#this is why I kept getting into scandals when I was a kpop fan 😭

[6ebe]

Not to sound up myself but why does fandom privilege the most unhinged media illiterate un self-aware individuals to become its mouthpieces

#the big blog / big acct paradox if you will #like I don’t think I like a single ‘big fandom blog’ on this entire website #especially in [redacted fandom] #I mean twitter is abysmal too but in different ways #it’s more cultish there so fandom leaders don’t so easily get away with admitting that they don’t even watch or know anything abt the sport #their blog is abt.. #wait sorry did I say something? #idk I’ve just always felt so alienated within fandoms and intellectually alienated is certainly one axis of that #this isn’t even abt academic stuff as such just like. common sense idk #I know we’re all inconsistent and biased etc etc I just. #I’m never as die hard and blindly in support of anything as fans are so I feel like I always #interact on a different plane to like. the majority of fandom #this is why I kept getting into scandals when I was a kpop fan 😭 #I also hate the mob mentality around big blogs like I think it gets to peoples heads #and then you have users who blindly defend other users from any valid criticism and it’s all just a wild cycle

[lycheecha]

all of us are dead spoilers

people who hate nayeon but love gwi nam ... i hate you like i rlly do. like literally dni??

nayeon was the most selfish student throughout the whole season and turned gyeongsu into a zombie because she was petty and wanted to win an argument because no one would listen to her. she also just generally has a nasty personality which people in general do not like. ( i don't like her personality either.)

but she felt guilty for what she did. she was obviously very upset at what happened as she kept seeing hallucinations of gyeong su no matter where she went. she wanted to give the other students the food and drinks from the storage room she was hiding in but stopped when she heard them shit talking her (which was deserved btw 😭) she wanted to give them a whole bag of food and the drinks on the rooftop and genuinely wanted to help them in the end. her teacher would've wanted that. and she did too.

but .. gwi nam ate her ass 💀

people dislike her and rightfully so!! i just don't get why you like gwi nam of all people instead. yeah he's probably the most interesting character in the show and the actor did an amazing job but you all overlook the things gwi nam did. you know why? because he's an attractive male character and y'all hate women, like there's literally no other reason for this.

gwi nam sexually harassed a female student on multiple occasions, took video's of her where she was half naked against her consent, was prepared to post it no matter what just to get some money. this had been going on for a while too, which you saw in the memories of eunji. she was constantly bullied, harassed by the bullies and by the boy (who's a fucking loser btw) she liked.

gwi nam was constantly ordered to do this yes, but did you see him? he's not afraid of those students. he killed the zombies on his way. he literally killed the principal for fucks sake why would he be afraid of the other bullies??? he literally killed the principal and blamed cheong san for it even though HE slashed the principal in the neck. HE was the one with the knife in his hand. he was threatening in the first place idg why he was blaming cheong san for it.

he's also the indirect reason for why that teacher started experimenting on his son which is the whole cause of the zombie outbreak. that means he has been a bully long enough to lead multiple students to actually want to die.

he was so vengeful and literally caused more problems for everyone for no reason other than that he felt like a god roaming through these hallways.

cheong san attacked him in self defense. gwi nam acted in petty revenge, you are literally a hambie in this zombie apocalypse and instead of trying to become a better person you decide to become even shittier???

and you might think, user li4ues, he's just a fictional character, let us like him in peace!! why are you so heated up about this?? it's not that deep and the answer is sorry, no!!! because this is a recurring problem in literally every fandom there is.

oh a woman has a nasty attitude and is not letting people walk over her like a doormat and she did one (1) crime and what does the audience do? they hate her.

oh a man has literally committed 17374848 crimes and also has a nasty attitude like the woman but he's attractive, what does the audience do? they like him. they love him even.

case in point, niiragi from alice in borderland. he almost r*ped usagi but what do the fans do??? they like him like wtf i like the actor too but y'all need to learn how to separate the actor from the character like im begging atp PLEEK. i thought it was common sense to not like the sexual offenders in shows??? but like i guess not.

this also happens often in the music industry like kpop. the difference between a male idol scandal and a female idol scandal is gigantic. the industry is incredibly biased and netizens are ruthless against these idols. a male idol gets the best legal team there is and even if they go to jail their sentence is incredibly short. a female idol ... gets nothing really.

y'all hate women over the smallest things but when a man does something far worse y'all are like 'my little meow meow did nothing wrong !!!'

women can't be the happy go lucky girl because the fans think theyre annoying (e. g. uraraka from bnha) they can't have too much autonomy either or else the fans think she's annoying too. they have to fit into this mold the fans have created for female characters. they need to be badass. they need to be not feminine. they need to be this. they need to be that. and if she's not, she's useless, bland or whatever. just say you hate women and go.

(notice how female characters are far more disliked than male characters? like just pick any fandom really and it's immediately very obvious. e.g genshin impact, a female main character such as lucy heartfilia. female side characters such as sakura from naruto. how the fandom views jules vaughn vs cal jacobs after his backstory in euphoria.)

im actually appalled with all the simp posts i have seen for niiragi and gwi nam like?! show me clear signs of mental illness without actually showing me clear signs of mental illness. ( this is not meant personally btw bc i too am mentally ill !)

anyways it's almost 2 am. i have school tmrw and there are probably so many grammar and vocabulary mistakes in this but i needed to get this off my chest.

stop with the double standards im begging you. like we get it, you have internalized misogyny or ur just insane! we get it!!

and no i won't ever stop ranting about this because my women deserve better from y'all!!!

#all of us are dead #netflix all of us are dead #netflix #kdrama #gwi nam #lee nayeon #niragi #alice in borderland #rant #cw vent #double standards #double standard much? #female character shooter #need to get this off my chest #my girls deserve sm better #i truly hate it here #also i dont mind if you like him!! there's nothing wrong w that! i just have a problem if you like him but hate nayeon in the same breath #just seperate actor from character and then we're good really #its just so unfair how female characters are treated in comparison to male characters