#so fine awesome i didnt .

[sodrippy]

i love waking up early but going to bed early??? is there no joy in this world??? must i be denied even the simplest of pleasures????

#honestly in an ideal world i wake up at 4am fuck around for 2 hours workout second-breakfast then office hours #unfortunately that means i have to go to bed at 6pm and thats insane behaviour even if i didnt finish work at 6 #we should have evolved out of needing so much sleep its really lame. except when its awesome #not to mention i have absolutely no energy living like this which is also so fucking sucks #like i want to DO stuff after work i want to read and paint and embroider #instead im so fucking tired i just die #anyway its fine ill adjust i just have to fahking soldier through. i think this week might be a washout though :/

[orbiyoo]

my half finished clown :] happy halloween

#i really like how the hat n neckpiece came out :) wanted the sleeves a lil poofier but incan always give them a lil fill or something #im gonna finish the full cosplay on my own time maybe formmarch maybe nit. #i got up at 6 this morning to sew the sleeves on USBDUFBFGFJEBHYNSH #i did start the vest i have it all sewn and lined + the collar pinned to it but i just. uhg. the gold edge. fuck that #shoutout to my awesome classmate who gave me gold fabric to do it. sorry i didnt do it yesterday. too sleepy. ONE DAAAAY #i was like NO gold on the sleeves NO red on the puffs ONE button ebcause i dont feel like sewing more #AMEN. #that red fabric. OKAY THAT RED FABRIC FUCKING HTES ME ITS SOME SYNTHETIC WOVEN SHIT THAT WANTS ME DEAD. NOT WORTH IT #sits nicely for the hat. frays like a bitch. skips stitches like a bastard. does NOT want to press or iron. #i only just learned abt the burning synthetic fabric edge to stop it from fraying umm Yesterday thanks to aforementioned awesome classmate #so umm teehee.nits fine zigzag stitch works well enough. Okay im so tired i hust wanted to show off my gay little hat goodnigit #EDIT AAAAH THE PICTURE IS FLIPPED its ok i made sure to get the colors on the proper sides. red is on the left. believe me i made sure.

[luminescentturtle]

lmao do you guys remember when star wars was good

#with the exception of andor all these live action shows have been absolute shit #i was so ready for my rebels 2. animated space family hijinks. #what the fuck was that #that was if you took the heart and soul out of rebels and put it in a bland ass live action show #that was the exact same fucking thing as the other live action shows #also why the fuck did they choose to make sabine a jedi. i’m kinda pissed abt this #she wasn’t a jedi. that didn’t work for her. and that was FINE and she was still awesome and capable #ALSO they really underutilized chopper. you want a comedic droid? FUCK the random jedi droid and USE CHOPPER #honestly it’s probably for the best that they didnt #that being said i almost cried when ezra dressed up as a stormtrooper. that was a good little nod to rebels #i miss the rebels gang i just want my space family back #when i kept begging to know what happened to ezra i was asking for more rebels. not the mandalorian with a different name #turtle talks #ahsoka negativity #star wars negativity #just in case

[nomaishuttle]

sometimes u put yr playlist on shuffle a song comes up and you have to put another song in the queue immediately as soon as it comes on bc it makes you think of that song

#this is abt aura by ghost and pals Sry everytime i hear it im like a fiddle This is just like devil went down to georgia and then i have to #put devil went down to georgia in the queue #i think its a fiddle innit.. it sounds like a fiddle but im also NOTORIOUSLY bad at telling instruments apart. <- guy who once couldnt tell #if something was a guitar or a piano i actually rly rly rly rly dont wanna get into it okay. #i guess you didnt know it but i am a fiddle player too 😏😏 #sry. the other thing this post is abt is kiss me and ladies in their sensibilities sweeney. obviously those r connected #but if ladies in their sensibilities comes on by itself i quite literally couldnt be assed so everytime i have to put kiss me on instead an #add lits to the queue. bc them together is like the best song i ever heard its just that the beginning of lits is just kind of boring It #does get stuck i my head sometimes but the supreme part is the end thats Basically just a reprise of kiss me #but also theyre kind of the same song anyways at least o wowww i was just typing in tempo with the fiddle that was awesome. at least on the #2012 soundtrack aka the best one talk to the hand or dont i dont wanna hear it. well i do want to hear it it being the 2012 london cast #recording of sweeney todd starring michael ball and imelda staunton. ANYWAYS!! in that one the songs lead in to eachother #ive listened to all the other soundtracks but idr if they do that.. well ill tell u the movie doesnt bc it doesnt have kiss me. which is #just so. the johanna anthony romance doesnt rly have much substance in the first place and yr taking away like. their duet together. ok.... #AND yr taking away the end part of lits? the best part of that song? whatever its fine its fine. #if anybody is curious my ranking of casts is 2012 > obc > movie > 2006 i fucking hate 2006 or 2005 or whatever i hate it sm it makes my #blood literally boil im sry. i fucking LOATHE it idk what it is well i do but this post is already 5000000 years long. idt the new one is #out fully yet... i was ok with the songs i have heard but idk where id rank it yet. i should prolly check if the full things out yet omg so #me and my lampstie (way of saying my siblings name if theres something deeply wrong with you) can listen :]

[cherry-shipping]

aaaooughhh. cook for me fictional other. fictional other. cook for me

#cherry chats #or just. get me food. pleeeeeeeease im asking so niceys #i didnt. get any food today Cause they freaking forgot me #which. shoulnt be a problem because im almost 19 i should be able to make food for myself #but. as it turns out. i canttttt #and anyway i like to imagine papyrus cooking for me because he loves cooking and i think making food is how he shows he cares 4 ppl….. #or one way at least #blegh. anyway im not gonna go full vent mode on here because who give a shit but. it also makes me feel so STUPID 4 not being able to do #like. basic stuff like feeding myself #so. i think papyrus would like making me stuff to eat and also encouraging me about it #also. hed be good at forcing me to eat in a way that doesnt make me feel bad #ive talked about this before but i feel guilty when i tell people i havent eaten in awhile so i lie and stuff….. #like ‘oh i ate not too long ago so im fine’ and then #‘not long ago’ means like. 3 days. #and it makes me feel guilty and makes other people worry and then THEY feel guilty cause they cant really do anything #but papyrus is cool and awesome and smart so he doesnt make me admit it out loud and he makes me eat stuff even when i dont wanna #but. in a way that doesnt make me feel bad either. hes a master of psychological manipulation But like good #like. i tried a new recipe and you HAVE to taste it and tell me what u think or ill look sooo sad and dejected ^__^ #blarfgh. anyway -_- #i wish my cool awesome bffsie papyrus was here to make me awesome food

[gemharvest]

Two daysssss until I can try and get old art of mine off the old desktop hard drive dude I am so fucking excited.

#ramblings #if theres anything particularly good i might rb this and dump the highlights lollll #were talking like 2012/2013 up to like miiiid 2017 ? #i realized that if i want the rest of 2017 im gonna have to ask if they still have that laptop i used during that time but idk if i want to #those not caught up on the karl lore some really stupid/ shitty stuff happened late 2017 and it still messes with me a tad #it has nothing to do with that laptop and i dont rlly think my parents would remember tbh? #but its a sore/ awkward topic for me even tho its been nearly 6 years lmfao #i doooo wonder if that old laptop still works i could access some accounts ive been missing #(also would be fucking awesome to private my old youtube account bc i dooonnnt want that stuff public anymore) #<- my current youtube is fine but i had one in 2017 with my given name attached to it cuz i didnt know how to change the channel name #so. yk :/ #UH FUCK i didnt wanna go off about that stuff uh anyways #i was surprised by how into the idea my dad was but tbh it makes sense. he has a lottt of hard drives he wants to go through so o7 #hes making me do it first so i can tell him how it works and tbhhhh its kinda funny. girl its like a build ur own usb-stick #(hes in his 50s tho so whatever he can be a little technologically illiterate. as a treat)

[skenpiel]

ok so. who else forgot that ikimaru had her art featured in homestuck. or forgot about ikimaru in general

#she was so shit honest to god LMFAOO #but goddamn if my 2017 homestuck pinterest boards didnt have a billion of her goddamn fujoshi picrew artist 'dark skin' option ass ship art #god. goddamn #really cute flash though its exactly what vriska deserves #just some fucking. downtime with her friends who dont hate her anymore. honestly #she is so awesome. god i love everything that girl does #eebie if u see this it doesnt count as spoilers bc its vague and just me being sentimental and nostalgic to be honest. so its fine

[southern--downpour]

GOD SPIDERVERSE IS SO FUCKING GOOD

#SPOILERS IN THE TAGS SO DONT FUCKING LOOK IF U DONT WANT THEM #EVERY FUCKING FRAME IS GORGEOUS #sorry ben riley fans to they did fuck up ur boy. he kinda deserved it (i. fucking hate the clone saga) but like not that bad lmao #like thats my main problem ben riley was underutilized and just kinda a gag #(his animation style is so fucking cool tho so its a shame) #IM FINE WITH THE SOLID TWO SCENES SPECTACULAR SPIDEY WAS IN THATS ALL I NEEDED FROM HIM #ALSO!!!!!!!!!! PENI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY FIXED HER FUCKING DESIGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 #SP//DR IS AN EVA NOW #THANK FUCKING *GOD* #also the prowler bit at the end was fucking awesome it was so cool #i was trying to figure out why the color pallet w/ that scene w/ rio was weird bc usuallty they're super purposeful with their color choices #and then i noticed. miles hoodie is purple. which is a color almost entirely reserved for prowler. #barely any other character has their main color as purple BUT prowler #so the moment rio didnt know who spiderman was i KNEW #GOD that was such a terrifying reveal #i genuinely FROZE when it looked like he punched miles that was one HELL of an impact frame like holy fucking shit #like actually felt my heart DROP #ALSO. THE FUCKING. THE END CREDITS SCENE. #IT WAS HAND PAINTED ROTOSCOPING I THINK. FOR THE ENTIRE SONG. AT I WHAT I *THINK* WAS 12 FPS. #LIKE I *TIRED* TO THINK OF A WAY IT COULD BE A FILTER BUT NO. NO THAT HAD TO BE DONE BY HAND. #HOLY FUCKING *SHIT* I WAS STUNNED LOOKING AT IT #HUGO;SEROAWOAWOE MY GOD I WOULD WATCH THE MOVIE JUST FOR THE VISUALS LONE #okay actual critiques is its like. SUPER quipy #like super super quippy up until the mid-to-end half #to the point where I was like. maybe. maybe tone down the snark a bit. #but it knew when to stop for dramatic scenes and it never undercut any of the actual heart so i think the latter half redemmed that for me #*redeemed fuck #also i was worried about the like. family and romance drama going on. #but it was well written imo! it didnt bother me too much! #miles and gwen are genuinely cute so i dont mind them bein togethr

[klonoadoortophantomile]

video game 👍👍👍👍

#played some donkey kong country eariler and by eariler i mean like minutes ago just becuz i was getting annoyed eith kirby super star #i forgot abotu dkc hoesntly. like ive beenmeaning to play the games for a while now i think they seem really awesome and ive heard theyre #really fucking good but i just never took the time to try and play them i geuss. anyways i didnt getvery far cuz im tired and my head hurts #but it was fun!! hopefully i can play some more over the weekend =) #inquisitivewaltz.txt #I. NEED TO ACTUALLY GO TO BED HOLY SHIT AHGUGL #im fine just my hesadhurtslike hell ouch #wait wtf how is it 10pm already. i swear it was like 8 five minutes ago #i need to stop rambling and overxplqining so much all my textpsots are just a milkion unfinished little conversation topics #pilled up into one unnecessarily long post thats like mostly written out in the tags

[oathkeeperoxas]

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#feel like shit just want [redacted] back #somehow its only been 6 weeks since all of this started to come down #and now 2 weeks since it all came to a head #hate being online sometimes like haha nooo dont harass people you sickos its all fun and games here literally what is wrong with you #and tbh i was only on the peripherals of this #but seeing how awesome people were super involved and now have retreated out of public spaces makes me big :((((( #im trying to forget about it but like it sucks dude... my daily [redacted] was such a good thing to get for the last 6 months why did #some racist online ruin everything. and for what. it was all anon anyway so they didnt even get clout #just ruined a bunch of peoples lives like :)))))))) this is fine #maybe I'll write a [redacted] where they [redacted] in her honour #maybe it'll make me feel better. can't feel worse lol! #personal

[weregonnabecoolbeans]

I can’t believe they failed Finn and Poe so completely in The Last Jedi and The Rise of Skywalker

Like Finn’s story could have been such a cool one to focus on..one that we haven’t really seen in star wars

Instead they chose to push a weird and uncomfortable copycat mix of the OT and PT stories with Rey and Kylo Ren

Idk it’s actually kinda incredible how badly they messed that up

#im actually fine with what they did to poe ngl #i just like him and wish he did more #actually no #he could’ve been treated better in TLJ #but what they did to finn #unforgivable #a force sensitive stormtrooper #who was raised in an environment FILLED with manipulation and propaganda #telling him to be on the evil side #but then when he is actually sent to do bad #he CHOOSES not to and immediately gets out #thats such a good story #why didn’t they focus on that #i dont even dislike rey #i actually REALLY like her #i think she’s awesome #in the force awakens i was so excited to see where they went with her story #but taking her from finn and pairing her with kylo was just DUMB #i didnt want her to be with finn romantically by the way #that’s important to specify #but i also didn’t want her to be with Kylo ren romantically either #she was just so much more fun to watch whenever she was hanging out with finn #dont get me started on the whole palpatine thing..or what they did to luke #kylo ren could have also been a great villain i wish they kept him as that #instead of a redemption arc and bringing back palpatine #if they just let kylo ren be EVIL i would have loved that #star wars #star wars sequel trilogy #finn and poe #kate's post

[tigergendermoved]

I watched the mario movie earlier. It was okayyy

#bowser's song was absolutely abhorrent lol but i liked jack black's performance #i liked seth rogan as dk and charlie day was okay too and i hated crisp rat less than i thought i would #but i still have beef with the casting because it's just more and more of refusing to hire actual voice actors #every time dk laughs you are reminded that you are not watching donkey kong the character. you are watching seth rogan advertise himself in #a gorilla suit. SAD #the plot was fine but kind of undercooked all around but like not to a horrible degree #the characters were all fine but toad was not that endearing of a comedic sidekick #i like that they didnt actually make peach and mario have their obligatory kids movie heterosexual romance #im glad i didnt see this in theaters it was a perfectly okay movie id give it idk a 6/10. but it did not enthrall or capture me in any way. #i felt a vague desire to play a mario game and a sense of mild amusement. one of illumination's less brain melting movies. #anyways thank you for (not) reading my awesome movie review :3 #oh yeah also ps why did they put luigi in the trailers so much when he wasnt even really in the movie. why they do that

[cherry-shipping]

GYEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE I HAD A CUTE DREAM W SANS >:D!!!!!!!! it was in like two parts the first was us just meeting and hitting it off right away which was fun and the other part was. nevermind im too embarrassed to not say it in the tags The tags r my safe cringe space The tags r like my house i live down there

#cherry chats #bf (bone friend) #ok. so anyway the 2nd part was awhile later he asked me on a date which was cute #and hed gone through way too much effort to make it like....... properly date-y even though neither of us give a shit #so hed gotten a table at some semi fancy restaurant and wed gotten dressed up SORT of fancy #and he was sooo excited and anxious. then he turns out he got the name wrong and instead of a fancy-ish restaurant it was like #some shitty cheap family diner. like imagine mcdonalds but a little fancier and with a LITTLE better food #thats what we got. because they had similar names and he mixed them up #we didnt even get our own table we sat at one of those long benches that mcdonalds also have next to a dad with his 2 little kids #the poor fucking guy was mortified when he realized hed fucked up but i just thought it was hilarious #i remember KISSING HIM ON THE CHEEK!!!!!!!!!!!! and being like its fine lets just go home and order takeout instead lmfao #so anyway. that waas the dream i had it was awesome #tehre were other stuff too but it was all jumbled bits and pieces maybe ill write them down in a draft just so i dont forget

[transgaysex]

i cant tell if its because of covid or because my skin is just kinda weird in general but my skin was hurting so bad during the weekend

#wind howls #hasnt hurt today which is awesome though ! #but the past few days my sense of touch has been fucked to hell #like. anything touching me felt like my skin was being roughly sanded. even cotton or wool. #the only think that i could touch. which still hurt ! but substantially less. was minky. #which is nice because my weighted blanket is minky on one side. so i was still able to sleep fine #i didnt lose my senses of smell nor taste but my sense of touch was really not cooperating with me #but like i said. today it was normal which was really awesome