#this is easily one of the most self-indulgent screencap pieces I've ever made and I also do not care

[thatswhatsushesaid]

I've worn the same t-shirt, I haven't washed my hair

But all of that's fine when I don't go outside 'cause lately I'm not fond of the light

And I colored in all of the lenses on my glasses

And stay in bed because it's better when I'm fast asleep

In my dreams, no one believes what they see

- Pink (Freak) by Elliot Lee

#this is easily one of the most self-indulgent screencap pieces I've ever made and I also do not care #pink (freak) has been my definitive nhs since the first time I heard it because the manic-depressive energy is just so real #and I love using it as a lens to examine how nhs remakes himself as well as his image of his relationship both to nmj and to jgy #neither of which (imo) are accurate reflections of reality either in the text or in cql #if I actually had talent I would make a fanvid but I am actually a talentless hack so this is what you all get instead #mdzs #cql #the untamed #mdzs screencap art #nie huaisang #jin guangyao #let him have birds!! 🕊️ #he did crimes??? good for him 😌 #nie mingjue