#went to crying so I REFUSE TO BELIEVE BRUCE DIDNT FUCKING FALL APART AND BREAK OVER THE LOST OF HIS HUMAN CHILD WHO WAS MURDERED

[frostbittenbucky]

I know Jason’s death destroyed Bruce

I know that man sobbed and sobbed and sobbed

That man would have days where he would just break down over his child because that was his child

Bruce would imagine the fear that Jason must have felt

The agony he felt before his death. Bruce saw the wounds from his beating, the swelling around his limbs and on his face

I refuse to believe Bruce got home from that day and went back to work immediately. I fucking refuse

Jason wasn’t just some kid to Bruce, that was his child. His 15-year-old child who was killed in an extremely horrific way

I refuse to believe Bruce didn’t wake up in the middle of the night sobbing

That he didn’t wake up and immediately start wailing for his boy

I fucking refuse to believe that

I believe on that day he went to bed in his home he woke up from his slumber and just screamed and cried until Alfred ran in to comfort him and all he could say was, “this is worse. This is so much worse than losing them’

Because the pain of losing a child is something nobody should go through, and that is the day he stopped fighting in only his parents memory. He fought for Jason

And that was the day he realized his parents would’ve gone through this pain if it had been him. No one deserves this, no one should bury their child

#look I’m not saying he didn’t mourn Jason but I just want to write how I think he mourned #I know he was ugly crying for days #look I thought my cat got eaten by foxes once and I lost my fucking shit I cried so much I was literally exhausted all my energy #went to crying so I REFUSE TO BELIEVE BRUCE DIDNT FUCKING FALL APART AND BREAK OVER THE LOST OF HIS HUMAN CHILD WHO WAS MURDERED #I’ve been wanting to write Bruce grief for awhile #bruce wayne #batman #Jason todd #my post #grief