap shockwave thing and knocks Jason out, ending the issue. Yep, sounds like they remember him too~

It’s... a moderately good issue. I think what i like most is that we’re actually getting to see the kids interact with each other and voice their issues and worries. Character moments, man. That’s what makes a comic interesting. Otherwise, there doesn’t seem to be much else going on if you’re not privy to whatever’s happening in the main event~

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[thechembow]

Orgonite Myths Debunked

Towerbusters ready for gridding in the environment

Most people have never heard of orgonite, let alone orgone energy, the life force energy discovered by Wilhelm Reich in the 1930s. At the time of his scientific discovery, the existence of this energy had already been known by cultures who understood that there was a life force energy throughout us and the universe known by other names, such as chi or prana. Wilhelm Reich used orgone energy in cancer treatment, atmospheric cleaning, and drought abatement with great success. This energy has been suppressed for decades by the false rulers because of its great ability to improve human life.

Wilhelm Reich

More people are now becoming aware of orgonite, an invention based on Reich’s research, which is used to neutralize EMF and to clean the sky of air pollution, most notably chemtrails. However, among those who have heard of orgonite, how it works is largely misunderstood. More often than not, the reaction to hearing about orgonite is that it is just a bunch of unscientific, new age, hippie nonsense. This is an understandable reaction, as it was my first thought too when I first began researching solutions to chemtrails back in 2013. When the light bulb went off over my head and I did a search for videos on YouTube on “how to stop chemtrails,” orgonite was the first thing to come up. The purpose of my search was to find ideas on how to actually stop chemtrails, not on how to waste my time writing letters to parasites who work for a business called “the government.” Somehow I knew intuitively that there had to be a real world solution and did the search as if guided by an outside force.

But when I saw what orgonite looked like, I immediately thought there would be no way a small lump of resin, metal, and crystals could do anything against something as formidable as geoengineering. To add to the disbelief was the fact that I could find no competent explanation online of how it worked. All I could find was mystical new age nonsense, and a whole lot of disinformation. Finally, I saw a video referencing the work of Ken Rohla, an electrical engineer who explained the science of scalar energy, which is the physics term for orgone energy. Once I got the scientific explanation, tried making orgonite, and observed the amazing results, not just in the sky, but in my own life, I realized how important orgonite was for everyone and everything that lives on Earth.

Since first hearing about orgonite in 2013, finally making it in 2014, and distributing thousands of orgonite towerbusters into the environment to the present day, I have learned more and more about how deep the orgone energy rabbit hole goes. The suppression campaign is everywhere, and often where you least expect it. A small piece of disinformation may discourage you from even trying out a piece and feeling the great benefits in your life. So let’s dispel some of these orgonite myths which have hindered mainstream acceptance of orgonite and orgone energy for too long.

If you have a piece of orgonite, you will not see chemtrails over your home. Orgonite is a free energy device that constantly provides orgone energy to clean the atmosphere and neutralize deadly energy. This does not stop parasites from laying down chemtrails. Orgone energy repels toxins away from the Earth through a “scalar wave vortex,” the same orgone energy field found on mountaintops and at the peaks of pyramids. Chemtrails break up in this healthy energy field, and funnel shaped and even rounded lenticular clouds often result because the vortex is spiraling. One cannot expect a completely blue sky when there are two sides of an energetic war going at it up there. One can, however, watch how orgone energy works to clean the pollution and enjoy the liberating feeling that chemtrails are no longer a threat.

Orgonite blocks EMF. Orgonite is a generator of orgone energy, which restructures the chaotic waveform of EMF. It quiets the wave and makes it more coherent so that it passes through the body more gently and with less disruption to the body’s own natural energy field. The EMF is neutralized, but is still there, which is why cell phones and wifi still work, and why EMF meters may or may not show a noticeable change in the presence of orgonite. A metal box can fully block EMF, and it can also be attenuated with a Faraday cage around the offending emitter. The cage doesn’t block 100% of EMF, but rather absorbs it into the metal cage material, reducing exposure significantly. Turning off your cell phones and other wireless devices is the most effective way to remove EMF from your environment.

Wispy, funnel shaped clouds in the sky are not chemtrail material, but rather are air spirits called sylphs, who are attracted to orgonite and have come to eat the pollution. I feel like this myth discredits itself without my having to say anything. People who are deathly afraid of chemtrails (the non-orgonite people), look at funnel shaped clouds with fear. Mystical new agers may see them as angels or spirits. While these shapes can look angelic or terrifying, depending on your favored source of disinformation, they are actually a great sign that a scalar wave vortex is throwing particulate pollution away from the Earth.

You can’t use aluminum in orgonite. Aluminum is pretty standard in tactical orgonite, such as towerbusters and holy hand grenades. It is lightweight and inexpensive, so it’s a great material to use if you plan on gifting a large area. You may use any type of metal in orgonite, including aluminum, iron, brass, copper, steel, and more, as long as the shavings are fine and plentiful. Many people have a stigma against aluminum because you’re not supposed to ingest it, and because it is believed that aluminum is an ingredient in chemtrails. Fortunately, you won’t be eating your orgonite. Georg Ritchl of Orgonise Africa and us here at Team Chembow swear by aluminum TBs, and we’ve both documented great results cleaning up our environments with them. The idea that aluminum may block orgone energy may apply to large pieces of aluminum in orgonite, but one would not want any large pieces of any metal in orgonite, only fine shavings.

The copper coil must be wound clockwise. Copper coils are not even necessary for functioning orgonite. Many people do not use them at all. According to Dowin Gardner, author of The Science of Rain, a copper coil increases the “electro-momentum” of the orgonite. They help to increase negative ions in the atmosphere, which clean the air and encourage the hydrogen bonding of water molecules for healthy clouds. Copper coils may be wound clockwise or counterclockwise with an equal effect.

Orgonite can go bad through absorbing negative energy, and will need to eventually be thrown away or destroyed. Orgonite is a perpetually functioning free energy device, which keeps working as long as it exists. We have revisited places that were gifted over the years, and based on the healthy atmosphere, abundant plant growth, happy people, and birds on cell phone towers, we can see that the orgonite is still working. Birds will only sit on a cell phone tower which has been gifted with a piece of orgonite because its deadly energy has been neutralized. Orgonite doesn’t absorb DOR (deadly radiation such as EMF). It simply transmits OR (orgone) into the atmosphere, restructuring the DOR and rendering it useless in the parasitic weather warfare and mind control agenda.

The government can “pulse” orgonite and render it inert. Orgonite cannot be “turned off.” In an environment that has a piece of orgonite, if additional EMF emitters are introduced, more orgonite may be necessary to continue to enjoy a pure atmosphere. The worst thing “they” can do is add DOR sources, but it is up to us to reject the addictive technology of smart phones if we ever want to see an end to this. For now, any orgonite placed in the environment will continue to function. The government does not have the technology to disable orgonite, nor does that technology exist. Orgone energy is the highest form of defense and the most powerful energy in the universe. We just need to increase it on Earth to create an environment where the parasites can no longer thrive.

They can also find your orgonite gifts and remove them from the environment. I wouldn’t even be able to find the orgonite we’ve gifted anymore. The idea is to hide it well in dense foliage or under the ground. They do know when their DOR sources are neutralized, but all they can do is try harder to DORize in the push and pull of the energetic war between OR and DOR. We’re giving these mindless parasites just a little too much credit to think they can locate and remove the orgonite. We’ve observed that our gifts are still in place, and if we ever feel that one has been removed, we simply replace it. Any orgonite that can be seen will likely be removed, but probably because no one knows what it is.

Orgonite was invented by Karl Welz. We just don’t know for sure. He takes credit for it and trademarked the word “orgonite” in 2003, after Don Croft, Georg Ritschl, and others were already making and gifting orgonite around the world. Welz claims to have been using the word “orgonite” in commerce since 1995. The trademark is in the scientific equipment category, not arts and crafts, and refers to a device whose function is a “psychic energy magnet.” This is not the type of device that we or other orgonite makers are manufacturing. He also harasses orgonite makers worldwide with aggressive and threatening e-mails for using “his” word, and has had numerous orgonite shops online, including Team Chembow’s Etsy store, shut down even in the absence of the trademarked word. The collusion between Welz and corrupt corporations like Etsy to suppress orgonite makers to the point of an unlawful disruption of the artisans’ businesses shows a total lack of understanding of the very life force energy he claims to work with. Welz offers licenses at a cost of $500 per year to be allowed to use the word “orgonite” in online marketplaces.

Orgonite converts negative orgone energy into positive orgone energy. There is no such thing as negative or positive orgone energy. Wilhelm Reich’s term, DOR, or deadly orgone radiation, is unfortunately somewhat confusing. He used it to describe immobilized life force, or stagnating energy. DOR simply means the opposite of OR, or orgone energy, which is always positive and life giving. We use the term DOR to describe any type of deadly radiation, including EMF and nuclear radiation. “POR” or “positive orgone radiation” is not part of Reich’s scientific terminology and appears nowhere in his books.

Orgonite must be grounded or it can transfer deadly energy to you. There is no need to ground orgonite. It works fine on a tabletop, under your pillow, in the ocean, under the ground, or anywhere on Earth. Orgonite never transmits anything other than life force energy.

There are specific dimensions for orgonite, based on sacred geometry. Orgonite’s function is based on the combination of ingredients, not the shape of the device. Pyramids work great, but so do puck shaped towerbusters. As long as the orgonite contains a good amount of fine metal shavings, quartz crystals, and an optional copper coil in a medium of catalyzing resin, it will function properly.

Orgonite can be dangerous if not made correctly. The worst thing orgonite can be is ineffective. It is never dangerous. It’s an extremely simple device with an astoundingly powerful function. Anyone can make it.

After an area has had a lot of orgonite gifted to it, if there is a “whiteout” sky or a lot of chemtrails it means the orgonite isn’t working. A flat, overcast sky is the result of heavy DOR, which causes air pollution to linger and inhibits the formation of coherent and healthy clouds. After orgonite is gifted to a new area, there is often a parasitic backlash against the influx of healthy orgone energy. They will fight back to DORize as hard as they can. If you watch the sky throughout the day, you will see an eventual breakdown of any chemtrails and the process of transmutation will reveal a deepening blue sky and the formation of spiral shaped, and eventually puffy clouds. The sky will then clear. If there are still towers which have not been gifted, the parasites will use them to their full extent to try and undo your work, so just get them later! The “whiteout” is a psy-op to make the gifter feel discouraged, as if his gifts aren’t working. Understand that they will always DORize, and we must continue to make and gift orgonite. It’s a war.

Chembusters, or orgonite cloudbusters, can create cataclysmic weather and should not be used. While Wilhelm Reich’s Cloudbuster could only be operated by a professional and could only be used for short increments of time because of its extreme effects on weather restoration, the orgonite cloudbuster, attributed to Don Croft, also known as the chembuster, is much less powerful. It still does great work to balance the weather over a considerable distance, but in a slower and more natural way that anyone can use regardless of experience with orgone energy tools. The orgonite cloudbuster is just a very large orgonite, which is always beneficial and never harmful.

It’s better to use an environmentally friendly medium, such as plaster or beeswax, rather than polyester resin, when making orgonite. To make powerful orgonite, a catalyzing resin is necessary. You can make devices for your home using other materials, but the effect will be about as strong as what the crystals would produce without being put into a device made with plaster or beeswax. In order to activate the piezoelectric properties of quartz, the crystals must be squeezed upon by the resin as it hardens through the chemical reaction of catalyzation. Orgonite needs to be powerful and durable to last in the environment and take down the dark control grid. This is no time to worry about minutia, like the usage of small amounts of petroleum to bring about sweeping environmental clean-ups. There is no need to demonize materials from the Earth which some corporations use irresponsibly, when we can use them for good.

Orgonite makes some people feel bad and is disagreeable to them. While this may be true, it is not the human being that dislikes the effect. It is the parasite that has attached itself etherically to that human that dislikes it. If you have an intestinal parasite, you will crave the foods it desires, not what’s actually good for you. People who are under heavy mind control and are addicted to DOR (like heavy smart phone users) often cannot handle orgone energy. It is contrary to what they’re used to. They have etheric parasites enjoying a banquet of their negative emotions every day, and these parasites get angry when their food source is diminished, so they may take it out on the human as an etheric attack. It is actually this attack that is disagreeable to the human, but he may misconstrue orgonite as the source of the problem. This is similar to when you detox and feel sick temporarily as the toxins are released from the body. It is not the detox supplement, but the releasing toxins which are creating the unpleasant, and temporary, effect.

In conclusion, I could not imagine a life without orgonite to keep me safe from deadly energies, ensure healthy rainy seasons, keep the air clean, and generally improve my own health and life force energy. It is my sincere hope that having read this article, that you will try out a piece of properly made orgonite, or even make your own. Easy to follow tutorials on orgonite making are available at www.thechembow.com, as well as everything you need to know about how they work and how our environment has experienced a total turnaround since we started gifting orgonite in 2014.

There is no reason to feel helpless or depressed, when the solution to geoengineering and EMF, including the 5G network everyone is so afraid of, is here with us now! Considering the suppression campaign of orgone energy since Wilhelm Reich discovered it, it is no surprise that orgonite is also being suppressed via disinformation campaigns all over the internet. Anyone who has used orgonite and enjoyed its effects would never portray it as potentially dangerous, would avoid making it sound crazy and unscientific, and would never try to stop anyone from experiencing the life changing benefits of something so simple and fun to make at home. With an understanding of the science of orgonite, we can easily debunk the mystical nonsense which has relegated this greatest of technologies to the lunatic fringe and finally make orgonite a household word.

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[theorgonedonor]

Aluminum Foil and Bowls Still Pumping Orgone Into the Atmosphere

Thursday, December 7

Three nights ago, I amused myself by testing a theory I had about using aluminum to reflect orgone/scalar energy into the sky. I figured if chemtrails contain aluminum and that's what the parasites use as part of their plan, would it be possible to harness the energy from pyramids and reflect it all into a centralized area, like in a beam or something. No, I am not trying to make a death star. 

Anyway, I placed a pyramid facing up inside a foil-lined metal bowl and the surrounded that pyramid on all four sides with more pyramids, each aimed inward to the center point. I then threw my succor punch device into the bowl in a giddy-up fashion and low and behold, the chemical cloud extending the horizon opened and cleared almost immediately. I was stunned. And I was also visited by not one, but TWO helicopters that flew counterclockwise around a 1-2 block radius. Coincidence? Maybe, but I doubt it. 

Last night I received a message from another blogger who works with crystals and orgonite who tried the same experiment with an aluminum foil-lined bowl, and placed a pyramid inside. The placed some small crystals inside the bowl too. This person had immediate results, clearing a large portion of the sky, and was immediately visited by telecom van with tinted windows that was so poorly designed it was obviously related to the parasites. It was promising to hear.

As I said the other day when I first tried this, I’m certain not the first person to try something like this, so if you do try this for yourself, I would love to hear a report on any results you have, even if nothing happens.

This morning while riding the Blue Line, I noticed lots of lenticular clouds far outside the Chicagoland border. We've had blue skies over the city most of this week, although cloud cover is starting to come back in patches. Clouds are becoming more defined, and look like the ones we saw when we tried our Science of Rain (Orgonite Austin) experiment in October, just before we had the October 14 flooding incident.

That’s all I have for now. 

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Nature’s Best Poetry of 2019: Clouds

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Every day, members of the Cloud Appreciation Society post photos of the sky from around the world. This is why they stop to look up.

“It’s always a good year for clouds,” said Melyssa Wright, a meteorologist living in York, England, and member 23,652 of the Cloud Appreciation Society.

The group’s mission is to “fight ‘blue-sky thinking’ wherever we find it.”

Clouds, their manifesto says, are not signs of negativity and gloom, but rather “nature’s poetry” and “the most egalitarian of her displays.”

The Cloud Appreciation Society was founded by Gavin Pretor-Pinney in 2005. Its tens of thousands of members around the world communicate online via a “Cloud Forum,” and they regularly convene at “Sky Gatherings,” which feature group expeditions, lectures on cloud-related art and science and even performances of cloud-themed music. They also submit photographs to the Cloudspotter app to earn stars and badges for properly identifying the clouds they spot.

This year, the society collected nearly 50,000 submissions. All the photographs included here were taken this year and submitted to either the app or the online gallery.

Mamma clouds over Mount Rushmore in South Dakota.Credit…Matt Goodie

A hairy lenticular formation over Andalucia, Spain.Credit…Rod Jones

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A fallstreak hole at sunset over Niederlenz, Switzerland.Credit…Indra Joshi

Lenticularis, a cloud type that takes its name from the legume, over New South Wales, Australia.Credit…Ian Robertson

An airplane’s contrail over Point Reyes, Calif.Credit…Michael Warren

Melyssa Wright is a meteorologist for Britain’s national weather service: “I actually get paid to go out and look at the sky.” Wright recalled some formations that struck her recently. “I saw a good halo this year” — a bright, rainbow-colored circle that appears around the sun under certain conditions. “If you aren’t a cloud-spotter, you probably don’t think they exist,” she said.

Kym Druitt, a public-relations consultant in Australia, particularly loves the view from an airplane. “You really sense — well my sense is — you’re really part of something,” she said. “You’re in the sky! How extraordinary we’re in this time.”

“What a lucky time we’re in to be able to be in the atmosphere in that way,

to be up there in the sky, flying around,

seeing extraordinary things.”

Hans Stocker, a retired I.T. project manager, lives in the Netherlands where “sometimes it can be gray and a bit dull,” he said. “You don’t have those spectacular skies that you can sometimes observe in America: thunderstorms with storm-chasers and really spectacular cumulonimbi,” dense clouds that can sometimes be tens of thousands of feet tall and are capable of generating lightning.

But when you learn to look up, he said, “you see more than you ever saw before.”

“It’s clear in front of you,

but when you don’t know it might be there,

you don’t see it.”

Elise Bloustein, a divorce lawyer in New York, tries to post a cloud every day. She has submitted over 8,000 photos to the app since she signed up in June 2016. “There are boring days like today,” she said, “and then there are ecstatic days where I post a lot, and I must just drive them crazy, I assume, because I’m just falling in love with so many clouds.”

A sky full of wispy cirrus over Lompoc, Calif.Credit…Jeanette Brown

Undulations framed by fluffy cumulus clouds over Saxilby, England.Credit…Reg Hewitt

A patch of altocumulus clouds over Azerbaijan.Credit…Ismatbey Kerimov

Mares’ tail cirrus over Santa Fe.Credit…Elizabeth Buchen

Shooting in Midtown Manhattan, crowded with skyscrapers, can be especially eye-opening, Bloustein said. “It makes you realize that there’s something bigger than the buildings. It makes you aware that we are inside of a much bigger context.”

“You start to look around

and notice that a lot of people

never look up.”

“Of course everybody aspires for a cloudless day,

but not us cloud watchers.”

Cloud-spotting, she said, imparts an important lesson: “Clouds really teach you about transience: They come, they go. Like thoughts, like feelings, like so many things.”

Altocumulus clouds reflected in Midtown Manhattan.Credit…Elise Bloustein

Cumulus perched over Tikal, Mayan ruins in Guatemala.Credit…Tom Bean

The sky over LondonCredit…Peter Emrys-Roberts

— and Evansville, Wyo.Credit…Elizabeth Allred

For Bloustein, learning the categories of clouds helped her to spot them. “You see them more accurately,” she said, “you see more.”

For other spotters, technical identification is less important. One of the most memorable clouds of the year for Geoff Thornton, a retired systems analyst, was one that resembled a baby deer. And on a trip to Las Vegas, Thornton was able to capture a cloud that looked like a cocktail glass, complete with stirrer.

“It’s amazing

what you can spot in the clouds,

when you’re looking for shapes.”

“Mostly it’s the cumulus clouds that make shapes and things you can identify, that look like animals or something else,” he said. The more variation in the landscape, the more variety in the cloudscape. Being in Britain, with its relatively even terrain, means Thornton has to travel for better odds of glimpsing them. “If you live in a country where you’ve got a lot of mountains,” he said wistfully, “you’ve got more chance at getting one than in the middle of flatland.”

Bambi in Florida.Credit…Richard Poole

An angelic sunset over Cannes, France.Credit…Patrick Lecoq

A fancy cocktail in Las Vegas.Credit…Geoff Thornton

A well-behaved poodle heels above Torrance County, N.M.Credit…Richard Spellenberg

Suzanne Winckler, a retired journalist who splits her time between Minnesota and Mexico, described the thrill of finding a shelf cloud ahead of a thunderstorm in southern Minnesota. “That’s like a big bumper on a car, and it comes out in front of the cumulonimbus,” she said. “We were standing right by it as it passed over us.”

“We thought the Sheriff was following us because my husband had not put on his blinker to turn left off the highway,” she continued, “but turned out he was as jazzed as we were about the shelf cloud.”

Winckler tries to submit a cloud a day to the Cloudspotter app, where she is also one of roughly 100 moderators. She likes the sense of a shared world the posts create. “There are people from Spain and Saudi Arabia, the Emirates,” she said. “There is a guy who’s just started posting from Namibia.”

“It makes me feel good

that there’s so many people

out looking at clouds

and sharing them with one another.”

“We’ll never meet each other,

but we’re just going about our day

in a way

that encompasses

what’s happening

in the sky.”

Surfacing is a weekly column that explores the intersection of art and life, produced by Alicia DeSantis, Jolie Ruben and Josephine Sedgwick.

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#ThingsToTellMyEx

 I’ve seen a shamisen in a bluegrass band, but our isolation era will be closed to trade for 11 more years.  For this time, please enjoy Martin Scorsese’s Silence.

* Ed’s married.  He never got sloppy seconds from all your girlfriends.  Not this one.   * Our middle school band director cannot possibly be dead.  I saw him at ROMP unless it was his ghost.  Couldn’t say hi because of inhibiting company of parents and impracticality of wheelchairs on outdoor ground. 

Beet Boy, we’re not riding again.

I did some degree of every item on your to do list for reciprocation from you and you rewarded me with three years of rejection, one more thing-ing, and bringing other women to judge me as competition. Money was exchanged at two points. IMDB credits and overbooking opportunities mostly.  Gobstoppers until you treat me as a human deserving of human equanimity and compassion.  

If you want someone to know you’re angry, call off your teen girl squad already and come in person to a semi-private space such as by Twitter DM or Tumblr question.  Tumblr questions are anonymous when you check the box for anonymity.  I do love answering these if you wonder about what our current social feeling is.

If you need an answer today you must come via Twitter.  If I don’t have an answer for you today we arrange a deadline at the end of next week to air feelings that have been worked out privately during the week. If we worked them out by ourselves, we take tea together to enjoy each other’s company.  If it still can’t be solved, more space to work out emotions is likely beneficial.

Many and divers attempts to guess what the hell you would want to settle are below in the read more link.  Be safe out there, Tiger.  

The Tiger play platonic rule:  Tigers are sort of sexy.  But transmogrification is for asexual play around children.  You deserve the good chemicals those babies put out for your happiness levels.  Kids and animals deserve safety and support while they are being pleasant signs of life and need of love.  I know you will be safe around children because I don’t want to increase the amount of space between you and children.  I don’t want it to ever come to that point and I have faith that it won’t.

I also have faith you believe alcohol is wasted time and tastes like an antiseptic solution.  60% of people who live with depression self medicate with alcohol.  You can replace that behavior with an addiction that gets you money and friends.  More on this below and in the Habits: the Power of Routine book.

  Routine doesn’t always kill you.  Some routines save you.  I am always available online to talk to you about routines you have tried and adventures you have avoided. Anyone who hurts you has pain making them thrash around like an animal in a snare.  You have a choice whether to put it out of its misery, or stop using traps.  That’s called ENTRAPMENT.  It is illegal in my country.   Settling anger: 1. Deal with your emotions.  That’s on you.  Bringing bombs to the other person doesn’t destroy THEM, it destroys your chance of bringing them over to your way of thinking. 2. You have 24 hrs to tell them CALMLY you are angry.  Don’t do it if you’re crying or rage quitting Twitter, but don’t let it go more than a day either. 3. When you tell them you are angry, don’t make fun or call them names.  That’s a bomb.  LABELS are not SOLUTIONS.  LABELS are BOMBS that ruin everyone’s day.  We were enjoying a nice movie THAT WAS NOT ABOUT YOU. 4. Ask for a parley.  Don’t let them settle it just then; schedule å time and place about 5-7 days off and tell them to think about their own feelings and needs until then.  No more fighting.  CEASE FIRE.  Just, “Why am I angry?”  “When I wanted to kill the man, what was he doing? What was I doing?  Would I let someone say or do what I said or did? What would my response to me be?  What was the moment the bomb went off, conversationally speaking?”  Why do you have pain, but more importantly, why does your enemy have pain? 5. At the end of the standdown, calmly say what you figured out.  Start with THEIR pain in the form of a question.  “Was it *I* who forcibly inserted sporks into your rectum??? I’ve been hearing a lot about them from you and was just wondering if you had a new obsession or if I maybe let my coworkers in on the stuff you did before that is causing me to lose money, time, and self esteem.” 

6. You are in pain! Tell them you are in pain!  This is the point when you stop making rectum jokes and put away the sharp things in a metal box because someone could get hurt and this is YOUR pain we are talking about here.  Not some trivial seasonal affective spork-in-rectum pain, but YOUR LIEF WILL NEVER BE HAPPY BECAUSE I STILL AM FAIREST PRINCESS IN WACKYLAND.   7.  It’s now time to sort out the quantifiable actions that can make each person happy.  YOU are suffering, and you know where to get the pain pill, and you’ll take it but you need their help to remind you to keep taking it.  You care enough to stop triggering their pain, but they have to stop triggering yours if they want a happy ending. 8. My spork in rectum talk is way out of line and inappropriate.  I apologize for my word choices.  Please save your questions about my sexual identity until the end of time.  You are not acting like one who wants to date me.  Yet, I am sorry to have spoken hastily and offended you.  Unless it was fair and constructive criticism to the opposition who keeps throwing noise into my stories and work time.

-- Conflict resolution process by Thich Nhat Hanh.  From Anger: Wisdom For Cooling the Flames Not that kind of happy ending, Beet Boy.

Parakeets make great walkie talkies.

T. Berry Brazelton’s Touchpoints is the only baby book worth its salt because it tells you how they think. This method works and explains what they’re doing until age four when their personality gels and you can reason with them more. More is likely not always for boys but really is always for most girls.

Wheelchairs are sometimes, not always.

I’m an aunt who has stage mother plans for her nephew.

If you want to be a parent but not so much, borrow a dog.

Protests are about blocking the streets and stating the consequences via musical mantra, not about throwing bricks at cops.  But I know you’re not that dumb. If you want @MeAmMyShadow to read the news, follow her and RT her tweet pleasing kthnx =^_^= If you’re an ex, this could be a way of signing off on this post as a friendship contract.

Happiness is NOT a warm gun. The best thing Kurt Kobain ever did was pose with a kitten on his chest without flipping off the camera.

Don’t take my picture while I’m throwing up.  And if you do, don’t post it to the internet. Kay? THEENX.  A child is an extension of her parent into the future and her parent is an extension of the child into the past, to paraphrase Thich Nhat Hanh. Please don’t need someone else to tell you when to stop.  Look her in the eyes and read her expression about your joke.

The Johnny Depp mural should show him as Willy Wonka but that wouldn’t sell as many of Andrea’s Candies.  Still haven’t caught a Pokémon there.

If we’re going to be friends we need a friendship contract. In WRITING. AGREED TO BY ALL PARTIES. The doom song from Invader Zim may be sung in every room of your house.  Your Doom is in every room.

I am not mad at you or your spouse but don’t want to meet my ex’s spouse and baby until I am happily married.  I can’t afford a baby gift right now but would like to befriend him when he is older. A friendship contract is needed so there are no mixed signals.  It must be agreeable to all parties undersigned.

If a friendship contract is reached we will start a multi-family band at the end of the isolation era.

I apostatize one of you. The other was reframed.

Apostatizing is for the people.  Faith is a private practice not to be compromised.

Phil was DOA.  Questions regarding his sexual identity remain unanswered.  The transmogrified tigers will savagely maul anyone who continues to attempt to out him or choose the time of his coming out via their overly curious gaydar.

(Phil is an atmospheric phenomenon not unlike a lenticular cloud.  He sees the world from both sides now.  Other people see a mermaid, or their own shadow puppet hands or anomalisa.)

(From the great beyond Phil sends me Twitter followers who are into MMA and pro wrestling.  You don’t know Phil, y’all.  You never will.  We haven’t spoken in some time but I’ll never forget Phil.  He was my security blanket and he kept me safe at night.  He never took excessive liberties with me and wouldn’t let anyone else either.  His jokes were kinda stale but he had an charismatic integrity enviable by all.)

Baby I’m in the Mood For You is an Odetta cover of a Bob Dylan song about an abusive relationship.  I believe it means that there are extenuating circumstances to the abuse.  If you only knew our different normal we’re living, you wouldn’t be adding more stress to our lives.

Sometimes a song is just a song.  If a mantra is hurting you change the mantra or change the station. Or turn on the Mexican Radio and watch some wrestling geckos.

Jamaican dancehall keeps me happy and makes me feel empowered.  It’s the most impersonal fuckyou card one may send.  

Fuckyou cards are not meant to be received but if they actually are, I have as many nerves left as a dulcimer has strings.  Consider your next words and my reactions to them to the count of ten before adding more fuel to the fire.

My church was a stop on the underground raliroad. People should know of this.  I don’t remember who I am referencing in the sentence prior to this one.

I play ukulele and write poetry now but just whistle at the birds mostly.

Wedding gifts stress me out.  I don’t want them to be a condition of the isolation era.  Family first, friends one day.  Baby gifts can turn into DIY or otaku crafts.

I do not work with or for people who have feelings for me without a professional contract in writing.  If you are married and take me on just for feelings with no repayment I will run so far away we will always have the International Dateline between us.

An A-B conversation is an A-B conversation unless C would feel hurt by what’s going on.  A or B if not both know when C should be there.  If C has to be there all the time it’s an A-B-C conversation.  C can and should request A-B-C conversations when evidence is elsewhere that C is getting hurt.

The whole goddamned alphabet is not an A-B, A-C, or A-B-C conversation.  C-Q conversations can C-U-R their way out of A-B-C conversations until A-B and A-C conversations are healthy and positive again. When grade Zs want to know nun-yuh-bizness, there are standup specials on Netflix.  They will want the best details of what the comedian is up to.  I don’t care about your rape jokes; Jim Gaffigan is being buried in a steakhouse. Your mother is not in the conversational alphabet. She can just go love herself. I mean this from the bottom of my anhedonic heart. Maybe sleep will help.

For anyone scared or afraid, let’s get real about rape.

There is a whole Reddit thread about rapists and it contains men confused about what consent is, or who live with depression and are more depressed after it happens.  Some feminists are angry because the sympathy about depression in the thread looks like being a rape apologist.  

I’m going to look at this complexity of situation at the risk of looking like an apologist.  I’m not a rape apologist-- rape is a thing which should never, ever be.  You and your date deserve better.  But if you and your date don’t understand your triggers a complicated maze of morals and ethics may be found and we don’t want a snap judgement to ruin anyone’s life.

Depressed people may or may not be rapists.  Men may or may not be abuse victims.  There is a spectrum of graduated response to determining if someone is a sex offender, whether you can settle it yourself, whether to end the relationship, whether there should be legal consequences.   1.  Get yourself to safety.  No relationship is as important as you being physically and emotionally safe. 2. Get your head checked before you report.  Don’t report from the emergency room when you’re in pain. 3.  Do get yourself checked out physically.  You may need Plan B.  You don’t want to get infected anywhere moist and sensitive. 4.  Deal with the emotions, then decide the relationship, then estimate the outcomes for both you and the other person, AND THE RISK FOR OTHER PEOPLE, RATIONALLY NOT ANXIOUSLY, then report. 5.  You can’t stay in a pattern that is damaging to you, your physical health, your mental health.  You have to take care of yourself before you can take on the Godly mission of caring for another person. 

 http://www.telegraph.co.uk/women/sex/11216629/Bipolar-disorder-and-sex-Its-time-to-talk-about-this-emotional-minefield.html

6.  Reporting has consequences that can ruin someone’s life.  I  have an online  friend who lives with bipolar depression who is on the sex offender registry several states away.  He told me what happened to him was that a romantic partner reported on him when he had an impulse control problem during sex, hurt her, and frightened her.  He had to register his name, but life continued as normal until his father died.  The he of course became very depressed.  He failed to report a change of address and had to go to prison for five years.  I want to write to him.  I wrote the card and made a plan to make sending it a reasonable risk-- use a P.O. Box in a town I don’t live in but have business in on a semi-regular basis.  Or don’t leave a  return address if I have to let go of the relationship.  I think I could use a P.O. Box as the return address then change my P.O. Box information if I estimate the risk to be unsafe in the future.  This is not a romantic relationship with a prisoner; rather, it is a reasonable risk of trust on someone who encouraged me to write and had pleasant and respectful conversations with me during a time of of own depression while I was figuring out how to plan my career.  He had a bad reporter and a bad judge and had to face legal consequences for a mental health crisis which could limit the rest of his life.  He deserves a better new normal than prison after the loss of his family member.  Realistically, I don’t have to be the friend who tells him he is valuable, and a male friend would be safer.  But I don’t believe in dropping someone who didn’t give up on me, and his sister who posted the address is giving the vote of confidence to him that people who write him will do so with a reasonable level of risk to trust, and will not be in excessive levels of danger.

7. Not everyone on the sex registry is a child molester, but if a depressed person is on it, parents are not going to trust the depressed person around their children.  This also ruins the depressed person’s life; effectively society decides they can’t be a parent and kids can’t even visit them on Halloween with parents present and they get a visit from the police every year at that time.

7.5 Prison also ruins people’s lives.  The justice system is harder on men than women and harder on minorities than white people.  Justice?  A depressed person with impulse control issues can have a careless angry date rape report and a bad judge and then go to prison for five years for failure to update their address on record.  Prison is an overwhelmingly solitary routine and routine is already a love hate relationship that can save or ruin a depressed person.  The prison staff may behave vidictively while they are in, other inmates can be rough and abusive and the unintentional rapist can become himself a victim of abuse.  Mental healthcare in prisons is not necessarily sympathetic toward healing the unintentional rapist.  He can come out worse than he went in.  If he comes out the same, he is missing time developing his career.  He may have to be his own boss in an independent business with self confidence compromised by time in prison plus the depression he had in the first place.  

8. This means reporting is a necessary but graduated step of dealing with impulse control issues in sex.  You don’t want to ruin someone’s life just to win points in a breakup.  You only do that if the pussy grabber is actually a person who chooses to be evil and needs to be shunned by all of society. 

9.  There is a continuing war of perspectives between survivors of domestic abuse and the supporters of people living with mental health conditions.  Both people are survivors!  They both need happiness and contact with other humans or else are at risk of suicidal behavior.  If all other people are unsafe or feel unsafe around you, potentially you can live with someone whose sexual orientation does not swing your way, though I am not sure what a depressed bisexual person with bipolar depression would do if they wound up on the registry or in prison.  Possibly see only a homosexual person of the opposite sex for friendship and hire escorts for sexual relations?  But then the escorts or prostitutes may be in danger, which is why I think that is an unsafe vocation and I wish people who live with bipolar depression could look at pornography but not call an escort or gay friend when in crisis.  But it is so much better to kiss men and not be that into them when hypomanic than it is to be rough with an escort. 10.  You don’t know where on the spectrum your rape charge falls until you are in that situation, but the statistics say if you are raped in your life time your rapist will be someone you knew already more likely than a drug user or mentally ill stranger.  And a mentally ill friend could be a rapist who does not want to be an abuser and will be more depressed that the rape happened.  Think carefully and calibrate your morals to find the least amount of suffering for the most people.

I will never work with anyone whose past feelings for me lead to me getting yelled at for a whole ten hour workday, or who allows friends and family to yell at me for a whole ten hour workday.  Not even a promise of sex is enough for me to compromise my emotional security.

Ijime.  いじめ。https://yumikomusictherapy.com/2016/02/10/ijime-bullying-in-japan/

Imagine what you say is multiplied by 1,000 times each of your fans on Twitter.  That is the number of cuts your attacks inflict on the victim’s inner thigh.  If you then come back and say the victim is gross for not getting a cleaner shave or should not shave there at all, you are an inhuman monster and I hope someone drains your eyeballs of their eyeball juices. See the novel A Tale For the Time Being to understand how a well-meaning school girl who wants everything in its right place may become an inhuman monster or slutbag “whore”.  There are not enough scripts on the internet to reframe the shame on both people.

Your comments about my day job and/or act are supposed to be accompanied by your face showing empathy and questions about what I tried already.  If you just say, “You have a problem/you make problems/you need therapy/this is a medical board letter ordering you to therapy” and the like up to 1000 times, YOU ARE AN INHUMANE MONSTER.  Come via Twitter DM or GTFO. Come in person via Twitter DM if you ever wonder if I might be your friend.  Friends generally don’t have to ask.  If I give you an example of who a friend is and you go behind my back and attempt to turn my friend against me, no you are not a friend, YOU ARE AN INHUMAN MONSTER.  

It is frustrating to know the bully is also the victim, I find.  You have pain.  Am I ALL of the cause of ALL of it? There are no people making screwed up faces in your daily life?  Are they avoiding you?  Who was the last person who made you very happy or took your pain away?  Are they comfortable with the frequency under which you ask them to take the pain?  Are you also taking away some of their pain?  

It is an unsatisfactory relationship if you are always taking the pain away and never having your own taken.  Also if you always bring the pain and never contribute to people’s joy.

”Idiot” is a label.  I used to worry about being called one, now I realize it sounds twice as idiotic to call any human being that.  There’s a Mark Twain quote that I can’t entirely remember but love about keeping your mouth shut for fear of being called a fool but open your mouth and remove all doubt.  The thing is, you are removing the doubt without actually finding a specific solution to your problem.  If the problem is ignorance you educate the ignorant person.  An idiot is someone you have given up on because they either have a measurable inability to learn and remember, or they get too violent or fearful to receive any lessons.  Convince a man against his will; he’ll be of the same opinion still.  Maybe make it look like something he finds entertaining already?  I am not sure where that suggestion came from but it’s a good one IMHO. Don’t make light or dark of therapy.  If you are waiting for the nice young men in their clean white coats to come and take you away, it will be the boys in blue who actually do it.  If you routinely are practicing hatred and sorrow in your head, or the SAME PERSON sets you off every day just by walking into the room, TALK TO SOMEONE who sees a lot of people with the same problem or problem set.  Start with friends, then church pastor, then community services, then a therapist you get referred to by your general practictioner.

I am not a therapist.  I am a hobbyist who reads psychology and Buddhist literature and thinks she is practicing active listening when in conversation with you. The hardest problems that beget new problems might be an offline wiki or anonymous blog.  It may behoove you to start one of these to sort your feelings before you tell someone you are angry.

When monsters are wild rumpus-ing in my imagination, I can soothe them with samba and jazz, Kpop, anime, or BABYMETAL.  REAL MONSTERS...NEVER SHOW UP!  I can think happy thoughts and fly away from imaginary monsters and super freaks but you real ones must come to @euphoriafish via Twitter to throw down.  Twitter is the stranger gate.  If you know me on a longer winded network such as email or Facebook or LinkedIn or Stage32, use that one. I give up on Diaspora.  That is in writing.  I can’t get anyone to use it.  Twitter DM or e-mail is best to decide where we go from here.

You are hurting yourself when you contribute to toxic stories of your imagination.  You are bottling anger which should be taken to a real space where things may be settled.  I have one such space on each of my Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook, Gmail.  

If you are breaking our friendship contract, you will receive mail with your name intentionally misspelled.  Or an emoji zoo.  🌼🐹🐮🐰👑🌟🐱💧💦🐎🐎🐎🐎🐧🌙🐬🐠🐠🐠🐠🐠🐠🐠🐠🐠🐠🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐝🐞❄️❄️❄️☀️🌅🌊?????????????????????🐡🐡🐡🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐡🐡

We need new language that isn’t full of vindictive hate statements.

Sign language may prove useful to deaf parents and new babies.  Wireless headphones for the television doubly so.

A friendship contract spells out whether our friendship has romantic potential, only friendship potential, or only professional potential.

I am no man’s Virginia Woolf and I do not mince words about the demon rum.  That said, your feelings and depression take priority over any plans to save your health.  NOT YOUR SOUL WHICH IS UP TO YOU.  YOUR HEALTH. BECAUSE YOU ARE TOO BRILLIANT AND CLEVER AND NICE TO DIE OF A POISONED LIVER.

Your habit needs a reframe and it won’t ever be too late.  Every moment is a moment in which you can find your alcohol triggering behavior and replace the alcohol use with something else you’re addicted to that actually brings you a result you like. This info from HABIT: THE POWER OF ROUTINE book. If your reframes aren’t working I hope you pee before taking the next drink of water and that you drink all the water, juice, and coffee the bar has to offer.  Grape juice without alcohol is as good for your heart as wine or chocolate.  If you know someone who is drinking too much I hope you either send them a glass of juice and take their keys or get a charismatic wingman to do it for you if you don’t want to hear the noise of dismissal.

Trust is a pattern of the things you say and do to the person you love.  If there is no love there is no trust, and trusting a former enemy is acceptance of the risk involved.  Don’t trust if you don’t accept the risk.  This bit inspired by both Amanda Palmer’s The Art of Asking and someone on Twitter who is a bit more bitter and jaded about asking.  If you accept the gamble, rehearse both being noble and modest when you win and being diplomatic and calmly measured when you lose.

Trust may be won back with more actions and words of love.  It does not happen overnight.  It is a practice.

Watch Hidden Figures if you love science and want to love people too.

Namaste is parakeet for EXTERMINATE!  

#ThingsToTellMyEx love January 2017 friendshipIsNOTaWarmGun