#my meals have been a couple bites of rice because i didnt lkke the chicken and after taste

[mintaikcorpse]

Me when barely eating for a week starts to feel like I've barely eaten for a week

#well well well if it isn't the consequences of my own actions #its not an ed or anything its literally me not being hungry when i get up #not liking whats on the school menu #lunch starting at 10:am for some reason #and anxiety #im so fucking hungry though and im shaking and tired and cold and moody and i hate everyone #but at the same time now im used to the feeling and then i feel sick after i eat #FUCK MY ADHD MEDS THIS IS THEIR FAULT #THEY MAKE ME NOT HUNGRY #AND THEN SICK WHEN I DO EAT #For the past week my main meals have been my meds #and then either skipping dinner cuz we're fucking broke and dont have food #god i hate it here #my meals have been a couple bites of rice because i didnt lkke the chicken and after taste #mcdonald's yesterday #and then medicine #fuck this #rambling #problems #venting #tags