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#them: OH MY GOD THATS SO EXPENSIVE we are not wasting our money on that.
perenlop · 1 year
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why is giving family members a small wishlist so much more tedious than it has to be
#me: hey heres my wishlist its in an email can you also forward it#them: yeah sure but uh you cant have anything thats not on amazon bc we dont know how to use other sites#me: wdym its the same process#them: well its more complicated oh my god we are older we dont understand#me: well ok. ill find alternatives where i can#them: wait can you just let us edit our own wishlist with what you want?#me:... why cant you use the one i sent?#them: BECAUSE it is too much ok pls just send a couple of things#(the list only has like 8 things and two are gift cards)#me: well. fine heres two things i really want#them: hm. are you sure you want that? it doesnt cost a lot#me: yes. i dont like asking for expensive things that arent games we have been over this.#them: well put something more expensive on there then we just feel bad getting you a cheap thing bc then we think youre worth less#me: .... ok heres one of those custom pokemon shirts just bc i think theyre neat#them: OH MY GOD THATS SO EXPENSIVE we are not wasting our money on that.#me: ... ok can i have the games then?#them: sure. god why are you so hard to buy for youre sooooo weird about gifts#for extra context: my brothers and cousins ask for over $100 worth of stuff and usually get all of it and more#and its not like im ungrateful either i never snap at them or anything. i usually ask for practical stuff or aesthetics like stickers#when its not books or games... but theyve gotten more passive aggressive lately i think#for my bday most ppl werent weird but my aunt made a big deal out of getting me a $20 sweater i couldnt wear#bc of the texture and size not working for me. and like loudly emphasizing ''OH GOD DONT LOOK AT THE PRIIIICE UGH IM SO MEAN''#all the while im being polite and thanking her and shes just freaking out at me for ''being hard to buy for''#and being ''forced to buy me something so gross and cheap'' like it felt like a weird power move#echoed voice
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nctworststuff · 3 years
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2 Hearts 1 love; Chapter 1: Beginning
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jPairing: Taeyong x fem!reader ft bestfriend!Yuta
Sub-genre: Angst, crack, College au
Sub-Warning: Breakup, cursing, doubt about love, mention of kill, mention of gun and knife, featuring of Yuta, coffe, cringe (?)
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED
Words count: 1.4k
Summary: Already written in the paper that y/n and Taeyong are destined to be together. But there must be challenges and storylines that they have to go through
Sub-summary: The very beginning story that tell you about how you meet each other
Velvet say: This is an event for The TaeTae Day! I hope you guys love it! Sorry for any mistake!
Tagging: @supermwritersnet @jaehyunstories (send an inbox if you want to be added)
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"We breakup"
"If its all you want" Your voice are calm but anyways you slammed the table and stand up, let your untouched cup of coffe on the table spilled.
Your (ex) boyfriend shook that you not even show him any expression. You just act professional and your face just calm. Its because you know he cheated on you for a long time ago. You just pretend to blind your eyes with those pain. You tired of this.
"Y/n, please dont made any mess-"
"No one care about the messy I made. And you said you cheat on me right? Okay. Also yeah, have fun with your new girl" you said before shut the door, not forget to shove your shoulder with his.
He just stay still at his place, not even move. He pissed off a bit of what you said
”Such a rude lady”
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You are tired of this. This is a... second time you're in this situation? But The fact that your ex cheating on you not hit you at all. You get used with it. Why you have to cry?
Plus it's not essential at all. You know he is not a right person for you from the beginning of your relationship. Okay, there's a scar a in your heart but it doesn't effecting you life at all
After the a few days you breakup with your ex, you just scroll the social media and do a thing that just wasting your time. You just want to spend your time with real and only y/l/n y/n. Thanks to your ex, because of him, you feel really doubt about love.
In the future, if you have a grandchild, you can imagine it about them asking you a love thing like "How grandma fall in love for the first?" Or "Who is grandma's first love" and something that related about the topic. Of course you would lying about the 'first love' question.
Because you dont want to tell a hurt thing behind a happier one. Let just blind them with those thing, so they know that love is somehow is a good thing but actually they finally know what is artifical love and true love when they go through it. And you would do the same thing with your future child
You shook your head
Okay maybe this is too FAR and this is too early to think
Until you get a call from someone,
"Hello" the familiar voice speak
"Hi Yuta. Whatsup?"
"Meet me, at usual place at 2.00"
”Sure”
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"Why you suddenly decide to meet me? Usually you would busy on the weekdays like this" you stirring a coffe you received from a waiter at usual place. Usually, you hang out with him at here when holiday or when he want to discuss about assignment
"I already complete an assignment early which professor had give us plus I dont know what to do today. So I decide to hangout with you” he take a sip of hot espresso
"Nothing to talk about?" he ask you like he know that you're hiding something. You gulped
"What?" You act like nothing happened
"Spill the tea“ oh, he really know about it
"Well, yeah I just spend my time with my pho-“
"No. I was talking about you and him" he cut you off.
"You broke up with him right?" How he know about that? He doesn't supposed to know this
"How you know about that?"
"You forgot he is my friend" he replied
"Gee. Friend? I didn't know you are friend with him"
"Not really friend. Just my classmate"
"Im regret to date with him" you rolled your eyes. How you feel stupid at yourself for fall easily at the very beginning and you got nothing at the end.
"Thats why its called regret, y/n" He is right. Regret is a dissapointed over something that already past. And you date with your ex is the thing of a past.
"Dont talk about him. Im tired with that. I should kill him" If you have a knife or any gun in your hand, you just already kill him when you saw he cheated on you
”Unfortunately, its a crime”
”Yeah, I know”
"Dont worry. Maybe there is someone out there who are truly right for you" yeah, maybe.
"Who would it be?"
"Someone. Someone that is not me. Cuz Im not deserve you" yuta play with his finger
"Stop talking about love. Love is too early for me"
”But we are getting older, y/n" you know day by day you are getting older but if you still not believe with love you can get into the trouble
”I feel doubt about love" there is it. The feeling of doubt always running through your head
”Trust me, love is exist”
”I know but somehow its like fake for me”
”How about that red haired guy?”
”Who?”
”You dont know? He is a student at our college and also my classmate. He is quite attractive though but he rarely talk with peoples”
”I see. I dont know about him but why you suddenly talk about him?" Red haired guy? You love red. Sound interesting but you are not sure with that
"Just said if you are interested”
”Sorry but Im not that type to fall easily”
”Fine. But think twice when you meet him one day”
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You keep thinking what Yuta said a few hours ago
"But think twice when you meet him one day"
It keep repeated in your mind.
You drink you strawberry milkshake with a straw while thinking back about it. Was he is really that attractive? Red hair sounds good to be honest.
You walking to the park and take a fresh air. Woah, how long you didn't do this thing?
While holding your drinks, you slowly walks to the brown wooded bench. You sit on it and enjoying the view of the park. You are too careless and didn't realize that you spilled someone drinks. When you finally notice it, you panicked and dont know how to deal with it
"What the fuck this cup of coffe doing at this bench?" You said at yourself. Who puts a cup full of coffe and leaves it alone? Is it funny and weird at the same time?
"WHAT THE- WHAT DID YOU DO!" You flinch when you hear the man wearing a black tshirt shout at you. He walking towards you. His face is red and thats mean he are very angry right now.
"What you do with my coffe?" oh no you are in the big trouble right now. There is a 7 billion peoles in this universe but why always you get into the problem?
"Im sorry! I didnt mean it! And who the fuck put their own things and leave it alones!" You raised your voice and rolled your eyes. Anyways, you have to face it
”Oh god! I leave it alone because I have to buy something. Cant you beware of something! I waited for this coffe a long time ago” tsk, how funny, you thought.
“I didnt notice it when I sit at here! Dont just blame on me”
"Did you use your eyes or your knees? Watch carefully! You didnt know how much I put effort on it" he rolled his eyes. His face was familiar for you
"Come on, its just a cup of coffe"
"if so, replace me with the same coffe with the coffe you spilled” he look at you with a daring eyes
”Fine. Its not a big problem at all”
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“Here is your coffe, Ma’am” the barista said and handed it to to you
”Thanks. How much?”
”25 dolla (usd)” you cursed silently. How expensive. You can feel the guy’s smirking at your back as you took out your money
”Thank you, Ma’am. Hope you can come again”
The barista flashed a smile to you and you smiled back. You walk out from the coffe shop. You rolled your eyes when you meet your eyes with the guy. You handed the coffe to him. He just take it and walk away. That make you clench your fist and your jaw
”Can you at least say thank you?”
”No. How to say thank you?”
“Such a ungrateful man” you just spend your money just for his coffe and now he act like nothing happened
”Whatever. Meet you tomorrow“ he walk away and didnt even turn back to look at you. His action made you let a long sigh and something popped in your mind
What does he mean by meet me tomorrow? and his face somehow look familiar
Black tshirt
Attractive eyes
Red hair
Oh shit, he is the guy that Yuta talked about
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binniedeactivated · 4 years
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saint. || soobin (3.1)🌪
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pairing: soobin x reader genre: au  word count; 3k
“wow, you’ve really been studying a lot haven’t you?”. you say, seeing soobin’s notebook splayed out on the bed filled with notes that you had no supervision on. you were shocked to know that he took the time to study by himself. he was really taking things seriously. soobin nods, 
“i want to pass”. 
“it sure looks like it. you’re going to do more than pass with all this knowledge”. 
soobin laughs, “good. maybe I’ll earn the ski trip”. 
“ski trip?”. you question, having absolutely no clue as to what he was referring to. 
“yeonjun told me that everyone who does good on the exams earns a ski trip as an incentive”. 
you were kind of amazed, “wow. that sounds fun. when did our school start doing stuff like that? they must really want us to pass”. 
“definitely. and I think if everyone doesn���t do well the school’s going to be shut down. so I already know my parents are to blame”. 
you roll your eyes and smile a bit, writing down your chemistry notes to study. “must be nice having money”. 
“stop saying that. you have money too now”. 
“really? where?”. 
“right here”. 
you shake your head and laugh. soobin eyes you before going back to write his notes. 
“seriously why don’t you ask me for money? you never ask”. 
“you want me to?”.
soobin nods as if it were a stupid question. “yes”. 
“why?”. 
“because why not? I think every boyfriend does”.
“I love how you just call yourself my boyfriend in front of my mom and now that counts as us being an official couple”. 
soobin laughs and takes your hand. you look at him like he was the biggest joke in the world. “what are you doing?”. you say trying not to laugh. soobin was holding in laughter also while attempting to look at you seriously in your eyes. 
“do you want to be my girlfriend?”.
“i hate you soobin”. you laugh. 
“I’m serious I’m serious stop making me laugh”. 
you roll your eyes playfully. “fine. I guess I can be your girlfriend”. 
“good. are we an official couple now?”. 
you sigh scrawling your pen against your paper pretending to be frustrated. “I guess we are an official couple now soobin”. 
“you’re always trying to act like you don’t like me”. soobin laughs again, flipping his notebook page to finish the rest of the notes on the backside. 
“because if i act like I’m in love with you then things will be cringy”.
soobin lays his head on his hand, staring at you. 
“are you in love with me?”. 
you try not to blush. keeping your eyes on your own paper. his stare was eating you alive. 
“of course not”. you mumble jokingly. soobin chuckles. 
“your first time lying to me and this is what you waste it on?”.
you continue laughing leaving his rhetorical question floating in the air. he was still staring at you lovingly. 
“tell me the truth. because I’m in love with you. and I’m not afraid to admit it”.
“why are you in love with me? I’m not shaming you I just kind of find it odd--I’m just a church girl. living a normal middle class teenage catholic life. there’s nothing special about me. and here you are every girl’s dream. you’re rich. good looking. everyone wants to be you. why me? I’m nothing”.
“do you really think I can fall in love with someone whose nothing?”. 
you sigh. “I don’t want to put all my eggs in one basket. I’m scared of getting my hopes up and then one day you just leave. there’s so many girls out there that’s better. look better and dress better. and you can get with every single one of them if you wanted”. you ranted and you didn’t mean to take it this far but it’s honestly how you felt. you couldn’t help it. 
soobin presses his warm hand against your cheek. “why are you getting so upset, princess?”. 
“I don’t know”. you utter being swarmed in a sea of vulnerability. 
“I’m not going to leave you. and if I did who would I even leave you for? some girl who only wants sex and clout from me?”.
“what about the ones who are looking for a relationship?”.
“I’m too in love to care”. 
you sigh again, giving him pitiful eyes. being the cheesy person he was leans in and kisses you. that didn’t stop you from liking it though. 
“I only want you i swear. now please admit to being in love with me because I’m tired of waiting for your answer”. soobin says gradually laughing. you smile a bit breaking out of your sadness. his reassurance was what you needed. to be this deep into a relationship and him leaving you? it was your biggest fear. 
“I may or may not be”. you joked. soobin sucks his teeth playfully. 
“fine don’t admit it then. guess you won’t be getting a car for Christmas”. 
“soobin?”. 
“yes?”. he grinned while continuing his notes, knowing he caught you by surprise there. 
“a car?!”. 
“you heard me”. 
“don’t buy me that it’s way too expensive”.
“i’m totally going to obey your command”. 
“soobin I’m serious”. 
“so am I”. 
“how am I even going to explain that to my parents? they’re going to think I did something for it”. 
“something like what?”. soobin asks knowing exactly what you were getting at. 
“you know. they’re going to think I had sex with you or something for you to buy me such expensive gifts”. soobin waited and laughed once you finally said it. 
“that’s hot. they think you’re like a little churchy prostitute”. you childishly punch his arm. “that’s hot to you?”. 
“if it’s you doing it then yes”. 
“how is having sex with someone for gifts and money hot?”.
“I just like the idea of you being a whore for me”.
you laugh, wondering what else went on in soobin’s mind. 
“you know--like the outfit you wore when you came over my house for the first time--god i wanted to devour you”. 
“oh yeah? why didn’t you say anything?”.
“because you were most likely going to punch me. you didn’t know me yet”. 
“I still don’t. I’m still learning”. 
yeah, but you know enough about me now”. 
“I wouldn’t say all that. how do I know you’re not some serial killer deep down?”. 
“you sat on my face last night I’m pretty sure that whole ‘secretly a serial killer’ bullshit is out the window at this point”. 
you laugh loudly, “soobin!”. 
“you also didn’t call me soobin you called me daddy”. 
“alright that’s enough!”. the both of you laugh in perfect sync. interrupting it was his mother obnoxiously calling him from downstairs. soobin promises you his return before he goes to stand at the top of the stairs answering her. 
“yes?”. he says kind of annoyed. 
“me and your father have a conference to attend. our flight leaves soon. if I come back and find out you’ve studied nothing words can’t explain your punishment. don’t just sit around this house making nothing of yourself”. 
soobin rolls his eyes, “where is your conference being held?”.
“france”.
“for how long this time?”. 
“why are you asking meaningless questions? did you hear what I said?”.
“it’s not meaningless if you guys just came back and spent less than 8 hours in the house with me before you leave again”. 
“soobin don’t start. we’re leaders and we are also missionaries. you know what is required of us”. 
“what about me?”. 
“what about you? study and make yourself useful for something soobin. we were glad finally seeing you out with the sports team and doing things that don’t require a suspension”. 
soobin’s breathing pattern changes swiftly. he could hear the nonchalantness in her tone and he hated it with a passion. 
“study and make myself useful and then what? so you both can come home and beat me and yell at me anyways?”. 
his fathers enters the foyer pointing his finger up at soobin. 
“watch your volume”. 
“for what! for what whose going to hear me?”. 
“for respect soobin! don’t make me come up these stairs”. his father threatens. 
“why should I respect you both if you guys barely respect me?!”. 
“what are you talking about you have a house to live in don’t you? you have cars you have nice clothes you have gourmet food to eat and your bank account surpasses any number of ever seen in my life. you have nothing to complain about you need to be grateful!”. his mother spat. 
“yes you’re right thank you mom thank you dad for subtracting the parental love I could’ve gotten in my life and supplementing it with material things! I appreciate it so much!”.
“what did I tell you about saying that? huh?! we love you. this is tough love”. his father replies. soobin ball his fists. 
“that’s bullshit you’re only saying that because you don’t want anyone in this town to know that the two people they respect so much don’t give a damn about their son! half the shit that you do you only do it so I can never say that I don’t have anything”.
“soobin watch your mouth!”. he father growls. 
“it’s true just fucking admit it and stop getting angry!”
soobin spat harshly and his dad was about to take off up the stairs in a fit of rage until his mother pulled him back. 
“our flight leaves in less than a half hour we have to be at the airport. we can deal with him later”. his dad nods and points his finger at soobin again. 
“consider yourself lucky”. he stated before clutching his suitcase. his mom clutches hers and they both approach the door. she shoots a disgusting look at him. 
“maybe this getaway will help you clean up your act”. she muttered and closed the door behind him.
“What about me!?”. soobin stands at the top of the stairs still yelling.
“your getaways don’t help! they never fucking did!”. he could feel his heart racing and his cheeks growing hot.
“just say you don’t really love me. thats all you have to do”. he croaks without even realizing he was crying. 
you’d been in his room overhearing the whole argument but unable to come out due to you not supposed to even being there in the first place. so you kept silent until you heard the front door shut. you snuck out of soobin’s bedroom to see him down the hallway still yelling, so it was hard to tell if it’s parents really left or not. you approach his tall frame timidly, touching his shoulder. 
“soobin?”. he palms his face sniffling. you wrap your arms around his torso and glance up at him. 
“it’s going to be okay alright? they don’t deserve you. you’ve made mistakes in your life and sure you weren’t the best behaved kid but you are still theirs and they should treat you as such”. 
“I hate them. I fucking hate them both”. 
“soobin don’t say that”. 
“I will say it. because they don’t care about me”.
“look at me”. 
soobin sighs, removing his hands from his wet eyes to glare down at you. he looked so miserable when he cried and you hated it. you’d only ever like to see him happy and laughing. this was cruel. 
“I’m in love with you, okay?”. you say, reaching up to help him dry his eyes. 
“do you mean that?”. he replies. 
“yes I do mean it”. 
“good because I fucking knew it”. soobin admits with a straight face until you playfully slap his chest and laugh. it was a relief to see his reddened face contort into a smile. 
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“babe! hurry up!”. soobin yells from the living room couch. he had the movie ready and he was just waiting for you to cuddle with him. you figured you couldn’t leave him alone while he felt like this. so you gave your parents your usual excuse for being out so late. 
you promised soobin you’d do anything to help him feel better and guess what he requested? you guessed it. 
four peanut butter and jelly sandwiches specially made by you. and of course the big baby was being impatient. you rushed and slabbed the layer of peanut butter on the last slice and sat all the sandwiches on the plate. 
you carefully walked into the living room with it and soobin started the movie. you sat criss-crossed between his legs on the couch, trying to hand the plate off to him. 
“feed me”, he begs. you turn your body and face him. “you’re a big baby do you know that?”. soobin smirks knowingly. you rip a piece of one sandwich and hold it up to his lips which he munches on adorably. you feed him a few more pieces and watch the crumbs fall from his lips. 
“you’re the only person I know that can get fed and still make a mess”. you use a hand to dust the crumbs off of his lips and hoodie. 
“you’re such a mom”. 
“and you’re such a baby”. 
“your baby right?”. you sigh trying not to blush once again. 
“cmon. it’s okay to admit it”. 
“I’m not going to make things cringy soobin”. you mumble and he immediately tackles you down on the couch playfully. 
“soobin you’re going to make me drop all of these sandwiches on the floor!”. you laugh.
“admit I’m your baby”. he laughs. 
he face was inches from yours. he looked so cute and cuddly in his big sweater and hood over his head. you pulled one of his drawstrings. 
“fine. you’re my baby”. soobin smiles and softly kisses you. 
“you forgot to get me something to drink with my food. I’m going to suffocate from this peanut butter”. 
you laugh, “you didn’t ask for anything to drink”. 
“I know. I should’ve asked for milk”.
“see, that’s your mistake not mine”. 
soobin thinks for a moment before grinning. “i mean--if i wanted some milk I can just--”. he interrupted himself just to snake his hand up your shirt and massage your boob. you cackled loudly. 
“soobin!”. 
and your mornings were usual. this time around though you were encouraging soobin. he’d be taking his first history exam today. 
“remember you got this. you are smart. you can do anything and you studied really hard for this”. you remind prior to kissing him. “I believe in you”. you added. you went into your classroom and let soobin put his skills to the test. he was even more inspired now that he had you rooting for him. 
“I tried to call you yesterday but either your phone was dead or you didn’t pay your phone bill”. taehyun admitted. 
“my phone bill is paid. my phone was probably dead”. you lied. you were declining his calls to keep from soobin’s wrath. 
“we can study today after school if you’re down. I don’t have anything to do and plus the exam is coming up soon”. 
damn. you couldn’t say no to his face. could you? 
“yeah that’s fine. library?”. you ask. 
“yeah that’s cool”. taehyun shortly replies. all the while you were wondering how the hell you were going to continue studying with taehyun behind soobin’s back. it wasn’t like you were cheating on him or anything. just studying. maybe soobin was being too overprotective. 
soobin adjusts his backpack strap and attempts recalling his notes in his head while he walked to his classroom. 
“ayo? you ready?”. yeonjun asked catching up to him
“hell yeah. I actually studied”.
“good. I uhh- kind of have some news for you though”. 
“what is it?”. 
“they found more evidence on the hotel case”.
“shit. why the hell would you tell me that right now?”.
“I’m trying to tell you all the shit I know before anything comes up later so you can be prepared”. 
“how do you know this shit anyways? do you have a part time job at the police station or something?”. 
“I have my connections. and i’ve been following it to make sure they don’t try and frame me”. 
“why would they frame you?”. 
yeonjun shrugs, “I was acting pretty hostile during interrogation. but still”.
“I don’t have time for this shit”. 
“yeah that’s probably why you still haven’t told your girlfriend”.
“don’t start yeonjun”. 
yeonjun shrugs again, “I’m just saying. you keep dragging this shit out she’s going to fuck around and leave you”. 
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silkkpopbonnet · 5 years
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Dilemma
“So, basically he’s like get your ass home now, you’ve played around enough in the US.” Yeon, sat back rubbing her eyes, wondering why she just didn’t tell her dad no.
He paid for her college that’s why.
“Basically. I have to go home, and finish there and who knows.” She sighed, looking out the window to the city of Atlanta.
“But, do you want to go, that’s the thing.” Her friend, reached across the table taking her hand.
“No, but my dad is Korean.” She laughed softly. “So, I kinda have no choice, and my mom agrees with him.” She finished her coffee, and rolled her eyes, wishing her mother would have pushed for her to stay in the states.
She loved Korea, she loved the States; but she always felt a bit freer here. Standing up, her 5′5″ frame was lithe, but she had hips and an ass. That she got from her mother, she tossed her mid-back length 3B curls behind her and donned a pair of Gucci shades.
“I leave in three days, he didn’t give me time to do shit. Movers will be here tomorrow, I get on the plane, and go. So, there go all my summer plans. Good thing is though, he’s letting you come with me. Two weeks in Seoul, what do you think?”
Her friend, jumped up from her spot, clapping her hands excitedly. “YES! Oh my god, what do I pack? What should I wear?”
Yeon smiled. “We’ll figure that out later.”
Yeon washed her hands in the bathroom aboard the airplane. She made the water as hot as she could stand it, needing something to take her mind off the fact that they had been flying for 8 hours already. She wanted to run and jump, she needed to stretch her legs. Her hair in a messy bun on her head, she looked at herself in the half steamed mirror and sighed. How was she going to fit back in Korea? She had sometimes unruly curly hair that wasn’t a very common sight on a Korean woman, her copper skin, held two very Asian eyes Most people told her, her eyes looked like Kimora Lee Simmons. Plump lips, brown eyes, her figure was slightly curvy, she pushed together her 34B breasts and wondered if her breasts were also too large? Probably not. She was going to be…different. That much was certain.
“Are you ok?” A soft voice at the door asked her in Korean.
“Yes, thank you.”She answered, almost bowing before she remembered she couldn’t be seen.
Speaking in strictly Korean, unless she was around her parents, something else, she was going to have to get used to again. She hated being different, she hated people looking at her like she had a third eyeball. Grunting, she opened the bathroom door, walking back to her seat.
“You ok, Yeon?” Her friend asked her, barely waking up from her nap.
“I’m ready to get off this damn plane. My legs are killing me.” She signaled for the waitress.
“Girl, your short ass is fine, I’m 5′8″ I’m the one suffering.” Her buddy, turned in her seat, snuggling in the cushions of first class, sleeping again.
Would she be fine? She wasn’t so sure.
As soon as the plane landed, both girls stretched and yawned. It was afternoon in Seoul, South Korea, and all Yeon thought about now was sleep. A sign was posted for her, Ms. Hyo Park Yeon as they came down the elevator, and she rolled her eyes, thinking to herself. ‘Wow, thanks parents, don’t even come to the airport.’
“You have an escort? What a driver too?” Her friend chuckled and Yeon bit her lip and tried to figure out, what she hadn’t told her friend already.
“Ms. Hyo.” He already knew her face, and she gave a slight bow saying hello, giving him their bags.
“This is it, the rest, was delivered here already.” With a nod of his head, the man leads the way outside, and out into the bright sunshine. The girls donned their shades, and Marcella looked around, looking quite the tourist, while Yeon ignored the urge.
He leads them both to a car, a sleek black Audi A8 L. Opening the door for them, the girls slid into the cool, cream-colored interior, chilled water bottles waiting for them.
“This car is nice, man did your dad spare any expenses?” Marcella, rubbed a hand along the seats, watching as the driver got in the front seat.
“This isn’t a Bentley, so I’m going to say, yes.” Yeon laid her head back against the seat, getting ready mentally for her best friend to choke her. “I have to tell you something, Marcella.”
The car pulled away, and Marcella was looking out the window. “Mhm.”
“So, my dad is a CEO…you know that.”
“Yea.”
“My mother is an interpreter for his company now. His interpreter. My grandfather, my mother’s father was a doctor.”
Marcella’s eyes turned to slits as she looked at Yeon. “You parents are loaded aren’t they?”
“I don’t really know about all that. I’ve had to work for anything, I’ve ever received, and maintain a strict GPA, you know I don’t flaunt a bunch of shit.”
“Just say it! Why didn’t you tell me!” Marcella punched her arm lightly. “I’m actually kind of hurt. I’m your best friend.”
Yeon let her head fall. “I learned the hard way, about friends who are friends because of money. Not that you're one of them! I just prefer not to be like that. I’m not stuck up and snobby, and Paris Hilton like.”
“Don’t you think I know that dummy? I know who you are. TBH, I kind always knew I think. Tell me more about your parents though.”
Yeon smiled, thanking god that was easier than she thought it would be. She explained that her father always had money, he inherited the company from his father. Her mother had to scrape and earn every penny, her grandfather believed in a hard day's work. He came from nothing, her parents were polar opposites. Her mother was gifted when it came to languages, she spoke 6 fluently, but Korean was not one of them. Her mother was working as an interpreter for another company when she met her father. He couldn’t take his eyes off of her.
“Still makes me gag a little when he says, my mom had the brownest skin he ever saw, and all he thought about doing was rubbing his face against her legs.” She said playfully, she knew her father worshiped her mother.
Her mother didn’t speak Korean, and her father didn’t speak English, however, they both spoke Chinese. They went out on a few dates, and he made a decision to marry her, boom there she was.
“They should write a book about that,” Marcella answered, taking a sip of her water.
“Probably.” Yeon looked out the window. “This is my house.”
Marcella gasped as the gate opened to a large black and cream colored home, The gate opened to a yard, the glass front of the home, showed into the living room, around the side, there was a cement driveway, and a garage for the cars. The door was opened for them, and Marcella and Yeon walked up the pathway leading from the driveway to the front of the house. It was arched, with large dark wooden doors, and Yeon rung the bell, waiting.
“Of course, you remember how to say hello in Korean. My father’s English is still a bit rough.”
“Who do you think you’re talking to?” Marcella asked, rolling her eyes.
Yeon smiled, and the door opened up, her mother standing there in her apron smiling wide. “My baby is home!” She threw her arms around Yeon, hugging her tight before grabbing Marcella hugging her as well.
“Marcella, I’m happy to have you in our home.”
“Thank you, Mrs. Hyo.” She bowed at her.
“Oh please, call me Jasmine.” She ushered the girls into the house. “I know, Y'all are probably tired, but I have been cooking for Y'all. A mix of southern food and Korean.”
Her mother yelled in Korean, for her father, smiling back at the girls. “He’s going to play all tough baby, but you know he missed you. That’s why he wasted no time.” Her mother hugged her again, and this time Yeon held on tight.
She forgot how her mother smelled like cloves and her favorite Prada perfume. Her mother’s tight 4a coils tickled her nose. “I missed you, Ma.”
“I have too, we haven’t seen you in a year.” Letting her, go her mother turned towards the stairs, as her father came down them. The foyer of the home, had dark hardwood floors, contrasting against the light gray of the walls, and the cream of the carpet that lined the stairs.
“Park Yeon.” He said her name, standing at the bottom of the stairs.
Yeon walked over, bowing deeply, saying hello to her father in Korean. “Abeoji, I missed you.”
Her father’s wrinkled forehead smoothed over and he broke into a smile, hugging his little girl tightly. “My family is whole again.” He kissed her face several times, before letting go, and he also grabbed Marcella into a hug.
“Marcella, I’m glad you could join us for a while.” Marcella smiled, looking shy.
“Thank you for the vacation, Mr. Hyo.” He waved a hand dismissively at her.
“You are like a sister to my baby, call me abeoji.” Marcella tested the word on her tongue, grinning like a Cheshire cat.
Her father, shooed both girls upstairs, informing Yeon that her things would be there, in 3-4 days. Yeon showed Marcella the guest room, and how to use the shower. “Just come in my room when you're done.”
Yeon walked into her room, it was almost the same way she left it. Old EXO posters on the wall, on a cork board. A few American bands on the other side, she had a new computer, new bed, new bedding. Her vanity in front of her bay window. She could decorate as she wanted later, she supposed, but she didn’t even want to live in her parents' house. For goodness sake, she was 20 years old, but her father probably didn’t want her living on her own either. This was going to be hard. She showered, conditioning her hair, and finger de-tangling as she let the water run down her back. She washed her face free of the makeup she wore. She had forgotten to put on a primer, and setting powder so she knew she skin probably looked oily. After she was finished, she wrapped her head in a towel, sitting down at her vanity. She didn’t feel like dealing with her hair, so she set to start doing large twists.
Marcella knocked once, letting herself inside. “I’m glad I got my hair done, before coming because I would not be in the doing it now.”
She looked up at Marcella in the mirror, her friend's shoulder length box braids now held secure in a wrap on her head. “Help me then, I ain’t trying to be here all day.”
Marcella set to rubbing olive oil into the strands, before twisting them with twist cream on her fingers. Both girls finished, Yeon stood u, grabbing a scarf from the hook near her door, and wrapped her hair into a pineapple, before she set out to get dressed.
“Another struggle is finding good hair care products.” Yeon pulled on a purple V-neck shirt that said ‘J’adore’ on the front over her head.
“Your mama is natural, what do you mean?” Marcella looked at her posters. “Chanyeol was still fine as hell in these pics.”
“That’s like right after their debut. She is but she goes into Seoul, to get her hair done. You know I’m picky.” Marcella nodded, still looking over the pictures.
The girls made their way downstairs, where Mrs. Hyo was setting the table. The girls settled themselves on cushions on the floor, as her father made his way in, sitting down at the head of the table.
“How was the flight?” He asked in Korean.
Her mother came in with a gallon of juice, and cups. “English please, we have a guest.” Just as her father was about to protest, she held up a hand sitting down. “Your English is fine, you just never really try. I refuse to translate.”
“Yes, yes, umma.” He replied taking some rice from a large bowl.
“It was long. Fine though.” Yeon answered, Marcella, agreeing with her.
They ate and talked, laughing about what had happened lately in Atlanta or Korea. Inside, Yeon smiled this was good, she had forgotten how much she missed home. How much she missed really good kimchi and her mothers fried chicken. Her mother rolled her eyes at her fathers bad jokes.
“You can have the summer to do as you will, school starts back in September, everything is taken care of Yeon.” Her father spoke, looking at her stuff more kimchi into her mouth.
Thanks, dad, I’m just wondering how I will fit in.” He shrugged at her, chewing his rice.
“You will be fine, you are my daughter. Besides, concentrate on school, not a social life.” Yeon took a sip of her juice, sighing.
“I’m a young dad, I have to have a social life.” She put another piece of chicken on Marcella’s plate as she spoke.
Her father put his chopsticks down on his plate. “I have a remedy for that soon enough. For now, don’t worry, so much, you’ll get wrinkles.”
Her mother shook her head at the two. After lunch, Yeon and Marcella went to their rooms to nap, while her mother cleared dishes with her father.
He stood in the kitchen watching his wife. “Friday then?”
“I actually don’t think this is a good idea at all right now.” She washed the last of the plates, putting them in them in the dish drainer.
“Why not?” He came to stand behind his wife, her short frame nestling against his.
“It’s sneaky. You bring her here, to finish school, but you have an ulterior motive.” Her mother turned in her father’s arms to look at him.
“I’m making sure, our daughter is secure in life.” Sighing, Mrs. Hyo, moved from her husband’s grasp.
“I know. I just…let her see if she likes him or not. I wasn’t forced with you.” Mr. Hyo crossed to where his wife now stood, and took her chin in his hand.
“She will like him, trust me. Choi Jun-Seo is a good man, he is already making me very proud in the company.”
“If you say so.” Her mother leaned her head up, to give her father a gentle kiss.
He grinned, kissing her once more. “I’m always right, trust me.”
The next few days were spent shopping and sight-seeing. Marcella and Yeon kicked back and relaxed most days. “We should go clubbing,” Marcella said, as Yeon sat at her computer looking at places to live near the college.
“Clubs? Yea, we can go. When?” Yeon brought up another tab, to look for good clubs when her mother walked in after knocking once.
“Can’t go tonight, I’m sorry girls. Yeon.” Her mother laid a traditional Korean dress, on her bed. “Your father has a dinner guest, and you have to wear this. I have one for you as well Marcella.”
Yeon rolled her eyes, earning a scowl on her mother’s face. “Stop. You look beautiful in them.”
The golden color of the dress was offset by the red of the tank top, and red flowers, twined with their vibrant green leaves. The black, sheer covering had a white collar. The fabric was thick and heavy. She picked up the dress, holding it close to her body.
“It is pretty, dad is going all out, who is the guest?” Her mother grinned slightly, turning to Marcella.
“Yours will be delivered before tonight. You can take it home if you like, it’s pink and black. I thought the colors would compliment you.”
“Ma.” Yeon put the dress down, looking back at her mother. “Why are you ignoring me?”
“I’m not. He’s a work partner of your fathers. He’s someone your father thinks highly of. So he wants you to look your best.” Her mother turned from the room. “You guys can club tomorrow.”
As the door closed behind her, Marcella chuckled softly but steadily it became louder. “If you don’t have this figured out by now, I’m gonna be pissed.”
Yeon balled her hands into fists. “Stay here.” She grumbled. Her father’s office was downstairs, near the parlor. She quickly jumped down the stairs, running down the hall, her bare feet pattering gently on the hardwood. The large oak doors in front of her, she was never to enter as a child, unless invited. She knew her father would be in there, while her mother gave her the dress.
She knocked once hard, then twice more. “Yes?”
“Dad, you know it's me.” She wanted to yell, but yelling would get her nowhere with him.
He cleared his throat. “Come in.”
Yeon opened the door, closing it behind her, keenly aware of how close it seemed in there. He had many small statues and vases lining the walls. The dark walls and light carpet on the floor, everything was exactly as it had been. Traditional, clean cut. She walked towards her fathers' desk where he sat looking over some papers, his glasses low on his nose.
“Who is this guy.” She pulled a chair from the desk sitting down, she was letting him know she wasn’t going anywhere.
“His name is Choi Jun Seo. He runs the international side of the company, fluent in 3 languages, learning a fourth. He graduated top if his class-”
Yeon cut her father off, tapping on his desk. “I didn’t ask for his resume abeoji.”
Her father slowly lifted his head, pushing his glasses on his nose. The wrinkles around his eyes, deepening as he sighed. “I think, he would be a good match for you.”
“I knew something was up!” Yeon stood up in her chair, pointing at her father. “Is this why I came back? Don’t lie to me.”
Her father removed his glasses, rubbing the area between his eye. “Yeon, do not raise your voice at me.”
She ignored him. “Is it! Tell me! I don’t want to be set up, with some guy who you think is ok for me. That’s not fair!” She pushed away from his desk, throwing her hands into the air. “You can’t do this!”
“I can do as I please, I am your father!” Mr. Hyo stood up, his balled fist slamming down on his desk.
The air was hot between them. Yeon heard her breathing, she was frustrated and angry. She closed her eyes, willing back the tears that threatened. “Did you even miss me? Or did you just want me back as some shiny little pawn to entice your co-workers with?”
Her fathers face softened. “Why would you say that? Of course, I missed you. Your mother missed you. You belong here at home. It is not safe in Atlanta, we cannot protect you.”
Yeon sniffled. “You don’t have to protect me, I’m a grown woman.” She wiped her eyes, turning her back on her father like a child.
“You are my child. My only child. He will be here tonight to introduce himself to you in a formal setting, that is all. I am pushing, however, that you two will date.” Mr. Hyo came from around his desk, at 5′9″ he towered over his daughter, lifting her chin to look at him. “Give him a chance.”
She tugged her chin from her fathers grasp. “If he’s ugly, I’m not doing anything.”
“Park Yeon..” He said quietly.
“I don’t like this, and I don’t agree to it. I will be cordial though.” Her father chuckled, hugging his daughter tight.
“You’re like your mother, I suppose that is all I can ask for now.”
Chapter Two
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SHE'S MY NOONA
Chapter 13
1 year went by slowly.
Things changed alot. Seung gi got married with his love and became the son in law of the rich billionaire while Cha eun woo just became the known C.E.O in his company.
Go ara found a living after BTS left, she got married and became a house wife with Lee soo hyuk a street model while Shin hye, Min ah's other friend just continued working hard for her family.
And BTS? Ooh they were international boy band their songs were big hit
Min ah's p.o.v
As for me i was able to pay for my granny's surgery that i was relieved but i managed to get the money by working at the big hit company. This wasn't what i was planning but they were willing to help me since i was close to the company and it could pay big time.
I didn't expect to be given a job as black pink assistance manager also counted as an errand girl since thats what those evil girls are doing especially that Jennie she treats me badly as if i ever did something bad to her, i really hate her.
It was break time
I had to meet up with my friends as we were busy making stories. "So Min ah i heard you are still being harassed by those blackpink." Shin hye cried having a coffee.
"It was bad luck i told her." Go ara cried as i remember telling her it was a secret that i was having a bad time. "Just leave the job it's not your thing, find something descent." She cried
"True i wish to give up but i wanted to see someone before i leave." I said as my friends stared at me confused wanting to know but i couldn't tell.
"She is always like when i ask her who is it." Go ara cried "yah, Min ah you're the only one of our friends and other classmates who hasn't gotten married till when should i arrange a blind date for you?" The fancy Shin hye would cry.
"Yah!, i'm done dating, i can just be a nun." I said as i laughed at my friends who were busy remarking on what i said. "Yah i won't be your friend if you won't marry." Shin hye cried as Go ara hit her after making such a remark.
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"Yah Min ah is having a tough time right now and i don't think it is the right time for her to hook up with a random guy." Go ara supported.
"By the way you said that night you were with your dongsae, where is he you never introduced him to us." She cried "aah, he went abroad so i can't get intouch with him." "Really? Then why did ara tell me you were hidding him if you weren't dating!?" Shin hye was being persistent even after i told her that Seung gi cheated on me she almost destroyed the wedding.
I split the coffee i was drinking landing to Go ara choking onto what Shin hye spoke. " yah shin hye it wasn't like that, he's just not used to speak to other people." I lied not realising it was too much.
"But that guy looks so familiar like some cel-." I managed to interrupt the talkative Go ara by stuffing alot of cupcakes in her mouth.
I then got a call from my boss who was the evil witch Jennie ordering me to hurry back to the company.
"Let me guess the evil Jennie." Shin hye guessed referring to how i saved her. "I have to go guys." I excused myself living my two friends.
End of p.o.v
Jennie's p.o.v
I was so tired after a long time rehersal as my manager kept on correcting me all the time. "Excuse me when is that girl bringing my coffee i'm so dry." I cried as i saw the girl come running carring the damn coffee.
"Mianhaeyo i got stuck bit managed to run." She smiled handling me the coffee what's with the fake smile i know she hates me i too hate her. The coffee she bought was warm but i didn't want it.
I managed to open and spilled in infront of her as some landed on her shoes "its warm i wanted it hot." I smirked "are you still going to smile?"
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The next thing she did was still smile "Mianhaeyo the coffee didn't suit your test." She said as she left.
Meanwhile in the US
Bts were in their rooms finishing to pack their stuffs. "I can't believe we are going back it felt like forever!" Jin cried as the others complimented.
"Should we atleast celebrate our last before leaving." Jimin asked as they all agreed. Jungkook seemed to be happy and moving on but his friends knew he had changed much he would seduce girls with his charms and get a temper on a small little thing. He was not the little innocent Jungkook they knew.
"Yah should we call or go to the strip club?" Taehyung cried as Suga and Jin shrugged not agreeing with their dongsae but the others agreed even the young maknae agreed to go there.
As the other hyungs left first Suga and Jin pulled the maknae back "yah Jungkook you know you don't have to go." Jin cried as he clutched him.
"Yah hyung what are you doing,we've been this through alot why not?" He cried "if its because of that bet along time you shouldn't do it." Jin kept insisting to who was not paying attention.
"Then are you trying to shutter away your old self because this isn't you." Suga smirked.
"Aniyo i've just matured." He said hearing a spark of anger. He decided to leave but Suga was still persistent not forgetting Jungkook's anger issues.
"Wae?, is it because of her that you changed this much?" Suga cried making Jungkook stop as he clenched his fist,"stop."
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"That's right it must hit the spot." Suga continued asvhe tried to stop the two "you guys." "Stop talking about someone i already forgot." He cried "then why anger why move on like this it's not like you two were dating." Suga had gone too far making Jungkook angry that he punched him hard to his mouth making him nosebleed.
"Guys stop it!, Jungkook you aren't in your right mind you've really changed." Jin cried hurrying to support Suga.
Jungkook suuddenly came to the point of realization and left to join his other hyungs. He would just drink that night realizing it was hard to forget Min ah even if he tried to his hurt won't just accept he wanted to get wasted that night.
Back to Korea
Shin min ah was in the washroom cursing at Jennie quietly, she thought she was having a bad day. She just wished something nice would happen to her for once.
Thats when some employees entered in the washroom gossiping about celebrities " hey did you hear BTS are expected to be back by tomorrow morning isn't that great!" One of them cried making Min ah shocked by the news.
"It still hasn't been published but i overheard Jennie and director talk about it." Another said "sheesh i really don't like that Jennie girl she's so bad i just can't believe Jungkook dated her secretly with that attitude." "Mwo!!" Min ah and the other girls who didn't know she was listening cried.
Min ah's p.o.v
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I secretly overheard their conversation, i was so fluttered and excited that BTS were coming back i smiled as i stared at the black braclet on my hand. I still haven't forgotten how we spent our memories together but i must be looking too greedy for a noona.
I was right i shouldn't be swayed by his charm i kept looking at his image that was charming and adorable smile that i missed.
But then continue hearing their conversation took my breath suddenly my heart was beating like crazy. I suddenly felt down "why am i like this must i be sick i felt my heart race.
"Why do i feel empty wherever i hear their music and - Andwe Min ah come to your senses." I hit myself
Later
I managed to get out when i saw Cha eun woo in his new black car. He was there smiling at me so i decided to get the lift since it won't hurt to take an offer.
"So did your boss promote you with a new car too." I smiled at him who just chuckled back. " ne by the way i wanted you to be the first person to treat." He cried
"You are going to treat me out?!" I happily cried since i was so hungry "yeesh you are really that hungry then lets go it something like a date." He cried reminding me the promise i once made to Jungkook, i felt really bad.
We then went over to eat. He took me to a fancy restaurant that i didn't expect since everything was expensive. "Yah Eun woo why here do you know it is expensive." I whispered to him "don't worry i just wanted you to taste something new for your menu." He smiled as he started eating using his fork and knife. " i have a new job
I stared at the beef on my plate "Jungkook also loved beef." I muttered not realising i was speaking my thoughts out loud.
"What is it, something wrong?" He asked me as i continued to eat, sincerely it was sweet "i guess its nice." He cried as he cut another slice and gave it to me.
Cha eun woo's p.o.v
I gave her my remaining slice as she just smiled at me making my heart flutter "kumaoh." But i didn't like how she kept bringing up that guy no matter how he left i just had to make sure i tell her cause this was my only way to win her before another person gets in the way.
I then took her home as she still continued to address me friendly i really hated it but i was still scared that i would loose my friendship with her but i then decided.
"Min ah..." she turned to look at me.
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That night
Shin min ah's p.o.v
I couldn't sleep or eat even after what happened in the car i couldn't bare to believe it was Eun woo to do that.
Flashback
"Min ah do you always see me as your friend in everything we do?" He asked thinking of it as a joke "Yah eun woo what stupid question is that?" I cried but he grabbed my hand making me to face him as i just wondered what happened to him all of a sudden.
"Min ah mianhaeyo i was not there for you during your breakup." He cried thinking he reacted this way because he felt sorry. "Its okay i was fine." I said to him. "You should leave." I continued as i turned to leave but he again grabbed my hand "i'm not done." He said gently pulling me for a kiss.
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My heart was beating so fast out of shock but something else happened this action brought back some memories i didn't want to remember. Thats right a kiss i shared with Jungkook who didn't tell me. I managed to hurrily back out and ran out of embarrassment
End of flashback
Oh God! Ottokye i cried opening my computer to play games but i decided to enter a site where you can ask question about love and get help.
So i made a fake name and logged in as i typed my problem.
'Dear helper i heard your advices help can you also help me?' It didn't take long before she answered 'yes i'm of great help and you made a right decision coming so state your problem.' She typed 'I don't know about this but what should i do when i realize that i kissed my close friend when i got drunk and what do you think that person thinks of me if he hasn't told me.'
It took long enough for that stupid answer till i gave up. I then opened their pictures unluckily to see Jungkook's picture, i just kept staring at him he looked so perfect just sitting there smiling like a bunny. I realised i was lost when i calmed myself "aniyo don't get fooled he just left obviously running away from me." I cried as i went to sleep only making it worse still thinking about the two kisses but how can Eun woo just do that not thinking of how it will affect our friendship.
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I just decided to go outside for a walk outside still thinking if the boys were doing okay and if they would arrive safety.
The next day
Alot of fans were at the airport very eary in the morning waiting for their idols. "Ommo, they are coming I've missed their handsome faces." "Especially my kookie i heard he's become more mature and sexy." Some fans cried as most reporters came pushing through the crowd soon after they arrived wearing cool clothes with their face masks.
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Fans busy crying their names out and showing and expressing their love as they got into their vehicle. "Wow Army have gone really crazy they love us." Tae cried staring outside as screams got louder. "Stop doing that you never know what they'll do." Jin always worries
"Welcome back boys." The driver cried taking them to their company. "We should visit our parents soon I really miss them." Jimin cried telling his members.
Jungkook's p.o.v
Suga hyung and I were not in good terms since yesterday night, I didn't want to get reminded of the past since I vowed to forget it and the only way to do it I had to change since they all treated me like a child. I wasn't the innocent person they knew. I was different I could do and get everything a man needed all the girls that I desired I decided not to think lowly of myself maybe this was the other side of me.
We finally arrived as we hurriedly got out of the van and entered the company where we were greatly welcomed. We didn't care we just walked up to when the director came to congratulate us I realised they had arranged a welcome party for us.
I was so happy everyone wanted to know about our journey every staff surrounding us till when black pink came to us welcoming us back again. "I knew you guys would come so I prepared a funny entertainment for you guys." Jennie cried
"You can come out now!, she's my new assistance manager for the one year but she's a big fan of you so I had her prepare you something.
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Then a thin young person wearing a tuxedo with a fake mustache she looked nervous But still familiar. She started dancing funny. Everyone was busy laughing till i soon realized it was her Min ah after hearing it from the manager "isn't that Min ah wasn't Jennie supposed to go on stage?" He cried as some of my hyungs also overheard as they stared at me.
I was taken aback i couldn't stop looking at her. I couldn't think mu mind went black even my heart began to flutter even if i got over her.
I just wanted to be by side, i just wanted to love her, i just wanted to kiss her, hold her or make love to her but what am i thinking Jungkook your just lying yourself its all a delusion she'll never see me even right infront of her she still sees that jerk, she never even remembered our kiss cause it's nothing to her.
Shin min ah's p.o.v
I was on stage embarrassed after Jennie trying to embarass me but still i was happy for the boys they were all back . I felt relieved but I suddenly realised someone was staring at me it was Jungkook but i turned away. I wanted to ran upto him and hug him, i must have missed his support and comfort.
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Even if i was trying to bring myself to him how would i face him after breaking our promise and yet the damn kiss i couldn't remember and this was not how i pictured appearing this funny infront of him
I couldn't remember cause i was drunk i wish i could explain but he looked mad and with no reaction. He looked all matured and not the little innocent Jungkook i once knew, could i be wrong could he still remember me? I thought getting off stage.
After all he's someone international now would he talk to me again?i really miss him bogoshipeo.
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for the anon that wanted all 100
1. Name- Ash! 2. Age- 18 3. City that you live in- fear, usually 4. What do most people not know about you?- nothing really, i compulsively release useless information about myself 5. What do most people know you for?- being fat and annoying 6. Hobbies- makeup, youtubers, sleeping, writing, drawing 7. What are your passions?- writing 8. What do you search for in a significant other?- i really Really need to be understood, and someone who is patient is nice too 7. What are you most proud of?- I hav gone to State and gotten within the top 10% in my Journalism competitions, which puts me in the top .08% of all high school students in my state. :-) im good for some things 8. When was the last time you had a significant conversation with someone you love?- every day when I talk to @pizzasteveofficial <3 all our conversations are significant 2 me 9. Have you ever collected anything? What was it?- I collect my tears in a jar and store them, then shower in them every night 10. List 10 things off of your bucket list.- I want to get married in the snow, have a daughter, get a Heartagram tattoo (at least one lol), write a successful book, and.. idk what else :0 11. What was the last thing you learned?- jesus I dont know, you learn sth new every day! hard to remember 12. How many relationships have you been in?- um.. 7 I think i feel like im forgetting one tho. I wont name them obvi but i think im forgetting one? i feel like ive been in 8 oh well 13. Turn ons- validation 14. Turn offs- being alive 15. Favorite food- frozen yogurt! I like the vanilla or white chocolate flavor with looots of toppings 16. Favorite drink- Coke 17. What is the best birthday gift you have ever received?- i dont really know! I dont remember a lot of my birthdays for trauma reasons so  18. Are you optimistic or pessimistic?- pessimistic by far lol 19. Do you sleep during class?- its happened a handful of times, I try not to bc I HATE missing work its annoying 20. What is the most expensive thing you own?- myself?? jk its my laptop 21. What is the cheapest yet most useful thing you own?- a 1 dollar ELF blending brush. yall those things are bomb please go buy some! 22. How many times a day on average do you check your phone?- that number does not exist holy shit  23. Text or call?- TEXT BLEASE I HAVE SUCH BAD HEARING 24. Opinion on long distance?- it can work! ive done it a lot of times. distance has never been whats broken a relationship for me, not directly anyway 25. What is your definition of success?- success is when you’re happy. you do not have many worries, not the kind that keep you awake at night or make your tummy sick anyway. You have people that love you and, if you died, you’d be remembered as a good bean 26. Favorite song?- right now im really diggin “Hate (I Really Dont Like You)” by the plain white Ts 27. Favorite artist?- HIM!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 28. Celebrity crush/crushes?- Ville Valo ALWAYS lmao hes my god 29. When was the last time you read for fun?- like last month 30. Favorite flower?- roses 31. What is the best gift you could receive right now?- a plane ticket to Connecticut and like 1000 dollars 32. Any guilty pleasures?- pop... music... BUT LIKE THE GOOD KIND U FEEL? I DONT LIKE STUFF FROM THE LAST 2 OR 3 YEARs...  33. What is one thing you would like to change about yourself?- my weight, and that sounds so shallow but it. is taking a toll on me. 34. What do you search for in a friend?- someone who is like me! 35. How many times have you said "I love you" in the past month?- not enough 36. Where did you last go other than your room/home?- school.. 37. Why do bad things happen to good people?- because life isnt fair 38. In your opinion, what hurts more? Being left out or being stabbed in the eye?- what the fuck being stabbed in the eye have you ever been stabbed in the fucking eye? because i havent and i can already tell you that if my friends were talking without me and then someone stabbed me in the fuCKING EYE I WOULD BE JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE PREOCCUPIED WITH BEING STABBED IN THE E Y E  39. How many green shirts do you own?- none lol 40. Do you like anime?- sure! I dont watch it rn but i dont watch anything rn, haha 41. What do you invest the most time in?- sleeping,, 42. What was the name of the last book you read?- Rebecca :3 very gud book 43. What's the difference between loving and liking someone?- when ur main squeeze gets a hair cut and u still wanna suck their dingus u love em, thats it sorry i dont make the rules 44. Where are you most productive?- i dont.. know what this is asking lol I’m most protective over my romantic partners. As much as I’d love to say im most protective over Sarah, nothing compares to how “troll guarding his treasure” i am w/my loves.......... *eyes @my crush* 45. List 3 things you enjoy doing with friends.- talking shit abt rude ppl, playing vidya gaem, and talking abt life 46. List 3 things you enjoy doing alone.- watching makeup tutorials, watching lets plays, and thinking about everything and anything 47. Do you believe world peace will ever exist?- absolutely not. theres too many people on the earth to achieve that 48. Do you have any allergies?- Not to anything specific but i get them really often seasonally. i get them pretty much every time the weather changes :( 49. When was the last time you cussed at someone?- i mean.. every day of my life so like 50. What was the last promise you made?- idek dude 51. What was your last dream about?- IT WAS SO WEIRD IT WAS ABOUT MY CRUSH’S MOM? I DREAMT THAT SHE WAS A DEMON WHO STORED HER EGGS IN LITTLE PORCELAIN JARS AND THAT MY CRUSH HAD AN EAR INFECTION AND WE WERE IN A SNOWY VILLAGE IDK DONT ASK ME its weird bc my crushs mom is so sweet... 52. If you won a trip to Hawaii and you could take 5 people with you, who would those 5 people be?- i would literally only take Sarah bc i hate everyone 53. How many countries have you visited?- ive never been outside the US 54. What is your favorite medium of art? (Music, dance, painting, etc.)- writing :-) 56. When was the last time somebody complimented you?- those nice anons i got yesterday/the other day! 56. If you switched bodies with someone, how would you recognize yourself?- what do u even mean? youd know bc youd be like THIS ISNT MY BODY 57. Do you consider yourself mature?- kind of, yes 58. How many days in your life do you think you have wasted on tumblr?- too fuckin many 59. What is your favorite quote?- “Worship Satan!” -Ville Valo (no but rly any HIM lyric is my favorite quote, theyre so beautiful,,,) 60. If you started a new religion and you had to create 3 rules or commandments for your new followers to live by, what would those 3 rules be?- dont hurt ppl unless they hurt u, dont touch ppl unless they want u to, and respect gender/sexuality 61. What is your greatest accomplishment?- going 2 state! 62. Do you believe in the death penalty?- yeah i actually think it should b used more lol, kill all rapists and p*dophiles :-) 63. What are your goals for life?- i just wanna b happy, man 64. What do you think your soulmate is doing right now?- being a fucking idiot, probably 65. If you could live anywhere, where would you live? The place can be in an imaginary, fantasy, or the real world.- CALIFORNIA LMAO IM SUCH A SUCKER FOR CALIFORNIA AND I NEVER EVEN BEEN THERE 66. What were you like in 2013?- awful but also really sweet... then again i wasnt TECHNICALLY the host so lol  67. Do you have a job?- no :( i cant drive 68. Tell us a story about your childhood best friend.- she was an abusive bitch who took out her parents hating her on me the end 69. If you could change one thing about society, what would it be?- i would make discrimination a way more serious crime than it is taken for rn. ppl who discriminate should b put in jail 70. How many all-nighters have you pulled before?- just one when i had to install the sims and it took 6 years 71. Is tumblr your favorite website? If not, then what is your favorite website?- my fave website is youtube 72. What is the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars?- suck a dick, i guess 73. Does money equal happiness?- not all the time but it sure can 74. How many times have you experienced true happiness in your lifetime?- never, i dont think 75. How many times have you experienced true sadness in your lifetime?- too many times 76. What is the funniest joke you have ever been told?- you know that joke abt the blind man at the beginning of Crazy Rap? yeah thats fucking HILARIOUS  77. When was the last time you looked at the news?- this morn :0 78. If you could say one thing to the world, what would you say?- im gay 79. What is your favorite animal?- RACCOONS!!!!!!!!!!!! 80. If you could earn a million dollars by pretending to be dead for 3 years, would you do it?- i mean sure lmao nobody would b upset about it so 81. What is one thing that everyone is bad at?- being a human. 82. What time do you normally sleep? How many hours of sleep do you usually get?- i usually go to bed at 10 and get like 6 or 7 hours 83. Does age necessarily equal maturity?- not at all! 84. What is your favorite clothing store?- hot topic lol 85. In the winter- beanies or gloves?- gloves b 86. Would you rather have wings or a fish tail?- wings?? why would i want a fish tail 87. If you had the power to erase one person from the world so that nobody remembered him or her except you, would you do it?- absofuckinglutely.  88. What do you fear the most?- being like my rapist. thats a little too deep than i like to go but im being honest, thats literally my biggest fear Ever 89. How many digits of pi can you recite?- 3.14 lmfao i hate math 90. If you could travel back to one year and relive it again, which year would it be?- 2004. I would stop it before it happened. :-( 91. Describe yourself in one word.- stupid 92. Describe your last victory.- i woke up today w/o killin meself 93. What is the weirdest thing you have ever seen?- bendytoots cucumberpitch’s face 94. What is something you will never forget?- prom.. something rly nice happened 95. Would you rather forget all of the past or remember everything in vivid detail?- forget everything. please 96. Have you ever broken a bone before?- nope! 97. Is it harder to love or to hate somebody?- probably harder to love them lol 98. Coffee or tea?- coffer 99. What are some little things that you do that have changed your life in a positive way?- I dont overdose on a constant basis in a BPD-fueled rage any more so thats good 100. How many hours have you spend on tumblr today?- probably 1 or 2?
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Y'all are lucky I love you cause holy fuck this took forever holy fuck
1. Who’s most likely to forget an anniversary? Def Autumn
2. Who’s most likely to send a dirty text to the wrong person? Uhhhh?
3. Who’s most likely to forget why they walked into a room? Probably me
4. Who’s most likely to flirt with the server at a restaurant? Def neither…I’d fight them both wtf
5. Who’s most likely to embarrass the other person while drunk? Hahahah oh god idk
6. Who’s most likely to get cold feet on our wedding day? I don’t think I would so probably her
7. Who’s more likely to post pictures of you both on Instagram? Me 8. Who’s most likely to buy the other person a gift they hate? Awh I love everything she gets me and I don’t think she’s hated anything I got her so idk
9.Who’s most likely to orgasm first? Jesus
10. Who’s most likely to use a hall pass to sleep with the celebrity of their choosing? 🤔🤔🤔 if I was single, me😇
11. Who’s most likely to bring a sex toy into the bedroom? HAHAHA
12. Who’s most likely to be caught flirting with someone else? Autumn probably🙄 jk I’d fight her
13. Who’s most likely to get arrested? THATS SO HARD. I’d say me, but Autumn’s craaaaaaazy.
14. Who’s most likely to initiate sex? Depends😏
15. Who’s most likely to fall asleep during a movie? Probably me
16. Who’s most likely to curse in front of a child? Autumn😂
17. Who’s most likely to write a love poem? Neither of us hahahaha
18. Who’s most likely to get a hideous tattoo? I’m scared of my tattoo coming out hideous so idk
19. Who’s most likely to take a nap in the middle of the day? Autumn
20. Who’s most likely to get in a car accident? With my luck, probably me
21. Who’s most likely to cry over a sad movie? Autumn
22. Who’s most likely to sing along to a pop song on the radio? Me😂
23. Who’s most likely to quit their job on impulse? Ehh me
24. Who’s most likely to throw a fit during a game of Monopoly? Autumn maybe
25. Who’s most likely to go skinny dipping with their friends? Me😂😂
26. Who’s most likely to ignore their phone when their mom calls? Sigh, me hahahah
27. Who’s most likely to laugh during a funeral? Neither???
28. Who’s most likely to get on top during sex? I don’t sex and tell😇
29. Who’s most likely to get jealous over something silly? Ugh the both of us
30. Who’s most likely to forget their vows on our wedding day? MEEEEE
31. Who’s most likely to leave the dishes in the sink for days? neither of us
32. Who’s most likely to pick a crappy movie to watch? Autumn?
33. Who’s most likely to win a board game? Autumn 34. Who’s most likely to throw a fit when they lose a board game? Neither
35. Who’s most likely to bring home a stray puppy? Autumn😂😂
36. Who’s most likely to do a porno? Neither tf
37. Who’s most likely to sleep until noon? Me def
38. Who’s most likely to throw out the other person’s items? AUTUMN HAHAHAAHA she’s crazy but I love her
39. Who’s most likely to burn the dinner they’re cooking? Me😁
40. Who’s most likely to cry during sex? Neither????? Who cries during sex?
41. Who’s most likely to cheat? That’s a stupid ass question
42. Who’s most likely to steal shampoo from a hotel room? Me haha
43. Who’s most likely to murder a stranger after a fit of road rage? ME 44. Who’s most likely to waste money on pointless items at a gift shop? Me probably
45. Who’s most likely to keep their mouth shut when they’re upset? We both refuse to keep our mouths shut…we’re stubborn as hell
46. Who’s most likely to eat a bag of chips in one sitting? Idk
47. Who’s most likely to go a week without showering? Ew neither
48. Who’s most likely to take pictures of the other while they’re sleeping? Me 49. Who’s most likely to steal all of the blankets? Me😂😂
50. Who’s most likely to lose their keys? Me
51. Who’s most likely to forget to pay a bill? Neither
52. Who’s most likely to win a reality TV show competition? Depends what it is
53. Who’s most likely to pregame before a party? I love pre games💁🏼
54. Who’s most likely to turn down an invitation out to stay home and watch Netflix? Me
55. Who’s most likely to do volunteer work? Probably not Autumn😂
56. Who’s most likely to complain when their friend owes them five bucks? Neither
57. Who’s most likely to try to return an expensive item after they’ve already worn it? Autumn hahaha
58. Who’s most likely to win a teddy bear out of a claw machine? Autumn
59. Who’s most likely to go skydiving? I think the both of us would
60. Who’s mostly likely to initiate kisses? Doesn’t matter
61. Who’s most likely to become a vegan? Me
62. Who’s most likely to eat fast food for a week straight? Neither
63. Who’s most likely to act like they’re sober when they’re still drunk? I do that sometimes so probably me
64. Who’s most likely to eat the other person’s leftovers without asking for permission? Me😂😂😂😂
65. Who’s most likely to get up on stage and sing Karaoke? If I had to pick, probably me
66. Who’s most likely to win a dance contest? Me? Maybe idk
67. Who’s most likely to send a double text? Autumn
68. Who’s most likely to visit a strip club? Me😂😂😂
69. Who’s most likely to get sunburn after forgetting to use sunscreen? Autumn hahahahah
70. Who’s most likely to beg their parents for cash? Neither
71. Who’s most likely to play a prank on the other person? Me
72. Who’s most likely to smoke pot at a music festival? Autumn haha
73. Who’s most likely to get a tattoo while drunk? ME haha
74. Who’s most likely to shop for holiday gifts at the last minute? Her
75. Who’s most likely to drop their phone in the toilet? Autumn for sure
76. Who’s most likely to approach a celebrity they see on the street? Me I think
77. Who’s most likely to complain about their favorite film getting remade? Neither??
78. Who’s most likely to wake up in the middle of the night to pee? Autumn
79. Who’s most likely to read a book or watch a show, just because everyone else has been talking about it? Me
80. Who’s most likely to swear they saw a UFO? Probably me haha
81. Who’s most likely to swim with dolphins? Autumn….I’m freaked out when it comes to the ocean
82. Who’s most likely to shop at Target? I have no clue tbh
83. Who’s most likely to forget to wear underwear? ?????
84. Who’s most likely to walk around the house naked? Me🤔
85. Who’s most likely to become friends with a stranger over the Internet? Depends
86. Who’s most likely to pass out at the gym? Neither
87. Who’s most likely to cancel plans at the last second? Autumn….so annoying.
88. Who’s most likely to set up a romantic date? ME
89. Who’s most likely to take hours and hours to text back? Autumn…..again, very annoying
90. Who’s most likely to order the cheapest item on the menu? I don’t know
91. Who’s most likely to complain about how tired they are? Autumn
92. Who’s most likely to fall asleep in public? Me😂
93. Who’s most likely to twerk on the dance floor? Me😂😂😂 I’ll twerk anywhere
94. Who’s most likely to freak out over a pregnancy? Uhhhhh
95. Who’s most likely to snore in their sleep? Ugh neither. I don’t snore ever and I’d kill her
96. Who’s most likely to complain about their ex? 🙋🏼🙋🏼🙋🏼🙋🏼🙋🏼🙋🏼
97. Who’s most likely to set their friend up on a blind date? Probably her
98. Who’s most likely to freak out over a text they misinterpreted? Autumn
99. Who’s most likely to save a stranger’s life? Probably her
100. Who’s most likely to spend an hour in the bathroom? Me….I take FOREVER to get ready
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themothermary-blog1 · 5 years
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digging up bones
watch digging up bones   pulling out skeletons      listen to the song 
digging up things that are better left alone   i know you will want the truth but really if you already know what the truth is  if the truth is plane to see   its probably best to let the bones be   trying to force somebody to  admit to shit is hard as hell     and you  will stress your self out   trying to get the truth to come out          try to remember   thay your truth is not nessasarly the truth of another  and people tend to remember things the way thay want to  if all you got is words and not proof     it will mearly be a word war  that will probably never end   no sence in digging out the word war again.   also    if   the bones are from long ago   and the person has  moved on  to better behavyor    you   may  look like the ass hole       it might not seem fair but society sees   shiney and new  old is dusty old is rusty  and jenerally out dated   for the most part useless    draging people in to new litigation  over  old ass shit      the first thing i would say is  how could you remember so much from so long ago        this has very little to do with you    do you sit around and think about  things that happened   21/2  years ago your life must be so empty   are your sure you arnt hear  for something to do  a way to get attension       in the big world of things    this would be such a small thing      sombody smoaked pot 3 years ago   sombody   cheated 3 years ago  sombody   drank alcohol   3 years    ago     and    you   remember it so clearly   you can resipt  all these so called facts to me       have you been checked for a mental illness  you seem stuck in this   by now you should have had enough life to be over it    your life appears to be so  empty      so what is new with you  it seems you need a new hobby    dwelling is not a good hobby    the persons wrong doings you seem to be dwelling in    has moved on to a better pasture  you are in this  depressing dwelling your self
if the person whos wrong doings     are being dwelled apon      has move on  i would  have the explain how thay have moved past   the past   and  on to a brighter future      
dont we all like a new day 
dont we all like a new week 
dont we all like a new month 
dont we all like a new season 
dont we all like a new year
new is good                            old is useless  
for instance  i usto be sereously depressed  im not anymore
i usto drink  a lot    not  any more
i usto smoak pot   not anymore
i usto cheat on my husband  not anymore  im not even married
i tryed meth when i was depressed   it just made me stressed out  it was quite easy to quit    i  didnt  like it         
i tried being married to my ex husband   i didnt like it  so i quit 
i really like being a mother so i put more effort in to my kid and less effort into useless to me things  like being married to my ex husband  the effort i put in didnt pan out   so  i quit wasting my time and effort
now with my kids  the effort does pan out  i find relationships with my kids chalanging  and rewarding    so  i helped the husband get rid of him self   i hepled him divorce me      he was the one with money     he was pissed so he held  my relationship with my kid hostage    and  sent  his demands    it wasent money    no   i had to spend time with my ex husband    he   used the kid  for leverage         oh  he still  loves me  how sweet    unfortunatlly the feeling is not at all mutual
he wanted to force me to see what a good father he is    im not impressed
he wanted me to see how nice his house is    a house is  a house to me
he wanted to show me how clean it could be seems kinda empty unlived in and cold to me     it looks like for show to me
he wanted to show me how much better he and his family are then me   well if its how good he has done with my  kid        is he kidding me im not impressed im just the opposet   unimpressed    i do know i could do better   as far as the actual kid is concerned
 a one bedroom trailer  is  a home  even is its a rust bucket with old furniture if it works its good 
   clean water and enough of it is important you should come out of a bath tub clener then when you went in    bubble baths shouldnt be dirty  clean water   is a biggie for me a pet peve
any cook can feed a kid
any maid can clean a house   
what is a home to me     love  safty  life preperation     education   exceptance  fun  somewhere to share feelings and hardships      someone elts can do all the other   maid type  shit     ok my family usto be rich so kill me   if it wasent expensive  and a pain in the butt to go     i would go out to eat every night with my family  so  i could focus my attension on them  insted of cooking, putting stuff away    and clean up       i feel the same way about house keeping  if i could afford it  i would hire an made and spend time with my kids
once in awile cook there favorid stuff    that makes it special       and rool out the boofay on holladays   the rest  of the time leave it to  some maid
i did make one mistake   i let my ex husbands mother  take care of my son  actually he is the one who dumped him on her    he was soposto be with his father     i was informed  of the excess dumping  and her whining about it  obvously  she thought he should me with me thats why she  was complaining about me not having him    so   what  i should have done was have one of my family members   come  down from cleveland and stay with me   sombody with more energy then a depressed woman      somebody who could play with him and he could still be home with me    i bet i wouldnt have been so depressed if sombody from my family lived with me    my ex husband had so much more than me     every day  he got to see his family   my mommy and daddy  are deceased   my  brothers and sister live 180 miles from me  and i never see them    no wonder you didnt  why  i was deprssed   you  had me taking care of you   our son  wanted to hang out with  you      and  you  had  you  family and your  farm  thay made you feel  important to people who cared   the big world  call you some farmer  not even bother  with  who or where   the rest of society dont care   as long as when thay get to  the store the food is there  it could come from china  we  simply dont care      farmers can  take up all the  land   eltswhere  the citys need to spred out a bit    give up some land  the citys are crouded     people need elbo room     how meny jobs could we fit in to    a  farm  if  we built a factory where there usto be a barn     but thats just my opinon we do need some farmers    even i know that      its just where do we put them at where thay cant cause too much damage or too much trouble  most of them are religous freeks trying to force people to live  the way thay do insted of keeping up with the rest of us. now im not dissing all farmers   just the amish acting ones who try to force people to  act as retarded as thay do 
there aint no santa  clause      there aint   not    easter bunny   there aint no tooth farie      and there  aint no god     we get indoctranated into a lot of bull shit we grow out of most of it       we have books to back up all the storys   and thay  all have good guys and bad guys    just because   god is the oldest good guy bad guy story    doesent make it real
can we have a new bible story     i have heard all the other ones im boored trust me take a look there is some booring ass shit in that book    now the mormans came up with  some wild ass shit    i couldnt help it    i called and got me a free copy       a lot of the   same  old shit      the jesus part was good  it deffonetly needed   some new shit   in it     the problem   was thay made the crusifiction too good       and like  like any book worth reading      thay turned it into a movie and  several   re makes        technology is  great   i want them to really 3/d  movie the bible story    how did thay even beleave it before    today we expect so much more                   i get so easily bored
 what do we usually do with old shit once we have used it  throw it away
jenerally if you got something to prove  you   need to start with the new  because people change cercomstances change
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my-saddened-space · 5 years
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I hate everything about my family and life.
Okay, let me explain. Let's start with my current opinion about my dumbass mother and her boyfriend. He buys her everything. He helps her with bills, buys her a dumbass rabbit and an unnecessarily large television that we don't even fucking need. Let's start with the rabbit. One day, while leaving to who knows where they say "yeah, we're going to bring back food."something that's supposed to take less than an hour turned into like 4. Now when they say they'll go and get food, I don't eat at all at home, simply because I don't want to eat much too much. As bad as I am at it, I want to lose weight. Getting off track, I'm over here starving because I didn't eat much then like a bowl of cereal the day before. So I'm wondering, "where the hell are they at?" And right before i call I see them pull up in the driveway. I'm like "oh yeah, finally some food" but no. They.... For forgot, they forgot about me and instead went and bought a damn rabbit. Now, here's the reasons I'm upset.
I've always wanted a dog. Dogs are companions, they want to play, run, snuggle and basically be your best friend. So when they just randomly come home with a box I'm just like... "Oh my God, maybe I can forgive them for completely forgetting about me." But I was still kinda upset they didn't fucking take me to go and help them pick it out.. Like, wth?
So when they come in I'm just trying to ask surprised like I didn't see them through the window. They put it down, open it and it's a rabbit. Like-- I'm immediately disappointed. I try to smile still... As I'm trying to hold in tears because it's so disappointing. They couldn't have atleast bought a cat..?! Like all a rabbit does is literally eat and poop. That. Is. All. It's cute but it won't even let me pet it. We let it run around in the living room but the damn thing just hides behind the couch. Their excuse for not buying a dog is because it was "too expensive" like shut the hell up, you guys bought a 1500$ tv thats 60 inches, that's as much as a dog would cost. I don't hate the rabbit as it's cute..? But I can't do shit but look at it. Like my mom randomly fawns over it like "oh man look how cute it's being, it did this and this" but in reality the thing just came from under the couch and is sitting by the damn window or like eating like, "woooooow" sooo... Impressive....? The hell do you expect from me? I'm already not fond of it, don't fucking remind me. I'd actually would rather they didn't get it. I'm not being ungrateful like "oh I got a rabbit and not a dog?! I don't want it at all" but they're just wasting money on something that doesn't do anything and you can't interact with. Like-- if you love rabbits, that's great, buy a rabbit if that's what you really want, but I'm not one who's amazingly fond of small animals that don't do anything but eat and poop and when you try and get close to them they just run as fast as they can away from you and hide.
Now let's talk about this damn tv. Out of everything they could've replaced... They replaced the one thing we didn't need. Like they couldn't bother to get me a new laptop for my art, or the drawing tablet I've been wanting for years, A DAMN BEDFRAME as I've been sleeping on a mattress on the floor like a fucking prisoner since March, like, a bigger dresser, a dining table? Like do they every consider their fucking child when they're off like "yeah yeah, let's buy a rabbit or a giant tv that'll look out of place" the TV doesn't even look right. It makes me anxious with it being on a STAND and not on the wall. That wobbly, thin POS is going to fall in the near future and I know it and guess who's going to be crying because they didn't listen to me when I said please mount it in the wall, instead I get "just be grateful that we at least have the TV" like shut the fuck up. You can't buy a dog but you can buy an unnecessarily large tv that hardly fits in the living room. I don't know if their tryin to go for a "homy" vibe but a larger tv only makes the little things we have in there look like shit. If you really wanted to look like a home you can fucking get a better fucking couch and throw out that stupid circular ass thing you call a coffee table. I swear to God if they buy another thing on impulse I'm going to lose my mind and actually kill myself. Im happy that she gets these things she wants but these things seem so unnecessary! Are they even concerned about what I'm going to do for when I want to get into college? I can't actually work because juggling work and school isn't something I can do as I'd have the biggest mental breakdown as I can hardly handle school as is. Im happy for her and that she gets what she really wants, but our home isn't even a home as you're just buying the most expensive and unnecessary things first. I'm so tired of this.
They don't consider me or my feelings in anything they do. Like yesterday for veterans day my mom only made dinner for her boyfriend. I walk in to ask what she's making she she's like "oh a special dinner for him.... You I'll... I may make chicken tenders.. Or something..." And she turned out making nothing. God, when I turn 18 I'm going to find a man with money and move away as far as I can. I can't take this.
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Last year I hit a car the damage was way less than the deductible. The person had on there car. The car insurance company wants me to pay for damage plus the deductible. Is that legal. I have know problem paying for damages, but the damages are only 1/3 of what they are demanding I pay.""
What are the risks of getting cheaper auto insurance using friends/work address?
Getting a car insured in Hoboken is very expensive ($750 for 6 months). Some of my friends use their friends address (Say Edison address) and get much cheaper quotes. What are the risks in doing this? My friend also had a claim with no problems (but it was a minor claim). Please advise?
Can I have two different life insurance covers?
Suppose I have two different life covers (insurances), one is an endowment/whole life insurance and the other is a term insurance. In case I die within life cover period, will the two different insurance companies give the separate sum assured amounts in full to the nominee?   Will the same rule be valid if I take two such life insurances from same company? I am asking because I have one whole life policy which I may or may not continue, so to get advantage of lower premium, I am considering taking one term insurance as soon as possible (but ultimately I may continue the previous policy too because I have already paid good amount of premium).
WHY WHY WHY!!!! Is so-called affordable health insurance so ridiculously expensive???
Here in WI they consider $479/month for a married couple affordable! That is with a $2500 deductible!! It just doesn't make any sense to me. Can anyone tell me why the rates are so very UN-AFFORDABLE? One simply can't afford to get sick or maintain one's health...
15 1/2 year old male insurence in california ?
im 15 1/2 and just got my permit and i have a 72 galaxie 500 2 door hard top but its not registered i was wondering if it would be cheaper to register the car in my name but be on my parents insurance or register it in my dads name and be on his insurance or just have my own insurance? i live in california. so if you can help that be great and dose anyone know how much it be if i joined my parents?
Roughly how much will my car insurance cost?
Im nearly 19 and Im looking to do my test and get a car as soon as I have the money. I would probably be getting a 2nd hand car within the 750 - 1,500 range, probably something simple what most get for their first car such as a corsa, punto, focus, clio etc. I can afford the car and the lessons, one thing I dont really know about is the insurance. I know it will be different whoever you go with but can you give me just a rough idea of how much Im looking at? I was hoping that it would be as cheap as 20/week (1,000/year). Thanks.""
Insurance premiums in the U.S.?
Did Insurance Companies increase their premiums in the U.S. for all customers (regardless of location) after Hurricane Katrina? If they did, is this a common practice? Don't insurance companies ever lose?""
What are some affordable car insurance companies?
i have three cars and i have three teens drivers and my dad and im looking for a low cost auto insurance does anybody know any and im also trying to get full coverage
Auto insurance question?
I am paying $166 monthly for 2 cars, full coverage, 6 month premium around 970. I'm not sure if that's cheap or expensive. What is the average most people pay for 2 cars? I'm curious. I have insurance through USAA.""
""If I start working, will my insurance get taken away?""
I'm currently a junior in high school and recently got hired for a opening job position. I receive free health care and my mom is unemployed and is receiving disability benefits. If I take this job, will my health care and my mom's benefits get taken away? Will it affect me or just my mom or both of us? My parents said that if I make money, it will have to be included in the family income and if we exceed a certain amount, then all of our benefits will be taken away. Does anyone have any insight on this? I'm not sure how many hours I will be assigned to work if i take this job, but it is minimum wage and they do limit high school students to work a limited number of hours.""
How to lower price for car insurance?
Hi.So I bought Renault Clio 1.2 16v Extreme for 2.5k . It has modifited alloys (16'),tinted black windows and back lights a'la Lexus. Obviously car was from 2nd hand so these modifications arent worth more than 250-300. I'm 18 years old and Im holding my driving license for 1 month. I quoted myself on many car insurance websites and all I see is 2900-3300 to insure it if I type that my car is modifited (without mods it's 1,8k to insure) ! My question is: Is there car insurance company that will not cover modifited parts but it will cover rest of the car so I'll pay like for non-modifited car? If it is - what's the name of that company. Thank you.""
Does anyone know the insurance group prices in the UK?
looking at car insurance does anyone know how much is group is like 3E, 5 and 12 or summit is there any websites where you can find them? if anyone has any suggestions please leave below!""
My son-19- is a full time college student.His Ga peach care insurance ends august 3.can he get medicaid?
He is receiving student aid in the form of scholarships and the pell grant for low-income families. I don't want him to be without insurance coverage. His only income is back child support that will end in a few months. What are my choices? Please help. Thank you. I only receive disability income from social security disability.
Need Cheap Medical Health Insurance?
Hello, could anybody recommend me a site for cheap medical health insurance.I know many sites, but their offers are too expensive.""
Classic Car Insurance for Young Drivers?
Always been a fan of Old Minis. Always been in the family. Uncle has had various Mini projects. I've read so many different things about classic car insurance. I'm 17 Years old, recently passed. I've heard that you get get classic car insurance at this age for close to and under 1000. I may not be driving until i turn 18. Won't be driving much. Odd weekend's and to Sixth form a few late days when i can't get a lift off my parent. My Sixth form has it's own car park and the car will be parked on the drive. Just wondering how true the claims are of the cars being cheaper to insure. If so which companies should i go about contacting, and is it best via website or phoning them. Also i would be looking at any Mini, would prefer a 1275 GT. However realise this would cost more. Not bothered about having a Mini 850 or a normal Mini 1000, as i know the Special Eds will cost more.""
How much is insurance for young men drivers?
I want to get a new car and im 18 years old. My dad says he wont put me on his insurance if i buy a new car but insurance on a new car will be like $400 a month!!!! I have no accidents or tickets my record is clean. Is this normal? I dont live in a bad area and it is a convertible pontiac g6. ThanX
What is the estimated insurance for this car?
2-Door Coupe 1989 BMW 6 Series Coupe 2D 635CS, costing $6,000 new 16 yr. old driver.15-20000 in coverage.""
Dose the red light camera offence affect our records or insurance?
A friend of mine borrow my car on December for half a day and 2 days ago I got a $180 fine with picture from red light camera! I feel very upset not for the fine but because it could goes in my records!!!
Best way to find specific insurance agent?
I got a very low quote from someone but lost his number when I got new phone. I know his first name and he was with one of the bigger companies. I know this is a dumb question but anyone got advice?
Another insurance question for you...?
I'm 16, and soon I'll be getting my first car. When my mom checked out how much my insurance would be on a black Honda Civic 2-door from 1997 they told her it would be $100 a month. Needless to say, that car is gone and I now have my eyes on a silver Chrysler Sebring 2-door convertible from 1998. Judging by the price of the insurance on the Civic, how much would it be on the Sebring? Thanks in advance.""
""Car insurance, when does it drop?""
Im 19 years old, and payed $155 a month for my car insurance, a year later, no accidents tickets or anything and its $106. Definately not complaining, but i was just wondering if theres some sort of formula insurance companies use.. because i always thought when you turn 25 it goes down dramatically, but this for me is pretty dramatic. And also one year from now can i expect it to go down 50 more dollars?? thanks in advance""
""Just wondering about car insurance, registration, title, and license.?""
I'm from Nevada but moved to Colorado. My parents signed over the title to my car and are going to make me pay for insurance. I was wondering what I had to do to sort this all out. I was thinking I have to go to the DMV to get my license and officially change the name on the title, then go back to get insurance so I can go back to the DMV to get registration. Is that right? What are your thoughts? The DMV is closed right now which is why I'm asking here.""
What are insurance points?
I got 2 tickets today in NJ.One was for no seatbelt and one was for speeding.It was for going 5 miles over limit!The speeding is 2 points.But my driver record is perfect,except for this speeding ticket. I know it gets reported to motor vehicles,but what about insurance points?How does that work?Will my insurance go up?""
Health insurance deductible?
Okay, so I don't fully understand how insurance works and I can't seem to get an answer to my question. My health insurance deductible, do I get it back? As in after exhausting it through appointments/hospital visits/ect. Do my monthly payments go back towards that? Is it gone for good? I haven't even been able to get someone from the company on the phone to answer me!! Please help. Thank you!""
How much does car insurance lower when you turn 21?
I have insurance with Farm Bureau, and I have a completely clean record. I hear insurance lowers when you turn 21, anyone know about how much? I pay about 600 a quarter..""
How much should car insurance cost me?
im 16 and ive been saving some money for a while and i bought a 1998 honda civic, im currently paying $265/month for insurance is that too much, because im not sure im going to make the insurance this month because my hours were cut""
Taxi insurance?.....?
Just wondering how much about the taxi INSURANCE is to be a driver. Im 21, have my own car. Normal insurance is around 240 PM (60 week). Anyone know how much extra on top of that for taxi insurance? Around 30 more ive been told?""
17 Year Old Motorbike Insurance?
What would you estimate the insurance costs are for a 17 year old riding a C.P.I Sprint 125CC?
Can I have two different life insurance covers?
Suppose I have two different life covers (insurances), one is an endowment/whole life insurance and the other is a term insurance. In case I die within life cover period, will the two different insurance companies give the separate sum assured amounts in full to the nominee?   Will the same rule be valid if I take two such life insurances from same company? I am asking because I have one whole life policy which I may or may not continue, so to get advantage of lower premium, I am considering taking one term insurance as soon as possible (but ultimately I may continue the previous policy too because I have already paid good amount of premium).
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groundramon · 7 years
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Unpopular opinion: Socialism/government mandated healthcare/housing/whatever, at least in its current/currently proposed form, isn’t going to fix our economy or help that many people get off the streets
I’ve seen people cite scientific evidence to say that “as humans, we’ve always helped out sick and elderly members of our community uvu capitalism is heartless” and you know what?  That statement is absolutely 100% correct.  There’s not a lie in that statement.  Capitalism is cruel, and in the past, we always have helped elderly and sick community members instead of leaving them in the dust.
BUT, the difference nowadays isn’t capitalism.  It’s that our communities are considered at a much larger scale than they were centuries ago (and I supposed social seclusion is becoming increasingly popular as the decades go on, so that plays a part in it too).  I dont know even close to half of the people who live in my city, but centuries ago, pretty much everyone knew everyone else in your respective tribe/village - or if you didnt know them, you knew someone who did know them.
Riddle me this.  Would you feel worse about a city of your friends and acquaintances dying, or a city of people you dont even know dying?  Sure, you’d probably (hopefully) feel bad in both cases, but having an actual bond with people adds a whole new layer of emotion to it.  Its why most of us dont burst out crying whenever we hear about a school shooting.
The same thing plays into how we treat homeless/poor people in our communities.  You see a beggar on the street?  Maybe you’ll give them some money if you can spare it (and you arent a complete dick) but probably not a whole lot.  But if your friend who you trusted and loved was in that situation?  You’d probably do whatever you could to get them back on their feet, right?  There’s little difference between your friend and that beggar (assuming the beggar and your friend arent scam artists, but thats another topict) but you’re more likely to help your friend than you are the beggar.  Whether its because you trust your friend or you love your friend or both, I’d be hard pressed if anyone could deny that.
But the reverse is true, too.  If your friend who you loved and cared about gave you money to get back on your feet, you’d do whatever you could to pay them back, right?  (Assuming it was a loan)  But the government is faceless; it doesnt care about you anymore than capitalism does.  And you probably dont care about the government anymore than it cares about you (besides, yknow, it being in control of your life).  My point being, it’s a lot easier to say “oh, I’ll just binge buy this expensive steak with this money” about a handout from the government than it is with the money that your friend loaned you.  I’m not saying that poor people are intentionally wasting our money, I’m just saying that there’s less risk there, and people take bigger risks when they have a safety net to fall back on.
I’ve also literally heard, from poor people, that poverty is a cycle.  You fall back into it throughout your life, even with handouts from the government.  Because - and interjecting my own observations here btw - on your way up from welfare, you start making too much money to get welfare but too little to live off of.  And believe me when I say I hear “well you shouldnt be making minimum wage if you have a family/are an adult/whatever!!” all the time, but I can also imagine that you have to start somewhere.
But back on track, the government distributing money from the taxpayer to the person living in poverty adds a layer of animosity between the taxpayer and the poor person.  You, a taxpayer, dont see the person you’re helping so you just feel bitter, and you, a poor person, dont see the person whose struggling themselves that’s also paying for part of your wellbeing.  I’m not saying that you’re a bad person for being in poverty; the animosity isnt your fault, and a bad decision every once in a while is just human.  It’s the government’s.
My proposition is that we focus on financial reform.  Not financial aid - financial reform.  As I mentioned, I’ve flat-out heard from people living in poverty that its a cycle, which - and I remember this being mentioned in the post - is partially due to not being taught proper saving strategies.  So why the fuck are we just giving them handouts without actually helping them?  Money doesn’t solve everyone’s problems, and that goes for poor people as well (as ironic as that sounds).  Send these people to legitimate classes to teach them proper saving techniques (without charging them 50ish bucks, because...?? do you not understand what poverty means??) and then give them some money and a potential job starting point.  And if they need some kind of emotional therapy, then give them whatever they need to be able to work.  That kind of approach weeds out the “bums” and helps the people who DO want to improve get back on their feet.  And if thats “too expensive” or “too much work” well then consider this; do you realize how much money higher-up government workers get for micromanaging the lives of people they’ve never met?  They get to sit on their asses and play god, and they get paid royally for it.  If you dont have enough money for that, it sure as hell aint because the taxpayers dont pay enough; take it out of your own paycheck and then we can talk.
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wellmeaningshutin · 7 years
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Short Story #60: Parents.
Written: 3/8/2017
-There’s no way your kid is more fucked up than mine is, do you know all the shit I went through as a kid? There’s a better chance that I accidentally-
-Oh, here we go again, Mrs. Terrible Childhood back up on the soapbox, telling the world about how bad she had it.
-So what? Its not like you had any struggles, you were-
-Its not about me though, its about our children. You got to learn from the mistakes of your parents, so your kid has way better chances of having it easier than mine. I, however, was hardly parented at all and- while you’re at it fill up my glass too-and I don’t even really know what I’m doing.
-Oh, Mrs. Perfect, bragging about how she’s soo great at ruining her kids life, needing another glass of wine to-
-Hey, leave my drinking out of this. You’re two glasses ahead of me anyways.
-Yeah, but I have a higher tolerance, so-
-You think that’s something to brag about? Does drinking all of the time make it okay for you to drink a lot? Its not like we’re in our early 20’s, now-
-Whatever, I had it much rougher than you, you don’t know how much I have to drink to just get through the day. You don’t know how hard I had it-
-You can’t be in your 40’s and talk about how your childhood is holding you back! At this point its your fault for not going to therapy, for not getting any help.
-Do you know how much it would cost for me to go to some quack? Wine is cheaper, and is a better listener than any psychiatrist could ever be, so back off.
-Doesn’t it all add up though? 30 years of hard alcoholism is way more expensive than one year of-
-Here we go again, Mrs. Perfect trying to tell everybody how to handle their problems! Bitch, you haven’t gone through anything, so you shouldn’t be the one telling everyone how to deal with shit that you’ve never gone through. You’re like those rich snobs who tell the poor that its their fault that-
-Okay, lets not make this political. If you go down that road, we’re not going to even mention our kids, and then what will have been the point of this bet?
-Are you saying you’re one of those “pick yourself up by the bootstraps” types?
-No, I’m just-
-Are you saying that because people are on welfare that they can’t contribute to society, that its their fault that-
-Lets just drop this, okay? I thought you were supposed to have a higher tolerance than me. You’re only two glasses ahead, and now you can’t stop rambling about-
-Well, actually, I did some drinking before you got here, so its a little more than two glasses.
-Wait, how much have you-no, stop pouring I’m only halfway through this glass. If you keep doing that I’ll have no idea how much I’ve been drinking and-
-Mrs. Perfect needs to watch her intake, Mrs. Perfect can’t hold her liquor, la di da.
-This isn’t liquor, its win.
-Oh, so now you’re going to give me a chemistry lecture now, huh? Just because you have a fancy, college degree-
-You have one too, why are you-
-Yeah, but yours is, you have one from some fancy-
-I went to a community college, meanwhile you have a-wait, I’m not getting into this right now. How drunk are you exactly?
-Sober enough to know that I’m going to take all of your money with this bet. You’re wasting so much time, I can’t believe, I, I have to put up with all of this-
-Actually, fill up this glass. If your going to be this much of a mess then-
-My kid is the real mess-
-Then I’ll have to get drunk just to be able to put up with you.
-A bigger mess than your kid. Now, listen to this, bitch: I love my parents very much, they are the best parents in the world, and I love them… No, wait. Let me skip ahead, past this bullshit. I swear I remember, oh yeah, here it is. Dear Diary, today at school I had fun. We found a frog but then I stepped on it, now I feel bad. My mom was sleeping all day, so I went to my grandma’s house for a while until my dad picked me up. Grandma told me that I was a little sinner, and then she put out cigarettes on my arms. I cried a lot, but she didn’t stop. I do not-
-Woah woah woah, just because your bat shit mother is physically abusing your kid, that doesn’t mean that they’re messed up, it just means that messed up stuff is-
-Let me finish! When she was watching her show, she made me clean out her oven but I didn’t know what I was supposed to do. I looked everywhere for something to clean with. She told me that if I wasn’t done in a while then she would burn me again. I do not like the burns and she tells me that its to prepare me for hell, and I do not like that either. I wish my mom didn’t sleep so much so that I could be home with her and eat ice cream all day.
-Like I was saying before, abuse doesn’t make your kid messed up, it just makes your mom messed up.
-Well, why didn’t you say that before then, huh? Why’d you let me, waste, why did-
-I did say that before-yeah, fill mine up too, thanks. You want me to open up a new bottle?
-Yeah, I think I have a nice-
-Do you want me to get this pink one, or this yellowish one?
-What do you mean by yellow? I don’t buy yellow wine, do you think that I’m some dumb teen-teenage girl who doesn’t know what kind of wines to buy? Thinking that yellow is good, because she-
-Oh, wait, the label says its a white wine.
-How did you not know that by sight? Do you not know your wines or something? I though you, you’re always so up in the air, your nose is way up there looking down on everyone-
-I don’t know what you’re trying to-
-Let me finish! Okay? You wont know what I’m saying unless you let me finish. You’re always thinking you’re better than everyone, did you know that? Huh? Looking down on people, with your nose up in the air, got all your airs up their because you’re putting them on, one leg at a time, thinking your special because of that, well let me tell you what, you ugly bitch. Everybody puts them on a leg at a time, and that doesn’t make, you’re not any better because you do the same things, the, what everyone else does. Do you know what I think? I think you were so, like, your parents would always pat you on the head for every little thing. Like, good job walking on your legs, good job brushing your teeth, good job putting on your pants, and now its like, like you suddenly think that because they… Oh shit. I’m really drunk.
-Yeah, I know-
-No, like, I’m reeally drunk. Like, don’t-give-me-any-more-wine drunk. Like, I’m gonna, uh, I’m going to-
-Wait, hey, put that phone down.
-No.
-Who are you going to call?
-My kid, I’m gonna yell at her, I don’t-
-Why are you-just put the phone down. Give it to me!
-I need to ask her where all of the good stuff is, I want to win this bet don’t I? You think you’re the only one who wants to win, well guess what-
-I’ll give you more wine if you give me the phone.
-Ad Homenim, I give you give.
-Quid pro quo.
-What?
-That’s what, nevermind. Here, give me the phone, and then I’ll pour you some wine.
-Here you go Misses, Mrs. I Can’t Hold My Liquor. Mrs. Judgment.
-Which wine do you want?
-The pink is supposed to be really good, I think, I saw it somewhere.. Where was it? Maybe, maybe it was on a billboard, and the people drinking it were so happy, and I wanted to.. Like, is that how they get you?
-Oh my god, this smells terrible. Its like motor oil.
-Hello?
-Oh, is that how who gets you?
-The advertising people, do they just… Like, how did they know that I was so unhappy, how did they know that..
-Well, a lot of people drink to forget about upsetting things. Just because you drink like that doesn’t make you special, just like when you talked about me putting on airs, or pants, or whatever-
-Yeah, but, but nobody had it as bad as.. Or… Wait. So there are enough people out there with bad childhoods for them to, to target us?
-Not just bad childhoods, but all sorts of bad things happening to them. Life is an awful thing, its full of awful things, so a lot of people feel awful, and alcohol makes that go away. Its like emotional morphine.
-Yeah, but, I thought people also abused morphine, and those pain killers, to get away from emotional problems too?
-Okay, yeah, but a lot of things are to just get away from all of the emotional pain, almost everything is designed to distance yourself from it. Life is just one big struggle to let the good outweigh the bad, and if you’re able to die happy then you’ve-
-Oh god, I don’t want to think about dying right now.
-I’m sorry.
-Its like, you never know when, so you always wonder.. Like, will I see tomorrow? I could-
-Here, let me read my kid’s diary, okay? Remember the bet? Which one is more fucked up? Drink your wine, forget about it.
-Why is this clear?
-You’re just really drunk.
-Oh, yeah, that makes sense. Oh yeah, I can’t even taste it, that’s always bad. You know its been too much-listen up. You never drink so, so I’m going to impart some wisdom onto you. I’m like your spiritual guide right now, showing you how, how if you can’t taste the alcohol anymore, you’re really drunk, and you should probably stop drinking for a while. Drink some water, or, better yet, piss it all out.
-Thanks for that, now I-
-Wait, I just remembered, if your stomach feels all bad, and its not fun being drunk anymore, consider taking a shot or something to make yourself throw up. That way, you get all of the sick out of you, and then you can go back to having fun. I know you’re, you’re all fancy but there’s nothing wrong with vomiting, all people do it. Hell, my cat does it a lot, and that things so fucking adorable. Where is it?
-Don’t you want to.. Remember the bet? Just sit here, listen to what my kid wrote down, you’re falling apart.
-I’m just starting to come together.
-Here, listen to this: Dear diary,
-How come all of these kids always start that shit the same way. Dear diary, dear diary. Its not like it can listen to them, you know? Its not like, and why don’t they just write “Dear snooping parents” since thats way more likely to happen, its, okay you look upset, I’ll let you. Keep going.
-Dear diary, school is not fun. Nobody wants to play with me. They say they don’t like the way my hair looks, but I like it. I don’t know why people are mean. My teacher is mean to me, she says that I can’t read, and I will have to go back a grade. I’m the best reader in my class. I don’t know why she is so mean. I don’t know why everyone doesn’t like me. I met a new friend, he is tall and his hair is made of electricity. His body looks like a lava lamp. He has big arms that move around. He tells me that-
-This is, wow, you might-
-Shhh! He tells me that he can teach me how to blow them up with my mind, so that I-what the fuck am I? What the hell is this? Look, she added in a drawing, what the fuck is this thing?
-It kind of looks like those guys, the ones that dance by the cars, you know like-
-Haha, what the hell are you doing?
-I’m doing the dance, showing you what I mean. Too many people rely on words to get their points across, but I believe in body language, it helps me-
-Okay, but you’re getting water everywhere.
-This isn’t wine?
-Oh, I, uh.. He tells me that he will teach me how to blow people up with my mind, so that nobody will be mean anymore. He tells me the secret is to be really nice, and it will… I’m just going to skip ahead, this is getting too weird.. Oh, hey, look at that. She has a list of all of the people that she’s going to blow up.
-I can’t make it out, its kid scribble, it keeps moving around.
-No, you’re the one that’s moving around, I told you to stop doing that dance.
-Fuck, I’m really drunk.
-I know.
-But I just love dancing.
-I know.
-Dance with me.
-No, we, listen, I’ll just read the list to you. Hm… Oh shit.
-What.
-I think I’m on the list. Yeah, right here, she put “mom”. Huh, I guess I actually might be an awful parent. Shit, if I win this bet then I’m going to have to use that money to, for putting my kid through therapy. A lot of this is really freaking me out.
-Its not a surprise that you’re a bad mom, your worse than me you know.
-Why’s that?
-Well, you did, oh shit-
-See, that’s why I wanted you to stop wiggling around. There’s glass everywhere, and I’ll get it, I just.. Fuck.. Ow.
-What happened.
-Nothing.
-Why are you laying there? Did you fall? How drunk are you?
-Drunk enough to not want to get up. This has to be the most comfortable floor in the, how do you think they got it to feel so nice? Did you have to pay extra for it?
-No, its dirty and shitty, you’re just really drunk, drunker than me. I guess I’ll have to get on your level then. Where’s the pink wine, I’ll just drink from the bottle.
-Its under the sink.
-Why did you put it there? Oh, oh my. Is this, did you drink this whole thing?
-I was trying to get on your level, but now you have to get on my level, its like what I said about-
-I didn’t think you had it in you
-Balancing happiness, but we had to balance being drunk, and now we’re stuck, its, like, its like a fat kind, and a skinny kid, and we’re both sitting on the see saw, and no matter what we do, up or down, we’re always stuck. You know? Maybe if we brought in another skinny kid, that could be enough weight to..
-You’re kind of stuck in that, where did you find the time to drink all of this. I’m sorry, I can’t focus on the nonsense that is coming out of your mouth, but, wow.
-Haha
-I think you might be my new hero. Are you going to fall asleep, or do you just not want to move?
-My muscles are drunk, but my brain is more alive than ever. Its like, I’m a soul who has wondered-
-Okay, okay, I’ll read this to you. Hows that sound? I can still win you know.
-Okay, but scratch my back. Yeah. That’s nice, that’s calming. Its like how my, my mother used to do it that way too you know. I feel like a kid again, lying on the floor, getting my.. Yeah, this is nice. Thank you so much. You’re really a good mom, I think you might, you’re a better parent then me so you’ll definitely lose.
-Dear Diary, grandma fell asleep with a cigarette in her mouth. It was still on fire, but I let it sit there. I hoped that it would fall on her and she would burn, but instead it went out. I took her cigarettes so that she wont burn me, but she just hit me with a stick instead. I still have them. I am going to smoke all of them, so I can get sick and die. In class we learned that they make you sick. If I get sick and die then grandma will go to hell, while I eat ice cream in… what the hell. What’s with her and ice cream, like why is she so fixated on that one food?
-That’s just how kids are. But who doesn’t want ice cream? Isn’t that all there is to life, ice cream-no. No don’t stop scratching, you’re making me feel like a cat. They have it good in life, but they don’t get ice cream, they have to eat raw fish, or whatever it is that-
-Now are you going to go on and on about ice cream too?
-Maybe, it sounds really good right now. Do you have any?
-Yeah, a ton, but that, that could be why she always talks about it in here. But you think that she’d want, like at least, when I was a kid it was always pizza. That’s what I always wanted, a big pizza. And ice cream. Those are like, those are the main food groups when you’re a kid. And candy.
-And cereal.
-Yeah, that too. You want me to get you some ice cream?
-No, no, I can’t eat anything or I’ll die. And if you got it, then who would make, make me feel, who would scratch my back and make me feel like a kid again. Its like, that was such a great time in life, you know, like there were no responsibilities, and you could eat whatever you wanted, like, everything was just so simple.
-I think you’re romanticizing, like a little bit, I mean its not always good. You’re just drunk, and you’re thinking about your own. Look at your messed up kid.
-She’s the most fucked up kid that ever, and like, she’s more messed up than yours.
-Exactly. Her whole life is just being bullied, and anger, and she just wants to blow everybody up because she’s so angry. Isn’t that.. Aren’t children awful? Nobody should want to go back to that, that nastiness, and you’re so weak and, you can’t protect yourself from anything. Like, my kid, who.. Oh god, I’m such a terrible mother, aren’t I?
-Under the sun, we are all bad parents.
-Like, I’m drinking away all of my bad memories, and then my kid sees me drinking, and then she has to, because of that, deal with the same awful person that, put my life as a living hell and its just all one big cycle. I’m so wrapped up in my bullshit, and I can’t even help my kid, so my kid is going to make all of the mistakes, and-
-Sorry, I zoned out a little, you’re just too comfortable. Aren’t you floor, aren’t you hands? Its like for a while, nothing existed, except for the good vibrations.. How did that song go?
-I need a drink.
-This is going to kill me if I can’t figure this out. Can you, do you remember that song?
-I can’t believe that this is my last bottle, I can’t believe I bought white wine. Wait. No, this was a gift. Who the hell would, why would you give an alcoholic more, why is that okay? Who does that?
-Please, just hum it for me. Just hum the gist and I’ll remember how it goes.
-This has to be, I have to stop drinking after tonight. Ugh, I hate white wine so much, like, who, why would they make this? Who are they making it for? That doesn- does not go down easy. You know what, this won’t be my last, I need to have something better before I quit.
-Please, its killing me inside. I need to know how this goes.
-Ugh. Oh man, this is the worst. Who.. Who won the bet?
-I can’t type this in, I can find the video, but the buttons are too small I keep, can you type? I can’t do this.
-Who won though, who gets the money?
-Please, I need to know how the song goes.
-I’ll type it in if you tell me who won.
-We’re terrible moms, nobody wins, now type this in because I can’t stand not knowing how that song goes.
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