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[maddgical-boy]

here's a little reminder that no one can read your mind or see your "weird" or "bad" thoughts and daydreams! mind readers are not real, and your inner world is entirely private. your thoughts and daydreams are not embarrassing or bad, and they do not define your morality!

everyone who keeps saying shit like "sounds like something a mind reader would say" or "mind readers are real actually" i will eat you to death and enjoy every minute of it. not the time or place

#edit: this has so many notes! i am glad it is helping so many people <3 i kiss you all on the head #intrusive thoughts #maladaptive daydreaming #immersive daydreaming #madd #this reminder is mainly for me but also for anyone that ruminates abt this sort of thing #private thoughts 4 life gang #intrusive daydreaming #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

another little reminder time. hey fellow people with intrusive thoughts and daydreams. your thoughts and worries will not come true from you thinking them. no matter how much you are ruminating over them, they will not manifest into real life! they are only thoughts that will come and go. you are safe and loved and everything is going to be okay.

#i have had pretty bad anxiety and paranoias lately #so like my other post this is a reminder to me but also to anyone who needs it of course #maladaptive daydreaming #madd #intrusive thoughts #intrusive daydreaming #immersive daydreaming #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

have this shitty meme i made in 5 mins

#madd #maladaptive daydreaming #immersive daydreaming #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

being too upset to daydream properly is so shitty. what do you MEAN my coping mechanism isn't working this is the exact situation it is meant to be used. take me AWAYYYYYY

#this is me rn. i am having bad week #maladaptive daydreaming #madd #immersive daydreaming #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

babygirl i know daydream lore that you wouldn't even care about

#idk why i thought this. it's 4 am #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #immersive daydreaming #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

my brain after running through and repeating the most gut-wrenching tear-jerking sob-inducing earth-shattering daydream scene: ARE WE DONE YET??? WAS THAT GOOD ENOUGH??

me: hmm. it didn't emotionally damage me enough. play it again ye olde jester

#maladaptive daydreaming #madd #immersive daydreaming #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

i feel like we don't talk about how much madd distorts your sense of identity, especially if you have a paraself that is meant to be the person you want to be and/or cannot currently be. when i look at myself in the mirror i almost don't recognize myself because That's Not Me that's just like. idk. some meat suit i need to be alive on earth??

#maladaptive daydreaming #madd #it's like superman and bizarro except irl me is the bizarro one. i am bizarro jerry. i am kevin #especially if you're trans and your paraself is the gender you wanna be then it's like DAMN who am i anymore. some guy?? nah #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

can't believe nobody else is as obsessed with my paras as me and doesn't make any content about them 🙄 i have to do everything around here

#maladaptive daydreaming #madd #immersive daydreaming #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

sometimes a family is just you, a para that you rely on for emotional support, a para that you rely on for emotional support, a para that you rely on for emotional support, and a para that you rely on for emotional support. give or take

#maladaptive daydreaming #madd #immersive daydreaming #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

my daydreams about my paracosms' stories are just ~5 big events and then my brain is like "okay so then what happens, like, in between those?" and i bluescreen

#mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt #this is what writing stuff is like for me too #I CANT PLOT TO SAVE MY LIFE GENUINELY #''how do they get from A to B'' i dont KNOW #actually someone if you can help me please help me i want to lead a more fulfilling life #maladaptive daydreaming #immersive daydreaming #madd #writing

[maddgical-boy]

me trying to force myself not to create a paraself/self insert for every piece of media that crosses my field of vision

#mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt #ironically this post is referring to how i've been watching tua lately LMAOOOO #it's not like im against the idea of self inserts it's just like. the commitment. lol #cause what if i dont end up hyperfixating and just discard the paracosm instantly #maladaptive daydreaming #madd #immersive daydreaming

[maddgical-boy]

the worst thing is when you're daydreaming and trying to think about your paracosms and whatever but EVERYTHING suddenly transitions into a what-if scenario about your own life like tomorrow or something. it's like a pop-up ad. like im not trying to think about my worries about my interactions with people tomorrow im trying to think about my brain blorbos what is going on here

#maladaptive daydreaming #madd #immersive daydreaming #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

i have so many thoughts but so many fears as well

#i keep forgetting to add image ids to my posts!! will remedy others soon hopefully #anyway this is me with my samurai warriors/sengoku musou paracosm #everyone WILL judge me i know 😭😭 #maladaptive daydreaming #madd #immersive daydreaming #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

me walking into my paracosms about to absolutely fuck shit up and make my paras' lives a living hell

#now everyone go play warriors orochi because da ji is my beloved #maladaptive daydreaming #madd #immersive daydreaming #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

my brain: your mental state is absolute dogshit, no one cares about you and what if you just died rn wouldn't that be amazing come on lets do it birds do it bees do it oh man you're a worthless piece of shit oh wow

me: damn that's crazy. uhhhh what if i just [daydreams so hard i forget about it until 24 hours later]

#my brain is the goblin and i have the cursed blade with which to battle it [madd] #maladaptive daydreaming #madd #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

[maddgical-boy]

had some classic trans dissociation about my identity and my body today and for a while i was just staring at myself in the mirror very disconcerted because i didn't recognize my own face and body and then suddenly i was like "i'm gonna use this feeling for my trans paras' backstories" and then i was back to normal. like what was that

#my brain: hello?? are we gonna address it though?? #me: no ❤️ #this isn't strictly madd related though but whatever. enough to go on The Blog #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt #maladaptive daydreaming #madd #immersive daydreaming