#shai.txt

[mandalhoerian]

so um. hi!!!! it's been a hot minute.... this is an interaction post. is anybody left here? if so, how are y'all doing?

#shai.txt #i have been. put through the wringer to say the least #but #ITS BEEN HALF A YEAR. GOD DAM

[devildom-demonsandangels-ocs]

Shai: [watching that conversation between Azrael and Rami at the beginning]

#shai.txt #azrael asks #kitten <3

[shaiger]

kisameisgay -> shaiger

just to let my followers know. my art blog is nowadays shaigerart

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[mandalhoerian]

Here’s one mandela effect: luis looks and feels like a character with the most beautiful brown eyes but apparently he has blue eyes and it feels wrong on so many levels. Like this dude has to have coffee brown eyes he’s brown eye coded to me idk how to explain the feeling

#shai.txt #luis serra navarro #luis serra

[mandalhoerian]

rodrigo santoro as xerxes walked so austin butler as feyd rautha could run

#shai.txt #rip feyd rautha you would have loved xerxes #cannot stop thinking about MALTHUS and XERXES like please. talk about range #rodrigo santoro #austin butler #dune #dune part two #dune part 2 #feyd rautha

[mandalhoerian]

not my ada. if it's not wong it's wrong

#shai.txt #ada wong #resident evil

[mandalhoerian]

me: why was re trending anyway? valentine's day??? new thing got announced? what'd i miss--

tumblr:

#shai.txt #resident evil #leon kennedy #resident evil 4 #resident evil 4 remake #re4r #re4 remake #Youtube

[mandalhoerian]

Krauser in the remake might be a completely different character and I kind of want to ramble a bit since I can’t get it out of my mind.

There’s a possibility he was an inside man all along and wasn’t the villain we thought he might be. Him playing the villain might have been on purpose. Buckle up because I am delusional and will be connecting the dots.

Where have I gotten the idea from? The intel Hunnigan says they got at the beginning of the game. What if. What if that’s Krauser’s doing?

Now stay with me for a second, I’ll explain. Because I keep thinking. Like. He was so hot and cold to Leon. He had that teacher and drill sargeant pendulum thing — he was acting like this was all to test Leon and his skills and what he has learned. One second he berates him and the other he praises, saying he expected nothing less from Leon.

And especially, he accepts his death, and you see that he respects Leon. Not at all like how he was taunting him just a few minutes ago. Leon thinks Krauser has lost it completely but, has he really?

On one hand you SEE him hanging on to the dog tags. He keeps the files. Yet he talks about power but Leon points out yes he was an asshole but he had a moral code, this is a soldier.

AND Leon is surprised to see him turn up so we also know he was on duty and hadnt disappeared or anything until the last second... I really keep thinking if Krauser was an inside man or not and sacrificed himself for Ashley’s and ultimately the country’s safety in the end. He got infected on purpose. He knew he had to die in the end. He had to make sure Leon was capable to finish the mission, and when he did, he didn’t fight his death. Maybe he sees it as he’s finally being released and set free after losing everything we just dont know.

He could have had the revenge excuse, but if he did, Leon wouldn’t have given up on him because he’d empathize and connect with Krauser in some way, and maybe Krauser needed Leon to see him as irredeemable and not someone to save. Hence the completely OOC (in Leon’s words) “I want power” speech.

I keep thinking about it, I cant help it.

If this is indeed the case and Krauser was a mole all along, it’s genius storytelling on capcom’s side because it’s all just. Right there.

#jack krauser #major krauser #krauser #resident evil 4 remake #re4 remake #re4 remake spoilers #leon kennedy #shai.txt #re4make #resident evil #resident evil 4

[mandalhoerian]

Today I mistakenly opened tumblr in public where a server was standing right beside me.

Queen Im so sorry for the leon kennedy shibari fanart jumpscare

#shai.txt #leon kennedy #i can never go back.

[mandalhoerian]

moth to a flame sequel in the works jealous leon (my guilty pleasure) sprinkle sprinkle ✨✨

#shai.txt #reader monologuing like olivia pope like yes girl tell him #im two months late to my own fic but what else is new #not edited dont come for my neck HHSDSHSH

[mandalhoerian]

I know ada and claire are both red characters but hear me out in my head ada is the cherry red and claire is the apple red idk how to explain it

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[mandalhoerian]

DEATH ISLAND HAS CLAIRE IN IT TOO !!!!!???!!! Man jill had me freaking out but THIS....... officially we got:

redfield siblings together since CV which... after over 20 years?

VALENFIELD (platonic or not) like we dont know what happened with jill post re5.... and now she’s here, hair not blonde, barely even aged at all,,, i doubt we’ll get an answer about her absence in re7-8 and the hound squad but maybe some closure... maybe?

leon and jill together ??! First time interacting in canon and IT’S BEEN OVER 20 YEARS

and of course leon and claire... we have to find out what happened post Infinite Darkness, they just separated these two like that 😭 did they make up? You know this relates back to ID (ITS BEEN YEARS IN CANON BUT IM STILL HUNG UP) because Leon has his ID design back (chris’ Vendetta one was kept) and Claire also has her ID design,,, some crumbs please

JILL AND CLAIRE MEET FOR THE FIRST TIME ON SCREEN AS WELL AHHHHH PLEASE!!! AND ALSO REBECCA????? Best girls together im,,,, AHHHHH

Capcom im begging,,,, you have to deliver. We should have had this in RE6 you have to redeem the RC reunion. Im so excited but also afraid HHHHH

#shai.txt #resident evil #resident evil death island #death island

[mandalhoerian]

beep

currently 6 am over here and i'm looking through everything i've missed (i've got a few asks too!) and it's going to take a bit for me to catch up but

little q&a

what happened: depression

are you okay: no. i am medicated now though. currently working with a psychiatrist. things are looking good for now! dont worry

what will you be doing: idk just hanging out?

any plans for new works: my main project was nttd and i want to complete that if i can, because nothing is coming to me for any leon/reader fics (im afraind moth to a flame is my magnum opus and swan song) and i missed my oc vera ngl. i want to be cringe and free. i saw a couple comments over on ao3 and asks over here regarding it (I GOT FUCKING ART.?? HELOP????) and that's enough for me to keep going!

that aside, my interest in star wars has been rekindled (SURPRISINGLY) and i've been reworking my old oc fics. maybe i can share some of that stuff? it's a 5-year-old tale at this point but I keep coming back to it hhhhh (see: my username)

FOR THE MOOTS!!!!!!: I dont have access to my discord and I'm in the process of trying to get it back. I lost all my electronics like three months ago at the very least, and no they didn't get stolen they just. expired. i had an iphone 6 with a bloated battery that was held together with multiple bands so the screen wouldnt pop & my laptop had lost its hinges and would only work when held at a certain position so you can imagine the kind of stress i was under 😭

that's it for now! i love all of you and thank you for welcoming me back!

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[mandalhoerian]

yall is this a safe space. there is this middle aged man--

#shai.txt #taika waititi has me in a chokehold as ed teach . good GOD #our flag means death was a life-changing experience dude

[mandalhoerian]

i fucking HATE the sewer level

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[mandalhoerian]

life update!

#shai.txt #got shipped off to the e.r AGAIN today. it’s been like two weeks since my last trip? 😭 man. 💀 #shouldnt have eaten greasy food in eid hhrehhh my gallbladder peaced out #good news is im getting surgery finally! gonna get my bloodwork and xrays done tomorrow! doc said thursday but it could get postponed idk #so like. bit of a hiatus again🤡 i hope i’ll be able to come back soon without any problems. hope the surgery goes ok 😭 #love you guys stay safe!