#ok to rb lmao

[spocks-kaathyra]

do u think that um. yk Julian was having a rough time in the later seasons. and ofc he wants to talk abt it, wants someone to help him process it, wants someone to just listen. but it's not easy to talk abt. and he wants to talk to Garak, wants Garak to know what's going on in his life, wants to be vulnerable and be met with support and care. but Garak is so emotionally unavailable and so unwilling to break his pleasant facade and so unwilling to deviate from their little social script. he was taught never to show care or vulnerability. and Julian gets so tired of playing their little game when, god, there's a war going on, his life is falling apart, can't Garak even acknowledge how bad things are for both of them? he doesn't need witty retorts, he needs sincerity. and Garak can't give him that. so he withdraws from their friendship. and it's not that Garak doesn't care. it's not that he doesn't want to help. but sincerity and vulnerability were beaten out of him a long time ago, and he doesn't know how to take off his mask. even just acknowledging genuine emotion is practically impossible for him. and maybe that's why ASIT is the apology that it is. it's saying, here, I've learned to be honest, I've learned to be vulnerable. I know the harm I caused you by refusing to acknowledge pain, so here's a whole book of me acknowledging pain.

#this is entirely projection idk if this is at all supported by the text #for the record I am garak here. gosh who knew it could hurt the ppl u love when u refuse to be emotionally vulnerable at all? #god I don't know. it's so hard. how do I look someone in the eyes and say I care. I love you. I want you to be okay. tell me what's wrong #I don't know how to deviate from the pleasant little social script we've rehearsed so many times #even when I know it's all a facade. when we're both refusing to acknowledge the emotional undercurrent of it all. #I want to help you. but that would require me to confront the impossibly big feelings I have abt it. and I can't. I just can't #I'm sorry #sigh. god knows if garak can overcome his repression then I can too. give me another few years. if you're still alive by then #ok to rb LMAO #narcissus's echoes #ds9

[troutreznor]

are we as a community ready for..,,, transparent dog dong bong?

#i tried posting this when i made the og post but NO ONE LIIIIIKED IT #i just like a good transparent OKAY #hold on i can almost turn transparent into trans parent and make some kind of queer incest joke... #ok to rb lmao

[torchickentacos]

ID: A picture of the scholastic book "I Survived: The Shark Attacks of 1916" but edited to say I Survived: A Family Gathering. the words 'a family gathering are shittily handwritten over a white splotch in a thin-line digital black pen. There is a shark on the cover of the novel.

#ok to rb lmao #today was a LOT but it's OVER #i am EXHAUSTED #and i see an irl tomorrow. which is good

[sanctamater]

what did they get arrested for guys.

#art. #ok to rb LMAO #🕊️❝ i have blotted out your transgressions like a cloud. return to me: i have forgiven you. ( mr. & mrs. dewitt. ) #booker is SO babygirl #ok back to work and comms bye bye

[elvain]

fyi reblogging and commenting on fanfic writers' work makes them happy. just fyi.

#mk.post #ok to rb lmao #im pmsing so im cranky about this

[wetpapert0wel]

well do they or don't they

#devil may cry #ok to rb lmao #like unless rbs r turned off all my stuff is ok 2 rb 🥴 #orignaletti

[tiredguyswag]

im having so much fun posting wips im done with the previous one. okay rough sketch. apologies, it looks rough

#ok to rb lmao #wip

[tragedykery]

[ID: the stick figure gore and violence meme. text reads: “girls when complicated relationships” /end ID]

#this is about fictional relationships as well as irl ones #elli rambles #ok to rb lmao #girls when

[chomametchi]

*laying on bed and kicking my legs and giggling while blocking random users just because i don't like their vibes*

#YES i block people very easily and if youre going to compare it to Actual Bad Things i will block u also #teehee #sadi.txt #ok to rb lmao

[naiadnb]

wet beast wednesday this. flat fuck friday that. how about take out the damn trash tuesday. clean your room cwednesday.

#this is a joke post but i did just realize if one of those viral ones that goes around approximately on the same day each week #was like ok today you need to take out the trash so the collectors can get it tomorrow. #i literally think it would help me. #tummy tuesday can stay tho. trans girls should never be forced to do chores instead of posting online. #ok to rb lmao #rb to make me pick up the taco bell wrappers that have been on my floor so long they're basically part of the furniture

[ojibwa]

does anyone else have a desperate longing homesickness for the past thats long long long gone of turtle island before colonization and sometimes feel like they can remember what it was like then like looking through the eyes of your ancestors or do i need to take my antipsychotics

#txt #ok to rb lmao #the last bit is /j i dont even take my risperdal bc it gives me bad side effects and doesnt do much

[starberry-skies]

dog going to the vet: this will fix me

#chirping #so fucking sorry about this podt #i was maaking a joke abt smth else and this took hold of my brain #ok to rb lmao

[24frogstories]

Yesterday I got high and just stared at this one fanart of Scott Smajor for a solid 10 minutes

#it was a vibe shdbdb #smajor #scott smajor #ok to rb lmao #evelyn.txt

[ttgodhead]

mae, upon seeing the ten millionth manscaped ad: i am going to make a fucking survey where the only question is "do you have balls" and then im going to blaze it for all of tumblr to see and respond to

#she is so fucking done lmao #turntechblogpost #sys shit #ok to rb lmao

[oleskellybones]

i ended up a kinder, gentler and prettier person than my elementary school bully so i "won" in that regard, but her parents make enough money that she'll never have to work and can keep publishing the same yugioh fanfiction that she's been writing since 6th grade so. 😐

#skelly speaks #who's to say who ended up better 😐 #ok to rb lmao #also this isn't speculation i have email notifs on for her fanfic.net account and she posts constantly

[when-wax-wings-melt]

i hate analysis i hate looking deeper into texts i hate academically annotating i hate academic essays i hate analyzing good books and ruining the image i have from reading creatively i hate looking at something i enjoy line by line against my will i hate thinking. hope this helps <3

#summer rambles #in other words i am currently writing an essay #ok to rb LMAO