#si/oc: baptist!nadine

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doodle page!!

#art blog exclusive #nadine's doodle dumps #Far Cry Tag #Among Us Tag #Marvel Tag #Slasher Tag #si/oc: spideysona #si/oc: deputy!nadine #si/oc: baptist!nadine #si/oc: big daddy!nadine #si/oc: undercover agent!nadine #remy's oc: James Rook #oc: Sarah McLaughlin #ship: The Angels Baptist #ship: Lawful n' Lost #content: derelictdumbass

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wip time again 👀

Thank you for tagging me @scungilliwoman and @adelaidedrubman I appreciate y'all 🥺💕

Tagging: @trashcatsnark @aceghosts @shellibisshe @gamer-purgatory @hoesephseed @rejected-beater @johnnycranes and anyone else who would like to share a wip <3

This!! Is a very self indulgent wip I'm doing for a prompt I got on my other blog and It uhhhhh is very nsfw so read with caution 😳

(just another small 'warning'(?) my dep is a trans dude with a vagina, if that makes anyone uncomfy pls feel free to skip this one!!)

"Tell me you want me," He almost begs against Dean's lips, breath shuddering as Dean pulls back his boxers, letting his hard on hang in their air twitching with want. Dean pushes himself up to kiss John, hips grinding onto John's hand in a steady rhythm as the tension in his lower body starts becoming almost unbearable and all the attention John was giving his clit was quickly sending him over the edge.

"I want you,"

John groans as Dean gasps the words against his mouth, his hips stuttering and thighs spasming as he's hit with his orgasm. He even gifts John with one of those blissful whines as he squirms and shudders underneath him, his hips bucking and teeth sinking into his bottom lip as he holds onto John like he was a life raft. John soaks in the sight greedily, enjoying the feeling of Dean throbbing and tensing around his fingers and wishing so badly it was his cock buried inside him instead.

"I want you, I want you—I want you so bad, John, fuck!" Dean cries out as he finds his voice again, chest heaving with effort as he rides out his high. His hand wraps around John's shaft needily and John bucks his hips into his hand instantly, having gotten Dean off making him all the more ready to get to his own release.

#nadine's wips #misc: tag game #ship: The Angels Baptist #si/oc: deputy dean sinclaire #I'm trying to get into writing smut so go easy on me here pls 🙏 I'm learning ajahsjshshdj #(actually any tips on how to write smut would be dope but not necessary ofc we all busy out here) #I'M VERY EMBARRASSED BUT I BELIEVE IN PUTTING OUT THE CONTENT YOU WANT TO SEE IN THE WORLD AND I NEED MORE TRANS MAN SMUT THANK YOU #Nsft Tag #nsft #spicy hours

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You can pry the "my hands are cold" trick from Dean's cold dead hands (which will be easy as John is close to killing him over it)

Bonus John is offering a junior deputy for $5 if anyone would like to take him off his hands

#Far Cry 5 #Far Cry Tag #si/oc: deputy dean sinclaire #ship: The Angels Baptist #nadine doodles #currently getting John's tattoos burnt off bc if I have to draw them one more time i'm gonna lose it <3 #but also they're so sexy </3

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I put you on top, I put you on top | I claimed you so proud and openly | And when times were rough, when times were rough | I made sure I held you close to me

Soft late night moment between John and Dean humbly censored for the public <3

#Far Cry 5 #far cry 5 oc #nsft #Nsft Tag #si/oc: deputy dean sinclaire #ship: The Angels Baptist #nadine doodles #Far Cry Tag #Censoring this has me sad bc I drew John's dick so good dude 🙄✋one of the best dicks i've drawn yet and u can't even see it smh #I really love how this turned out the shading wasn't actually as annoying to do as I thought #once again though i'm vowing to never draw John's tattoos again (and i'm lying)

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Got them on the brain 😔💕

Heathers daily quest is to hatecrime John by stealing his bf

#Far Cry 5 #far cry 5 oc #oc: Heather Lucille Valentine #si/oc: deputy dean sinclaire #nadine doodles #ship: The Angels Baptist #ship: Love Me Not #Far Cry Tag #these are wonky BUT WHATEVER. they are free serotonin idc #imperfectly perfect and full of BISEXUAL ENERGY #I only like love corners when I do them #ok but the ome where John is in a flannel. he looks like a chad and I refuse to change it. he's staying like that #hand was like we will draw him inconsistently today and I was like sure bro go off #Heather looks wonderful anyways so 🥰🥰🥰

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"Despite all that you have done, you are not beyond salvation. You're not here by accident or chance." — Joseph Seed to the Deputy

There's symbolism here if you squint

#Far Cry 5 #Far Cry Tag #nadine doodles #si/oc: deputy dean sinclaire #ship: The Angels Baptist #ship: Only Us #ship: In The Bliss #ship: Through Heaven's Eyes #yes this is a ship post it's HANDS. that's inherently homosexual I don't make the rules #also would love to hear what other ppl think the symbolism is bc obviously I KNOW but. ur idea could be sexier who knows #it's up to interpretation and all that yada yada #also Dean keeping his nails immaculate during a cult takeover is very in character we should applaud his resolve

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The family unit: Dean, John and Charmeine, or, as Charmeine likes to call them; Father of reason, Father of unreason and Eagle One, sub-title; The One in Charge, sub-sub-title; Your Majesty The Queen

#nadine is typing... #Far Cry Tag #Dean is father of reason bc he lets her do mostly whatever she wants while John gets grey hairs everytime she goes out on her own #I'm just having stupid wholesome family thoughts idk man 😔 #Charmeine is just a goofy lil lady who loves her dads and her dads love her more than anything in the world #Everytime I try and write a fam fic I never finish it but Charmeine's dialogue is always a treat <3 #oc: Charmeine Seed #si/oc: deputy dean sinclaire #ship: The Angels Baptist #misc: fankid

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And we're the broken people; bloody smiles and shattered bones. We keep shoving pieces where they don't fit and taping it all together hoping no one will notice we're falling apart. You say you've never felt a thing but anger and I feel it too, we can be angry, me and you. Hold me I'll kiss away your pain, darling, kiss me I'll cry out your name like a prayer.

#Far Cry 5 #ship: The Angels Baptist #si/oc: deputy!nadine #nadine doodles #self ship #messy warm up doodle bc the depression do be hitting and knife husband makes me feel less bad

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I'm falling from from grace, now let's go to fourth base

And I'll show you the sweet side of Hell

#Far Cry Tag #ship: The Angels Baptist #nadine doodles #nsft #Nsft Tag #spicy hours #nadine after dark #// suggestive #I just needed to draw some sin of the boys okay it's what they deserve #tumblr makes it look so blurry and u know what good. forbidden fruit blurred for safety ajdjfjdjdjf #misc: queue me like you do #si/oc: deputy dean sinclaire

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I need to empty my drafts so please accept this John and Dep!Dean having a heart to heart on his front porch, they're gonna kiss later

#self insert #self ship #Far Cry 5 #Far Cry Tag #ship: The Angels Baptist #canon au #nadine doodles #*puts this in the main tag bc i'm feelin spicy* hey fandom friends if u know my main no u don't #also this is the best John i've ever drawn #The next few John draws in my drafts are good but I made the mistake of not drawing him in a while and now I suffer #I lost the art grind #but not the gay grind #the gay grind is forever #*pulls up my ref folders and models* these will assist the continued art grind good day be gay do crime #si/oc: deputy dean sinclaire

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"you... remembered that?" or "I heard what you said... no one's ever talked about me that way before?" + Jonn Seed?

ilu fren thank u again (am I going to thank u on every one of these yes I am fight me)

Title: Not a Diva

Ship: The Angels Baptist

Words: 1,244

Nadine walked swiftly down the bunkers corridors, past crates and boxes of supplies. Any members or chosen in the way basically flung themselves to the walls to make room as he passed by, none of them wanting to be in the way of Eden Gate's guard dog. his brown eyes stayed focused ahead of him, not giving any of them a glance as he made his way to one of the main rooms of John's bunker. He was taking stock today and he'd checked all the others except for this one, when he was done he planned to go to Faith's bunker and then Jacob's after that.

He wasn't pleased to see three chosen meandering in the large room, they glanced at him as he entered but quickly turned away when they saw it was him. Nadine ignored them, beginning to pick up lists sat atop the crates and taking note of the supplies. The children's loud talking became hushed as they spoke among themself and Nadine ignored it as he went on with his work.

Their hushed talking grew clearer as Nadine walked closer, trying to focus on the lists of inventory and not the chosen's words. He caught whispers of John's name and not so flattering words that made his jaw clench, a year ago he would have broken their jaw already but Joseph hadn't been too fond of them putting members of their project into the infirmary. So he held himself back and walked onto the next crate.

"He can be a bit of a Diva, don't know why the father let's him act like that, he makes us look like a joke,"

Oh. Oh, That was it.

"Do you want to repeat that?" Nadine asked, slamming the paper down on the crate and sharply turning around to face the three men. Anger burned clearly in his eyes and the men collectively straightened their backs and looked at him with wide eyes.

"Brother Dean–"

"John is not a diva that walks around with his head up his ass, he's smart, he's fucking brilliant. Everything he does has a meaning. Did you forget none of this would be possible without him, everyone here in this project owes John everything. Joseph wouldn't have gotten this off of the ground without him," Nadine nearly snarled, stalking towards them and stopping in front of the one they took as the main instigator. He shook his head uselessly, mouth opening and closing as the others looked on anxiously.

"I didn't mean anything by it—" He croaked out, shrinking under Nadine's intense gaze and looming figure. Nadine doesn't let him finish, not caring for their excuses.

"You did. You all think he can't hear you but he can and he doesn't deserve to listen to all the shit that comes out of your mouths. He gave away everything to be here, to make this happen. He deserves a little more gratitude than he's getting so maybe next time show a little fucking respect." He growls and the men all nod in unison. They looked like sad excuses for men standing there, cowering with their tails between their legs. It only served to make Dean angrier.

"We're sorry brother Dean," They all sputtered, but the apology fell on the wrong ears and Dean shook his head in disgust at their use of 'brother'. They weren't his family, not if they spoke about John like that.

"Get out of here, maybe do your job instead of gossiping like teenagers," Nadine snapped, glaring the men down as they scurried away from him with fearful eyes. Maybe they'd go to their actual posts and get some work done. Useless idiots.

With a sigh heavier than Saturn Nadine turns and stalks towards the wall, grabbing the overall stock clipboard and angrily scrawling down the supplies he noted. Footsteps alert him to someone entering the large room and he turns, ready to bark at any underlings that came in but stopping short at the sight of a familiar coat and vulnerable blue eyes.

Nadine gives an acknowledging nod to the youngest Seed, the man giving a slower more tentative one in return. His eyes were swimming with something Nadine couldn't place this far away so he simply turned back to the wall and returned the clipboard to its place.

"How was Joseph?" He asks, knowing John had gone to see his brother an hour prior.

"... He was fine," John's voice is soft, thoughtful. It makes Dean turn and watch as the Herald walked further into the room, looking off down the corridor the three chosen had left. Nadine's stomach dropped, he really hoped John hadn't heard that conversation, or anything the three idiots had said about him. But with the upturned curve of his brow Nadine could tell he most likely had.

"Are you alright?" He asks gently, John nodding softly and turning to meet his gaze.

"I heard what you said…" John paused, searching Nadine's eyes for something before a pained smile stretched across his face, "No one's ever talked about me that way before," He laughed humourlessly, avoiding Nadine's eyes and turning to inspect one of the crates. It made Nadine's heart twist painfully to see him in such a state.

"I'm sure Joseph–"

"No."

Silence. 

Nadine bit his tongue, the flat and sharp way John replied making him regret his words. He wanted nothing more than to reach out and hold the Herald of Holland Valley, to soothe that look on his face and ease the pain swimming underneath his cracking facade. 

"I'm sorry," Nadine murmured instead, stepping forward so they were side by side but not daring to move any closer.

"Why are you sorry?" John asked with another dry laugh, looking over at the other man who stared down at the crate with bubbling anger in his eyes.

"You don't get enough credit,"

"I'm not doing any of this for credit Nadine, I'm doing it for Joseph,"

"I know,"

More silence. John sighed, leaning closer and resting his temple against Nadine's shoulder. Nadine gently resting his head against his, letting him know the touch was welcomed. Nadine took that moment to take hold of John's hand, interlocking their fingers and giving a reassuring squeeze. John smiled faintly, eyes squeezing shut for a moment and just soaking up the warmth and the unspoken understanding.

Nadine hoped he knew even if no one else was, he was grateful for everything John did and that he would be there for him no matter what happened. He'd follow John to the ends of hell and back if that's where his path took him, he'd turn his back on Joseph and the project in an instance for the Baptist and he felt no shame for it. Everything Joseph gave him could not compare to the peace John gave him every day.

"Are you done for today?" John's voice is quiet when he speaks, not wanting to disrupt the calmness in the air. 

"If you want me to be I am," Nadine answers without hesitation and John chuckles, this time it's a genuine sound and Nadine smiles. John removes his head from Nadine's shoulder but keeps their hands intertwined, looking down at them and gently caressing Nadine's knuckles with his thumb.

"I think we both deserve some rest," John murmurs, blue eyes meeting Nadine's soft brown ones with a tiredness Nadine could feel in his own bones.

"I think so too,"

"Let's go home."

#self insert #self ship #nadine answers #nadine writes #Far Cry Tag #Spooky Friend Tag 🖤 #ship: The Angels Baptist #si/oc: peggie!nadine #I am sobbing over this man please help me #I just want to take care of him man!!!! I want to support him!!!! please!!!!! #also bc tiny details are my jam I like to think resistance and peggies don't know peggie!nadine as anything other than Dean– #–or the guard dog title and only the seeds know their full name and everything #it just makes it more ✨intimate✨

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"John's office was as clean as his records, the shine on the floors and immaculate organisation of his desk and bookshelves impressive but also a dead give away of his need for order and control. Nadine feels out of place as they walk inside and are further reminded of how out of place they are as sharp blue eyes flick up to inspect them, tattooed hands idly flicking through an open file."

#self insert #self ship #Far Cry Tag #nadine doodles #ship: The Angels Baptist #si/oc: detective!nadine #Mask of Glass #the text is actually taken from a chapter instead of pulled out of my ass for once 😔👉👈 y'all proud of me #y'all can thank vík for detective!nadine's outfit ashsjshssjsh #I was really gonna do the most boring detective outfit and then vík yeeted me this outfit at the perfect time #this is our world and that means detective!nadine can wear whatever tf they want #like it's technically still a suit just with some ~~spice~~ so ahsjshsj #EDIT: mayyyyy fix up detective!Nadine's hair :/ like slick it f u l l y back yanno they can be gel hair buddies lmao #that's gay I like it i'll try it out at some point whenever I doodle for this au again uwu #EDIT EDIT: TY SILVIA FOR GIVING ME A REASON TO POST THIS YOU'RE LITERALLY AN ANGEL OKAY TY 🥺👉👈💜💜💜

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okay but on the topic of biting,,

everyone reacting to dep!Dean having bitemarks while he's dating John, Faith or Jacob: understandable have a nice day

everyone reacting to dep!Dean having bitemarks while he's dating Joseph: excuse me wWhaAat the fuuuck?

#nadine is typing... #Far Cry Tag #ship: The Angels Baptist #ship: Only Us #ship: In The Bliss #ship: Through Heaven's Eyes #si/oc: deputy!nadine #my brain is in biting mode I guess ajsjsjfn #but fr everyone would double take like?? preacher man bite?? preacher man chomp??? since when??? #it's not very likely preacher man chomp but in the one blue moon instance he did everyone would be shook #look he's only human u can only hear 'bite me' so many times until u have to oblige ahsjssjdhd #dep!Dean used talk shit get bit and it was super effective #i'm gay y'all idk what to say #brain very small atm

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HI DEAN <3 💕 for anyone ur focused on atm>?

HI!! Thank you for sending this in I chose to do John bc I'm predictable 😔💜

John paused by the open doorway to the hanger, the box of equipment nearly falling out of his hands as his eyes landed on his darling deputy. Light shone in through the tall windows and reflected in the brunettes eyes like magic, the small thoughtless smile on their face taking the baptist's breath away. Dean was trailing their delicate hands along the wing of his plane and John found himself mesmerized by the act, memories of their hands running through his hair and down his back dancing over his skin. His heart all but skipped a beat when they noticed him, the softness of their gaze making a warmth bloom in his chest. Gingerly he stepped inside the hanger, with the way Dean smiled at him he knew everything else could wait.

#nadine answers #nadine writes #🐝 Tag #(I hope that's on okay tag for you I realised I didn't make one yet 💜) #Far Cry Tag #ship: The Angels Baptist #si/oc: deputy!nadine

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[Baby, you’re like lightning in a bottle! 

I can’t let you go now that I got it! 

And all I need is to be struck by your electric love!]

#self insert #self ship #Far Cry Tag #canon au #ship: The Angels Baptist #nadine doodles #si/oc: deputy!nadine #feel good doodle #this song makes me soft for the husband #i just wanna tell him how amazing he is is that too much too ask >:'(

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| WIP — Title: In Your Arms I Found The Answer |

"A warm hand touches Nadine's shoulder and their spinning, foggy world comes to a screeching halt. The man is right in front of them now, head leant down to keep eye contact as they subconciously began to look down. Suddenly everything is crashing down on them again, the rain, the smell of wet earth, the anger and pain clogging their veins. Tears prick at the corner of their eyes and in the moment they feel so, so small."

#nadine writes #nadine's wips #Far Cry Tag #ship: Through Heaven's Eyes #ship: In The Bliss #ship: The Angels Baptist #ship: Only Us #si/oc: peggie!nadine #Hellbrain Hours = Venty Writing Hours #about time I wrote another thing for Peggie!Nadine anyway. why not how they joined the cult #the only other thing I wrote was them talking to Faith and I might rewrite it bc the idea was good execution not as much #anyway i've also figured out Peggie!Nadins is also gonna be called The Spartan by the cult #the resistance call them The Seeds Guard Dog which I think I mentioned but I can't remember #anyway idk I feel like garbage and logically i know it's bc it's the second last week of term but :") #sad brain doesn't care about logic brain it only f e e l s #and it feels b a d ahsjshshsh #*clings to comfort family for comfort* pls giv lov pls giv. sero t o ni n