#this is about chazzerella

[aberooski]

I'm finally learning my lesson and that it's okay to write things out of sequence. It's actually very helpful ✋😭

#this is about chazzerella #I've been jumping all over the place in the 1st chapter where I've been annoyingly stuck for literally no reason #actually making some progress which is great #because I meant to do this fic LAST YEAR #we could've been on chazz princeton and the seven duelists by now 😭 #we couldve been working on OUAD 2 by now 😭😭😭😭 #kinda my fault for just starting the mario crossover on a whim too but hey that one's kinda purely for me #I can take as long as I want to do that one it's not a mainline fic aksksk #that's a side quest the disney aus are the main event! #until I finish them then I dunno what I'm gonna do aksksk #try to come up with some more in universe ideas I guess?? #sons of the stars (abby's version)(from the vault) ??? #I've got work on that one going already but that's definitely on the backburner atm I gotta work on new stuff 😭😭😭 #yugioh gx fanfiction #abby's fanfic writer power hour #abby after dark

[aberooski]

I almost feel bad for saying this because I wrote it so who am I to?

But there's something about Chazz lying on the cold floor of their house alone in the dark having just screamed his lungs out in anger and sadness and misery and just so defeated and having no strength left in his lungs, breathlessly saying "I give up." that just kills me and hurts me so deeply I don't know how I'm going to write the scene preceeding that moment that causes it because I wrote this out of context.

#chazzerella is making me feel worse to write than anything I've writtwn in the last few years genuinely #I really don't qant to write the equivalent of the dress tearing scene because clearly as you can see it's not going to be very nice #I don't even know exactly what's going to happen because I don't even want to think about it #hence my skipping forward in the story so I could actually keep writing #I'm an awful mean horrible lady I'm so sorry chazz 😔 #abby's fanfic writer power hour #yugioh gx #yugioh gx fanfiction #chazz princeton #jun manjoume #chazzerella

[aberooski]

i’m on episode 40 of my rewatch and i can’t help but notice how chazz has no qualms about getting physical with jaden to shut him up

call it mech projection hours but do you think chazz does it because he’s so desensitized to slade and jagger getting physical with him all the time at home so it’s just second nature to him 🫠

I hate that I agree that it's entirely possible. 😔

We don’t see a lot of interaction between the Princeton brothers, but we see enough to draw conclusions and make inferences about how things have been for Chazz all the time. I imagine they've raised their hands to him on more occasions than I care to think about and especially with how young he is, depending on how long they've been treating him that way, I feel like it's entirely possible he would just kind of grow accustomed to it over time. He'd just kind of assume that it was normal to hit people for certain things, and yeah, he's probably pretty desensitized to it.

Ugh I hate those two so much. 😤

#ironic I came to doom scroll for a bit after working on the end of chapter 1 of chazzerella and slade just hit him during the scene- #-that I'm working on #and now we're having a conversation about that very concept #aksksks #but seriously though I agree he probably picked that up from them after a while and that upsets me deeply #abusive pieces of shit #all my homies hate slade and jagger #yugioh gx #ygo gx #chazz princeton #jun manjoume #aberooski asks

[aberooski]

Every day I get 🤏 this much closer to getting out of chapter 1 of Chazzerella.

#when I can actually get myself to sit down and write I actually make progress #who knew? #but no yeah we're getting there #I'm not gonna be a liar about it happening this year like I was last year #chazzerella is happening baby #you gotta wait until it's finished though #but once it's done I can finally officially put OUAD 2 back on the table again 👀 #that's my rule I can't start writing OUAD 2 until chazzerella is finished especially because I mean to do chazzerella last year #and that plan completely fell apart because last year was horrible I'm amazed I could vring myself to write anything #much less finish and release a few things #I also started the mario crossover instead of doing chazzerella that's a nother problem #which remeinds me I need to slog my way through the rest of the next chapter of that #I have a plan I'm just having a hard time actually sitting down and doing it you know? jyst very slow going #the next chapter after that is basically already written though #so I mean that's good I guess akkskks #not that anybody gives a shit about that one other than me anyway #which I mean is fine I'm doing that one purely for me anyway but it still kinda blows #doesn't help me with my slow progress either #but I digress #I have to work tomorrow or I guess technically today so I should probably actually sleep? #we'll see #yugioh gx fanfiction #chazzerella #abby's fanfic writer power hour #abby's insomnia thoughts

[aberooski]

Thinking real hard about the OUADverse again.

#I need to clear some stuff from my pipeline so I can start OUAD 2 😭😭😭 #thr plan is to do Chazzerella first and that shouldn't take too long once I get myself to sit down and actually do it #I mean I've got Your Princeton Is In Another Castle going on too but like that one's for me. I can work on that one whenever I want #but man I gotta track down my OUAD 2 notes on here and like actually write them down in my docs because there's GOOD shit in there #and I am THINKING ABOUT IT #yugioh gx #yugioh gx fanfiction #once upon a duelist #stormshipping #abby's fanfic writer power hour #abby after dark

[aberooski]

So when it comes to my specifically stormshipping or just stormshipping heavy fics I've noticed something.

Sustained by Hate contains a not at all subtle Little Mermaid reference as a major plot thread, I did Once Upon A Duelist, I have Chazzerella in the works...

......add Chazz Princeton and the Seven Duelists to my list of wips......

#I've actually been thinking about this for a while but only the concept not anything specific #but I watched snow white again recently and well.... the wheels in my head began to turn a little bit...... #really going backwards in the chronology with these disney references and au's aren’t I lololol #I have so much shit to write tho y'all need to keep me in fucking check 😭😭 #yugioh gx #yugioh gx fanfiction #chazz princeton #atticus rhodes #stormshipping #abby's fanfic writer power hour #abby needs to be stopped #sustained by hate (abby's version) #once upon a duelist #chazzerella #chazz princeton and the seven duelists #wake up babe new tag dropped #stop letting me come up with new ideas when I've barely made any progress on the like 4 that I already have 😭 #but fr any chance to make chazz a disney princess I will take akskskskskksks

[aberooski]

Okay I have enough fics and shit to write right now as it is, I currently have 4 in the works 🙃, but last night while I was trying to sleep I had a thought. I think I came up with a very baseline very bare bones idea for a possible OUAD 2.

A possible title for which I came up with was Once Upon A Kingdom OUAK if you will. And literally as I typed this out, Once Upon A Winter OUAW akskskskk and it would take place months after the events of OUAD, Chazz and Atticus are officially a couple now, and Atty takes him on a trip to see the Northern Kingdom or the Crystal Kingdom if ur in with the OUAD deep lore 👀 where he and Lexi are from and with Jay, Sy, and Hassleberry in tow, winter wonderland hijinks and capers ensue 👀

Now I have no idea what the actual greater plot would be but I really like the idea of visiting another kingdom since in the 'deep lore' there are 5 kingdoms that exist in the world, but since the Kingdom of the East was canonically destroyed by Slade and Jagger before the events of OUAD, there's still 3 other kingdoms outside the Golden Kingdom. The northern, western, and southern kingdoms if you will. The Golden Kingdom is the central kingdom. So we get to see more of the world, and open the door for more of the ensemble cast to get involved, I fully intend to include Jesse and Bastion at the very minimum if I wrote this I fully imagined a whole conversation with Jaden and Jesse last night, immortal magical fairy Jay gets to flirt with the cute human boy 👀 so I have thoughts happening ☺

Like I said I have no idea what an actual greater plot would look like yet and I have way too much to work on right now to put too much thought into it right now, but I promise babes. OUAD 2 may be on the back burner right now, but it is also very firmly on the table 😉

#why must all my best ideas come when I'm about to fall asleep like you couldn’t have given me more than that brain??? #no but fr I have so much to work on but I'm actively in the early staged of planning here #obviously Crowler will be in there somewhere too I'm not about to exclude my favorite dad 😤 but i dunno what's going on in it at all yet #maybe we'll even see more fairy society shit too cuz I love thinkin about it and I mean Hassleberry did kill Jagger with mega ancient magic #that he's supposed to be too weak magically to be able to do and the other fairies are canonically kinda mean to him for that #and because of his whole animal side thing that he was just born with in OUAD which yknow isn't normal even for magical beings #so when they find out he did that I mean that's gonna shake things up in their society man #plus I did establish that Zane canonically exists in OUAD because he's briefly mentioned in chapter 11 #and K think it's fucking hilarious that he of all people is a fairy 😂 but Sy is so he kinda has to be lol #I already have so many thoughts but they're incoherent and make no sense still so we'll see what happens when things start coming together #but that'll be a while still. I probably won't really mess with it at least until after Chazzerella #because that one honestly shouldn't be all that long once I get started actually writing it. not a lot happens in that movie akskks #but for now I'll leave y'all with this mess I guess akskks whoops 😅 #abby's just rambling don't mind her #abby fully admits she's an idiot #Once Upon A Duelist #yugioh gx #yugioh gx fanfiction #chazz princeton #atticus rhodes #stormshipping #syrus truesdale #jaden yuki #tyranno hassleberry #alexis rhodes

[aberooski]

Self care but also self destruction is allowing myself to accept the fact that Chazz's mom who I made up she ain't real is not a great mom but she thinks she is and is not only Chazz's mom but Slade and Jagger's mom too, a fact that makes him out a wall between them over. And mannerisms they could have gotten from her can be clearly seen in her even though she very obviously favors Chazz but will vehemently deny it and be offended if anyone calls attention to it like she doesn't know she's doing it and it makes his relationship with her more complicated and strained than it already is on his end even though he does love his mom and I might have to remaster Sustained By Hate all over again just to properly characterize her

#I love michelle so much but she is not as good of a mom as she thinks she is #thank you chazzerella for making me think about why slade and jagger resent her still even though she's been dead for 10 years at this poin #and their dad is just the worst and all three of them hated that guy #not gonna tag this much because this is for me and those in the know only #abby's fanfic writer power hour #also that's a joke I'm not gonna remaster sbh again just for that

[aberooski]

Why does it feel like every time I cap off a scene the last few sentences are the most shit thing I have ever written in my life????

#when will I learn it's okay to wrap things up in a few simple sentences and that I don't have to make every scene cap deep and philosophical #literally the ojamas are just fixing up a suit for chazz because they know he won’t have time to do it before the ball #I can literally just say they started working on it and cut the scene (which I kinda did) like I don’t need 3 paragraphs of fluff cap if off #they wanna help chazz if they can and if there's anything they can do to help even a little they're willing and eager to try #that's the gist of the last sentence of this scene and I feel so shitty about it and like why???? it's literally fine????? #ugh I hate myself #abby's fanfic writer power hour #abby's self depreciation hour #chazzerella #at least I made my goal of finishing this scene today regardless #but now I have to get throigh the equivalent of the dress tearing scene in order to link up with the aftermath- #-i started writing out of sequence because I didn't wanna think about the actual scene itself..... #oh geez...

[aberooski]

The rule for Chazzerella, and this goes for other things also, is that chapters will be as long or as short as they need to be to get from point A to point B. Word count be damned.

Don't let me forget that.

#I have everything mapped out the way I did with OUAD so I know what's all getting covered in each chapter #i just need to not get anxiety about chapters being too long or short #the 1st chapter is 4 k so far including what I have out pf sequence I'm worrking on connecting right now #and my chapters are usually between 5 and 6k so i started feeling really anxious #but I don't have to rush to get it in that margin #it'll probably be a little over 6k and that's fucking fine ME 😤 #remember chapter 11 of OUAD is like 8k or something like that me???? it's FIIIIIINE #abby's fanfic writer power hour #abby fully admits she's an idiot #yugioh gx fanfiction #chazzerella

[aberooski]

I've the most horrendous writer's block 😭

#it sucks because it's like not even the kind where I can’t think of anything to write #I have SO MANY thoughts #I just physically cannot make myself sit down and write them #like I had a breakthrough with chazzerella the other day right? cannot for the life of me sit down and write out what I figured out #your princeton is in another castle? been slogging through this next chapter for e v e r and I know what I'm doing #literally any oneshot I have? can't fucking sit down and do them #I'm basically rewriting sons of the stars at this point #so incredibly excited about it but I can't fucking make myself work on it #i don't know what's wrong with me #I don't know where all my motivation and desire went #because the desire to write is still here but it's like locked behind a dore I can't get through for some reason #but there's a window in the door and I can see the desire it's right there it's so close and it exists there's just something in the way #and I don't for the life of me know why or what it is #I'm the worst #and I call myself writer fuck me #abby's fanfic writer power hour #abby's insomnia thoughts

[aberooski]

Gonna go to bed in a minute but still in genuine shock that the Fatal Frame 5 x GX crossover won my poll ngl aksksk

#in my experience I haven't run into many people who are fans of fatal frame or even that many people who know what it is #I find it very interesting but also very exciting that there's intetest in my silly little crossover though 🥰 #gonna try to work on it tomorrow I've been doing some thinking about plot stuff and things today #I have an idea for something later on in the fic I'm loving so that'll be fun !! #yuri and the camera crew ride again baby !! #and look I know nobody voted for it but I will still be trying to work on chazzerella on the side #those might end up happening around the same time idk we'll see #and this one shot I posted a sneak of the other day will be happening too but the fatal frame crossover I suppose by the word of the people #is gonna be my main focus for now. hope you're ready for convoluted ghost shenanigans 😜 #also someone did vote for secret third thing which we all know was code for OUAD 2 so I'll be trying to think about that more too 🤭 #anyway I'll shut up now #yugioh #yugioh gx #yugioh gx fanfiction #fatal frame 5 #fatal frame maiden of black water #abby's fanfic writer power hour #abby after dark

[aberooski]

STORMSHIPPING BARBIE AS RAPUNZEL?! I’M HOLDING YOU ACCOUNTABLE TO GIVE ME PLOT DETAILS AND EVERYTHING PLEASE I HAVE MY BUCKET OF POPCORN READY AND EVERYTHING

AKSKSKS YOU GOT IT, CHAZZ!

I actually legit almost dm'd you about it the other night cuz I was actually going crazy over the idea but then I fell asleep and forgot akakskks

OKAY SO! I've actually been thinking about this for a while as a possibility because my mind runs wild with this shit as we all know all too well by now aksksk

I was actually thinking about everything I had in my pipeline because once I get finished with this 1 shot I'm doing for a fic exchange I wanna actually sit down and dedicate time to getting through Chazzerella because I meant to do it literally MONTHS ago so I could get to work on OUAD 2, and then we have Chazz Princeton and the Seven Duelists, and then I was like OH F U C K

RAPUNZEL.

MY RAPUNZEL.

BARBIE.

And now here we are akskksksks

BUT THE PLOT BRUH I'M COOKING SOME GUD SHIT IN THIS MINDROWAVE OF MINE LET ME TELL YOU

OBVIOUSLY Chazz is Rapunzel he's literally always the princess in these things who's surprised? It's more fun and it always just works out best that way plot wise. Only I am thinking about foregoing the hair maybe, I mean her hair doesn't actually really matter in Barbie Rapunzel apart from her dream where Stefan finds her and we have the whole "let down your hair" reference, and Gothel cuts it and uses her hair to trick Stefan at the ball but otherwise her hair doesn't matter or is really called attention to. BUT I'm still in the early planning stages so I mean maybe I'll change my mind 🤷‍♀️

But my initial thought is that we begin similar to OUAD, Slade and Jagger would be the villains obviously. Exiled from the kingdom for being just bad people, they resent their parents and when they have Chazz so they'll still have an heir, they kidnap Chazz as a baby and spirit him away deep into the darkest forest of the neighboring kingdom far of their parents' reach out of their hatred and resentment. But in the Barbie fashion, they frame the king of their neighboring kingdom, Atticus and Alexis's father, for the crime with a desire to sow seeds of discord so that both kingdoms will destroy each other. Then they can swoop in and rule all the lands themselves.

I also had an idea to try and differentiate from OUAD, they had already grown resentful and spiteful of their parents and were sowing seeds of discord between the kingdoms, and eventually at some point they like, fake their deaths so they could work behind the scenes and to cover their tracks. So then when their parents have Chazz to reinstate the line of succession and they kidnap him, it's even easier to frame the crime on Atticus and Alexis's father and keep him hidden because who would suspect them? They're dead as far as everyone knows, they can very easily hide and keep him and his whereabouts concealed. And obviously since Gothel is a mage in Barbie, at the very least Slade will have magic powers because I mean come on. He's the main bad guy here.

But regardless of how we get to that point, they raise Chazz and keep him under lock and key in their secluded home hidden and concealed deep in the forest where no one would dare to look, forbidding him from ever leaving the old manor under the guise of keeping him safe from the outside world, not that they haven't still been abusing him all this time themselves also Barbie Rapunzel really is Rapunzel and Cinderella at the same time in a way and that makes so much sense for them 🙄 when really they're just waiting for the two kingdoms to destroy each other. That way they can swoop in and rebuild their own kingdom on the ashes of the old one with no one to stop them, and Chazz will stay their prisoner. But unlike like every version of Gothel they cover their tracks by telling him that their parents died when he was a baby.

Which brings me to a question I have yet to figure out, the equivalent of the hairbrush/paintbrush 🤔

And the Ojama spirits are there to bug him with their love. Obviously.

B U T Chazz has been trying to find a way to escape from his brothers for a while because shocker, they've been abusing him and um, they're terrible. But he knows if he simply tried to run away they would find him and he'd never be able to get away, so he's gotta be careful. And one day he stumbles upon a 🎵 secret tunnel 🎵 in the basement and finds himself on the outskirts of the kingdom. But not without making the Ojamas stay back to watch for his brothers. He wanders into the village and after exploring around, he runs into Alexis. I'm not exactly sure what happens but they run into some sort of trouble and while trying to help Alexis, though he quickly discovers she's more than capable of handling herself just fine, Atticus swoops in having come upon the scene and saves Chazz leaving him all 😳😍😳

Alexis leaves eventually leaving Chazz and Atty alone to talk. But they don't get far enough into the conversation to make introductions before Atticus is drawn away momentarily but not before telling Chazz to wait for him there. Which he intends to, but the chime of evening bells and a sinking feeling in his stomach tells him he needs to get back before his brothers discover he's gone. If he wants to escape for real he'll need to be more careful than this. As much as he hates it, he needs to go back for now. He'll just have to hide the tunnel again and try again another time when his brothers wouldn't suspect a thing.

Chazz hurries back before Atticus can return, creating a mystery for the prince to solve.

Honestly I imagine when he gets back through the tunnel it's like that movie moment where the kid sneaks back in like heh got away with it, then the lights turn on and the parent figure is in the chair in their pjs all mad like "where were you? 🤨" so like when he gets back through the tunnel Slade and Jagger are just waiting for him there in the basement all 😠 I think that would be funny but also yikes..... and they take him back to his room where they start like interrogating him to find out what happened while he was gone.

I also literally just now as I'm writing this out thought another things that could happen and like, how they find out, is that Jagger had gone into town and sees him with Atticus, but maybe doesn't get a good enough look to know exactly who Chazz is with or something so we can keep the mystery of who his mysterious suitor is, and Ojama Yellow shows up to tell Chazz that they found out Jagger went to town and he has to come back before he's found, but at this point Atty has left so Jagger swoops in and forces Chazz back to the manor, dropping him at Slade's feet with the whole "look who I found wandering around the village this afternoon" bullshit and that would be when they march him back to his room and start interrogating him.

So like that's another way that could go? And obviously they wanna know who the fuck he was with, but obviously Chazz doesn't know who Atticus was and they don't exactly believe he's telling the truth because I mean, in their minds, why would he tell them the truth? So in their frustration and to keep Chazz from trying to escape again, then we get the fun part where Gothel turns Rapunzel's room into the tower muahahahaha so Slade does that, intending to leave Chazz there until he tells them who the boy he met was.

And this is where I need to figure out the equivalent of the magic paintbrush cuz this is where that comes into play after the like stardust turns the hairbrush into the paintbrush.

And that's kinda all I have actually for real thought out atm I mean I did only just start actually planning like last night after all aksksk but I literally just watched the movie again yesterday too and like everything's falling into place fairly easily 😌 but I've still got like the whole last like half to plan out and some questions to answer and decisions to make about what I have so far but GAH THIS IS GOOD SHIT !!

ALSO AS WE ALL WELL KNOW, There are dragons in Barbie as Rapunzel. So I was thinking I could find a way to sneak Light and Darkness Dragon in there at some point, maybe towards the end like LDD gets summoned somehow and like rescues Chazz from the tower and gets him to the kingdom in time to thwart Slade and Jagger??? We'll see what I can figure out I guess aksksk

BUT YEAH THAT'S AS FAR AS I'VE GOTTEN ATM WHAT DO YOU THINK MY FRIEND??? CUZ I THINK WE HAVE THE MAKINGS OF A WINNER HERE!!

#I GOTTA CLEAR SOME SHIT FROM MY PIPELINE S T A T #the buggest question fr is the magic paintbrush equivalent cuz that is kinda a big deal in the last half #the rest of it is falling into place fairly seamlessly but that's putting a bit of a snag in for real planning past the tower #BUT MAN I'M STILL SO BIG BRAIN FOR THIS AU #yugioh gx #ygo gx #chazz princeton #jun manjoume #atticus rhodes #fubuki tenjoin #stormshipping #alexis rhodes #asuka tenjoin #barbie as rapunzel #abby's fanfic writer power hour #abby's in her unhinged era #aberooski asks #answered #long post

[aberooski]

I'm thinking when I finish this chapter of the GX Mario crossover I'm working on, I'm gonna go back over what I have so far and then just start posting it.

Y'all gotta understand I have not been this actively passionate about writing a fic since OUAD. I'm only still in the planning stages of OUAD 2 so that doesn't count aksksk Like the Fatal Frame 5 crossover is a great idea, and Chazzerella gives me literal butterflies but I've had such a hard time actually sitting down and writing either of those. But this one is coming so easily to me, I'm hitting my stride again!

#I'm currently on chapter 4 #I've got a few chapters' head start but we're gonna do this one old school baby #I've been wanting to go back to posting things as I write them at least for a little bit because I miss doing fics that way #and I think it would motivate me to write more and I wouldn't burn out as hard #so like we'd have consistently for the first couple chapters then it would become a no man's land and I kinda live for that vibe again aksk #anyway I need to go to bed but guys fr this fic is fucking good so far too I also wanna just post if cuz I'm too excited to hoard it akskks #yugioh gx #yugioh gx fanfiction #your princeton is in another castle #abby's fanfic writer power hour #abby's insomnia thoughts