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[noircartoons]

The mother of all women,

A poem by Ofélia SQ @abstract-mind

The mother of all women is the iron maiden. My father raised me well, his ritual to turn me from girl to woman was cheating on my mom and leaving us three behind. My sister raised me well, her ritual to turn me from a girl to woman was making me learn how to be the mother of my sister. The mother of all woman is the sacrificial lamb. One day, as my sister made dinner, her husband told me he was a wolf and i was but a small sheep, ready to be devoured. My mom begs me to not take testosterone, i'll turn me into a brute. I pull out a cigarette and let my body get hidden in the fog. The mother of all women is Medusa. When i came to the doctor to see if something was wrong with my spine over so much back pain, he told me i was only shy about my chest because i didn't want boys looking at it. I wondered if i tried hard enough, i could turn into Medusa. My mom laughed when he told jokes about my shyness and my body, and would later on pull my arm saying i embarassed her with my silent stare. My hand itched for a cigarette. When i'm tired of voices on my ears, i dream i'm alone at the beach, feeling the freezing water against my feet. Are you proud of me, mother? I've accepted the iron maiden. Am i a woman, now? I feel the nails penetrating my skin like worms pushing against the skin of a cadaver. Your living room has Jesus christ on a cross. Is he a woman? I throw my cigarette on the dumpster, watching the fire like it's golden colors will paint the blues around it. Is this dumpster a woman? My mother tells me, this is the way things are meant to be. This is the very nature of life. Gaia is the mother of all women. Industries throw oil on Gaia, and i wonder if she ever wished she was Medusa. I walk around the streets like i own them, my shadow is the only thing that follows me yet i still look at the glass windows in buildings just to make sure. My lipstick sits on my lips as if i had drank a wine glass of blood and meat. I do not wear red, so it will not be confused with exposed flesh. The mother of all women is a cadaver. What a futile understanding of gender does the people my age have. If men and women alike will not abidicate their beliefs that I am but a meal for worms to penetrate, I abidicate my womanhood. Apologies to all women who i have abandoned, the women whose mothers were forgiveness— my father and my mother taught me well.

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[fishtankce]

Hello!! Please view my blog on a computer for a deep dive into the abysmal web and begin your journey as a cybernaut.

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#aesthetic blog #Pierre.txt

[latinobirds]

i decided to write a character sheet for Zé and Panchito(for future fic references). I'm still not done but i ran out of space on this page

#pierre.txt #jose carioca #panchito pistoles

[noircartoons]

my tumblr mutuals are so nice to me if i could id buy a gift to send to all of them as a thank you for being so nice i would

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[noircartoons]

all of my systems got tumblr blogs now to start separating our posts! im gonna tag a few of the mutuals and followers that we've noticed were more drawn towards a specific alter or specific subject that they like.

My main one is now called noircartoons, i'll keep posting about fandoms and art and cinema and rubberhose and all of this stuff

Efêmero's is @cupidsclown . We'll move all of the Queer history posts to his blog, but he'll also post his poems, thoughts, circus themed things and welcome home art

(people we noticed were more drawn towardes his posts: @ohheyitsyouagain @tomaturtles @wiredalienvampire @aroacebunny)

Nô's is @xilogravura-punk . We'll move the ecology and punk towards his blog alongside his thoughts, his art and his photography, his recycled notebooks, politics and i can't guarantee there won't be horny dyke posting

(people we noticed were more drawn towards his posts: @pigswithwings @femceldogdyke @safety-pin-punk )

Crow's is @corvinho and we have no idea what they'll post but probably ecology too, nature stuff, some of his crafts and art, and who knows what else

(people we noticed were more drawn towardes their posts: @whatsafelony @28-crackers )

And Ofélia's is @abstract-mind , she'll post mainly her poems and we don't know what else will catch her eye, she's picky

(people we noticed were more drawn towardes her posts: @theeccentricwritter)

but however is interested i highly recommend following :) im curious as to what they'll do, esp crow and félia

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[noircartoons]

Trick or treat!!! 🎃 👻

Treat! here, for you :3 happy halloween!!! 💕💕🎃🎃 you also get this pumpkin turtle emoji because tomaturtles.

#pierre.txt #ask

[noircartoons]

trick or treat!

Treat! you get a drink from my home state, its a tutti fruti pink soda called Guaraná jesus and it's made out of this bad bitch

whats more halloweeny?

#pierre.txt #ask #happy halloween!!

[noircartoons]

merry christmas dear mutual! I come bearing gifts of media recs :3 for you, I gift you Fuelled - an excellent, beautifully-animated short film about grief and revenge, and it's on youtube for free!

Merry christmas!!! i'm going to bed rn but ill watch it tomorrow!!! and if you like subliminal spaces, aliens hunting humans in smarter strategic ways, and tension movies i'll rec Vivarium, it's sooo good. It's an irish movie about a couple looking to buy a home but ending up trapped in a suburb where every road takes to the same place and it's a journey to madness

#pierre.txt #ask

[noircartoons]

an important discussion i had with my sister

#will wood #lemon demon #jack stauber #talkshow boy #pierre.txt

[noircartoons]

i feel like a mundane conflict between neurotipicals and neurodivergents that i wished was talked more about was the miscomunication of cleaning. a neurotipical might try to clean or reorganize a neurodivergents safe space and think they are doing them a favour and being kind, and then get upset when the neurodivergent does not apreciate it. on the other side, a neurodivergent might get very frustrated and distressed at the extreme change of their safe space without their consent, and might either lash out or have an internal struggle due to the distress they feel, which gets worse when the neurotipical answers with frustration.

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[noircartoons]

ya boy got interviewed on open tv as he got a legal name change and talked representing trans people 🤟

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[noircartoons]

YOURE BUTCH TOO ?? LET'S FUCKING GO

Nô is! this system has the most gender ever, you got efêmero who's transmasc and a circus drag(yet he doesn't perform femininity he performs transmasculinity and transfemininity), you got nô who's a butch lesbian but also transmasc and into a beautiful boy that's our partner, you got me pierre who's nonbinary and just kinda vibing forgetting gender is a thing, you got crow who's more of neither trans not cis and sees their gender for a more social role of a mediator, and ofélia is just ofélia idk. her gender is whatever makes her look fancy and above others and lets her wear a boob window, which nô respects that mf is wearing all of the sport bras and loose punk shirts that show side boob -Pierre

LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOO BUTCH/BUTCH FRIENDSHIP -Nô

#pierre.txt #ask #nô.txt #<pierre lemme use that tag more mf #heres my message to the world: punks and furries are friends and butch and transmascs are hot and amazing. gn

[noircartoons]

What a mess the followers of this blog must feel, when the entire system shares a single blog. Pierre will post his fandom and fanart posts of childrens cartoons, Efêmero will post about queer history, Nô will post about anarchy and ecopunk and critique and satire and kinks and monsterfucking, Crow will reblog any picture he founds pretty of the nature and stimming gifs but does take a liking to Nô's ecopunk and posts about indigenous art and stores and characters, and i will exclusively post my poems once every few months. I have lost my posture to this ridiculousness to an extent i did not even bother to write as a letter. As Mero would say, "I am laughing. Oh my, what a labyrithn of a blog we have made here, my dear..."

#pierre.txt #ofélia.txt #efemero.txt

[noircartoons]

guys please can anyone help me find the gnc photographies post? its a tumblr post. these were some of the pictures in the thread

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[noircartoons]

Picrew collection of me and the gays on my head. The last one was a big favourite for having the most accurate hairstyles and the only ones with a more tropicalist-like wear 🧡

(x) / (x) / (x)

#pierre.txt #picrew

[noircartoons]

pushing my mutuals shoulders grinning blushing twirling my hair with my finger going stooop~ whenever they rb my art

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