#rai.tmi

[raibebe]

Daily mental breakdown over how pretty Jeno is

#jeno simps #it’s me. I am the Jeno simp #rai.tmi

[joblessjeno]

Okay, this is my first Beyond live and I AM EXCITED SKSKSKSKKSKS

#rai.tmi

[raibebe]

How to show off your Renjun inspired hairstyle without exposing your face: A guide by raibebe

Lol my hands look disgusting

Thanks to @flowerboykun for encouraging me to go through with this 😭

#lol it me #pls ignore lol #rai.tmi

[raibebe]

Is being 43 followers away from my next milestone a good reason to finally start on the thing I wanted to do for my last milestone? 🤪

#does anyone even remember what it was #do people even care anymore? #I don't think they do #..... #sigh #rai.tmi

[raibebe]

So I am currently making pumpkin bread…

Wtf do I do with half of the pumpkin I didn’t need?

#I know I could make pumpkin soup or whatever #but like idk if I want that #rai.tmi

[raibebe]

Forgot to say this but…

I’ll probably won’t be online much for the next three weeks since I’m busy playing with polymers all day ✌🏻

#rai.tmi #not like I’ve posted much anyways lmao

[raibebe]

Sooooo… I have an Everlong update where I completely shatter Jaemin…..

And it’s past his birthday….

Soooo…?

How does a post tonight sound?

#rai.tmi #everlong

[raibebe]

How can people post stuff and be like “not edited, there might be mistakes” or “I just skimmed through it”

Girl. I agonize HOURS over stuff before I post anything. And die a little inside when I find typos or anything after I post.

Y’all are built differently.

#only exception: stupid stuff I type on my phone #I just press post and hope for the best #if it has a header though. I agonized over it. #rai.tmi

[raibebe]

I just reread I’ll be there for you and…

#the struggle!! #everlong #rai.tmi

[raibebe]

Do you ever just hate how fucking weak you are?

#I blame this on Inni for always enabling bad thoughts I have #rai.tmi #I wrote this on a whim last night after editing two other fics I need to post in the next week #oh well #jeno #jaemin

[raibebe]

Just got my second vaccine shot… I feel like death.

#it’s been two hours #and I feel weak #love being immune in two weeks though #rai.tmi

[raibebe]

Everlong enthusiasts!

Should I finish Jaemin’s arc completely before I introduce a new dreamie?

I mean Everlong has no linear narration anyways and I will post things that will happen earlier than the point we’re currently at with Jaemin. (Adding it according to the timeline on the masterlist).

But like. Are we ready for another boy with more issues™?

Because I feel like Jaemin needs about two more chapters to heal at least a little which would also lead to another arc.

And I do have one update for the new dreamie about 70% ready? And another one maybe 30%?

#I honestly didn’t plan on giving dreamie number three also issues™ #he just gave these himself #i take no responsibility #absolutely none #it’s all his own fault #everlong #rai.tmi

[raibebe]

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#You’re beautiful no matter your height You’re beautiful no matter Your height You’re beautiful no matter Your height #reminder for myself do not mind me #i am a tall beautiful woman and it’s not my fault everyone else is a fucking shortie and I do not fit in a stupid stereotype #and yes i can be cute too even if I am the same height as my boyfie #who told society the girl had to be shorter #what is Even ‘the perfect height difference’ #what’s that supposed to mean #just fuck right off #rai.tmi

[raibebe]

Do not talk to me unless it’s about Jeno shooting guns

#when I say I’d thank him for doing unspeakable things to me I mean it #fuck #rai.tmi #were all the closeups of jeno really necessary?

[raibebe]

The Everlong Jenofication of my phone 🥺

#yes I put a sparkly sleeve around him sksksk #hot sauce boring ver Jeno will remain superior #and now that I have him twice… #might as well carry one of them around with me #rai.tmi

[raibebe]

The collection is growing 🥺

#yes I use buying Jeno PCs as a coping mechanism #the we boom set 🥺 #blonde jeno 🥺 #and reload set 🥺 #and we young jeno 🥺🥺🥺 #if someone has the rest of the resonance PCs and wants some money dm meeee #or the other hot sauce ones #rai.tmi