Day 2 and time for the second Celebration Story!
The prompt for this one was: "I don't want you to go" with Din Djarin, and I thank @shsoba05 for that <3
Rating: Teen
Warnings: Din Djarin x Reader, reader has no physical description and no specified gender, slavetrade, slight angst.
Word Count: 1450
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--Acts of Kindness--
  You werenât supposed to stay.
  You were a mission that went wrong, a package to be delivered, except the destination was destroyed before he could get you there.
  And with nowhere to go, he couldnât just kick you out of the ship on a tiny moon where the only other lifeforms had just been eradicated.
  Heâd tried to find someone that would take you, some place where youâd be welcomed, but without any luck, as that part of the galaxy wasnât the friendliest or richest of sections.
  So, against his better judgement, heâd kept you. Being a slave meant that you technically belonged to him anyway, since the buyer was dead, and the seller had already torn up their contract.
  Grogu liked you, and you were tremendously good with him, somehow understanding all of his little cues and what he was trying to say, even after just a few days with him.
  You seemed to love to teach him stuff, and he absorbed everything like a sponge, always eager for a challenge and endlessly pleased whenever he succeeded with anything particularly difficult.
  Youâd been a factory worker, rather than a pleasure-slave, so you were strong in both body and mind, used to working hard and given little time to recover. So, it took you weeks just to acclimatize to being allowed to sleep a full night, or just sit down to rest if you needed to.
  But the more familiar the routines became, the more relaxed and comfortable you were, and as the weeks passed, Din started noticing that he was quite happy to have you around.
  You smiled and laughed all the time, so happy to be living like a free person that you never missed an opportunity to share your joy.
  And aside from always caring for Grogu, you took on the responsibility of keeping the ship clean and the engines running smoothly, entirely without his asking, just because you wanted to be useful.
  All of which was why, when the chance finally presented itself, when a farmer on Naboo recognized your slave-tattoos and asked about your contract, Din was suddenly angry.
  Whether with himself for falling into the trap of caring too much, or with the farmer for bringing up the contract at all, he couldnât tell. But his first instinct was to tell the man to take a hike.
  The only thing that stopped him, was the fact that the farmer had every right to ask for your papers, and when he found out that they were torn, meaning that you were still for sale, he immediately made an offer.
  It was a reasonable one, and although Din didnât want the payment, he was just a courier and had no rightful claim to you unless he bought you himself.
  And there were numerous reasons why he couldnât do that.
  He told the farmer that heâd need a day to write up a new contract, and they parted ways with the agreement to meet up on the farm the following morning.
  All without you having any voice in the matter.
  You just stood there beside him while he negotiated your sale, silent and unmoving, instantly returned to the joyless and unrooted person youâd been when heâd first met you.
  That evening, even though Grogu tried everything that he could think of to make you laugh, you remained still as a statue before him.
  In your need to shield yourself from the painful loss of this illusion of freedom that youâd enjoyed for several months, you had already cut yourself off from them.
  Preparing to go back to a life of endless toiling, where smiles and laughter died before they were even born, and no one would spare a thought to your comfort.
  Din didnât sleep at all that night, and neither did you.
  You just sat beside each other in complete silence, until the sky started to brighten, and you were suddenly out of time.
  âI donât want you to goâŚâ he heard himself whisper, and then saw your hands close into tight fists on your lap, but whether it was from anger or pain, he couldnât tell.
  It wasnât fair of him to say something like that when he was the one that had made this mess in the first place. But it was the truth, and he just didnât know what else to say.
  âYou gave me a wonderful gift, Din,â you said, and he couldnât fathom what you meant by that. âYou showed me all the things that I never knew and could only ever imagine.
  So now, when Iâm tired and I look up at the stars to take my mind off the work for a moment, I wonât have to imagine what itâs like to fly among them.
  Iâll have so many beautiful memories to take me away.â
  He didnât know what to say to that, and even if he had, it was time to go.
  He picked up the contract, you took Grogu in your arms, and together you left the ship and walked the two miles over to the farm.
  The farmer was waiting for you, payment in hand, and when the contract was signed and the trade was complete, you hugged the child tightly before handing him over to Din.
  And it wasnât until that point that Grogu understood what was happening, and a sound that Din had never heard before, escaped his throat.
  It was a scream and a sob and perhaps even an attempt to speak, but mostly it was just heartbreaking. It cut through the air like a knife and slipped under armour, clothes and even skin, into your very bones, trying to shatter them.
  You were already being led away when his little arms reached for you, and when you didnât come to him, he screamed again.
  You turned your head back to look at him then, and your cheeks were covered in tears, but you knew better than to try and run from your owner.
  But when you looked away again, the child decided to take matters into his own hands.
  And suddenly Dinâs boots where scraping against the gravel road, because Grogu was pulling himself through the air with such force that he doubted if anything couldâve stopped the little guy.
  Hearing the commotion, the farmer turned around to investigate, only to then positively leap backwards at the sight that met him.
  The kid didnât stop until he was in your arms again, almost sending the Mandalorian crashing into you too. And even though you knew that you shouldnât take him, that it would only make it harder to let him go again⌠you just had to.
  Sorrow robbed your legs of all strength and you dropped to the ground, hugging the boy to your chest while desperate sobs relentlessly tried to claw through your throat.
  âPleaseâŚâ Din pleaded to the farmer, even though he knew that it was unlikely to make any difference. âTake your payment back, let me cross the bond⌠please.â
  But to his astonishment, the older man seemed to soften. His shoulders slumped and he looked at the scene before him as tears formed in his eyes.
  Then he looked back up at Mando, nodded and held his hand out for the payment.
  Din gave it to him and then moved back to you, kneeling and reaching for your right hand as he pulled the knife from his belt.
  In one quick and precise movement, he cut your skin open through all three of the tattooed rings around your wrist, thereby breaking your bond as a slave and setting you free.
  You didnât seem to even feel the pain when he then quickly put his gloved hand over the wound to stop the bleeding. You just stared at the farmer with wide, incredulous eyes, and then thanked him for his kindness.
  Instead of answering, he walked away, but then returned after just a minute, carrying a med kit.
  And while he dressed your wound, he told you about the slave that you had been meant to replace, and how that person had also been torn from people they loved and had ended up killing themselves to escape the pain.
  He told you that he would rather set you free than ever experience that guilt again.
  You told him that he was a good man and that you hoped that he could find some help for his farm, and then the three of you left.
  Coming back to the ship, you were suddenly smiling again, playing with Grogu as if nothing had happened, and Din hoped that you knew, even though you couldnât see it, that he was smiling too.
<<<<<<<THE END>>>>>>>
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Day 3, and this one is a panicked rewrite because I was in a mood when I first wrote it.
So, please bear in mind that I wrote this in an hour and that it's not proofread, and thank you so much to @lowlights for the prompt, which was "Did you just break my door down!?"
Rating: Explicit 18+ONLY
Warnings: Pero Tovar x female reader, reader has no description except wearing a dress, anger, heated argument, smut, modern AU.
Word Count: 1200
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--Anger Management--
  Heâs in the shower when he hears heavy banging on the front door of his house, but itâs been a really long day and heâs in a bad mood, which for Pero Tovar means that he shouldnât be around people.
  So, he ignores whoeverâs out there and carries on scrubbing himself clean of the engine oil thatâs soaked into his skin through his clothes.
  But just seconds later, a bang so loud that he fears half the house is coming down, suddenly thunders through the structure, and he all but leaps out of the stall.
  He grabs a towel without slowing down, sloppily wrapping it around his waist as he leaves the bathroom and goes looking for the source of what heâs almost certain mustâve been an explosion.
  Instead, he finds his front door hanging off of just the lower one of the hinges, along with scattered debris of what had been the doorframe around the lock-mechanism, all over the hallway floor.
  And in the middle of all that, is you. Standing just two feet inside the house, panting hard and with your fists tightly closed against the sides of your thighs.
  Youâre quite clearly fuming, but thatâs not what Pero is most immediately concerned about.
  âDid you just kick my door down!? Are you out of your fucking mind!?â he berates you, almost screaming as his anger builds, but youâre not the least bit intimidated.
  âYeah, I did!â you scream back, taking a step closer. âBecause youâre a god damned coward and Iâve had it with you!â
  âYou broke into my house to call me a coward??â he demands, but heâs actually truly shocked at this entire situation.
  Because while he does know that you have a temper, he also knows that it takes a lot to set you off, and he canât think of anything that heâs done recently that couldâve triggered you.
  âWhen you stand me up for the third fucking time, you better believe Iâm calling you chicken!!â you retort, and suddenly he wants to kick himself in his own balls.
  Youâve been friends for ages and watched each other go through one failed relationship after another, until you both eventually just sort of gave up.
  That had then led to over two years of both of you being mostly miserable, until youâd suggested that maybe it was fate and that you should go on a date with each other.
  And once that idea came into his head, Pero had started looking at you differently.
  He had realized that you were pretty much perfect in his eyes, and it had astounded him that heâd never seen it before.
  So, six weeks ago, youâd made plans to go hiking your favorite trail together and stop for a picnic at a gorgeous viewpoint at the highest section of it.
  But heâd had to cancel at the last possible minute because of work.
  Two weeks later, youâd tried again, keeping it simple with dinner and a movie, and heâd accidentally left you sitting alone in the restaurant for an hour before heâd remembered to call and cancel.
  Not because of work that time, but because of a very drunk colleague.
  Youâd been understanding, but also very disappointed in him.
  So, this time, youâd made plans to meet at your place, which was just a five minute walk from his, and you were gonna make him his favorite dish.
  He hadnât remembered to cancel at all tonight, because he hadnât even remembered that youâd made plans.
  Not even before his car had decided to start leaking oil and distracted him.
  A quick glance at his waterproof wristwatch tells him that you wouldâve had dinner ready at least three hours ago.
  âFuckâŚâ he sighs, knowing that nothing he says is gonna make up for this one. âIâm so sorry, hermosa.â
  You throw your arms out in exasperation, and he canât blame you.
  âIf youâve changed your mind then just say so,â you growl, but he can hear how the anger is being replaced by the hurt. âIâm a big girl, I can take it.â
  âNo, I havenât⌠Iâm just an idiot,â he says, shaking his head at himself.
  You seem to agree with him there, but you also look like youâre contemplating something.
  Then, from one second to the next, all the hurt vanishes from your frame and something determined and strong takes its place.
  And in the next moment, youâre crossing the hallway with long and powerful strides, not stopping until you crash into him, grabbing his head and harshly pressing your lips to his.
  Bewildered, he kisses you back, and every inch of his body is suddenly sparking to life.
  He wraps his arms around you, ignoring that the towel drops to the floor when he lets go of it, because now that he can finally taste you, heâs instantly bewitched.
  Whatever it was that had him in such a bad mood earlier is completely forgotten, and all he wants is just to get lost in you.
  He quickly pulls your dress over your head, finding you already naked underneath, which only stokes his hunger.
  Somehow, the bedroom seems a mile away even though itâs just down the hall, so he slips a finger into you while youâre still walking, needing you to be ready for him as soon as you reach the bed.
  You try to wrap your fingers around his hard length, but he stops you, because if you touch him, heâs not gonna make it.
  Thankfully, you take the hint and leave him be, and when he slips another finger into you, your pleasure makes you quiver, forcing your hands up onto his shoulders to steady yourself.
  Reaching the bed, he pulls his fingers out and quickly licks them to taste you, because there just isnât time to do it properly right now.
  He pushes you down on the bed and you eagerly climb back into the center of it, spreading your legs for him as he chases after you.
  Thereâs no hesitation from either of you, no question that this needs to happen, that itâs right and good and perfect, so once youâre settled, he finds the heat of your core and dives right in.
  Itâs all a little too hard and a little too fast, but he canât help it. He needs to have you.
  And he can feel that same need from you, spurring him on with your heels against the backs of his thighs and your fingers digging into his back.
  But that urgency takes you both to your peak within just a couple of minutes, and all too soon, itâs over.
  Still, as he lays there on top of you, trying to find his breath again, feeling that wonderful boneless sensation spread through every part of him, heâs happier than heâs been in a long time. Perhaps ever.
  And he smiles to himself when it occurs to him that without your temper, you never wouldâve dared to make that first move.
  âThank you for breaking down my door, querida,â he whispers in your ear, hoping that you know that heâs not just talking about the door, but about his own walls.
<<<<<<<THE END>>>>>>>
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As promised, here comes the first of the Celebration Stories!
My heartfelt thanks to @suttonspuds for this prompt, which was "Did you just kick my door down!?" & "You like my beard?"
Rating: Mature 18+ONLY
Warnings: Joel Miller x Reader, reader has no description or specified gender, mature themes, cursing, The Last of Us AU.
Word Count: 920
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--Neighbors--
  âWhat the fuckâŚ?â he barks as he walks through the broken door, eyeing it incredulously before he turns to you with anger quickly filling his frame. âDid you just kick my door down?!â
  You squirm slightly where you stand, further into the house, while you try and come up with a good excuse.
  Despite his growing years, he can still make your adrenaline spike with his impressive glare and deep scowl.
  âYou didnât answer, so IâŚâ you try, but he predictably doesnât buy that.
  âSo, you break my fucking house? Whatâs wrong with you?â he growls, walking closer, and even though you know that he wonât hurt you, your instinct is still to back away.
  You donât, though.
  âI havenât heard from you in weeks, I was worried,â you finally say, and itâs true. âYouâre kinda ripe these days, so itâs not like itâs unthinkable that something mightâve happened.â
  His anger is mildly dampened by that, but heâs still not happy. Especially not at such a crude reminder that heâs no young stallion anymore.
  âWell, Iâm still here, and I still gotta feed myself, which is why I was out hunting.
  Would it have killed you to wait five goddamned minutes?â he grumbles, and you lower your gaze to the floor, evading the question.
  Because of course, you couldâve waited, but for some reason youâd felt extremely worried about him today, to the point where youâd ran the half mile between your house and his.
  It seems silly now, but it had felt so overwhelmingly frightening at the time.
  âHow the hell did you manage to break the damned thing anyway? Youâre no youngster yourself, you know,â he complains, and you shrug, lifting your head again to watch as he picks up a few of the smaller pieces that had come loose when youâd assaulted the wood.
  âI guess Iâve just always been better than you at taking care of myself,â you mumble, and his eyebrows twitch slightly, but he doesnât disagree.
  âYou gonna stick around to help me fix it?â he asks then, and you relax, because you know that means that the argument is over.
  Heâs been your closest neighbor for a few years now, and youâve always had a good relationship, always helping each other and looking out for one another.
  But youâve also always argued.
  In the beginning, it had been pretty much on a weekly basis, because youâd struggled to learn the different sides of his character and how to talk to him in a constructive way.
  And while it had gotten better, communication was still nowhere near his strongest trait.
  Also, things had gotten somewhat more complicated after youâd spent a night together about a year ago.
  Itâs developed into a friends-with-benefits sort of thing, more than any deeper affection, and you suspect that thatâs about as much as heâs capable of giving anyone.
  Which youâre perfectly fine with.
  The physical closeness is about comfort more than passion, and youâve since spent many nights just sleeping next to each other, simply for the warmth of not being alone.
  But you can tell from his tone that heâs asking for more than that today.
  âBe rude not toâŚâ you answer with a small smile, which he reciprocates.
  âThanks.â
  He brings his tools and together you fix the door in no time while idly chatting about the weather and the animals that you keep.
  Conversation does occasionally get heavier between you, but thatâs mostly late at night when youâve had a drink or two. Work flows easier with lighter topics.
  âItâs getting about time to do something about that mop on your head,â you tease, keeping to the spirit of easy topics, and he huffs a laugh.
  âI was thinking I might grow it out, see how long it would stay curly,â he suggests, and you canât really tell if heâs joking, so you just go with the first thing that comes to mind.
  âI donât think your hair will ever be anything but curly. Which is good, cause I like it like that,â you smile at him while tightening a screw.
  âYeah?â he asks, and you nod earnestly, which seems to spark his interest. âDo you like my beard?â
  He hasnât bothered to shave much lately, probably because his right hand is causing him some trouble these days, so his beard is as wild as youâve ever seen it.
  Itâs got little bald patches and still shifts between brown and grey, although the silver is winning that battle.
  âI like it a bit more tamed than this,â you chuckle, pinching a few strands between your fingertips and tugging gently, which makes him smile. âBut yeah, I like it.â
  Youâre all finished with the door just then, so he takes the screwdriver from your hand and puts it down on the kitchen table, before coming back to take your now empty hand and lead you to his bedroom.
  You stay the night, watching the northern lights dance across the sky through his bedroom window as you fall asleep.
  And you think about how low the odds mustâve been that youâd not only survive the fungus, but come to live your best life in the aftermath of it all.
  Because while your life had seemed good before all that, itâs only now, after your bones have started aching and your energy drains too fast and you can never sleep enough, that youâve finally learned what it is to have peace.
  In both mind and heart.
<<<<<<<THE END>>>>>>>
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Day 8 and we've reached the last of the Celebration Stories! There's just another poem tomorrow and then it's over.
This story is courtesy of @spishsstuff and the prompt was: "No sweetheart, that's a gun" with Marcus Moreno.
Thank you, my friend! This one ended up being the longest of the stories, and took me back to my early days here on tumblr <3
Rating: Mature 18+ONLY
Warnings: Marcus Moreno x (female) reader, reader has no physical description and no specified gender, angst associated with the fear of rejection, veiled mentions of male genitals, coworkers to lovers.
Word Count: 2850
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--Daring to Dream--
  Itâs not often that the Heroics organization has time for parties, and even on the few occasions that they do manage to put something together, youâre usually too busy to attend.
  Because youâre the middleperson between the Heroes and upper management, and since the superpowered geniuses somehow manage to generate piles of paperwork every single day, you are effectively the busiest person in the building.
  However, for the first time in almost ten years of working there, you have actually managed to claw out enough free time to go to the retirement party for your favorite colleague, this evening.
  His nameâs Quentin, affectionately called Q, and he was the one that taught you how this place works, back when youâd first started.
  Heâd made sure that youâd managed to avoid all the rookie mistakes and always warned you whenever someone was getting ready to pull a prank on you, just in case you were the sensitive type, that might be scarred for life by certain types of pranks.
  Youâre quite certain that you wouldâve managed without him, but it had mattered so much to you that heâd cared enough about a stranger to do those things for you.
  Over the years, heâs become something of a second father to you, so youâre really sad to see him off, but also so happy for him to get to enjoy retirement after over fifty years of devoted service.
  But youâre unaccustomed to being around your coworkers like this, all relaxed and unprofessional, so the whole thing has left you feeling a bit uneasy, which is why you keep to the background.
  That is, until someone extends a hand to you.
  Youâre sitting in a reclining chair that youâve stolen from the front security desk, because the sec-team have the best chairs, with your feet propped up on the edge of a giant pot that houses an indoor tree, just inside of the entrance.
  The festivities are being held in the large foyer and lounge area, so you have a good view of everything from that spot, without being in the middle of it.
  But the sudden intrusion into your personal bubble takes your focus away from the scene in front of you, drawing your eyes to your left where you find none other than Marcus Moreno, the great leader himself, to be the one thatâs holding his hand out to you.
  Youâre usually very observant, to the point where youâre known in this building as someone thatâs near impossible to sneak up on, even for a Heroic, so his sudden appearance annoys you a little.
  It quickly fades, though, because you like Marcus. A lot more than you should.
  Still, you have no idea what heâs doing, merely standing there with his hand in the air as if waiting for you to give him something.
  And when the seconds tick by and he doesnât say anything, you raise your eyebrows at him, silently asking what the hell heâs doing.
  He smiles then, and itâs the slightly nervous kind, which you canât imagine has anything to do with you.
  âWanna dance?â he finally asks, and youâre suddenly twice as confused as you were a moment ago.
  Primarily because thereâs no dancefloor and no one is dancing anywhere in the entire foyer, but also just because⌠why?
  Youâve always had a good professional relationship. Heâs respectful and kind and always helpful, unlike so many of the other supers. But youâve never become friends.
  You donât know him personally, youâve never hung out or even had lunch together.
  Truth be told, you canât recall having ever had a single conversation with him that wasnât primarily about work, although youâve certainly wanted to.
  âUh⌠sure,â you hear yourself say, and then you have to literally bite your own tongue to keep from screaming at yourself, because where did that come from?
  You donât even know how to dance, idiot!
  But then the nervousness in his smile vanishes, and he beams at you when you take his hand, and suddenly you donât know why youâre upset with yourself anymore.
  You smile back, unable to stop the gesture because heâs too damned cute, with his sparkling, crinkly eyes and that dimple that should be fucking illegal.
  He only takes you a few steps away from the chair, since the corner behind the security desk is empty and the large glass walls give you a feeling of almost being outside.
  You try your best not to look too nervous about it when he turns and snags your waist, in a perfect imitation of those fluid movements youâve seen in old movies with Fred Astaire.
  Figures that heâd be all smooth like that. Heâs already hogging all the best traits that a person can have within that gorgeous mind and body of his, so of course heâs gotta be a natural at dancing too.
  Why leave anything for the rest of youâŚ
  âItâs nice to finally see you at one of these things,â he says quietly, while he starts to slowly move you across the floor in little rhythmic circles. âWhy have you never showed up before?â
  Now, you could answer that itâs because youâre not particularly interested in parties, or that you get more than enough of seeing your colleagues during workhours, either of which would be true.
  But youâre terribly nervous right now, which is probably why you end up sounding cantankerous instead.
  âBecause someone keeps burying me under mountains of paperwork,â you shoot back, narrowing your eyes at him.
  âHey,â he chides, but he sounds guilt-ridden rather than annoyed when he continues. âIf youâre gonna throw blame around then at least throw it on all of us.â
  His remorse makes you feel bad about your comment, so you make an effort to shed your nervousness and try and behave like a friend rather than a tired colleague.
  âIâm sorry. Itâs not your fault, I didnât mean toâŚâ you try, but the words just kinda die off on you, so you sigh and try a different track. âI know that you do what you have to out there, and I admire your readiness to always protect people.â
  âJust stop wrecking shit while you do,â he finishes the thought for you, and you have to smile at that.
  âPreferably,â you nod, and he chuckles and then tightens his grip on your waist, pulling you fully into his chest so that he can rest his cheek against your temple.
  He does it so casually, as if youâve danced dozens of times before and are completely familiar with each other, which youâre most certainly not.
  Still, he seems totally comfortable with the situation and that makes your body want to mirror him. So you relax and let him lead you around, following his movements and enjoying the closeness. Itâs so rare that you ever have anyone this close to you.
  But as you move like that, with the entire fronts of your bodies glued together, something suspiciously hard is suddenly poking at your hip, at just the right angle.
  You could of course try to ignore it, but⌠Once that thought has entered your mind, it sparks a whole plethora of questions and ideas, and in no time at all, itâs the only thing you can think about.
  Because what if he asked you to dance specifically because heâs attracted to you. What if his willingness to always stay for a while and explain himself after he comes to dump another pile of forms on your desk, isnât just about his desire to help.
  Maybe he just likes to spend time with you.
  Maybe he just likes⌠you.
  âUh, Marcus?â you say, feeling yourself starting to heat up at the prospect that this amazing person might be into you.
  âHm?â he hums right by your ear.
  âIs⌠Is that yourâŚ?â you try, unable to find a suitable euphemism for his privates right then.
  It takes him a moment, but when he realizes what youâre trying to say, he laughs.
  âNo sweetheart, thatâs a gun,â he explains, and then elaborates. âI was working late today, helping the police disarm a robber, and I just didnât have time to take it to be destroyed before the party.â
  It makes complete sense, he does that sort of thing on a weekly basis, since his powers allow him to manipulate certain metals. And suddenly you feel so stupid.
  Why would you ever think that he might get aroused just by standing close to you, itâs not like thereâs ever been the slightest hint of interest towards you before tonight.
  Shame burns your skin, and you have to fight the urge to pull free and run away.
  You wanna cry, because even the idea of being liked by someone as good and kind as Marcus Moreno, is like having your entire existence validated.
  It wouldâve made every guy thatâs told you that you werenât good enough, either through their words or their actions, finally proven wrong.
  And now, even though it was just in your head, it feels instead as though those guys have somehow won.
  âHey⌠you okay?â he asks when you donât answer, or laugh with him as heâs probably expecting you to.
  âYeah,â you answer on autopilot, desperate for him not to see how pathetic you are.
  But your voice betrays you. He can easily hear the tremor, the complete lack of confidence and the way youâre trying too hard, even in that one small word.
  You duck your head when you feel his grip around your waist loosen, to give yourself a few extra seconds before meeting his eyes, as he pulls back to look at you to try and find out whatâs wrong.
  âWhatâs going on?â he asks, and his mirth is all gone, replaced by genuine concern which only tugs harder at your heart, because you so wish that he would always have such care for you.
  Youâve always liked him, but never once allowed yourself to think of him as anything but a coworker, because heâs just so far out of your league, and so clearly not interested.
  If he had been, surely, he wouldâve at least attempted to hint it to you.
  âNothing, Iâm fine,â you lie, which he easily sees through, because youâre still not meeting his eyes, and your voice is anything but steady.
  Putting a gentle finger under your chin, he urges you to look up at him, and as much as you want to just run away and hide for the rest of your fucking life, you let him direct you.
  Because a part of you wants him to know.
  He studies you closely for several seconds, and you can almost see his mind working, trying to figure out how you went from joking around with him, to looking teary-eyed a mere minute later.
  And somehow, he actually does figure it out.
  You can tell when the realization hits him, in how his brow smooths a bit, and a kind of understanding settles into his frame.
  So, you try to steel yourself for the rejection that you know is coming, when you see him take a breath and prepare to say something.
  âDid you want it to be⌠that?â he asks, fishing for some confirmation that what heâs thinking is on point, and clearly referencing your earlier mistake.
  You hesitate, but then that part of you that needs to know if thereâs any chance, makes you nod in response, and the shame builds again.
  Once more ducking your head, desperate not to see it if he should be repulsed or even just disappointed, you start to back away, already telling yourself all the horribly painful things that he might be about to say, so that maybe it wonât be such a shock.
  But none of what youâre dreading happens. He simply doesnât let you retreat.
  Instead, he tugs you back into his chest and wraps both arms around you.
  âMy officeâŚâ he whispers in your ear then, before lightly kissing the edge of your jaw.
  He pulls back, meeting your frozen, incredulous eyes for just a moment, and then he walks away, indeed heading straight for the corridor that leads away from the foyer and up to the next levels.
  And youâre left standing there, stunned and flustered and so many other things that have your head spinning and your heart pounding painfully against your ribcage.
  He must be joking because heâs never once expressed any interest in you.
  But of course, it is also possible that heâs just horny and taking advantage of the situation.
  You know that he hasnât even been on a date since his wife died five years ago, so maybe he just sees a chance for a little intimacy.
  Still, that seems unlikely, given that everything you know about his character says that he would never use someone like that.
  Joke or not, itâs up to you to decide what you want, or what youâre willing to endure for the chance that this might be exactly what you want it to be.
  And for once, thatâs an easy choice to make.
  Heâs too good to pass up.
  You decide to wait a minute before following him, though. Just in case someoneâs watching, and as you slowly start moving closer to the crowd, you spot Q heading towards you, which makes you smile.
  âHey there, old-timer,â you say once he gets within earshot, and he chuckles.
  âHey there, paper-tower,â he calls back, and your smile widens.
  Heâs been calling you that since day one, and it comforts you to hear it again.
  Once he gets to you, he gives you a big hug and then holds on to your upper arms when he pulls back.
  âDid these sharp old eyes just catch you dancing with a certain super?â he says in a low voice, close to your face to keep the people around from overhearing.
  âMaybe those eyes are a bit too sharp,â you joke in return, and he huffs a laugh.
  âDefinitely. But tell me what happened?â he asks, and you know that heâd be thrilled to hear what youâre about to do.
  Heâs the nosy sort, but not a gossiper. He just likes to know everything.
  âHe⌠invited me to his office,â you confess, leaning close to his ear so that you can whisper, but you still see the rise in his brow from the corner of your eye even before you lean back again.
  âAnd youâre going, right?â he blurts out, sounding almost afraid that you might not be, which puzzles you into silence, and he presses on. âSweetheart, trust me on this: Go.â
  âDo you know something I donât?â you ask, feeling like youâre missing something obvious here.
  âIâm seventy years old, I know a million things that you donât,â he says with a casual roll of his shoulders. âAnd what I know about Mr. M, is that heâll make you happy.â
  âSo, you donât think that heâs just looking for some tail, then?â you say with a cheeky smile, and he laughs at the ridiculousness of such a thought.
  âIf that was all he was after, he could get it anywhere. But heâs asking for you, the busiest, most charm-resistant person in the building.â
  You canât fault his logic there, as youâre probably the most unavailable person imaginable in Marcusâ everyday life. Aside from married people, that is.
  So, you hug Q one more time and then hurry to get away from the party, ducking into the hall and sneaking up the stairs as quickly as you can without running, reaching the office in just a few minutes.
  You donât bother knocking since youâve already been invited, and when you step inside, heâs waiting for you in his sofa, further into the room.
  He stays seated while you close and lock the door before moving over to him, but his eyes are on you every second, and you can almost see how his temperature is rising.
  Unsure of how he wants to proceed, you stop in front of him, but he doesnât like that.
  He grabs your thighs and pulls you down so that youâre straddling him, then his arms wrap all the way around your back, pressing you against him until you can feel him through his suit-pants.
  Then he tilts his head up to find your lips, but you stop him by putting one finger against his mouth, and he pauses, suddenly looking nervous.
  âJust so weâre clear,â you say, and he stops breathing for a second, âIâm expecting dates and stolen moments in the hallways, stupidly lovesick nonsensical gifts and cute notes, and dinners with Missy-âŚâ
  He cuts you off by pulling your hand away and claiming your lips, wantonly moaning into your mouth with how strongly it affects him to taste you.
  But he doesnât need to say anything. You know from the moment your lips meet that heâs already agreed, and that this is just the beginning.
  Which is already everything that you never dared to dream of.
<<<<<<<THE END>>>>>>>
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Day 7 of the Celebration Stories, and this one comes from my lovely wife @lucrezia-thoughts with the prompt: "Please, tell me you missed me." with the supreme Marcus Pike! <3
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Marcus Pike x friend reader, reader has no physical description and no specified gender, cursing, college reunion, fluff, happy and open ending.
Word Count: 732
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--Reunion--
  He was one of your best friends in college, but you havenât seen him since then.
  Youâd parted ways after graduation, and while you had initially tried to stay in touch, this had been before the age of smartphones and all the modern technology that makes connecting to other people so easy these days, so it hadnât taken long before your busy lives had killed your friendship.
  You werenât going to come to this reunion, for a lot of reasons, but in the end, it had been the prospect of seeing him again that had made it impossible to stay away.
  Heâs in the FBI these days, and you know that heâs working with art theft and stuff, but thatâs also pretty much the extent of what you know.
  Whether heâs single, married, a father, or perhaps no longer identifying as male or straight, you have no idea.
  But sitting there, at the far end of the cafĂŠ thatâs being used for the event, youâre certain that none of it matters. You just wanna see him again.
  You watch your former classmates make their entrance, one after the other, and then proceed to behave exactly as you expect, because of course they havenât changed much. Which is somewhat comforting, but also dull.
  Youâve been there for an hour and a half, and barely spoken to anyone, because you hardly knew them when you were in class together, and even less so now.
  There were two other people that you were also close with back then, Miles and Kayla, but they got married and moved to Europe years ago, so theyâre not coming.
  And since itâs looking increasingly unlikely that the man youâre waiting for is gonna show, you get up and start making your way to the door.
  It takes a while, because everyone wants to pretend to care that youâre leaving early, and youâre too polite to just tell them to fuck off, so you fake a smile and try and work your way through them as painlessly and quickly as you can.
  Stepping outside it feels like youâre taking your first breath of actual air in almost two hours, and it cools you down, so you take a moment to just stand there and breathe.
  âStill not a people person, huh?â a familiar voice sounds from your right, and you turn your head to find him there, slowly strolling towards you with his hands buried in the front pockets of his jeans.
  âMarcusâŚâ you breathe, stunned to finally see him again.
  He looks even better than you remember. More mature and definitely a lot calmer, but that boyish twinkle in his eyes hasnât gone anywhere.
  And somehow you feel like youâve just come home.
  âPlease, tell me you missed me,â he says with a smile as he comes to a stop right in front of you. âBecause I have had a terrible year, and I could really use an old and good friend right about now.â
  You decide not to dwell on whatever the terrible stuff might be, because youâre also in need of a good friend to take your mind off the greyness of your life, so you smile back.
  âYes. Iâve missed you terribly. Now give me a hug and then letâs go find some good food and catch up,â you suggest, and he quickly wraps his arms around you with a warm chuckle deep in his throat.
  He seems to hold on to you just a little longer and a little tighter than what youâd expected, which makes you think that maybe he really has gone through some shit, and is downplaying it to not ruin the reunion.
  But you donât mention it. You just take his arm once he pulls back, and together you saunter off down the street, looking for a Chinese restaurant, and somehow you know that this friendship isnât going to die off again this time.
  Youâre both a little different now, shaped by the things youâve gone through, no doubt, but youâre also the same.
  Everything about him feels familiar, from his walk to his mannerisms to his voice and the way he talks, and you imagine that it feels the same for him.
  And you just know in your heart that any friendship that can feel this unchanged and comfortable even after a decade of no contact, is meant to last.
<<<<<<<THE END>>>>>>>
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Day 5 and that means that we're back to Joel Miller!
This story is courtesy of @bilibiche who chose the prompt: "Gimme a damned second, will you..."
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Joel Miller x reader, reader has no physical description and no specified gender, kinda enemies to friends, allusions to violence, cursing, betrayal, guilt, possible spoilers from ep. 5.
Word Count: 1630
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--Lost and Found--
  You shouldnât like him.
  Heâs dangerous, and not just because he doesnât hesitate to harm or kill anyone that threatens him or the very few things that he cares about, but specifically because he doesnât care much about anyone or anything.
  Heâs cold. As hardened as the rest of the world by the new rules you all live by, and he seems to have long since given up on hope.
  But amidst all of his closed doors, you see something which you know that he doesnât mean for anyone to ever see.
  A secret that he keeps locked away, terrified of letting out because of what it would do to him if he tried to set it free and failed. Because itâs the biggest thing that anyone can carry, and yet, it fits into all the smallest nooks and crannies of our beings.
  Which is why, even when we think that weâve rooted it out, one drop is all it takes for it to grow.
  Love.
  He still feels it, no matter how hard he tries not to and no matter how much it hurts him.
  You donât know who it is, this precious someone that he drags around with him, unable to let go but equally unwilling to hold on to.
  It tortures him, so in a twisted ballet of self-preservation, he throws his pain at anyone that he can, trying to keep it from burying him, and the ensuing guilt then makes him angry at himself.
  So, in the end, heâs left with nothing but his rage to keep him alive. And it does.
  Everyone in the QZ fears him, to a greater or lesser extent, because his anger makes him willing to go after anyone, regardless of their rank or status. He just needs a reason, and there have been plenty of them over the years.
  No one messes with Joel Miller. Thatâs what every new arrival is told, and sooner or later, they all find out why.
  You really shouldnât like him.
--=¤=-- 9 years later --=¤=--
  Itâs a wonder that youâve stayed alive all this time.
  After being recruited by the Fireflies, youâd ended up outside of the quarantine zone about five years ago, with no way of getting back and knowing that youâd be executed on the spot if you should somehow manage it.
  All alone out there, youâd been forced to teach yourself to become a better fighter if you were gonna have a chance to survive.
  And you had, against all odds.
  Youâd made it long enough to run into a group of people that werenât assholes, and who had decided to take you in despite quite a rough first meeting.
  Because by then you were such a good fighter and so adept at surviving in the wild, that youâd become a valuable resource to any community. And especially one trying to build a new home this far out into the wilderness.
  Which is why youâve already been living in Jackson for a year when he rides into town.
  You canât quite believe your eyes at first, but then he calls out to Tommy and thereâs no doubt that itâs him.
  Tess isnât with him, though, and there can only be one reason for that.
  Instead, heâs got a kid in tow, and thatâs what surprises you most of all.
  They disappear into the cafeteria, and you quickly head back to work.
  You have one very compelling reason to not be particularly keen on meeting him again, but youâre also somewhat certain that he would definitely not be happy to see you.
  So, you make a mental note not to move about town too much until you know whether heâll be sticking around or not.
  But early the next morning, while walking to work, you spot him sitting on the front steps of a house just down the street from yours, and the sight of him makes you stop.
  Because he looks horrible.
  Youâve seen him look stressed and angry and absolutely terrifying before, but right now, heâs riddled with sadness and guilt which are things that heâs never allowed to be seen.
  And oddly enough, seeing him like that makes you realize that you still like him, in spite of everything. So, you swallow hard, then take a deep breath before turning and heading straight towards him, although you walk slowly.
  Heâs so wrapped up in his own head that he doesnât hear you approach, and you donât want to startle him, so you stop some ten yards away.
  âHi, Joel,â you say quietly, and he looks up to search for the source of the voice.
  When his eyes locate you, and his brain slowly registers who you are, he turns pale and seems to freeze where he sits.
  You know why.
  You know what he did, youâd figured it out a few days after it happened, and for a long time youâd wanted to hate him for it.
  But you never could, because in his shoes, you mightâve done the same thing.
  âI just thought you should know that⌠I made it,â you tell him with a small shrug, truly wishing to ease his conscience.
  Still, he doesnât move or speak, so you decide to leave him alone with his thoughts.
  You give him a gentle smile and then turn to resume your walk.
  âGimme a damned second, will youâŚâ he calls just as you take the first step, and you stop and turn back again, just in time to see him run a hand over his clammy face.
  Slowly, to give him time, you walk closer to the house, until youâre just a few steps away from him.
  âItâs good to see you again,â you offer, but that only deepens the wrinkle between his brows.
  âI find that extremely unlikely,â he says, and then continues after a beat. âIf you knowâŚâ
  âYeah, I worked it out,â you confirm. âBut I get it. Heâs your brother, you were trying to keep him safe. I donât blame you for that.â
  You can tell that heâs getting agitated, which is only to be expected.
  You can only imagine how many times heâs thought about you as another one of his victims, hating himself for it, only to now learn that youâve been alive the whole time.
  âI tricked you⌠made sure youâd be gone, one way or another,â he confesses, and thereâs anger in his voice now, but you know that it isnât aimed at you. âI sent you out there to die.â
  âBecause with me gone, the operation that I was supposed to head up with Tommy as my second, could never happen,â you recall, and he scoffs.
  âIt wasnât an operation, it was suicide.â
  âMaybe,â you concede. âWeâll never know.â
  He seems to chew on that for a bit, perhaps deciding whether heâs up for debating that point further. But if so, he apparently decides not to.
  Or at least, that heâs got more pressing questions.
  âHow the fuck are you alive?â he finally asks, and thereâs a hint of awe somewhere in the deeper notes of his voice.
  And no wonder, heâs just made the same journey that you did, and undoubtedly encountered the same problems along the way.
  âThe short answer is that I kept my head.
  I relied on instincts, but I never stopped working the problem, finding food, water and shelter. And everywhere I went, I trained myself.
  How to endure and survive heat or cold, how to build shelters if I needed them and how to camouflage myself in different environments. But most importantly⌠how to fight.
  With my bare hands or sticks, rocks, ropes, knives if I could find any.â
  You stop then, because the past isnât relevant anymore and thereâs no point in going further into detail.
  Instead, you gesture to the community around you.
  âThatâs what I do here now. I teach all the things that I learned out there, to everyone living here, to maximize their chances of survival.
  So, maybe I was always meant to get lost out there. To get away from the control of both Fedra and the Fireflies, and perhaps help to create something better.â
  You end with a shrug, and then wait for him to say something, but he doesnât.
  âItâs ironic, isnât it⌠That Tommy and I both ended up here and now Iâm the one that protects him,â you ponder, but he just stares at you with an expression that you canât read.
  Since youâre about to be late for work, and heâs clearly not ready to have an actual conversation with you, you give up trying to engage him and start turning to leave again.
  But you have this nagging feeling that this might be your one chance to talk to him, and you so wish that you could somehow free him of any weight that your past might hold over him, you just donât know how.
  âI meant what I said, Joel. It really is good to see you,â you offer, since itâs the only thing that you can think to say.
  He still says nothing, but his eyes are far from cold, which makes you feel hopeful that he mightâve lost some of his harsher edges over the years, and that gives you the courage to share one last thing.
  âTruthfully, Iâve always liked you,â you confess, and then you turn and walk away, hoping that this wonât be the last time you see him.
  But a while later you find out that heâd taken the kid and left shortly after youâd spoken, and somehow, given how unlikely it was that youâd end up meeting out here at all, it seems impossible that your paths will ever cross again.
<<<<<<<THE END>>>>>>>
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First off, a huge thank you to everyone who's following my mess of a blog. You are all adding to my confidence and helping to inspire and push me further on my journey as a writer! đ
Later today, I'm gonna be posting the first of the stories for this celebration, and we're gonna kick off with the man of the hour: Joel Miller.
I'll be using my "regular" tag list, as seen below, so anyone who wants to be notified about these celebration stories but isn't on the list - let me know!
There are seven stories and two poems, and I'll be posting one each day, and then gathering them all here. I do hope you'll enjoy them đŞť
1. Neighbors (Joel Miller)
2. Acts of Kindness (Din Djarin)
3. Anger Management (Pero Tovar)
4. The Well (poem)
5. Lost and Found (Joel Miller)
6. Moving On (Pero Tovar DMTU)
7. Reunion (Marcus Pike)
8. Daring to Dream (Marcus Moreno)
9. An Imagined Adventure (poem)
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Moving On
Part of the Driving Mr. Tovar Universe
Description: Pero's got something on his mind, so you try to help him figure it out, and in doing so, realize that it might help you both to move on.
Author's Note: This was originally part of one of my follower celebrations. It was sent to me as an anonymous ask along with the prompt "Talking helps" from my prompt list, and this is what I came up with. I love this, because it gives so much closure to the overall story, so thank you so much Anon <3
Rating: Everyone
Warnings: Mention of character death from the original story, slight angst but also comfort.
Word Count: 1082 (122 words added)
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  You came home late one afternoon, to find Pero by the kitchen table, so deep in thought that he never even heard you come in. Evident from how he flinched when you touched his shoulder.
  It was extremely unusual for him to not notice you, no matter how preoccupied he was, so whatever was on his mind had to be serious.
  Sitting down beside him, you took his hand on the table and gently massaged his fingers while waiting for him to tell you about whatever was on his mind.
  But he remained silent, staring at your hands as they worked, but clearly not really seeing anything of the room around him.
  You knew that heâd tell you about it whenever he was ready, but it worried you to see how it seemed to be gnawing at him, so you decided to give him a gentle reminder.
  âTalking helps,â you said quietly without looking at him, letting him know you werenât trying to pressure him into a conversation, but that you didnât like seeing him like this.
  âSorryâŚâ he mumbled, but before you could tell him that it was alright, he continued. âIâm thinking about this dream that Iâve been having.â
  That surprised you, and you looked up to meet his eyes, finding him looking mostly perplexed.
  âGood or bad?â you asked softly, hoping to spur him into further explanation.
  âNeither⌠just persistent. Iâve been having this same dream every night for a week now, and I canât stop thinking about it,â he said with a little shrug, as if he was unsure of why it would matter so much.
  âWhatâs it about?â you wondered, thinking you might be able to help him work it out.
  He took a moment to think, and you worried that he might not want to tell you yet.
  But then he sucked in a breath.
  âHorses. I see⌠hundreds, or maybe even thousands of them, running across the plains in the sunlight,â he almost whispered, as though just the idea of bringing horses back to the estate was enough to break his heart all over again.
  And no wonder.
  King had died just a few months earlier, and youâd both agreed that you were done with horses now. That even the thought of starting over with new individuals was just too heavy to even consider.
  And yet, his brain was apparently tightly focused on it, for one reason or another.
  âMaybe itâs just how youâre trying to process the loss,â you suggested, but he didnât agree with you.
  âNo, I donât think so. Because in the dream, seeing them makes me happy,â he said, looking confused but sounding convinced. âIâm looking for them, and when they run into view I feel such joy.
  And I think I might know why.â
  You felt your brows knit together as you watched him lean forwards and take both of your hands in his. Because ever since heâd lost the black, even mentioning horses had brought tears to his eyes.
  But not in this moment. Right now, he was emotional for entirely different reasons, and in a way that you werenât quite familiar with seeing in him.
  âWhat if we turned all of that empty land into a horse sanctuary?â he proposed, and you felt your jaw drop slightly, but he kept going. âI mean like, turn them loose and let them live pretty much wild. Only step in if one of them got sick or needed help with their hooves or teeth or something.â
  He could see the questions in your eyes. Your doubts about whether something like this would be too much for him, once it was real.
  After all, it was one thing to think about it, dream about it. Those were abstracts, whereas actually doing it was something very real and inescapable.
  âI know that I could never bond with a horse like before, but it would be nice to be around them again,â he added, no doubt trying to help you understand why this was apparently becoming very important to him.
  âOkay⌠But do you really think you could handle that?â you asked after a beat, because somehow, you felt like he might not have thought this through. âYou do realize that weâd have to put them down if they got ill, or badly injured.â
  âThatâs what Iâve been sitting here thinking about,â he confessed then, and suddenly the depth of his concentration made sense. âThe thing is⌠without the kids or the boys, I donât really have anything to do. And I just feel like this is something that I could do.â
  You understood what he was trying to say. He was a man of very few skills and much too impatient to start learning something new.
  But this was something that he already knew, and aside from giving him a task to perform each day, it would make use of all the gorgeous land that Sam had left to him, which no one moved through or enjoyed anymore.
  âI have to admit, Iâd love to hear the sounds of them again,â you replied with a small smile, remembering the heavy thumps of hooves, the proud snorts and all the background noise that youâd gotten used to having around the estate in all the time that youâd spent there with the boys.
  Hearing that made Pero smile, which he rarely did around the subject of horses anymore, and that alone was enough to convince you that it was a conversation worth digging deeper into.
  It would take a couple more months of discussions and planning, where you repeatedly tried to make sure you were both ready for it, but eventually, the Rose Equine Sanctuary was founded, and within just six months, thirty horses had already made their home there.
  Over time, it grew to become hundreds, and Pero tended to them without fault, keeping his distance but never going a day without checking on them, no matter how many hours he had to trudge around looking for them.
  And in caring for the herd, he rediscovered his adoration of horses as a species, rather than just the specific individuals that heâd come to love so closely in his life.
  He remembered that he didnât need to know their characters to be able to appreciate their grace or their power.
  That all it took to be infected by their calm and harmony, was just looking at them going about their day.
  Completely free.
THE END
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Hello, my loves!
Just noticed that I'm closing in on 500 followers (wowza!!) and I was thinking of doing another Celebration â¨ď¸
And since we had so much fun with the prompt-list last time, I thought we could do something similar.
So, anyone that's interested in helping me celebrate, either pick something from the list below, or send me whatever you want along with which Pedro character you'd prefer.
Challenge me, people! đ
Wrong answer...
Come with me.
Don't do that!
Gimme a damned second, will you..
Honestly, I thought you were dead.
You look fine to me...
Sunlight
Those candles smell like my armpit.
Paper flowers.
Why are we under a bridge?
The rain feels different today.
Save them!
Is that a horse?
Did you just kick my door down!?
Well, I disagree.
You like my beard?
Fireplace
That's my treasure chest.
I hate that sound.
That's just stupid.
I'm talking to myself...
Just a random act of kindness.
Please, tell me you missed me.
No sweetheart, that's a gun.
Labrador Retriever
Let the games begin.
I need a reason.
Forest
Can you not?
Ask me again.
I don't want you to go.
Talking helps.
đ Come and play! đ
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Day 4, which means an original poem.
Not everyone's cup of tea, I know, but I like to try new things and sometimes it's good to attempt to put words to feelings that are too complex to really describe.
I won't be adding any taglist to this, since it's not what people follow me for, but I hope some of you might enjoy it anyway <3
--The Well--
I once heard a thing,
that I could not record.
  I have seen much beauty,
that I could never own.
  I have loved many times,
never to be known.
There are memories in me,
I can no longer recall.
  Feelings that have died,
with nowhere left to go.
  Thoughts that are free,
but do not dare to try.
--=¤=--
Because I am a well,
left open to the world.
What is thrown at me,
will fall inside.
  What once was there,
now long since lost.
  The things I will keep,
no one will ever want.
What well is not so deep,
that words will not fall in?
  What well is not so dark,
that evil will not thrive?
  Am I supposed to live,
with all this weight insideâŚ
Am I supposed to die,
for someone elseâs lie?
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Day 9 and we've reached the end.
A little poem sees us off, but I hope there will be more milestones to celebrate in the future, and that you'll join me then too.
Til then, this has been wonderful, and thank you all <3
--An Imagined Adventure--
 The mountain rumbles at times
and she wonders if itâs home
to a dragon
who occasionally awakens
to be annoyed with the world.
 She imagines a quest to find it
fighting natures obstacles
along the way
to meet a begrudged serpent
who wants only to be left alone.
 And she wonders where she sits
safe at home with her thoughts
if the dragon
would not let her move ahead
and the path closed behind her
 Would it feel
like a wasted journey.
-=¤=-
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Congrats on your milestone!!! I have to ask- what would Pero do with this prompt:
14. Did you just kick my door down!?
(If you've written too much Pero or you got this prompt already, then it is dealer's choice- do what you like!) <3 <3
Oh, you sweet thing. I can not and will not ever have too much Pero, that's impossible!
And I was secretly hoping that someone would pick that prompt, so this is a double whammy, love! Thank you for helping me celebrate!! đĽ°đâ¨ď¸đ
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Oh my gosh! Congratulations on 500 followers! I'm so excited for you! From your prompts could I get "Talking helps" with Pero and Peg! I absolutely love Driving Mr. Tovar and I would love to visit their world again. Thank you so much and congratulations!
OMG! Thank you for this! I'm always so psyched to get to go back to them, and especially now when I'm re-writing the original fic! I'm so immersed in that world again, it's amazing â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
Thank you, nonnie, I will proudly take this prompt đĽ°đĽ°đĽ°
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Hello! Congratulation on 500 followers! From the prompts how about "I don't want you to go." with Mr. Din Djarin! Thank you so much! Love ya! đ
Thank you, I love it! And I love you, too â¤ď¸
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