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#well. when they start dating... xiao's immediately going to lock aether up so. maybe it's for the best
mybelde · 1 year
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42: sorry ♤
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23 March, Wednesday, 4.45pm
Location: The Neuroscience class
"You seriously haven't made up with Lumine yet?? What are you, a coward?"
"Oh shut up Scara, it's none of your business."
"Well it will be my business if you don't start concentrating on the pairwork project. If I knew you'd be this out of focus, I wouldn't have made you my partner."
"Fine... I won't get distracted anymore."
"I can't guarantee that you won't be distracted anymore unless you finally make up with Lumine."
You just glared at Scaramouche, grabbed your things and left the class. What part of you thought it would be a good idea to pair up with him?
But..... maybe you shouldn't have stormed off on him, after all, he just wanted to make sure that you won't hinder his chances of getting an A for the project.
You soon came to regret your decision of leaving the classroom so quickly, as you spotted a familiar blond waiting outside.
"Oh no...." You internally groaned.
It was Lumine.
You weren't ready to face her just yet. You were still mad from the fight the both of you had, and how she was a part of the reason why you and Aether broke up.
But, something inside of you was nagging at you to go and apologise to her.
"Maybe she isn't waiting outside here for me?" You thought hopefully, as you tried to sneak past her. But you immediately stopped in your tracks when she called out your name.
"Yn."
Everything, and everyone around you both literally went silent.
You could feel everyone in the hallways' piercing gaze at the both of you.
Oh god.
Did word spread around that the both of you got into a fight?
If not, then what the hell was everyone's problem?
While you were lost in your own thoughts, Lumine decided to take matters in her own hands, and dragged you off to where no one can bother you both....
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23 March, Wednesday, 4.51pm
Location: Spare classroom
The only thing you could hear in the empty classroom was the slow, soft ticking of the clock.
You were standing on one side of the classroom, and Lumine was standing on the opposite side.
Neither of you said a thing to each other. As time passed by, the more awkward you felt.
Why isn't she saying anything?? Why did she even drag me here?
You looked at her, and quickly noticed that dark bags had formed under her eyes, and her complexion didn't look that good.
Did she not sleep well over the past few days...?
Why?
You felt a little uneasy, and worried, as you weren't used to seeing Lumine look like a mess.
"Sorry."
Wait what?
Though she said it softly, you were able to hear it.
So you immediately looked at Lumine, who was staring right at the floor, not even batting an eye at you.
"I'm sorry." She repeated again, this time she was much more louder.
Truth be told, you were shocked. You didn't expect Lumine to be the one apologising first, considering how stubborn she could be sometimes.
A little part of you even felt ashamed of yourself for not being the one to apologise first.
"I.... didn't mean to get so angry at you."
"If I'm being honest, I was upset at first when I saw you and Aether... kissing."
"I guess I felt kind of betrayed, because I told you long ago to not date my brother."
"But after thinking about it for the past few days.... I realised.... that I was being a little.. no. I was being unreasonable."
She took a brief pause, locking her eyes with yours, before continuing.
"Xiao talked to me a few days ago."
Wait, Xiao?
You couldn't help but feel surprised when you heard those words come out of Lumine's mouth. He was the last person you thought that would involve himself in your situation.
"After talking to him, I realised how fucking stupid and stubborn I was towards you."
Oh.
"I shouldn't have gotten angry over the fact that you fell for my brother, and I shouldn't have said that you couldn't date him as well."
"I only said that because I was scared that he would be your number one priority once you start dating, and we would drift apart."
"But I realised I was being a hypocrite, as I started prioritising other people, other things over you, especially back at Childe's party, when I left you alone to hangout with other people-"
"No no, Lumine, it was my fault as well." You interrupted her.
You knew that you were at fault too.
She shouldn't be the only one apologising.
"I shouldn't have hid my true feelings from you."
"From the start, I should have told you about them, instead of lying about it."
"But I was the one who kept on insisting for you to not date Aether."
"Forcing my ideals on you was wrong of me, because who am I to control who you like?"
"You're free to like whoever you like, same with Aether."
"I just wished that I realised this sooner, because it was really stupid and selfish of me to stop you from dating Aether."
"And getting angry over it"
"No Lumine, I understand why you got so mad, and it was normal of you to feel like that, because I myself wasn't being a good friend to you too."
"Sure, you were busy with student council duties and stuff like that, but that doesn't mean that we should have drifted."
"I started avoiding you due to the feelings I had for Aether, and because of that, we drifted."
"I didn't tell you the truth that you deserved because I was scared."
"Scared that you would get mad at me, scared that you would stop talking to me, and that did happen."
"But really, it was all my fault, for not communicating with you properly."
"For not telling you the truth earlier."
"We probably wouldn't even have fought that much if I had just told you the truth earlier, so I take the full blame for our fallout."
"So in reality, you have every right to get angry at me, for not telling you the truth."
"So really, I'm sorry as well."
You looked back Lumine, and was surprised to see tears forming on her face.
Before you could say another word, she had already pounced on you, hugging you so tightly that you could barely breathe.
"I FELT SO TERRIBLE AFTER SAYING THOSE SHIT WORDS TO YOU, YOU KNOW. I COULD BARELY SLEEP PROPERLY, BECAUSE I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!"
You smiled to yourself and hugged her back.
"I missed you too."
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"I still wanted to be mad at you though 😮‍💨"
"Did you feel like punching me for getting so mad at you?"
"......yeah."
"Yeah.... I would too if I were you."
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we love to see people come to their consensus and apologise, without anyone forcing them to do so 🤩
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goldenimpact · 3 years
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hello! im one of the people from twitter! i came here to say that i really really love your AUs and your fanarts a lot and thank you for giving so much xiaoae food QwQ my fav has to be the merman and mutual sickness AU tho. something about two yanderes being into each other is really nice (and twisted too) and its not common to see BOTH being into each other hehe also the merman AU ahhh its too cute no matter who the merman is hhhh ok im hitting word limit thank you for reading this qwq
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hello!!!!! thank you for coming all this way to tell me!!! i’ve done a lot for the mermaid AU, so about mutual sickness..... love them. i always want to draw for them.... they’re both different types of yanderes, so their interactions are a mess!
Xiao wants to hide Aether away from the world so no one can hurt/taint/touch/see him, but Aether wants to be seen with Xiao always so everyone knows that Aether is the best (and one and only!!!) for Xiao!!!!
It’s a mess.
(note: they aren’t dating in the comic below)
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bonus: xiao before the comic!
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...how do you out-stalk your stalker?
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