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rearima · 7 years

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TG:re 126

Long post with all my thoughts/meta on this chapter. Talking about Yoriko, Mutsuki, Aura, Ui, Touka/Kaneki, Centipede-kun. Wrote part of this last week, finishing it super late now. But still counts as long as tgre 127 isn’t out yet :P

So Yoriko is fine and the hand was fake afterall. Touka’s “So that hand was fake all along” means that she actually didn’t know whether or not Yoriko really was in Mutsuki’s hand or how she was doing/alive. Makes me wonder what actions she would have taken if the wedding didn’t happen and also how much she actually talked to Kaneki about this matter, seeing that she was only thinking to herself about how the hand was fake and Kaneki didn’t make any impression that’d suggest that he knew about the severity of the situation. I mean, she could’ve just told him that she’s heard rumors that Yoriko was getting married to an investigator and asked Kaneki to bring her there so she could at least see her best friends wedding from afar. I’ve talked about this before, as I was wondering what actions she’d take to save Yoriko and how she didn’t open up about it to Kaneki so he had no idea what was going on. Now, the Yoriko situation seems to be solved surprisingly easy but I highly doubt (and hope) this isn’t the end of this conflict. Yoriko is a very important person in Touka’s life and her character development and it’s still an unsolved issue as Touka has been running away from it, to protect Yoriko but also fearing what Yoriko would think of her when she learns that she’s a ghoul (would she think that Touka’s a ‘monster’? - we know how it’s something that has been haunting Touka). (Btw, why hasn’t anyone brought out that Uta joke aka ‘What if Yoriko actually was Uta in disguise’ this time lol…)

that part about Mutsuki and Urie was something I was really pleased to see. I’ve been wondering for some time now about Mutsuki’s bond and feelings towards others (that are not Kaneki). Because of their past and then seeing how they went quite psycho, I began to wonder how much they actually cherish the other ppl around them. Also wondered about the nature of their special bond with Urie. AND the question that has been floating around lately: Is Mutsuki redeemable? And I kinda got my answers in this chapter? First things first: Urie got friendzoned really hard.

He is that one special person that is particularily close to Mutsuki: 1. both know each others ‘secrets’ (see auction raid, where they saw his vulnerable side and he discovered their biological gender) 2.Mutsuki was very open to him, talking about their wishes/feelings/thoughts and how they are tasked with the Oggai and even admitting to be in love with their former mentor and that they went to :re and 3. throughout the whole conversation I think it was very sincere and calm and sane on Mutsuki’s part. There was no acting, no facade. They’re still hiding things from Urie but…When was the last time I’ve seen this calm side of Mutsuki? 4. It shows the deep trust Mutsuki has for Urie. To actually trust others - this is really big deal for Mutsuki considering all the things they experienced and their current mental state. And we know they also care a lot about how Urie views them. Despite all, Mutsuki was worried about how to explain things to Urie when they attacked Akira on Rushima. It seems like Mutsurie is everything but just not romantic haha… (but my ship is still alive ok) Moving on to their bonds with others: Mutsuki expressed that they just wished that they all return to their former home (oh how I always get triggered by this word lol). And since I assume they’re not lying, I think it shows that they do cherish the others and holds dear the good old times they spend together. Kaneki is someone they clutch on, but he isn’t the only thing that matters and even if the priorities are very clear there, it still is interesting to see that there are other things that genuinely matter to Mutsuki, even after all that’s happened. - And that brings me to the question whether Mutsuki is redeemable. The things I’ve seen in this chapter from Mutsuki are shining a more positive light on this character. They didn’t actually hurt Yoriko (probably also because it’d cause lots of trouble) and mentioned that Bujin looked happy and she looked pretty and wondered if any of them would find such happiness. And I think I saw a genuine soft and good side of them shine through there. Also, it’d be easier for Ishida do redeem this character if they didn’t do anything to Yoriko because otherwise many would call bullshit and how this character is way too far gone to make any way of redemption tolerable. While it’s true that if we were completely honest and unbiased, then we’d pretty much have to judge this character just as strictly as we judge Torso, but we mostly don’t and that’s just how it is, as we (or at least I) feel more sympathetic towards Mutsuki as this character has grown on me more than Torso ever did.

And well, Urie still couldn’t bring up the real questions… What’s he gonna do next though? Will he concentrate on dealing with Mutsuki or will he start with Kaneki?

So the theory about Aura Kiyoko having lost her legs are officially confirmed now. That explains Shinsanpei’s actions (kinda). Still think it’s a bit extreme how he developed that bloodlust and psychotic attitude (he didn’t care about killing humans in the last arc and acted like he didn’t see anything when running into Mutsuki and Uta). This boy is way too deep into revenge imo. But it also depends on how close of a relationship he has with his auntie. If she is like a mother figure to him, then well, one could explain how he loses himself this much. There’s a post about how the way Aura Kiyoko acts is a bit suspicious. I agree. and to kinda add to it, I always found it weird that Aura and Mougan were even allowed to live when they have seen all their faces. And yet, after that incident, only Kaneki and Hirako were actively wanted. How come they don’t seem to be looking for Touka (remember how they were hunting for Hinami?), who left quite the impression on the two special classes? I thought they’d all go into hiding because the two who saw their faces where still alive but they actually didn’t have to change their life style at all. I dunno. Maybe it’s just a plothole? Afterall, Hirako and this kids where walking around publicly aswell, and dear Kaneki even rode on a train and had much fun… What I’m trying to say is, I actually like this theory that the oek and the special class came to some kind of mutual understanding back then (After Kaneki injured her legs).

I’ve got many questions regarding the Okihara thing. I wondered how the heck Kanou was able to control his zombie army and when they were first introduced, they totally gave off the near to mindless killer zombies vibe, altho Okihara did speak briefly and it let me believe that while he stilll had a concious mind, his body was somewhat under control by Kanou. Now, in this chapter, it seems like he could act on his own acord with some restrictions. The theory about how Kanou might be controlling them by bribing with the “medicine” but I still think it doesn’t hold too much ground bc is Kanou really that sure that all of his zombies hold on to their new life so much that they’d just do anything Kanou tells them? It’d be a rather unsafe way to ensure control (and it’s kinda dangerous if some of them turn against him while he thinks he’s absolutely got the upper hand). Let’s say for example if Shirazu is one of them. I don’t think he’d just listen to Kanou and do things against his own moral (especially if he’d face his old team). Now, the meeting itself with Ui seemed pretty secretive and it makes sense that Kanou/Furuta wouldn’t want them to work together or share info. So why was he even able to walk around freely in the first place? Or did he just sneak out of the lab? I wonder about his “The dead do not return.” It could mean that he wasn’t dead dead at the time Kanou got his hands on him (he didn’t directly answer Ui’s question on whether he definitely died afterall). But in context of the rest of the story and the setups so far (pretty sure Shirazu and Hairu definitely died), I don’t think that’s the meaning behind this. Rather, he’s probably talking about how they don’t really come back as living people. They depend on their medicine and are robbed of their freedom. They’re only living on borrowed time. And well, Ui. This guy has been holding his personal feelings in for so long that he’s now totally loosing it. He lost the most important ppl in his life and even lost his beloved justice when he discovered Furuta’s true face and that he was used as a stepping stone for his evil plans. There’s nothing he can hold on to, nothing he can fight for (or so he thinks) and to keep himself alive he holds on to his past (aka the ppl he’s lost), even if it means selling his soul to the devil. I don’t see a good ending for him tbh…

(Ui and Urie have now joined my list of “characters who are competing with Kaneki for ‘protagonist of a tragedy’“. Congratulations.)

So now, onto the last chunk: Touka and Kaneki. First of all, yes, I loved seeing Kaneki smile (also bc he rarely does) and I know everyone are happy about it and I don’t mean to be a spoilsport, but it kinda felt superficial? The fact that they have finally reached the next base in their relationship did Kaneki good, it did some healing but he’s still far from overcoming his depression. Why do I feel that his smile or even, the happiness was superficial (heck, I really don’t know if this is even the right word, pls excuse my limited english knowledge)? When Touka gave him the ring he gave that super happy smile like there are no worries in the world while putting the necklace on and very naively claims that he’ll always remember her whenever he see the ring. Naive, bc he doesn’t seem to really get the message, meaning and weight behind it at all (afterglow sticks strong with this dork xD). He doesn’t question anything, doesn’t seem to have any deep thoughts about it, he just takes it as it is and is just in his happy mood throughout all the panels there. Kaneki is happy and behaving naive/superficial/ignorant, seeing things through rose-tinted-glasses (its must have been a few days after that night and he’s still a happy pup I can’t xD) Being a little naive is Not necessarily a bad thing though for he’ll have to get serious very soon anyways. but it surely does emphasize that ‘ignoring the problems around them’ theme of last chapter. Well, actually, that’s exactly what unsettles me. I feel like all this happy go lucky will be robbed of him before he can get one of his feet back on the ground…

There’s also this visible contrast between Kaneki’s and Touka’s demeanor. While Kaneki was all smiles and stuff Touka was rather thoughtful. Kaneki is still a little high but Touka is already back to normal. It’s especially visible in that scene where Kaneki boldly said “Whenever I look at this I’ll think of you, Touka-chan.” Touka turned around and didn’t give any sort of answer/comment beside “…” <- This is a sign that she’s actually having many thoughts rn and doesn’t want to say them or doesn’t know how to say them: We know the ring holds great importance to Touka and symbolizes love, parents, past. It’s super interesting and important to mention that her giving this to Kaneki can also be interpreted as her letting go of something she was holding on to. Or well, also passing it on, so someone else (Kaneki) can hold on to it when something happens to her (or also to himself) and he needs strength and comfort. i mean, he literally said something around this line so I’d be surprised if he doesn’t look at this ring and (cries) gains new strength/hold on to it with his dear life when things gets really tragic at some point (aka soon).

What are the reason for Touka to give her parent’s ring to Kaneki? It’s a symbol of love, trust, hope and remembrance and maybe she hopes that in the situations where he can’t get hold of his own life, when he is that lost and desperate, he can still hold on to this and remember that it is one of the reasons still worth struggling for. I wonder, what are her thoughts, what is weighing on her mind rn? Is she already worrying about how he might just disappear again one day. Is she worried that something bad will happen to him. Or herself? They live a dangerous life after all and that has just been proven again when Mutsuki attacked them at :re.

some side notes: The parallels between Hikari/Arata/(Yomo) and Touka/Kaneki/(Ayato) have been present for a long time now and what if, only hypothetically, Touka dies? Will Kaneki be consumed by hatred just like Arata? Is Touka maybe already worried about something like this?

People are freaking out about the deathflags on Touka and I’m just sitting here thinking that there are lots of things that are worse than death and we have seen many examples throughout TG… So no, personally, I don’t see Touka dying. Those are flags, yes, but not exactly ‘death’-flags (I don’t want either for Touka and it’s really scary thinking about what might happen to her in the future… whatever it’ll be though, I’m convinced she won’t die. It’s… just gonna be something worse…)

And everyone’s favorite, the Centipede showed up. There are many possibliities for its interepretation. It’s associated with strength. It appeared when Kaneki was tortured. It has a direct connection to when Kaneki finally got stronger, when he started to seek out strength, when he witnessed losses and hated that feeling of not being able to protect and also when he loses control and when we first learned more about his past. So those are things/themes that we might see again soon enough as Ishida loves playing this parallelism game. So, to sum it up: Tragedy incoming.

#many mistakes but it's like 3am and I'm super sleepy hope i made sense tho maybe edit some parts later #tg meta #tgre 126 #tooru mutsuki #touka kirishima #kanetou #kaneki ken #tg theories #exactly 2500words btw lol

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sassafrassrex · 7 years

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Tagged by @bosstoaster the cool cat who runs most of this three-ring circus

5 things you’ll find in my bag:

Wallet

Pocket knife

Pocket calendar

Pocket Maxwell Medical reference (pockets, pockets, pockets!)

Like the previous answeree: So. Many. Pens.

5 things you’ll find in my bedroom:

Clashing wall decor and the like from various countries

A GIANT, beautifully made desk that I rescued from a curb in pieces (v proud)

A terrarium with a grumpy old man milksnake in it (my dearie little son)

Many, many, many books

Not much else actually… clothes? On my the lucky days, there can be found a handsome 20something lifepartner

5 things I’m currently into

Three guesses and the first two don’t count… It’s literally the only reason you know me

Gene Wolfe. All things Gene Wolfe. The man is built out of diamonds and stars

Extinct fauna (HB recently got me the alphabet book, “Mammoth is Mopey” and I’m still grinning (Tiktaalik is talkative!!!))

Ultrasound! As of the afternoon, this former source of rage is utterly fascinating (funny how that works)

The Quantum Thief – REALLY good books. Make your brain go beeeeeendy

5 things on my to-do list:

Bratty, obstinant WIPs (oye)

Buy mice for my tiny geriatric (hungry) son

Study for Thursday’s and Friday’s exams

Uhm… pull down the Christmas decorations. We passed ‘pathetic’ two months ago (next week I swear!)

The STEP1 exam. The only nightmare I ever have is the STEP1

5 things people may not know about me:

I’m kind of on life #2 (titled ‘Married in Medschool’). My first was spent working multiple deadend jobs as a lab tech, which was fine b/c they hired fast and I could quit when I wanted. Was a shoestring backpacker (have made it to 17 countries). Homebase was a STAGGERINGly sketchy little house with 6 college-age men and an unlockable front door (ah Laramie… ^_^)

Child and teenhood gymnast. Specifically, horse vaulting. Our team went to nationals 3 times, and I had made Bronze level when I had to stop. Not too shabby

I’m a lout. On tumblr, I kind of advance, backtrack, and then hide under blankets (which is probably its own kind of annoying). In RL, I’m a LOUD, obnoxious dope who dances w/o music and trips/elbows/just bumps into ppl literally all the time (truly, I am repulsive)

I married a traceur. He CLIMBS things and tends to break himself. And he doesn’t ever complain, but living in a city w/boring box buildings (in unsafe neighborhoods anyway) and NO MOUNTAINS, is kind of slowly killing him the way a broken heart kills a Tolkien Elf (2 more years and we are gone from this place, no matter what)

… … … There are no other interesting things about me… I have long yellow hair???

Tagging @linesofreturninggeese @15strawberri3s @lightshesaid @headspacedad @gitwrecked obviously unless y’all have already been tagged by someone else

#meme #personal silliness

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lullaandby · 4 years

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su1

SECTION A.

DIC PICS

THANKS NANA

TELEMARKETING

BE AN OLD LADY

Story- old people stories

***

SECTION B.

UMAMI

STORY- MADONNA

BEST LIFE

MHP

MOMS NEW CAREER

2. THE SHIT PARENTS SAY

5. THEMS THE BREAKS

7. STORY. Something my parents did on me

8. As a “lesson that I do back”

9. -stealing the balloons//

10. -the special dolls// it’s my affection

11.

12. Story. When you parents get nuts

13. Dad always

14. Mom working

15.

16.

17. MY STOMACH ISNT FLAT

18. *

19.

20. SECTION C.

JIZZ FOR JESUS

ST HORROR

FIREY PITS

GOOD TO KNOW the Bible

BIBLICAL HERO

PORN HUB THE WORLD

LADIES NIGHT

LADIES ARE MORE DANGEROUS

STORY- ME

Old sunshine thought of revenge

Just settle for the good parents visit

FOR REAL REVENGE

THE REAL REGINA GEORGRE

START OF Repression

COME A LONG WAY

MONGOOSE

VALIDATION STATION

THAT FREIND

DOWRY

MOTHER SHAME.

JENNER WORLD

PRECIOUS MOMENTS

JESUS INVENTED BROS

FEMALE VERSION OF BROS

PRODIGY KIDS

A FEW MORE STEPS

SECTION F.

METH NANNY

Story-Trisha

OVERSHARE

TRYING

ROCK BOTTOM

ASS THAT WON’T QUIT

*build out

Maybe what you thought you’d do as a kid

Business ventures

Work// office rips

-bosses

-ppl

Work parties

Work gifts

Work birthday cards

Admin assistants.// mid level managers

Some are like bold coyotes you have to stand them down

Others are like waiting for dial up

spouses Having people over from work

STORY- work

Competitive sports at work

LIFE IS MONOTONOUS

PAINT NITE

REAL HOBBIES

SECTION D

KNOW YOUR READY FOR KIDS

GROUPSEX

BJS WHOLESALE

FIND U A MAN

POETRY

DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MALES AND FEMALES

WHY WE KILL THEM

WHY THEY KILL US

MARRIAGE VS DATING

DAVIDS BRIDAL

BEST PART OF BEING SINGLE

S-CAVEAT EMPTOR// ECONOMY MODEL HUSBAND

S-BLACK LAB

S-TUNA MELT//BJONES

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SECTION E.

Emotional baggae

Tauma report

CHINA STUDY

Popcorn and maraschino cherries

CAN’T HANG

FREINDS (material)

- Dave Mathew band concert

AFFIRMATIONS

QUESTIONABLE INTESNSITY

ORPHANS

MID LEVEL MANAGERS

FRIEND BREAK UPS

***

SECTION G

MOCHA

OUTRAGE

CRAFTS

STORY- affirmative action

***

SECTION H.

DIC PIC

DIC AS CURRENCY

DATING (material)

STORY- DATING STORIES

-pimple guy

-scat Guy

BALTIMORE BUTTS

(TRYING HARD AS A LADY)

CAHTZ

SUPERIOR SEX

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SECTION I. (Insert wherever in show)

2. NERDS

2. ARTISTIC INTEGRITY.

TRUE FEMINISM

PROTEST

Discussing gay rights and homophobia with a solid idiot

Low budget music video. Comparisson

***********

SECTION A.

THANKS NANA

TELEMARKETING

BE AN OLD LADY

Story- old people stories

THANKS NANA 37 seconds

Guidance around reproduction changes tremendously as your age increases

In your 20s it's-

{voice second grade teacher}”hey. you literally have your whole life ahead of you, dream big.

Really Think about what type of family you'd like to have."

In your 30's it's-

{voice. Delores} " hey. Listen. If you're lucky enough to find a gentleman

who will put up with your particular brand of nonsense-

You better be pragmatic.

Just let a few slide in there."

Thanks Nana. Good looking out. Always got my back.

TELEMARKETING. 40 seconds

My favorite moments are when family members,

The variety only seen at sporadic events like funerals-

approach the topic of child bearing with such force as if there was a commission based payout for their efforts.

{cousin Linda} Hi Ms. Galvin, it's cousin Linda.

(Sniffle. Throat clear )now- I just wanted to circle back on your womb intentions.

The last time we spoke you were undecided -

NOW Because you're a special member of our family I'd like to interest you in a brand new offer that would be perfect for you-

embryo harvesting.

No thanks.

BE AN OLD LADY

SECTION B.

UMAMI.

There was a woman who made a post about wanting to borrow a cat from someone

So that her children could live out the fantasy of having Garfield over for a lasagna dinner.

If I ever asked my mother that she would give me the newspaper strip of the cartoon

and let me know that’s what I’d be eating.

She would however throw in a umami packet for flavor

Story- madonna

No body is afraid of my mom now.

2. BEST LIFE

3. My mother recently retired and decided that this year she was going to live her very best life.

5. So far her efforts exist of the life changing choice between sand dune and waffle cone two

6. Thrilling shades of beige for the downstairs bathroom.

9. MENTAL HEALTH PROFESSIONAL

10. Growing up I asked to see a therapist as my idea of a fun playdate was-

11. Opening up a cabinet, chucking the entire contents

12. And gently settling them back in an organized fashion.

13.

14. Which if you’ve ever spent anytime around kids classified me with a disorder just known as

15. weirdo girl who rearranges shit.

16.

17. My mother informed me that she was my therapist.

18. With a real level of confidence, like I should just know

19. That our entire family is going to make up my team of health care professionals.

20. Who is my dentist? Grandma?

21. Seem sketchy as she..

22.

23.

24. To her credit, no one told my mother that daily episodes of Steve Harvey does not

25. A mental health professional make.

26.

27.

28. MOMS NEW CAREER

29. Teri does have a new job.

30. She buys furniture so often I recommended her to be in the 1930s industrial revolution

31. As it utilizes her skills and is alignment with some beliefs.

32.

33. Just kidding she’s settled in on a cake baker

34. Where she insists on baking cakes for your celebration

35. Then setting them up and pretending to not suck all

36. The attention out of the room

37.

38. Just kissing she’s a full time narcissist.

39.

40.

41. THE SHIT PARENTS SAY

42.

43.

44. THEMS THE BREAKS

45. Using things against them.

46. That they taught you were rules.

47.

48. Story-stole something and she made me go back (something about flipping it back)

2. FIGHT TO THE DEATH

4. Winner gets all expense paid trip with mom.

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survivormoheli · 6 years

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Episode Eleven - “I've never felt so popular” - Eric K

Tim

This literally could NOT have been a more worse challenge for me. I did this in Lago De Atitlan and my ass gave up on it because I could never get the correct answer so I quit and or never submitted. Im literally cryinggggg this is like the worst. Mastermind was robbed of being the final 7 challenge tbh.

Eric K

The one day I actually don't spend my life in the lab and I'm away from my laptop and my phone's dying and everybody is messaging me! I've never felt so popular... But obviously the desperation to stay was real for Dani with a few missed Skype calls I noticed once I got my phone plugged in. I'm happy with y current position but the thought of me potentially being at the bottom of the totem pole in my alliance is definitely in my mind. Richie has approached me but I feel like that's out of desperation to stay in the game. I think I'm going to message people individually in my alliance to see what I can get out of it in terms of reassurance...

Lynn

okay okay okay yay i’m safe and as stressful as this vote was it was really nice that my alliance was there for me and willing to go to rocks to keep me in the game! it really made my heart happy and i love them!

Blake

The plan worked! Tara got him to trust her by telling him she wud take him to F3 with Eric and that she wud take me and Lynn out! And j got to Erica by baiting Dani into saying she wants to vote Tim out! And she also said the same thing about Eric so now I know inhale gim with me the entire game! Bc I also got quotes of Richie and Phoenix saying they wnat Eric out! Quotes are magical I’m leaneing so much about skype! And well witht I’m i was like you really wanan go to rocks for someone who wrote your name down and only Flipped in the last hour. Me and Tara go to him we r a great team!!

Tim

SO I completed the Immunity challenge in about 5 minutes and honestly I'm shook. I may not have it in the bag but I'm proud of myself for completing it nonetheless. I just wonder if Lynn and Blake's time advantage will allow them to snatch the win. I'm just not entirelyyyy confident that I have a good time but who knows.

Phoenix McInroe

DANI!!!!! Nooooo :-(

Blake

tbh im scared to do this challenge bc ik i need to win it bc im definitely gettin votes tonight. BC i dont knwo iff eric is fully with me...

Blake

F3 will be me Lynn and Tara you are hearing this first here on Moheli Confessions thank yo have a good night.

Blake

If Tara or Lynn flip on me my heart is broken and they deserve to win this game

BLAKE

HI YES HELLO BLAKE IS AN IDIOT AND DOESNT KNOW HOW TO COPY AND PASTE HJSKDFJSDNKDF I WUD LIKE OF HAVE LIKE 45 SECS SHAVED OFF MY TIME IF I WASNT A FREAKIN IDIOT I HATE MYSELF! CCOPY AND PASTING IS GONNA SEND MY ASS HOLE HOME OMG RIPPP!

Lynn

a lil aggravated at my closest alliance rn but ik i can’t let my annoyances ruin a good ass alliance but god i’m a little tired of working with him and it’s killing me slowly inside to continue

Eric K

Hi I won! I'm honestly so surprised!! But yayyyy!!!

Eric K

I'm thinking of putting in Raffi and JG because I was iloj good terms with both of them before they got voted off. I know some of the members of my alliance may be in danger but I'm hoping they will make a decision that's best for me in the end. Fingers crossed!!

Blake

I AM SOO GLAD ERIC WON! maybe lol idk im suspicious of him bc like i hope he sees me more as a friend then a threat bc he cud easily turn on me ... just one more vote. then it wont matter what he does! me lynn and tara are planning to go all the way with this!

Tara

me n phoenix r gonna hang out irl tomorrow!!! i'm so excited!! we're gonna see love simon n eat ice cream. i think i'm getting voted out today tho...... so drama! hhopefully i don't bcos i rly wanna see love simon HAHAHA

shoutout to ISAAC!!!! thank u for drafting me. u r the bomb dot com. ko te isaac ko te poma. thats some maori for u!! maori is the native language in nz i'm tryna use it more in my vocab. um anywayyy thank u isaac for drafting me i think i don't know u either but it'd b rly cool 2 chat! can u believe i got to f7?? i rly thought i was getting premerge but wowzas i' m here! i hope i get u lots of points and u win. ka pai! haere ra, e noho ra!

Tim

With Raffy and JG voting this round things are going to get intensee. Im really relying on them voting Blake so Richie can live. Also Eric winning immunity and making him less goaty? Surprising.

Richie

well...... last round i was so suspicious that things weren't going to go well and i was right which sucks... there was a big thing where dani wanted to take out tara and tim wanted to take out lynn so i was trying so hard to work on that situation to nail down the plan before doing anything else and then all of a sudden tim was like "i got the votes to get rid of lynn" and i was like....?????? and then he said he had tara and i was like !?!?!?!!?!!!!!???? and i was trying to seem trusting of tim bc im still probably on thin ice from the raffy vote and he assured me that everything was in place but i should have done more and then the votes came in and it was a tie and i tried to get eric but he ignored me and i was like fuck bc i knew tim wouldnt risk rocks for dani so shes gone and now blake/lynn/tara are all still here and all i have now is tim and phoenix and me and phoenix havent talked since l i t e r a l l y day 3.... i knew i had dani and dani had phoenix but now shes gone its like.... fuck

i went to the group chat of me tim and phoenix and really reiterated that we need to stick together and i was like hey we havent been the best group but the only way we make it is if we're together....bc if theyre desperate and think its one of them i dont want them going around throwing me under the bus to save themselves this round!!!! ive been working on building a personal relationship with eric and during the revote debacle i proposed a f3 deal with him but idk where that stands im hoping thats something that can save me bc hes #4 in blake/lynn/tara who are a strong group if i'm promising him f3 thats the better option for him.... god i hate this i just want to survive this vote bc 7th place sounds so much uglier than 6th place

Richie

also i was reading the rules and it said there was no idols in this game but there were still rules on how to play an idol....... and all the rewards in this game have been super immediate like advantages for the current round or the following one but i remember there was one week where someone won reward and nothing came out of it..... and i thiiiiiiiink it was blake??? so im not sure but i wouldnt be surprised if he pulls something out tonight since its his first time being openly non-immune that he probably feels in jeopardy but id rather take the shot at him tonight and risk it than play it safe bc im probably going home anyway and if jg and raffy are voting from the jury they'll hopefully direct their anger at blake??????? which might make it so we dont even need eric?????? ugh who knows... i feel like if blake really felt in trouble tonight he would have come to me about this vote....

Tim

Based on Tara's answer she's gonna be solid with Blake and Lynn and ughhh that hurts but here is the tea: https://brandnewconfessionalblog.tumblr.com/post/172461067963

Blake

I’m scared af about this tribal! Richie is smart he’s gonna try to get Eric to vote me out! Sooo nervous I hate not being immune this is worse than the open world. It’s getting so close to F3 and I just want to get there soo ba domg i hav worked sooo hard I voted ppl out I care about and I don’t want that all to Ben in vain! And I’m super excited about the F6 twist I want to know So bad! This is my last super scary vote! After this Ik me Lynn and Tara will stay together. This is the last time it won’t be a tie vote or majority I think unless some advantages come into play!

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