#my mom also is in the choir but i dont have a little avatar for her

[faerynova]

more choir adventures

#my mom also is in the choir but i dont have a little avatar for her #me #comic #walnut #flats

[nightcoremoon]

I discovered the sonic fandom in a weird way. and no, not that way.

when I was younger I had a gamecube at my dad's and a playstation 2 at my mom's. I played the shit out of that ps2. jak and daxter, final fantasy 12, bully, sly cooper, yugioh capsule monster coliseum, ghost recon jungle storm, I sunk thousands of hours into that console before it eventually stopped reading discs. rip buddy.

anyway one of the games I had on there was the sonic mega collection plus. it had sonic 1, sonic 2, sonic 3, sonic & knuckles, sonic 2 & knuckles, sonic 3d, sonic pinball, and sonic... tetris? I played a lot of sonic in my day. not as much as everything else tho because final fantasy xii and jak 2 were THE SHIT (and they still are, i'm actually gonna go buy the zodiac age for xbox one when it gets cheaper), but I knew my way around sonic. and also shadow but WE DONT TALK ABOUT SHADOW. *crush40's I am all of me intensifies*

I watched the sonic cartoon. sonic, kirby, yugioh gx, code lyoko, those were definitive for me back then. but nobody else I knew really cared (except for one kid who also like yugioh, I had no friends). even though only the fuzziest memories of chaos emeralds remain, it was still a remnant of a simpler time, and I felt like it was my own little secret, lost to the anals of history.

...and then I discovered fanfiction.

inb4 cringey but 100% true story.

I had previously mentioned final fantasy 12. I was also like 12. and uh. ashe and fran are really pretty. so I googled ff12 rule 34 before I even knew what rule 34 was and so had to use key words to find what I was looking for. my search for ashe and fran without their armor (or clothes) lead me to a website called fanfiction dot net.

it was around that time that my little sister and I started watching avatar the last airbender. every single day after school, homework, and chores, we'd park in front of the tv for an hour and watch two episodes before it was time for dinner. I would then watch naruto and various hbo series I should not have been watching (true blood and boardwalk empire) but avatar was the biggest thing in my life at the time. and eragon because brisingr came out around then. so, curious, I looked in the avatar section. (and harry potter, invader zim, tales of symphonia, jak and daxter, a bunch of stuff). I took the plunge and took part in the community and wrote some stuff that a lot of people really enjoyed, weirdly enough.

my friends in the community also did stuff for death note, sly cooper, red vs blue, my little pony friendship is magic, and I got more involved in those fandoms too, but regardless eventually I found out that, well. sonic the hedgehog had a healthy fandom too.

the golden gates of heaven opened before me and their choir rang true.

...for about five seconds before I saw that oh my god it's all cringe. "find me on deviantart" "this is my original sonic oc please don't steal" it was the worst thing ever. it was a bunch of ten-year-olds with terrible art. but you know what, they fucking loved sonic the hedgehog, and I closed the door and let them enjoy their shit while I turned around and plunged into the brony fandom.

it was only a year later when I accidentally stumbled across rule 34 because oh my god there's no way that rainbow dash is the most popular character on the internet for porn to be drawn AND YET SHE WAS. and I was like. oh wow there's a website devoted to the exact thing that got me started on the path through fandom hell. weird. and then I saw that some of the most popular fandoms were mlp, pokemon, and... sonic the hedgehog.

only then, over a decade after falling in love with the game series, I finally realized holy shit. sonic porn is a thing. a very... big... thing.

so yeah the way I discovered the sonic fandom was pretty normal for a fandom, rather than the porn. weird, right?

[joseph-joestar-plz-twerk-4-me]

eyy i was tagged by @lancekoganee, @lovelylangst, and @fictionismynationality for the 92 truths thing so here it issss

LAST… [1] drink: dr pepper [2] phone call: uh well the last like 5 people to call me were spam numbers but the last i actually talked on was with my sister [3] text message: bff callie [4] song you listened to: just one yesterday by fall out boy [5] time you cried: a few hours ago when i remembered my characters name in the demi episode game that i played a year and a half ago was “whipe dat azz”

HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: unfortunately yes [7] been cheated on: no [8] kissed someone and regretted it: no [9] lost someone special: ?? im not sure bc there’s a lot of people who used to be special but the friendship either imploded or slowly died sooo [10] been depressed: no [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: no lol i am rather pure for my age lmao

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS: [12] dark green [13] pastel pink [14] that blue that looks really good in velvet

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yeah! [16] fallen out of love: yes? im not sure if it was love to begin w sooo [17] laughed until you cried: bruh i did like 3 hours ago lol [18] found out someone was talking about you: yeah apparently im “famous” at best buy bc my coworker (who also works there) was telling his coworkers about shenanigans him and i get into  [19] met someone who changed you: yee [20] found out who your true friends are: yeah. ive cut out a lot of people but its for the better [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: not currently lol (my current bf isnt my friend on facebook lmao)

GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: most of them tbh, but i need to go through and clean out my friends list [23] do you have any pets: 3 cats and a doggo [24] do you want to change your name: nah but a nickname would be cool [25] what did you do for your last birthday: i didnt work  i saw Fantastic Beasts in the morn and had lunch w my bf, then hung out w my friends and had dinner w them and the fam, went home and played sims [26] what time did you wake up: 7-730ish am [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: coming home from work/starting precal hw [28] name something you cannot wait for: obviously voltron season 3 but i also want to jsut get thru the next few weeks bc work is going to be a   n i g h t m a r e  and i want my suffering to be over asap [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: 2 hours ago [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: honestly i would go back in time and tell little middle school me to try out for region (bc i honestly believe if i had just had a year or two more expirience auditioning, then i wouldve made the all state choir) and then go to junior yr me and say “stop being an angry ho and   c a l m   d o w n   . i wish i could go back a year from today and tell myself that the management position is not worth it. to find another job while i can. (however, i use my job as motivation to do well in school: “do well, keep up my gpa, get my degree. i dont want to be at the movie theater forever”) [31] what are you listening to right now: my klance playlist (death of a bachelor is currently playing) [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: ive talked to a tommy and someone whos last name is toms [33] something that is getting on your nerves: anything customer related/ “can an available manager come to the stand for an employee purchase” [34] most visited website: college homepage, math hw website, tumblr, gmail, netflix (recently made my friend watch voltron every MWF after out speech class lol) [35] elementary: my awkward acne/glasses/pre-braces/braces phase. also i wore training bras for 3 yrs bc i was so uncomfortable w my boobs that i couldnt tell my mom i needed an actual bra [36] high school: i can look at pictures and tell by my smile where i lost my childish innocence (halfway thru junior yr)  [37] college: community rn, but i plan on transfering to tamu and getting at least a bachelors in environmental science. i have to research into carriers to see if a masters/phd is worth it, but that is something im interested in [38] hair color: blonde when clean [39] long or short hair: the question of the century. i look good w a lob, but i also love braiding hair sooo [40] do you have a crush on someone: i mean i have a crush on my bf lance [41] what do you like about yourself: i guess im funny. i can sing the whole danny phantom theme song  [42] piercings: triples in each ear, helix and double forward helix in my right ear (planning on getting a faux snug in my left ear eventually. id like a nose ring, but work wont let me. i maybe want a belly button ring, if i decide to work out for it lol as if) [43]blood type: i dunno, but looking at it makes me queasy so [44] nickname: maycakers, big titty t, mak [45] relationship status: long term relationship (idk how many months now but its over 2 yrs so) [46] zodiac sign: scorpio [47] pronouns: she/her.  [48] fav tv show: voltron, avatar the last airbender (im laughing i typed “airbeder” at firs), the office, drake and josh [49] tattoos: never (ill stick w piercings) [50] right or left hand: right 

FIRST… [51] surgery: does having a wart dug out of my toe count [52] piercing: the standard single pair when i was 6 [53] best friend: aaliyah but once we got to middle school we didnt have classes together and i didnt see her much in highschool (i heard about her bc she broke a lot of sports records. shes gonna be an olympian in 2020 y’all. i can feel it) [54] sport: does drill team count [55] vacation: we went to the state capitol w my grandparents  [56] pair of trainers: wtf are trainers

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothing bc my stomach is currently revolting [58] drinking: grape powerade [59] i’m about to: take a nap gd im tired [60] listening to: euphoria by loreen [61] waiting for: sleep to take me [62] want: my period back ache to stop [63] get married: i want to get married so bad i want to be super domestic and have a bb and that kid is gonna recycle EVERYTHING and i will love them [64] career: ecologist? environmental researcher? environmental biologist? agricultural reformer? idk i just want to do something w the environment 

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: hugs  [66] lips or eyes: eyes are pretty [67] shorter or taller: taller bc then ur head is in their chest when u hug. or u have to get on tippy toes to kiss. yes. [68] older or younger: older older older [70] nice arms or nice stomach: yknow stomaches are nice and all but u cant see them bc shirts. u can see arms tho ohmy [71] sensitive or loud: idk im loud so  [72] hook up or relationship: relationship ftw. hook ups sound...really gross to me (my ace ass cant fathom hookups lol) [73] troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? ew no [75] drank hard liquor? the only thing ive ever drank ever is a shot of cherry sake (i spit that back out it was gross) and a shot of goldschlager (which cleared sinuses i didnt know i had and made me reaaaalllly giggly) [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? lmao all the time [77] turned someone down: yeah  [78] sex on first date? no [79] broken someone’s heart? yes  [80] had your own heart broken? not really? i felt sad both times i broke up w my ex but i knew it was for the best [81] been arrested? no but ive had someone threaten me w calling the cops [82] cried when someone died? my granny, cat, hamster [83] fallen for a friend? i mean my bf was my friend before we dated so i guess

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? tbh i am super confident in my schoolwork and just... not at all at work [85] miracles? yeah but sometimes they fail me [86] love at first sight? no  [87] Santa Claus? rip [88] kiss on the first date? ehhh [89] angels? maybe

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: CALLIE [91] eye color: blue [92] favorite movie: oh fuq i love tangled and anastasia 

i dont know 20 people or whatever so imma tag @pierce-the-llama, @marcoandthebodts (you sent me one of these like 55245 years ago and i shall do it now lol), @connors-sweet-ass, and @justklance if y’all want to 

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