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gotatext · 5 years

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claws my way out of the dirt like the goblin i am ..... hello thots, its nora, once again bringing you a revamped version of a muse i played yonks ago n some of u may have even written against... here is her pinterest.....

this is margaret greta, she’s a whole can of trauma spaghetti plastered over with a toothy grin and a lot of dad jokes. the only reason she’s in gifford really is bcos shes been put there as part of a witness protection program cos lots of police r monitoring livingstone so its deemed relatively safe.... haha... anyway she changes major all the time. she started off doing fine art but since then she’s done modules in architecture, film, bio-chemistry and is now dabbling in medicine.

CIS-FEMALE — ever hear people say GRETA O’DRISCOLL looks a lot like DIANA SILVERS? I think SHE is about 21, so it doesn’t really work. The MEDICINE major is a SOPHOMORE that is from DEADWOOD, SOUTH DAKOTA. They can be +CHARMING, but they can also be -EVASIVE. I think GEE might be SHEEP. They are living in YATES. ( nora. 23. gmt. she/her )

this bitch is the most restless creature u ever seen. before she came to livingstone, she’d lived in 8 different cities in 3 years.

was adopted as an infant. had two foster moms and two older sisters so always surrounded by women. lived in a boarding house, very much like the one in 20th century women, with lodgers coming in and out all the time, mostly artsy young women because her gay moms were both high school teachers trying to set up their own arts collective. one of her moms left when she was 4, n she doesn’t really remember her.

while living with entirely women made her super into catlin moran and the guilty feminist, as a teenager she often let boys walk all over her bc she just craved male attention jst bcos she’d never really experienced it. saw it as something aspirational, like sitting in the back of chad’s second-hand truck while he drove you to macdonalds and offered you and his five friends with identical haircuts weed was the height of being cool to greta, she wanted to be their dream girl, even if it meant compromising her beliefs

bubbly bitch but also massive snake. metaphorically and literally, always shedding her skin. loyal to few, ruled by none, out for herself, babey!! every place she goes, she becomes a new character, someone who’s a figment of her imagination, as if each city is repertory theatre and she’s a character actress, so as a result som ppl think she’s called rita, some ppl know her as margot, she just flicks through identities like nobodies business.

goes through phases of being intensely feminist and tweeting “men are trash i don’t need them” before flipping into being lonely and needy n wanting male attention again. tends to gravitate towards men who are just pieces of shit tbh like her friends are always like hun.... pick a nice boy..... but no.... she’ll go for the boxer with several arrest records for gbh or the small-town drug dealer just trying to hook her onto pills for a little extra cash, or the reformed sinner who thinks he’s being protective by reading all her texts and always knowing where she is..... n she always finds a way to spin it so that they Just Care About Her and aren’t a p.o.s

left school at 18 n didn’t go to uni, moved in w her boyfriend of the time instead, but soon got bored, n then went backpacking around the states making money in the casinos by being a shot girl (yeehaw) and trying to make it as a mysterious 1920s widow with a smoky voice, a dark secret n a heart of gold, looking for love in the big city. all she found was producers and acting agents who’d promise her stardom n actually just fuck her in a motel n then ignore her calls.

TW domestic violence, TW gun, her watershed moment came when she met luke in sioux falls while she was playing bass for a country n blues band. he was a few years older and had a car, and they kind of went from seeing each other to being that super intense couple who are just necking all the time.

they got engaged like 3 months after they met n rented a flat together, much to her family’s annoyance but she was 19 so there wasn’t much they could do. their relationship was super super intense though, often really heightened and when they fought it could become quite violent, but she’d pass it off as just him being really passionate.

one of their fights got really heated and greta threatened him with the gun he kept in the glove box of his vauxhall corsa, but the safety was off and she accidentally shot him. she pleaded self defence in the trial n cos of the amount of times she’d been hospitalised for various concussions n things like ‘fallling down the stairs’ the police were like yea... pretty watertight evidence that he was a bastard who [chicago voice] had it coming..... also this happened in 2017, he was mixed race and greta is white so naturally the police totally took her side. she’s now under witness protection, rehoused in livingstone as a sports-scholarship student, due to the amount of police involvement in the area, it would mean should one of luke’s family members try to track her down, she’d be relatively safe

massive sports fanatic. plays tennis. on the cheer team. was a track superstar in her high school. honestly just that sporty bitch, you’ll see her doing lines at a party at half four and then on your way to your 9am lecture you see her running across the park like a fresh fucking daisy who is this bitch

pretty easy to get along with (provided you don’t anger, provoke or question her too much) because she WANTS your character to be enthralled by her and will do whatever it takes to win them over. she wants everyone to love her

is That Girl who always knows where the parties are, and is always there, on the sofa, talking about institutionalised racism and trying to coerce you into a game of beer pong that she’ll definitely win. doesn’t really have one solid group of friends, just kind of on good terms with everyone and social butterflies about

has changed her major so many times. decision? who is she. currently studying medicine, but doesn’t rlly enjoy it. she’s very unmotivated and lazy and probably wouldn’t ahve bothered going to uni if she hadn’t been placed in one by a witness protection program. will probably change on to history or gender studies soon n just make up the extra credits by volunteering

massive feminist. low key quite scared of powerful men bcos of her ex. wants to start a female only lesbian commune bc she misses her childhood in a south dakota boarding house and has endless support for women. honestly annoyed that she is attracted to men, would so be 100% gay if it was a choice. cuffs her jeans and can’t drive. is That bisexual. skateboards. wears backwards caps. i hate her

plays bass guitar, has a teal green fender and it is her BABY. it’s covered in stickers about saving the planet and ending fracking and going vegan. she’s in an all-female punk band w agnes (n mayb jade i think) n they play gigs every now n then in grotty club basements full of druggy sweaty college kids

PERSONALITY: easy-going, sociable, observant, blunt, amiable, nihilistic, self-serving, laid back, independent, unmotivated, charming, lazy, impulsive, alluring. ESTP and a leo

LIKES: art, music, john wayne movies, black mirror, philosophy, cowboy chic culture, DC comics, arcade games, candyfloss, deep red lipstick, marijuana, dogs, karaoke, Kate Moss, late-night strolls, zip-lining, chemistry, suspenders, cigarettes, herbal tea, gallows humour, cold coffee, long showers, brown eyes, tchaikovsky, dr. seuss, boiler house DJ sets, magnolias, decorative lamps, worn-out furniture, twangy electric guitars.

DISLIKES: bananas, coffee, Woody Allen, mental mathematics, children, Trump, institutionalised misogyny, the imaginary future, french literature, Wes Anderson films, spoken word poetry, the general mentality of cheerleading squads (despite being on one)

aesthetics:

a bubble of pink gum on chapped lips, mom jeans, a beaten up pair of adidas, denim jackets, strawberry laces, knee-highs, chapped lips, peeling sticky plasters, split knuckles, bruises you try to cover with concealer, stick and poke tattoos, hot coffee, sleep caught in your eyes on a lazy afternoon, kissing girls, cigarette smoke shrouding you like a veil, alien conspiracy theories and sci-fi paperbacks, doc martens with fraying laces, the red string of a thong peaking out purposely from jeans, leonine arch of your back and that stellar smile that says ‘you have no idea who you’re dealing with’, a rucksack permanently packed for the move, a streak of red across your lips, roller blades, cut knees, not eating your greens, smiling with a mouthful of blood, and piercing your own ears with a safety pin when your mom wouldn’t take you, kate moss posters lining the walls of a teenage bedroom, his name scrawled in rage across the pages of a diary, thumb holes poked through the cuffs of your sleeves, a tennis racket you punched through in a fit of temper, feet pounding the earth until your soles bleed crimson, sleeping in a cherry lip balm and scrunchies to keep the wild locks from your eyes.

wanted plots: since greta literally can’t differentiate between romantic and platonic love, she’s got off with so many of her mates, so i want awkward friendships where they nearly dated, or exes that have now just turned into weird friendships, and girls from the cheer team who she’s like, weirdly intimate with like the shower together but its not a Thing cos the other girls straight, and I want like, fellow medicine students who are like?? how is this bitch still passing?? i swear she goes out every night?? she works part time at a fast food restaurant, i want a mate that just goes and sits in there talking to her until her manager gets angry. ppl she did a few modules with before changing course and somehow sort of remaining in touch with, like she did a few art modules, a bit of film, n some architecture before switching to medicine, though she’ll probs switch course again soon. ppl who she runs track with. someone she’s trying to make a zine with. here’s a list of plots on her old blog if u want any of them w her.

would love plots of any type, throw them all at me please, i cnt wait to interact w all of u. like this if u want me to message you about connections / plots! xo

full biography if u can be bothered

trigger warnings: drugs, domestic abuse, gun.

you never meant for it to happen. you’d heard the stories, of girls who let their man walk all over them, and thought to yourself “i’ll never be one of those girls…” the kind that eat low-fat yoghurt and drink slim fast to shred a few extra pounds because he said she was getting round in the tummy, or the ones who spent their evenings tied to a kitchen sink drinking wine while him and the boys played poker, wishing god, if only I could get out of here. not you, not you raised by strong women, four bright shining beacons. single mother with her hard-as-nails attitude and her stony glares, elder sisters (twins) one ginger, one blonde, one doctor, one lawyer, both determined to take a bullet to the brain and a hammer to the patriarchy before they let a man touch them without asking. you were always so inferior, so insecure and small, like a bird (like a sparrow) with blonde plaits down your back sucking tropicana whilst your busom buds sucked dick, their lips permanently ripe with stories of their sexual exploits, fake tan and glittered nails whilst you sat in the unbroken egg of virginity wondering what it was like to be loved. one day you found out.

lily milligan’s parents gone and a free house for the night, bottles of ouzo and tequila swiped from your mother’s liquor cabinet thinking she wouldn’t know (she always knew) your legs, hardened from pep squad, slut dropping on a kitchen table because the boys thought it would be fun to get the quiet girl drunk. you’d never had a sip before that night. band t-shirts, denim shorts and the split soles of rotten converse that you refuse to let go of, you still clutched with both hands to your youth, but in a tube top now (borrowed from alice carmichael who had a sister in college) and a short tennis skirt, your feet not in trainers but in thigh-high boots. uncomfy as hell but lily said you needed to look sexy. you didn’t know if you wanted to be sexy. you didn’t know what kind of girl you were, if you were even a girl at all. but robbie looked at you like he knew exactly who you were, like he knew you better than you knew yourself, and his lips had the pink cupid’s bow of a movie star, and his hair was dark locks, curling like a mane. his hands were soft, and suddenly on your waist, and after three more shots his lips were on yours and his name was the only sound in your head and on your lips as you lost it in lily’s college sister’s bedroom beneath the glare of a T-Pain poster. you bled for what seemed like hours, his hand still in yours, kissing on the sofa as truth tellers and dare devils continued to spin a bottle of unprecedented youth. you thought it was love. robbie was the one. he loved you, you knew it, how else could someone be so soft? but soon he grew bored, scrunched up your paper heart and set it alight. then came the tears, the hatred, the ‘fuck robbie, in fact, fuck all boys.’ and that you did.

you were known for being easy. any boy could be yours for a night, as long as he promised to love you for those few short breaths and pants before you cried yourself to sleep. you felt poisoned, but poisonous as well, as if by ensnaring these young boys you were gaining power over them, and not the other way around. soon it started to work. they’d want more, but you’d deny them it, sick of sucking off silly schoolboys, they’d call you a tease, a vixen. maybe you were, but you couldn’t help but want older men. you got the history teacher first time, him bending you over his desk to sneak a hand up your tennis skirt as the after-school clubs carried on next door, unawares. love didn’t exist, not for you. it was nothing but a game for pretty young girls to play, bubble gum in their canines and a hand tugging at the hem of their cheer skirt.

there was so much anger inside of your small body, ‘beware of boys and their hook-like words’. hockey helped. there was something formidable about the feeling of a stick like a weapon in your hands and the thwack it made against thighs in the heat of a scrum - “slipped, sorry!” - you’d utter with a snakeskin smile, millicent quinn knowing that you’d hit her on purpose because she shagged robbie at that party last week. she couldn’t prove it, cobbled acne on her forehead turning green with disgust. ben came into your life like a car crash. two years your senior, with a baseball jacket and shoulders like a god. he became your personal hero. on the pitch, he was lethal. together, you could bring anyone to their ruin. each day after last period he’d be waiting in his car. you’d leap into his arms like a girl-half starved, love me, love me, love me, your heated kisses the envy of every junior girl. he was yours for three blissful years, utterly yours, and you were his, his star-spangled girl, and he was your knight - you were both the same, playing games, always difficult to predict. it was a shock to all when he proposed, high-school sweethearts find love in south dakota.

the engagement was a bittersweet affair; three months – you barely out of your gingham print skirts and into a graduation gown, him, a surly quarterback towering above your sisters, cigarette at his lips and a scowl like a fart in a lift. they hated him. so did you. but you were eighteen and in love, and he fitted the cookie cutter mould. everyone wanted him, and you had him. you had him and you were happy, happy, happy, and he loved you. he said he’d give you the world, anything you wanted hand-picked and given to you. instead, he gave you a jack russell terrier and a flat you couldn’t swing a cat in, wallpaper peeling like the rotten bits inside of you, the bits that only he knew. and you got tireder and tireder of the sad excuse of a life he’d picked out for you, him out doing god knows what to pay the bills, and you dancing on tables to pave your way to stardom, and this was love, this was real, until the shine wore off and your fresh-faced, dimple-cheeked cheerleader facade faded and the ugliness started to reveal itself, the whining, the petulance, the sharp-tempered cruelty, the mind games, the need to always win, win, win. he was dull, he was boring, he was nothing like the boy the girls had said he was and no chiselled six pack could hide his lack of anything remotely interesting, your patience wearing thin until it snapped like rubber, a rucksack on your back, running shoes on your feet and the joint bank account emptied into your eighth grade birthday wallet.

you built your small fortunes working the casinos of sioux falls, a crimson dress and an attitude to match. bookish archie with his little dipper freckles was fun for a month, before he became just as dull and dreary as the rest. a three hour bus and you were in minneapolis, bright eyed and bushy tailed, fresh meat ready for the pickings. a hostel here, a friendly co-worker’s sofa there as you made what you could by taking off your clothes and shaking your ass like you were back in pep squad, doing what you did best. you met your fair share of creeps, and soon it was back on the road to escape a wide-eyed stalker and a restless itch for more. milwaukee, chicago, you made the roads your own. log cabins and lodgings, and the occasional motel, a beaten up pick up truck purchased at a scrap merchants – you got a few miles out of it before it bit the dust, and when you finally set it alight after nights spent lounging across the driver’s seat, a parka tucked over you as a duvet, you were sad to see it go. you’re nomadic by fault, never attaching to place, people or things, creating a new personality in every place you go like a character actress; each town is a different repertory theatre, and you’re the star. a compulsive liar, you even fib about your own name, to some you’re ellen, nineteen, bookish, a law student who likes smoking and cosmos. to someone else you’re rita, you’re twenty five and look young for your age, like smoking, comics and fucking in public places.

in the bright lights of michigan, you found charlie, sweet charlie, too good for you, though you let him spoil you while he thought you were the small town girl of his dreams. next came abigail, who was fun until the jealously kicked in, and then luke, gorgeous luke, dangerous, exciting, who despite his temper, despite the fights, despite bruises down your spine and your teeth marks on his arms, loved you with the strength of a wild fire. there was destruction in your wishbones, a savageness from the field, from the pitch and now somehow in his arms, you were godly. he was cruel, he was careless, and he refused to fall at your feet like so many other boys had, which only you made you want him all the more. you were rage incarnate. you hated him so fiercely you thought you might kill him, so he played the only card you wouldn’t predict; proposed.

the house you shared was a backstreet flat in detroit, you making your name as a downtown singer while he footed the bill with pills. they had a drug for anything these days, to dull the senses, to pick them up, to drive you to insanity or pull you out of the madness hole. the two of you lived like criminals on the run (you never told him that you were, living out your days as the enigma he wanted you to be), you with your voice like caramel and fishnet legs. you were his and his alone until his hand was at your throat and the gun was in your hands screaming at him to stop, stop, stop, until a bullet stoppered his brain, crimson staining linoleum as you cast yourself out like lucifer. self defence was decreed the moment they saw your violet neck, black tears and headlight eyes and mind screaming red, red, red like the pom-poms you shook so willingly in school and the insides of his skull. you were gone, and “you” was born, renamed “greta”, boxed, shipped-out, and next-day delivered to livingstone where under witness protection you were a student, blank slate, fresh-faced in a place where no one knew your name, doing what you always did and starting again.

#livingintro #this is such a long boi....... waht the fuck.... u dont need to read the bio the summary notes are long enough fuking hell

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radiohorizon · 7 years

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All of them 😏

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? Still want pancakes for breakfest? 2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed? Nothing other than being friends3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care? I would a lot and try and support them into recovery4. Is your last name longer than six letters? No5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? Sober6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? Yepp7. What does your last received text say? “I don’t know”8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? A few times but it was all in one night9. Where was your last kiss at? My best friends younger siblings bed room on New Years10. When is the last time you saw your sister? Like .3 seconds ago11. What do you drink in the morning? Coffee or juice12. Where did you sleep last night? My bed13. Do you think relationships are hard? Hard but worth it14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? Only thing i would do differently would be to try and hang out with family and friends more15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems? Nah, he’s one of my closest friends and we get along really well16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? Rainy17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? Nope18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? Spandex19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? Honestly i dont know if ill even have the same friends 3 years from now let alone a relationship20. Does anyone like you? I dunno?21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? No but I wanted to kiss someone whos name started with an S22. Is the last person you kissed gay? Lmao no he’s straight as fuck23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? Mhmmm 24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo? One i can afford it Im getting a lot tattoos 25. In the past week have you cried? Yeep26. What breed was the last dog you saw? Goldendoodle27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? Out of shower28. Have you ever kissed a football player? Yeah but he was shitty as hellll29. Do you think you’re old? Ye30. Do you like text messaging? Kinda sorta31. What type of day are you having? Good, i had dinner w my best frienda32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? I wanna but im a pussy33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? Cold34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? Andrew, Jarred, Tyler, Kyle35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? Relationship36. Are you a simple or complicated person? Complicated as fuck37. What song are you listening to? Im not listening to anything right now but my favorite song atm is Believer by Imagine Dragons38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? 100%39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? Annabelle, my best friend40. What made you start liking the person you like now? We clicked instantly and kept talkig41. When did you last receive a text message?a few minutes ago42. What is wrong with you right now? Lmao thats a loaded question43. How well do you know the last female you texted? Extremely well, shes my best friend44. Does anyone disgust you? Trump45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? No, my head is all kinda of fucked up and so i am in no type of mental state to be in a relationship46. Are you in a good mood right now? I guess47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? My mom48. What color shirt are you wearing? Pink49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? Not that I can think of50. Anyone you’re giving up on? Never51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? I want to hate her but I cant52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? Ive wanted to but never thought of actually doing it53. Do you like rain? LOVE IT54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? No but if its out of control then I’m concerned55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? Plenty of times56. Do you like to cuddle? Kinda. I like it but im so antsy so i have to move a lot 57. Are you shy? Depends on the situation58. Do you get along with girls? Sometimes59. Have you dated the person you texted last? No, shes my best friend who is straight and dating my guy best friend sooo😂60. What do you carry with you at all times? Hairties 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? Dude i would for 5 bucks but only if i wasnt alone62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? Yeah, longest relationship was 9 months63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship? Nope but I was talking to my ex and then she dropped me again surprise surprise🤷🏼‍♀️64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? YEESSS65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week? Idk prolly but i cant think of anything66. How old are the last three people you kissed? 17, 17, 1767. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? Do them myself68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print? Zebra 69. Do you have any stickers on your car? Dont have a car70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne? Lil wayne71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone? Iphone72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? Never73. Do you like diet soda? Not really74. What color are the walls in your room? Green, black, and splatter paint75. Are you 16 or older? 1876. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars? Yes😻77. Do you have a job? Dishwasher78. What are your initials? ERA79. Did you ever have braces? For 2 years80. Are you from the south? Lmao no im from PA/MD81. What does your last status on facebook say? Idek i havent put up a status in so long82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? No, we kinda just lost touch over the past two yeats83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad? Equally close w them84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics? Both and i love them both but dance is my true passion85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? Annabelle: Creation and it was fucking terrifying86. Do you smoke? Not cigarettes if thats what you mean 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? Converse88. Is your phone touch screen? Yes89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? In the summer natural waves but during the school year i tend to straighten it a lot90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? Nope its literally impossible but ive snuck out of friends houses91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? Lake92. Have you ever made out in a car? Nope93. …Had sex in a car? Virgin94. Are you single or in a relationship? Single95. What were you doing last night at midnight? Sleeping surprisingly96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks? July 2nd during Police Explorers97. Do you like the camera on your phone? Eh sometimes98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? Lmao yup99. Have you ever passed out from drinking? No100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate? Yeah😂101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? Nope102. Name your favorite Kesha song: tik tok103. Do you have any tan lines right now? Baby ones on my butt104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts? Nopeee

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introvertsguild · 7 years

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0 Hours Remain (For Myself)

I heard the hard steps coming up the steel stairs. Not seeing any Omnics in sight, I let my guard down to turn my head and see my brother. He stood at the top of the stairs to adjust a pack of beer and cigarettes in his arms. I turned back and looked into the dark woods through my night vision scope as I heard him take a seat next to me.

August, my brother, and I, had been so good at sniping that we were chosen to watch the fort in Velos. Our make-shift leader chose us as soon as my brother and I took out more Omnics than most. I think his brain was a bit off. We were only lucky to shoot that many in a day.

“Spot any yet?”, August asked.

“No.. just a few birds and a stray cat”, I replied. Trying to keep my head still as I talked.

He popped open a beer can and took a swig. He bumped the can against my arm but I shook my head. He tsked.

“You haven’t eaten normally for like.. Weeks.. You gotta drink something, sis”

I didn’t want to eat. ‘Not yet’ I kept telling myself. I noticed this little voice in the back of my head was repeatedly telling me ‘not yet’ over and over again, each time I thought of food or drink. I shrugged it off but August kept bugging me.

“I managed to grab a joint off of Ge-”

“Gimme”, holding out a hand towards him while keeping my eye in the scope.

I could tell he was shaking his head. “Not until you drink or eat something.. Can’t keep shooting these damn robots if you die of starvation.”

I finally gave in and lowered my gun, turning sharply and snatched the can out of his hand before chugging down every drop. I dropped it to the ground then snatched that box of ‘cigarettes’. When I tried opening the tiny box, my hands shook. It was hard, but I finally managed to open it and grab that beautifully rolled joint into my hands.

My brother shook his head. I shrugged, annoyed at him for taunting my earlier. I patted my jacket and couldn’t find my lighter when August took his own out and lighted it for me. I inhaled like my life depended on it then inhaled the rest of smoke inside me.

One. Two. Three… three slow counts before letting out a cloud of smoke into the quiet night air.

Suddenly, without saying a word, August took his own rifle and aimed it at the wall of trees. My body stiffened, glancing back and forth between my brother and the trees. With one swift motion, I also aimed the rifle at the blackened forest, eye through the scope.

“What is it?”

“Thought I he-”

‘BOOM!’

“What the fuck!?”

“August!”

‘BOOM!’

In mere seconds, two explosions happened on either side of the base. Smoke billowing from the sections of the base. Crumbling as the roofs caved in and took unsuspecting lives. Yelling was heard as the crew began to discover the headquarters was becoming under attack by what I assumed was Omnics. August fired his rifle next to me, reeling me back into focus and beginning to see a dozen Omnics coming out of the woods, the lights in their heads glimmering in the night.

“Where the fuck, where did they come from!?”, August yelled.

I shook my head, aiming at a running Omnic and firing one clean through his mechanical head.

“I-I don’t know!”, I replied. They could have been hiding in the woods the whole time. Waiting for a moment let our guards down. Another shot through the chest of another Omnic wielding a gun.

They could have been waiting. Just waiting for us to let our guards down. Waiting, waiting, waiting.. Another shot.. Waiting and waiting and waiting..

As August and I began taking more Omnics down, more just kept running out of the woods. They never stopped and the smoke from the fire made its way toward us, as if to try and distract August and I from our duties. I wouldn’t allow it. Not while taking down two Omnics down at that single moment.

While we were sure we had the higher ground, a beeping was heard. August didn’t even notice it, he was too busy firing his rifle off. I heard it. It was getting louder, maybe even a bit faster. I ducked my head down below the covered railings of the roof top, looking around for the source of the noise. It was definitely louder now. As I looked up just in time to see a hand grenade behind the tarp covered crates had been thrown up onto our station of the roof, I grabbed August as tight and quickly as I could, ignoring his struggle.

“GRENADE!” I yelled, warning him just before the explosion hit. Everything went black.

Everything.

I lurched forward, sitting up in bed as I took a few deep breaths. Eyes wide, pupils blown as the vivid dream made me feel like I had just crashed into something. Grabbing my head, I rocked back and forth on the bed and began listing off names of my family, friends, my new Commander, the recruits.

“Thomas, McCree, Commander Reyes, Isaac, August, August, McCree, Grandmomma, Commander Reyes, Isaac-”

“Good morning, Abelha”

A unfamiliar, female robotic voice suddenly was talking to me. I shot my head up with my hands still latched onto it. Looking around the room I didn’t find any source of the noise. It became quiet again, the thing had interrupted my anxiety attack.

“Abelha, you seem to be having an anxiety attack.. Would you like me contact Dr. Zeigler?”

“W-What?”

“I could contact Dr. Zeigler for you to ensure that she helps you with your mental health.. Would you like me to do that for you?”

Maybe I was in a car crash and just didn’t know it through my sleep.

I had forgotten I was at Gibraltar.

I forgot I got recruited into Blackwatch.

I thought I was still back at home, back in Velos.

This AI system, ‘Athena’, was downloaded into Overwatch’s computers. She was their eyes and ears, a search engine, a software, hardware, anything the Overwatch team needed and she would be there to help them. She was also programmed to tend to Blackwatch as well, like what Commander Reyes had told me.

With a long sigh, I ran my hands through my hair and down my face. The AI still awaiting an answer, to either get that beautiful Doctor in here or not.

“N-No.. No, I’m fine, thank you”

“Then I will not contact her, but I will remind you that you have breakfast with your new team mates today at seven fifty and the time is now currently eight ‘o clock”

“Holy shit!”, I jumped out of bed and began to dress myself immediately. Tugging the white shirt, black pants on my body. Subconsciously, I grabbed at my phone but remembered that recruits didn’t get phones in training. “Hey, A-Athena, is Commander Reyes waiting for us or..?”

“Commander Reyes is currently with Commander Morrison. He is waiting for everyone to be at training range once they are done eating. I suggest you hurry, Abelha.”

My front door slid open as I let the cool air surround me. It was strange to talk with an AI, and a passive aggressive one at that. Maybe she was programmed like that for a reason.

I began jogging down the hallway, my stomach beginning to growl. As I rounded the corner, the door slid open and I felt myself shiver. The brisk morning air caught me immediately.

I found the doors to the mess hall open and saw the other men sitting there; All talking and laughing, someone threw a piece of food at another. I was out of breath already and found some of the men had noticed my appearance, McCree was the first to notice and waved at me.

“Hey, darlin’! Come over here and get some grub!”

“Nah, sorry, it’s all been taken!”

“Shut up, Thomas!”, McCree playfully shot a glare at Thomas with a smile and beckoned me over til I finally had the sense to do so. He pulled out a chair for me, his white teeth shining. “Here ya go! Now, how does baked potatoes sound?”.

“Oh, uh.. Fine! Yeah, sounds great!”, the smell of the good food was abundant and profound. It did me some good, finally waking me up as a plate was set in front of me. McCree patted my back, handing me a fork.

“I managed to save you a plate before anyone else managed to get second helpings, SOME people don’t understand consideration ‘round here!”, he taunted Isaac with a glare as I grabbed the fork and began poking holes into the potatoes, letting two get on my fork before devouring them hungrily.

Isaac shrugged before another guy, Raborn, wrapped an arm around Isaac and pointed at me.

“Commander Reyes said we needed to be at breakfast by seven fifty, SHARP, we shouldn’t have to give slackers anything!”, he mocked me with a shit-eating grin. I glared back, my mouth too full to respond with something witty. I was so glad that Commander Reyes wasn’t there to yell at me, it’s not what I needed this early in the morning.

While Isaac and Raborn laughed at each other over a joke, McCree took a sip of his coffee.

He wore a cowboy hat with some shell casings decorating the loop that was wrapped around the wide part. Next, he wore a red bandana that looked like it had been places with a few tore edges and dirt smudged into it.

I never noticed until this morning that McCree was dressed like a cowboy. His whole demeanor and get-up screamed ‘cowboy’ and I just didn’t notice it at all, not even during last night’s dinner.

He must have noticed me staring, ‘cause he turned to face me with his coffee mug in hand.

“See somethin’ ya like?”

I would have stabbed myself in the cheek just keep me from blushing a little bit. I glanced away then shrugged, swallowing my food. “I just never noticed the get up before now.. I like the bandana”

“Well thank you kindly, madame-”

“Abelha”, I corrected him firmly.

He grinned, “Well, thank you kindly, Abelha”, then tipped his hat. In the meantime, we continued eating our breakfast, all the while I was ignoring the glare that came from one particular team mate. It made me nervous, he wouldn’t look away. I actually never got his name but I didn’t want to start asking if he was going to keep glaring at me. McCree didn’t seem to notice, he was enjoying his own cut potatoes.

“ATTENTION!”

We snapped into formation. Formed in a line, one by one in front of Commander Reyes who’s scowling face took one look at us all as he walked down the line, starting with Isaac, then Thomas, to McCree, Raborn, the guy with no name and finally back down to me. He stopped right in front of me, glaring at me with his hard, firm brown eyes. They had seen some battles and hardened the color.

“Today you will be doing basic training!”, his eyes left me as he turned to begin walking back up the line, “You will complete this course when you get it right! Understand!?”

“Yes, sir!”, all five voices in unison. Though a couple had cracked, mine especially.

“What was that!?”

“YES, SIR!”

If my back was anymore arched it would stiffen me up for the rest of my life. I didn’t know anything about military training, formations, standing, sitting, the whole nine yards. I had known that military soldiers always looked stiff as a board and were harder than nails. Commander Reyes was no exception.

Commander Reyes explained how we were going to go from the monkey bars, then down to the wall with no ledges or rocks to grab ahold of. How were we supposed to climb it? He then explained about something that looked like it was covered in barbed wire with mud at the bottom to crawl through. Then finally big, fat tires were laid down in front of the muddy, barbed wire mess and told us we’d be running through those.

As I listened I didn’t see him coming back down the line, his piercing eyes aimed at me. He leaned in forward suddenly, an angry bull snorting down at a defenseless chihuahua. I jumped as he yelled in my face, “Got that!?”

“Y-Yes, sir!”

“What!? Are you stuttering already!?”

“No, sir! Sorry, sir!”, I swore Thomas had a smirk on his face.

“Hmph!”, he then marched back down, pointing to McCree, “You’re up first, McCree!”

“Aye, sir!”

That’s when McCree sprang into action. He ran for those monkey bars like his life depended on it, like he was born to do it. The cowboy swung from one bar all the way to the next, jump down and running for the wall. I was amazed to see how he ran up the wall so quickly, grabbing onto the ledge and pulling himself over it with ease.

By the time he was done, I was near shitting myself. I questioned how the fuck I was going to be able to run, climb and vault over that wall the same way McCree had. I glanced at the other men standing there, watching McCree in amazement. The inspiration in their eyes, ready to perform the task just as swiftly as the cowboy did.

When I glanced to Commander Reyes, his face was expressionless. He didn’t clap, he didn’t cheer, he simply shrugged and scowled at McCree. “You slipped on the wall jump, McCree! Don’t let me see that again!”, he barked. McCree simply nodded, “Aye, sir!”, he replied before getting back in line.

He pointed to Isaac and ordered the same thing. Isaac was no different, completing the course just as quickly as McCree had. Isaac was buff enough that he could probably stop a moving car with both his hands. Maybe I was exaggerating, but the build on that guy had me betting. Isaac stormed through the course, his sweaty muscles shining in the sunlight that hung in the sky above us.

Commander Reyes ordered Raborn, then Thomas, then the mystery team mate and finally..

To me.

“You’re up, Abelha! Move!”

My body froze. Hands shaking to a tremble as the Commander stormed up to me when I didn’t move. He glared at me, snarling his teeth.

“I said MOVE, pendejo! Are you gonna sit there waiting for me to give ya a bottle!?”

I had to snap back and focus. My head turning around from my Commanding Officer to run as quickly as I could to those monkey bars. He kept yelling at me, but I didn’t process it. He threw insults at me when I fell from the bars, when I was having trouble getting out of the mud due to the wire sticking to my hair. He just kept going, never ending and I thought he was going to make me stop when I reached the wall.

I was tired. I was sweating. My chest heaving, the heart ready to jump out of my throat. I couldn’t believe I was still alive after that.

“What are you waiting for, maggot!? Climb that fucking wall!”

The edges of my vision blurred and I wanted to throw up. No, I wanted to throw up and curl into a ball from the embarrassing performance I just made while all of my teammates watched. I looked up at the wall, it’s intimidation levels high as I made a running start to try and succeed as much as my teammates did.

Fourth time I tried climbing up the damn thing and still couldn’t reach the top. My hands and feet becoming pudding, nails scraped off and filled with splinters. I groaned, gritting my teeth to try another attempt at the wall.

“Stop!”

I did indeed, stop. I lowered my head and knew I had disappointed the one person who had freed me from prison and it’s hell. He was angry, I could tell and my teammates, probably except one, we’re pleased to see me fail. I turned around, watching Commander Reyes come forth and glare at me once more.

“Get. Back. In. Line”, he hissed. Radiating anger off of his body.

I did just that. The waterworks ready to come undone at the thought of thinking this man was going to send me to jail for failing the course. I did fail. I didn’t complete it. I didn’t do anything he was expecting. I was an out of shape loser who only did the scientific research and created deadly weapons for an unknown gang that killed people. Weak people, like me.

Commander Reyes said nothing else to me but continued talking. I had to keep my head up and watch his every move from, one, crying - and two, not giving him another chance to yell at me again for standing wrong. No one else paid any attention to me. Not even Thomas or Isaac. Not even McCree.

I was terrified. What was I going to do? Beg? Beg for my life to not be sent to jail for failing the course? How was I going to get out of this situation?

Commander Reyes released us, storming off out of the training range. I was still frozen to my post, eyes unblinking. When I felt a hand rest on my shoulder, I jumped. McCree released his hand immediately, walking in front of me. A look of concern spread across his face.

“Hey, Abelha, you alright?”

I nodded but felt like the wind had been knocked out of me. I was shaking still, eyes beginning to water but I bit my lip, not wanting to cry in front of all these men. McCree nodded back, walking away and calling out to the other gentlemen, luring them away from my broken state.

It wasn’t until the boys had left that I decided to try and go for the monkey bars again, only falling as I couldn’t keep my weight up off the ground. A tire caught my foot, making me trip and nearly break my nose. The wire nearly cutting my forehead as I attempted that part of the course as well.

It was the same thing like first attempt. I had gotten no where, especially with the damn wall. I glared at it as if it was my worst enemy and realized that glaring at an inanimate object wasn’t going to do anything useful. Tears had streamed down my face at some point, causing my eyes to sting. I rubbed my mud-crusted fingers on my temples, sitting down against the wall facing the course. I sat there for a long time, finally coming to the realization that this was my last day here at Gibraltar.

I had to pack my bags and leave for prison.

#Overwatch #Commander Reyes #Jesse McCree #Gabriel Reyes

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originalzinn · 7 years

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every. single. one.

Jfc okay let’s do this

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?

1. this is bad 2. how many drinks did i have

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?

Dating! Seeing him in about two months

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?

Depends on what kind of drugs?

4. Is your last name longer than six letters?

Nah

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?

Sober

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?

Mmm...kind of. Inevitably, no, because I don’t think I could’ve done anything about the situation.

7. What does your last received text say?

“You almost here?”

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?

Uh.......I don’t remember? Many times lol

9. Where was your last kiss at?

OKC Airport

10. When is the last time you saw your sister?

Don’t have a sister

11. What do you drink in the morning?

Usually water, lately coffee though because I’m starting to become dependent on it to wake up (which is bad)

12. Where did you sleep last night?

My bed :)

13. Do you think relationships are hard?

Parts of them are hard, other parts are easy. Overall, I’d say they’re more difficult than being single?

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?

Nope! I don’t think so

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?

Nope!

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?

Oh man. I love both. If it’s summer/spring, rainy. If it’s fall/winter, sunny. Ugh Idk though, I love rainy days. If it’s rainy, it has to be raining for like several days straight with thunder and everything. Otherwise I just get anxiety about my rainy lazy day ending and forcing me to feel bad about being unproductive. I think about this a lot.

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?

Probably, but none that I’m aware of

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?

TEAM NO PANTS

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?

I have literally no idea. I’ll probably be in grad school, so I’m guessing no, but it could be either.

20. Does anyone like you?

god, I hope so

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?

lol yeS

22. Is the last person you kissed gay?

God I hope not (no)

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?

YES. There’s like 2-3 of them

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?

Yes! I have 2 artists I really want to get tattoos from, probably on my forearm and inside of my bicep.

25. In the past week have you cried?

Almost!

26. What breed was the last dog you saw?

SHIT I DON’T REMEMBER

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?

OUT

28. Have you ever kissed a football player?

Yes his name was Josh and he also played the saxophone and he was my first kiss 🤔 That was a weird choice

29. Do you think you’re old?

nO, I feel old sometimes, but I’m not

30. Do you like text messaging?

Yes, for quick communication, but I don’t really like holding a conversation via text if it’s with someone I’m just getting to know

31. What type of day are you having?

It’s been okay! Too much work for a Friday imo, but I got a lot done. I was in class from 7:30-2:00 w/ 2 short breaks and then I went to tutoring for igmet and then studied for 2 hours, ate dinner, practiced mello for like an hour and a half, and then saw an opera because my friends were playing in the pit. Now I’m going to bed 😊

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?

My nose is definitely pierced haha. So yes.

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

Depends on my mood, but I think warm. I haaaate being cold and I get cold easily. Growing up in Nevada and then marching drum corps has accustomed me to heat.

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

Yeah, many people.

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?

Relationship, I think. I get too emotionally attached for flings.

36. Are you a simple or complicated person?

??????????we’re all p complicated?? too deep 4 me

37. What song are you listening to?

Blacks by Dawn Golden and Rosy Cross

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?

Yes! I’m stubborn as fuck so I usually mean it if I apologize

39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?

RACHEL

40. What made you start liking the person you like now?

He’s easygoing but really caring and loving

41. When did you last receive a text message?

7:45pm

42. What is wrong with you right now?

I’m not doing well enough at the things I need to do well at? I haven’t been studying enough, haven’t gotten my mello part down, haven’t contacted my old job about actually paying me

43. How well do you know the last female you texted?

Very well!

44. Does anyone disgust you?

YES

45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?

NooooOOoO

46. Are you in a good mood right now?

I’m feeling pretty neutral

47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?

Trevor! 📯 Or...I guess Matt bc I said good job to him when I was leaving the opera but Trevor was the last person I had a conversation with

48. What color shirt are you wearing?

Gray

49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?

Yes! I have a rehearsal scheduled for the night before a really tough exam

50. Anyone you’re giving up on?

Yeah, kind of. Also people I’ve already given up on.

51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?

God, no. Really positive feelings towards him.

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?

Lol no. I’ll cut people off if I need to.

53. Do you like rain?

YES I love it

54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?

Hell no, let’s get drunk together

55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?

Of course?

56. Do you like to cuddle?

YES I LOVE TO CUDDLE

57. Are you shy?

Depends on the atmosphere, people I’m with. Generally, yeah.

58. Do you get along with girls?

Yes!

59. Have you dated the person you texted last?

Nooooooooooooooo

60. What do you carry with you at all times?

Phone

61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?

Yes, if I could bring a friend.

62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?

Already have!

63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?

Yeah 😎

64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?

Um. Honestly, not really into it. Once in a while, yeah, it’s cute. But if it’s like multiple times in one night, I feel like I’m just chillin with my grandma or something. Idk it’s more of a familial gesture to me, but I guess it can be cute.

65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?

Nah, not really. I may have seen a cute cat video.

66. How old are the last three people you kissed?

They’re currently 20, 25, ???noidea?

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?

Do em myself! I used to do nail art and I was p good at it.

68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?

EW NEITHER

69. Do you have any stickers on your car?

Yep, a University of Aberdeen sticker and a SCV sticker

70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?

Yikes neither

71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?

iPhone

72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?

I can’t remember 🤔

73. Do you like diet soda?

Nope, I don’t really like soda at all

74. What color are the walls in your room?

At school, white. At home, yellow

75. Are you 16 or older?

Yes!

76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?

Nope

77. Do you have a job?

Technically, yes, but I haven’t worked there or gotten hours since October

78. What are your initials?

Too personal :0

79. Did you ever have braces?

Yes and I need to wear my retainers!

80. Are you from the south?

Thank god no

81. What does your last status on facebook say?

I love rehearsal runs of clowns; there's nothing like hearing the opening chords of clowns while performing it solely for your Vanguard family. Thank you for such a special week, Santa Clara Vanguard!

82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?

Nope

83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?

Probably my mom?

84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?

I did gymnastics VERY briefly when I was really young

85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?

I think it was La La Land?

86. Do you smoke?

Cigarettes, no, weed, occasionally

87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?

Heels.

88. Is your phone touch screen?

Yeeeeeee

89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?

Curly! More like wavy. I just wash it and go

90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?

Nope

91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?

Hmmm...I think lakes are kinda fun! Idk swimming at Tahoe was a lot of fun. It’s like swimming in the ocean except less scary

92. Have you ever made out in a car?

Yes :0

93. …Had sex in a car?

Nope

94. Are you single or in a relationship?

In a relationship

95. What were you doing last night at midnight?

Either getting ready for bed or reading a chapter for my geowriting class

96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?

Nov 5, 2015 I think.

97. Do you like the camera on your phone?

Yeah, it does a good job

98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?

Nope, I don’t think I could do that

99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?

Nope! I’ve passed out while drinking, but that was like one drink in and it was because I was just really really tired. It was also at my own birthday party haha

100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?

...yeah

101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?

NOPE I’M SAFE AF

102. Name your favorite Kesha song:

103. Do you have any tan lines right now?

Not really, I have leftover tan lines from this summer though!

104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?

Only if I were like...going two stepping in Texas in the summer. Otherwise, no.

ALSO this person messaged me and added 105. post a selfie but I’m in bed so I’ll post an old one from Christmas :)

THANKS MY DUDE

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raechelrae · 7 years

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1-104

jesus ok if u insist

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?

well that would be the group chat i have w/ @bolkonskys-crazy and @beebop85 so i would be v confused and i’m sure they would be too

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?

never been kissed :(

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?

depends. weed in moderation is fine, but i’d be worried if he did hard drugs or smoked cigarettes or stuff like that

4. Is your last name longer than six letters?

yup, 7 to be exact

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?

see question #2

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?

ALL THE TIME i’m really not good at all with flirting

7. What does your last received text say?

“True”

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?

see question #2

9. Where was your last kiss at?

see question #2

10. When is the last time you saw your sister?

don’t have one, but i do have a brother

11. What do you drink in the morning?

coffee in any form

12. Where did you sleep last night?

my bed

13. Do you think relationships are hard?

extremely!!! people are so difficult!!!

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?

i would probably try to get myself to finish all my college applications sooner bc i put it all to the last minute and it was a hot ass mess

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?

see question #2

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?

sunny, my hair gets real frizzy when it rains

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?

my friend Kirsten from school

18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?

pajama pants

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?

i think dating might get a bit easier once i’m in college so i’d like to think so

20. Does anyone like you?

not that i know of??? but i hope so

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?

see question #2

22. Is the last person you kissed gay?

see question #2

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?

two people come to mind, the guy that sits in front of me in statistics and this sophomore i see at school sometimes. THEY NEVER STOP TALKING and it drives me up a fucking wall

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?

yeah definitely!!! i want it to be something theatre-related(since i plan on becoming an actor) but i haven’t decided exactly what yet

25. In the past week have you cried?

oh so often, the most recent was yesterday during my therapist appointment

26. What breed was the last dog you saw?

my rottweiler Ruby!!! i lover her!!!

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?

the towel rack is like, on the opposite side of the room so i have to get out of the shower to dry off

28. Have you ever kissed a football player?

see question #2

29. Do you think you’re old?

i’m only 17 so no

30. Do you like text messaging?

yes i love it i would die without it

31. What type of day are you having?

a pretty mellow day, school was canceled bc of snow so i’ve just been drinking cocoa and watchin netflix all day

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?

nah, facial piercings aren’t really my thing

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?

cold

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?

ugh so many i can’t name one. boys suck but they can be pretty cool too

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?

relationship, i’m a very all-or-nothing person

36. Are you a simple or complicated person?

very very very complicated

37. What song are you listening to?

“Tears Dry On Their Own” by Amy Winehouse

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?

definitely. i’m v stubborn so i don’t say sorry if i don’t think i’m actually to blame39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?

ha my therapist??? i’m pretty reserved so i don’t share a whole lot of my personal life to m friends40. What made you start liking the person you like now?

jesus idk he’s just… cool??? idk

41. When did you last receive a text message?

8:47pm42. What is wrong with you right now?

so many things man SHIT I FORGOT TO TAKE MY ADHD MEDS welp there’s one thing that’s wrong with me rn43. How well do you know the last female you texted?

pretty well, I’ve known her for a few years bc of school and we’ve gotten closer reccently bc of shared interests44. Does anyone disgust you?

no one in my personal life, but Trump is a pretty disgusting human being45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?

hell yeah as long as i’m interested in them

46. Are you in a good mood right now?

yeah i feel pretty calm and chill rn47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?

my dad48. What color shirt are you wearing?

black49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?

not that i can think of50. Anyone you’re giving up on?

not at the moment

51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?

nah i don’t hate him but i just wish we could’ve communicated better

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?

yup unrequited love is a bitch, my friends53. Do you like rain?

no fuck rain54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?

nah it’s cool as long as it’s in moderation55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?

yup i’ve literally never expressed my feelings for someone i had a crush on it’s always been the other way around

56. Do you like to cuddle?

not really, i kind of have personal space issues57. Are you shy?

at first, but i’m quite social once u get to know me58. Do you get along with girls?

yeah fam!!! girls are great!!!59. Have you dated the person you texted last?

nope60. What do you carry with you at all times?

my wallet and my cell phone

61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?

hell yeah!!! i like money!!!62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?

yeah definitely

63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?

nope64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?

if we were in a relationship??? but since we’re not i would say no65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?

my cat slept next to me on my bed last night that was pretty cute

66. How old are the last three people you kissed?

see question #2

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?

i always do my nails myself 68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?

leopard69. Do you have any stickers on your car?

nope70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?

country music makes me want to kms myself so Lil Wayne

71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?

IPHONE72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?

???it’s been years 73. Do you like diet soda?

yes!!! i prefer to it regular actually74. What color are the walls in your room?

like a pale, yellow-green 75. Are you 16 or older?

yup, i’m 17

76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?

no77. Do you have a job?

not currently, but i’m working on getting one at my uncle’s restaurant 78. What are your initials?

roj79. Did you ever have braces?

yup for like, over 2 years 80. Are you from the south?

nope, i’m from connecticut

81. What does your last status on facebook say?

“If you were writing an autobiography, what would you title the chapter where our lives intersected?” 82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?

see question #2 83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?

i’m pretty equally close to both of them84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?

nope85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?

Rogue One

86. Do you smoke?

nope87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?

heels88. Is your phone touch screen?

yup89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?

it’s naturally curly90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?

nope

91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?

lake92. Have you ever made out in a car?

see question #2 93. …Had sex in a car?

see question #294. Are you single or in a relationship?

single 95. What were you doing last night at midnight?

sleeping lol

96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?

at the big summer festival my town does every year

97. Do you like the camera on your phone?

yeah it’s pretty good98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?

see question #299. Have you ever passed out from drinking?

nope i don’t drink100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?

pretty much everyone i went to middle school with lol

101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?

no102. Name your favorite Kesha song:

“Take It Off” 103. Do you have any tan lines right now?

no it’s winter104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?

NO I WOULD NEVER

ur fucking welcome anon that took me 30 whole minutes

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