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#that sounds sad but. it's alright so please don't worry about me ❤️ I'm holding on just fine. got used to some things ❤️ trying to heal
taeyungie · 1 year
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hi ♡ i guess i'm back? 🥹
here's a little life update! i think you guys deserve it after my absence that lasted longer than even i expected it to last ;( i am very sorry about that. i miss everyone here and bangtan so much, you have no idea. the reason for all that is that for the past months i have been going through a lot of things and changes in my life. there were good and bad things happening, time flies extra fast, days melt into one and i didn't even notice the past half a year pass. although i think my absence was unavoidable in these circumstances i just thought that you guys deserve to know what's been up with me for the past months haha i have received a lot messages and reminders that people remember about me and that they miss me and i just want to send all of you my biggest apologies for leaving you for so long with no response, as well as all my love and gratitude! 🥺 i think i've been always fairly transparent on here so if anyone wanted to know more I'll leave some more details in the tags but basically I just hope that soon i will be able to become more active again and respond to messages ❤️❤️❤️ i hope everyone is doing great 🥰
#honestly... it was yoongi's comeback that made it happen. that made me have motivation to come back. i didnt expect it but here we are LOL#because for the past months i have been struggling a lot and i almost lost all the connections with my friends family and bangtan#i lost all my feelings and thoughts#i didnt miss anyone i didnt want to do anything i didnt want to be anywhere. i was completely submerged into my own head#i still am. it didnt exactly get better but.. its just yoongis impact jasbhdjdjd he made me remeber a lot#in october last year i developed a very agressive eating disorder and its gotten a lot worse at the begging of this year#and it has taken everything from me. it sucked me dry and still continues to do so. it made my mental health so much worse on every level#but im still here and thats what matters in the end right ❤️#from the good things - after long unfortunate and very stressful job hunting i finally got a stable job 🥰 and i continue my uni so far#that's why i was absent here most of the time. i decided to focus on my life and on trying to change something and to fight a little more#after jin's enlistment announcement... it was a wake up call for me#and maybe soon i will be back on track but im taking things slow. especially that its not easy for me at all#but i just wanted you to know that theres been a lot happening here so ❤️ im not just getting bored of tumblr and bts haha#i never stopped following the fandom i never turned off my notifications from media i never stopped looking up what they're up to each day#i just didnt have time and motivation to be active. because of my health i wanted to be quiet and away from eveyone and everything :/#even from my comfort people and activities#that sounds sad but. it's alright so please don't worry about me ❤️ I'm holding on just fine. got used to some things ❤️ trying to heal#so yeah i think thats that haha i think its enough and all basically#it may seem like very little but my life has always been very slow when it comes to big actions haha#anyway. love you all so much ❤️ thank you for not forgetting about me ❤️#soon i will try to answer some mesdages from my inbox. please wait for me just a little bit more ❤️ im very overworked right now#but im so sorry that you have to wait so long ❤️
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tsunderedoctor · 2 years
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Can I do an emergency request? My family is completely incapable of comforting me and emotionally supporting me in any way. They often just try and shut me down or get angry if I'm sad or get extremely emotional if I try to bring up a grievance even in a mature calm way. If I try to tell them about my problems they just tell me they don't want to hear it. But they expect me to listen to THEIR problems, comfort THEM, and bear the weight of THEIR anger full force. I just feel so alone. Can I get a gn reader with Law and Ace (separate), where the reader is upset, and isolates themself and struggles to open up for this reason but they're comforted and encouraged to express themselves? If this ask is too much or makes you uncomfortable or if it's just not at the right time, I completely understand. Thank you so much <3
I'm so sorry to hear that, it sounds like they are very codependent on needing you to listen to them, but won't give out the same. I hope you have other people in your life you can turn to for venting/comfort and if not you can always reach out to me, I'm sadly not the best at comfort (I try solutionism or positivity, and sometimes that's not for everyone), but I will do my best to listen! Remember anon, you are loved and wanted in this world! ❤️ Reader is gender neutral!
Babes Below~!
Trafalgar D. Water Law
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Law is easy when it comes to catching on to your behaviors. If something had occurred that he knows bothers you, he’s keeping an eye on you to let you know he’s there to listen. However, when you don’t come to him, he goes into full doctor boyfriend mode.
Won’t talk to you in front of anyone and waits until you two have alone time. He’s not going to make a big deal in front of the rest of the crew, because that doesn’t help anyone and could make you distrust him. 
Once you two have a chance to talk alone, he will ask if you are alright and even if he’s not the best, he wants you to open up to him. If you tell him everything is fine, he will counter you, tell you he can tell you aren’t fine. This can go into a back and forth cycle, and he doesn’t plan on losing this tug of war.
When you do give in and open up to him, he will do his best to listen and not give advice unless you ask for it. Due to his doctor skills, he knows a bit about mental health and knows it’s not good to hold things in (SIR-) so he just lets you talk and doesn’t stop you.
If you are physically frustrated by this and are on the verge of tears or those tears have already fallen, he will pull you in an awkward hug. Despite having some muscles, his body is still lanky and bony, so there isn’t much to lean against, but he tries! 
Sucks at making jokes or trying to distract you, if you need humor just try to make him blush (it’s pretty easy-) and that alone will leave a smile on your face!
Portgas D. Ace
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 Ace is a stressor in general! He’s a big brother and wants his family, friends, and YOU to be happy! So once he sees just one thing off, he is asking right away what is wrong and what can he do to help!
Due to being a words of affirmation lover, he is quick to spill out his gut on his feelings on you and how much you mean to him. He’s also worried the reason you are upset is because of him (low self-esteem baby🥺🥺), so please tell him you aren’t upset with him or boy will explode.
You have to tell this man what is wrong, ignoring him will just convince it was him all along, it’s a weird way to get you to confess and open up I guess? When you finally tell him the truth, he will make a sign of relief and hug you tightly. Unlike Law, he’s bony, but not as bad, he has some fat on him from always eating.
 WILL bring humor into the situation! He will make jokes and try to get you to laugh. He usually handles his own depression with humor and jokes, so will incorporate those coping skills to you as well. 
Keeps his mouth shut on you opening up to him, unlike some of his brothers, Ace knows how to keep a secret and is a good confident to open up to. Even if someone on the crew had upset you, he will never give the impression he knows and won’t treat anyone differently. 
Gives you physical touch if you prefer that throughout the day! Holding hands, hugs, and simple kisses, he just wants you to know he is here for you and supports you!
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