#or maybe i’ll just use that tag for future uni stuff as well? we’ll seeeeee

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so tomorrow i have the second to last exam (its a verbal exam) before like graduating and like. i started studying only a few days ago bc i can‘t rly fail it anymore but suddenly for the first time ever i got ambitious about a math grade (or like. THE math grade) and i haven‘t done much other than studying today and my brain is fried and i don’t understand how anyone could ever possibly decide to study a lot out of their own free will more than once lol

#also the fact that i’m in my last year of school (before uni) and i’ve studied this hard for anything ever #and my average is still gonna be above 3 no matter how much i fail #like i’ll have gotten my abitur without really having to work for it bc i just kinda winged everything and it went well somehow? #like obviously i did study sometimes and sometimes paid attention in class and stuff like that. but also like. i didn’t do that very much yk #so this is rly funny to me an di’m rly proud of it even tho it’s not gonna be the greatest average yk? #but like the worst i can possibly get is 2.8 and the best i could possibly get is 2.2. again. with basically no studying in these last years #or ever lol #like idk about you but to me that’s impressive. like its worse than most of my friends’ averages but they actually put in effort so i think #i’m still winning #uwu #abitur #wish me luck btw bc i’ll need it #also maths is both easier and harder than i expected bc like it’s definitely doable. i just doubt if its doable /for me/ #lol #moi #irl #school #<- i miss when i can’t use that tag anymore bc i’ll be done w school :( #or maybe i’ll just use that tag for future uni stuff as well? we’ll seeeeee