#my lower back.....is killing me....

[fobnsfwdoodles]

If they didn't want me to make them into yaoi they could stop being yaoi for five seconds

#joetrick #kill me #please don't stop actually fob #increase it please #he's gonna fucking eat him #profiles my beloved #I've been trying to draw from more references recently bc i can feel my basics slipping a little bit but they come right back with practice #also good excuse to stare at every inch of their faces #the way their skin hangs on their faces drives me insane do you understand #the deep valleys under joes deep set eyes the flat plane under Patrick's nose #the hard lines of cheekbone contrasted with the soft of their jaws from weight and age I'm so fucking in love #the way their different features have aged #Patrick's lips compared to Joe's joes lower cheek compared to Patrick #theyre both so damn pretty #safe to reblog #fall out boy #patrick #joe #this is a doodles blog but bRO I LOVE DRAWING #tourdust

[screwpinecaprice]

I know it’s not a question but i can’t help but appreciate the fact that you draw adult Steven as a chubby guy! We big boys need some positive representation in here. Also, i’ve been following you for almost a year now!

Btw sorry for my English lol.

Hi! It's very pleasing to know you've been around for as long! 😁😁😁 I absolutely appreciate the appreciation! And no worries, your English is super fine! 😁 (Relatable actually. I am also apologizing in advance if I can't exactly have my point clearly across because I'm not well at English myself! lmao)

It took me quite some time to learn how to draw chubby characters but it's so satisfying to have eventually. ( *`u*) (I mean, there's still so much to learn, but still.)

Having a chubby main protagonist is so wonderful to have. And a good kid at that. (Ngl I'm attracted to kindness. haha So of course it's very important to me that he's fat AND kind.)

Also design-wise, I personally think it fits his character so well. Soft and huggable, shaped like a friend. Thick arms to hug people with snuggly. Body wide like a shield. etc. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

And I just really like to capture these elements when I draw him as an adult. Also that it's just fun to draw.

Simply personal thoughts about it, nothing against any other ways he's being portrayed by others of course.

#And it's not even because English isn't my first language. Just generally bad at language. RIP #I had this conversation with someone once where they headcanon he'd get lower back pains if he slim down because of how his gem will #poke or stab his spine #I really like that he's chubby/fat just because. and that he's happy and confident about it #but him being fat not entire by choice is an interesting angle to look at. #I mean obviously he's naturally chubby because of DNA too but you get when I mean. or I hope you do. ;u; #Yo I had a theory.... or at least a headcanon about how his gem is arranged inside his body and how it's practically designed so it can be #passed down eventually without killing him. But I never get to a cohesive written explanation about it so I kept procrastinating. #I like to think the Pink Diamond gem will become like an heirloom. But I digress. #Steven Quartz Universe #Connie Maheswaran #I guess implied connverse #connverse #TFW growing up in media where 'look at us we're different but we are all friends!' And the differences were just personalities and status i #society but the body shapes are practically the same. 😆 #They were the same shape because the merch used the same mold. ^^; But I think that contributed to messing up my perception. #Like. The level of unawareness I had in drawing fat characters is crazy back then. #when I thought I drew a chubby character but the reality was that she was still slim! I still have her saved in my Deviant Art account #Nobody would've known because she's my OC. #If I were to argue with that past me that she's not chubby. Past me would be extremely confused because she is totally convinced that she #drew a chubby character. Mind you I was above 18 then too. #I had another OC I wanted to be really chunky but I was so bad at it that I found an excuse why she's so slim so I can avoid drawing chunky #I did eventually made her chunky but I almost never posted any of my OCs lol. She also have a black and pink theme. 🤔 #Same with skin color but it happened in my own Sona. I have a tan skin tone and I thought I gave my Sona the same skin...but like... Bruh. #I'm even looking at it now. That is kinda pale. RIP #It still baffles me how different I've been seeing thing in the past. Eugh I'm digressing again. :/ #sc answers #ask #luisnavarro04 #meme

[slutdge]

somehow while ive been going through the unbearable torment nexus ive still been able to keep up with my album-a-day-for-a-year thing so far

#like yeah brother i wish i was dead right now but im not. somehow i havent killed myself so i keep checking out albums #but i dont wanna undermine that im in unbearable pain rn lmao #my therapist said that wasnt good for me to pretend #im very much still in a torturous life and i feel helpless cause i dont think i can ever escape #but at least ive had the motivation to keep up one thing yknow #or im just crazy and psychotic and this made no sense whatever im going back to my suffering hibernation now #at the very least being honest cant hurt even if it doesnt help all that much but im really at the lowest ive ever been my dudes #ive never been lower than this #im failing at all the aspirations of a healthy person but at least im keeping up on the album thing #i know that maybe doesnt seem significant to other people #but when the only thing i can do when i get off work so i dont die of starvation is get in bed #but i still make an effort to hold myself to this commitment #thats at least a tiny bit of light im trying to put in my life no matter how hard i just wanna lay down and die all the time

[spaciebabie]

i hurted myself at work and nobody kissed my boo boos 😢

#spacie spoinks #unfair #my pinkie is a little swollen lol #the heavy metal cart i was moving slammed my pinkie into a brick wall #yes its as painful as it sounds #im surprised its not broken. and that it didnt break the skin. #the bricks are not exactly smooth #dayum that shit HURTED!!!!! #i couldnt even hold anything #sidenote but vibrating pillow chair was a good idea b/c my lower back was fucking killing me

[vvanessaives]

i need one of those ig chiropractors that make every single bone crack and pop to break and rearrange my spine so fucking bad

#rena.txt #like britney once said my lower back is killing me #i think this must have to do with raoul and probably the wrong way i've been carrying some of his weight to get up and down the stairs #he's blind and old so i find way to lift him up a bit and help him but maybe i've been fucking up my back #if anyone knows any exercise to ease back pain please please please tell me i'm desperate. i have like this pressure exactly in the middle #of my lower lower back and lots of pain i want to break my own bones so bad

[disasterinbound]

(remembers seeing the yosuke au blog's post about merfolk yosuke) Oh No

Like honestly when he moves out to inaba he's like "hey at least i wont be invited out to the pool or to the beach or something" (not that he doesn't reject those invites)

probably during the camping spiel he doesnt bring any swimming costumes cuz ya know. Gotta stay dry and theyre saved from morooka's puke! Hooray!!

Maybe he used to sing a lil bit back when he was more relaxed about it, and he might've accidentally nearly lured a small child into the deeper parts of the ocean, so now he's more strict on himself. He does miss singing, but it's better to blend in. Safer to (pretend to) be normal. For everyone. No more songs, no matter how much it hurts him because he'd rather hurt himself than to hurt someone else.

But perhaps he misses it too much, and it's like a part of himself that's locked away and the last connection to the sea that he so desperately wants, so he buys himself a pair of headphones. To at least be able to hear someone do what he cannot.

(And even in Inaba, it still is in use. Just for more reasons than for what it was bought for.)

And honestly yeah he REALLY would not be happy to go to the beach. Maybe he's excited to see Yu Rise in a swimsuit or something, but beyond that he's kind of terrified. Maybe because he doesn't know if he has enough willpower to prevent himself from jumping into the waves and swimming far away to another place where he isn't the plague of Inaba's shopping districts, where he's more than JUNES and people sweep past him cuz he's only a face in the crowd.

And also because. Yknow. If ya go to the beach he's expected to hop inside the water, and he absolutely can't do that.

Either ways, when they get to the beach, he's staying firmly on the sand. No water for this (mer)guy!

#persona 4 #yosuke hanamura #IM SO UNWIRED RN #do NOT let me cook i turned this around in my head for 5 days before i finally worked up the courage to post this #actually 7 days fml #maybe ill do something more souyoish with this but yosuke on brain rn #i NEED to remember about the kobayashi dragon maid au. its so fucking cool #ok wait moving a lil bit back he does actually kind of have a lower self esteem than usual because of this #like. god he nearly killed someone. worst of the worst etc etc #my logic is not proper right now and neither is my english

[darby-rowe]

i feel like my back got blown out but not in a sexy way bitch im HURTINNNNN

#🧸; dally speaks #my lower back and my hips are fucking killing me #i honestly think it’s bc of my anxiety #when my anxiety gets bad it physically manifests as pain in my hips and back #and yall #that shit hurted

[korkietism]

Inexplicable pains that doctors can’t identify and knowing something is wrong with your body without anyone else recognizing it is agony I’ll be so real.

#I’ll be either feeling great or missing weeks of school #so I always think I’m suddenly cured #and then it comes back again #i have a pain in my lower back that is actually killing me #pain #vent #Ough.

[roarinsaurus]

i love how you can be like “yeah cooking is hard for me. it really tires me out to make one meal.” and people will fucking laugh at you

#jay chatter #:/ #anyway i’m in pain rn. i’m trying to sit down periodically but my lower back and heels are killing me anyway

[soov]

js came back from my first day at the gym Cheers!!!!!!!! 😊😊

#ㅤ𝗿𝗲𝗶 talks . . .ㅤ #today was uppers day according to my plan #the personal trainer is so sweet #PECK DECK KILLED MEEEEEE #and i had only 10kg in Help #my max was 5 reps of 15kg #i couldve done more with 15 but there was this guy wanting to use the machine so i was quick #uppers is hell to me cs i work out my lower body more #PUSHUPS JESUS #I HATE THEM SO BAD 😭😭😭😭 #overall it was really fun #coming back friday for my lower body split

[manaosdeuwu]

once again unable to fall asleep at night due to back pains

#laying on my side usually makes it less painful but my knees are not being nice today. not even with a pillow between them #can my body PLEASE not ache for one night. please please please. why does my back hurt this much today auuuuuuuu #girl im 22 why is my lower back killing me so much today . i hate you scoliosis #nero habla