#stevenfictive

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i'm tired of how antagonist/villain fictive positivity shit is always directed at fictives who regret their source actions, like fictives who don't are "bad fictives". i don't regret what i did. i don't regret killing my brother for killing my miki because of how negligent he was. i don't regret it. maybe i will some day, but now, i don't, and i'm tired of that being used to define me. -steven ⚠️ (strangled red/pokepasta fictive)

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today on "i can't actually tell if i do hate mike, or if it's just the fact that our cultish, mind control using emotionally abusive groomer faked being a system and faked having a fictive of him and that's affecting how i see him". i interact with other mike fictives okay and i have nothing against him but otherwise i just. i don't know. it's difficult. do i really hate him. or is it easier to say i do to hide the underlying trauma. -steven ⚠️ (strangled red/pokepasta fictive)

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Mike's 4 years older??? No way. That can't be right. No... -Steven, Strangled Red fictive

(there's no way i'm the older brother, that doesn't seem right at all -Mike)

I swear I remember you being 2 years younger, what is this blasphemy -Steven

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Anonymous asked: thinking about you again. now that my mind is totally unclouded i miss you lots. i dunno if you miss me, but something in me hopes you do. love you, lil bro.

steven, strangled red, fictive.

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damn. some of you kids need help. i want to pick some of you up give you guys the childhoods you deserved -Steven, Strangled Red creepypasta fictive

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[meant to be posted today, Dec 1]

Oh, my birthday is today? I forgot. Mike feels bad about forgetting as well, but I'm not upset about it. But I guess happy birthday to myself, and any fellow Stevens that are out there- Steven, Strangled Red fictive

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Source gods I will smack y'all. We know Jack shit about my source. So why? Why am I here???

- Steven (Strangled Red creepypasta) fictive

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i miss miki. i miss daisy. i miss pallet town. i still have mike, but everything else is missing. it doesn't feel right.

- steven, strangled red fictive.

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My back hurts -Steven, Strangled Red fictive

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Oh. Twitter has turned me into a catboy. that's neat i guess. I now have catboy as a word in my Grammarly dictionary, which ngl i'm surprised i haven't done that yet. -Mike, Strangled Red creepypasta

[They turned me into a WOLFBOY. bites bites bites -Steven, the cooler sibling (fictive)]

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It's odd to think that I was in a complex version of a 3-Life Minecraft world, a very developed multiplayer server/SMP with many people, who I deeply cared about, that never existed in the first place, other than a child's mind...

And then I died three times and got sent to the weirdest fucking afterlife, but that's for a different story...

Death 1: Killed by Seph, who was trying to kill Simon (that's two Simons I've known now, haha.)

Death 2: Argued with Chesm while trying to raid Random's base, stepped on the wrong pressure plate and got an arrow through the head.

Death 3: while defending Seph from a bunch of mobs, I fell down Chesm's "Void hole" that they just finished. I fell down, so far down, and then it was over.

It's really just weird, being an Introject of an OC, who was from two different sources. I wonder how they're all doing now, my sourcemates... If you're out there, I hope you're all doing well, even you, Random. I made new friends in the otherlife, but you're all still dear to me.

- Kubert/Steven (The Bert Legacy+Minecraft) fictive

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The host and others in the system are encouraging me to vent but i.. I just can't do it most of the time. Why should I draw attention to my tiny problems that I should've been over months ago to people with actual problems? People have it worse than me. I'm supposed to help people, not the other way around. Turning attention to myself when others need help is just,, selfish.

I know thats a hypocritical way of thinking because I'd NEVER tell that to someone else, because it isn't true, everyone should always focus on their own health and seek out help but I just. I'm different. It doesn't apply to me. It never will. I'm sorry, everyone.

- Steven Universe fictive 🌟

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Oh boy time for the guilt uhm.

I'm a Steven Universe fictive and,, I've met other fictives of me? And I feel bad? Because for those other fictives, they still love mom, they see her in a good light. Meanwhile I need to blacklist anything mentioning Rose Quartz or Pink Diamond because. I don't see my mom in a good light at all. I still love her,, and I wish she was there with me,, but.

I acknowledge all that she's done and the trauma she put on top of me before that.

- Steven fictive

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I wish I was back at the beach with the gems, dad, Connie, and everyone else.. I miss everyone so much.

I know I have sourcemates!! And that's great, really, but.. We always fall out of touch because of the systems not being close and... I just miss everyone. It's hard, keeping contact with sourcemates through systems you're not friends with, nonetheless online. I want everyone to physically be here..

It's hard, coping without everyone. I've been.. Avoiding other headmates. I'm ashamed to admit it. I know I should make new friends, and I have but.. I can't just leave my old friends behind. I miss everyone so much. I don't want to just see one of the others once every few months because of passing by systems with a fictive from our source, I wanna hold long, real conversations that last a long time and we can have them often.

I miss everyone.

- Steven fictive 🌟

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