#see him again. like. dean responded so normally to the sam lucifer s11 stuff tbh

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When Lucifer cups Sam's face so gently and Sam's horrified expression shifts slightly and he's just standing there staring forward and then he's trying to convince Dean he needs to go see Lucifer and he's like. Lucifer TOUCHED me. And I felt CALM. And he says it. through his disgust. I feel literally sick to my stomach.

#ITS SO DISGUSTING #also not to credit dean but he literally was like yeah my long term torturer touched me and it made me feel calm. this means god wants me to #see him again. like. dean responded so normally to the sam lucifer s11 stuff tbh #tw abuse #ask to tag #spn #incoherents #sammy #supernatural #sam winchester #lucifer #o brother where art thou #s11 #sorry i keep saying the same things but he held Sams face in his hand and forced Sam's brain to be calm at it. #and they made me waych that on mt screen #thinking of Toni. hhHHHHH #the parallels between 11x09 and 12x02. okay