#what is the fucking point

[chrollohearttags]

everything that could go wrong today has and I’m just ready to call it quits for this year while I’m ahead. Not even going to try anymore.

#rant in tags ignore if you don’t want to see my bitching #literally two things broke in the bathroom while I was using it and ik I’m gonna have to hear my dad’s fucking mouth abt it #I literally never cause trouble break or ask for anything #always walking on eggshells bc I never wanna make trouble for him or anybody else #but the first to volunteer my help but getting yelled at over a stupid discrepancy for an Amazon order #I explained that my bank sucks so much so I’ve only stuck to using CashApp bc it steals money #but he basically accuses me of stealing his money to help my brother #my selfish ass brother who I do everything for can’t even have the decency not to touch my stuff I brought specifically for me #but you’ll gladly stick ur neck out for a neighborhood drug addict and help them #ur kids can never have room for error #I’m responsible for all of my affairs I don’t ask him for a damn thing I even buy groceries every month and the internet #god forbid one thing goes wrong and he flies off the handle #two seconds from slitting vertically #not even doing this I’m done #I’m tired of living like this tbh #I can’t even drive myself or barely even walk lmao #what is the fucking point #cherry chats 🍒 #I’m sorry I’m just frustrated bc how dare you act like I cause so much trouble

[switchcase]

Not going to lie, I did get a bit offended that after saying "academic articles about severe sadistic abuse usually cite Torture That Kills People Slowly and Horrifically and also the Holocaust as examples" I got a follow up question asking if gaslighting and CSA count as torture.

Idk man you guys have GOT to start working on that whole "have to have it really bad to be valid" and trauma olympics shit and this fucked up concept that your history/brain has to be unique and special all the damn time. Cause the minute it leaves your mouth, it affects more people than just you.

When you dilute terminology you make spaces for survivors more difficult to navigate. When you strip language from survivors you are taking away their voice. When you strip the meaning from these words you make it so that people become reactive to those survivors talking about their experiences. Everyone will go up in arms about how gaslighting isn't just pranking or lying but you really think it's ok to do the same thing to other forms of abuse?

#like the fact that people took 'complex DID' and decided um actually I'm even more specialer than CDID I have HIGHLY complex DID #what's the alternative. Saying people have Basic Baby DID? #What is the fucking POINT #the fact that people use a cult term to describe interpersonal abuse is so fucked up to me #I really hate it. CSA and gaslighting is ENOUGH to be traumatized #You do NOT need to be a torture survivor to be fucked up from that #I think I get more upset by it because the way that people navigate this is by implicitly or explicitly putting others down #Anyway I think it's fucked up that RAMCOA survivors for the past few years have been stuck between #People who deny it exists because their knowledge of it is from horror movies and conspiracies #And people who fetishize it to a weird degree #I've literally had multiple people tell me RA and cults are their special interests #imagine saying that about any other abuse type lol #You are all so disrespectful it's obscene #.log

[thetrekkiehasthephonebox]

thinking about how much time is wasted having to protect and poison art because people want to rip it off just to generate half-baked images that most people don't even really want to look at

#it's all such a fucking WASTE #what is the fucking POINT

[oh-my-damn]

I was a lot happier back when I didn't realize all this shit about the world

And yet I was still depressed back then

So I guess life is just a lose/lose situation overall lol

#mandy rambles #ignore me #sometimes its just very hard to see the point of everything #what is the fucking point

[aphroditestummyrolls]

Itsss time for the pre-menstrual thought spiral wahooooooo

#I love how my uterus determines that I spend half of every month AT LEAST passively suicidal #that’s great for me #what is the fucking point #I ask again: WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT

[enbycupcake]

thinking of fucking up my hair again

#i've spent what? two years growing it out now??? #and it's too thin for box braids #what is the fucking point #zack.txt

[meaningtotellyou]

the fact that im walking around my job trying to work and do shit by FLASHLIGHT is ridiculous. they’re keeping the managers here (place is closed to customers) because they THINK the power will be on by 5 or 6. in two or three more hours from now

#a transformer blew #then the entire backup generator system died #what is the fucking POINT #corporate greed is going to kill us all #it smells like some kind of chemical leak in here

[kiestrokes]

does anyone else have an annoying clown sitting on their dash?

#@staff #what is the fucking point #a waste #fix the broken blocking system instead #or maybe the tags #hes just annoying and im not here for it today #kienote

[whumpypepsigal]

wtf! i just finished watching the first episode. wasn’t this show just out two months ago? they couldn’t even give it time to grow an audience.

netflix, you fucking losers!

#1899 nextflix #1899 #i like the show so far but don’t wanna continue no more… if it ends with cliffhanger it’s gonna haunt me forever ffs #what’s the point of starting new shows when netflix gives them a fucking short shelf life #what is the fucking point #can’t wait for the day netflix cancels itself #and they are giving shows like riverdale and emily in paris 6-10 seasons or some shit #I AM TIRED 😭 #my posts #my rants

[celiacelie]

Wow I love being an artist on Tumblr and not having a single one of my post appear in the tags. It's great.

#what is the fucking point

[the-blind-assassin-12]

Realizing that all of my ✨goals and dreams✨ are actually just very normal every day things that shouldn’t feel aspirational and yet every single one of them is a fucking pipe dream… I hate it here.

#what is the fucking point #everything feels pointless and like I’m just spinning my wheels #the sun rises and I get up for another day of falling short #nothing matters and nothing changes and nothing gets better #the status quo #is not nearly quo enough for it to continue being the status

[neuvillettes]

siri google how to navigate through tumblrs new bs update 💀

#♛ | archon speaks | #wtf is this #bruh why can i buy fucking apps here #what is the fucking point #WHAT USE DOES THIS HAVE

[lilyaceofdiamonds]

What the actual fuck Netflix

#what is the fucking point #i watched it and then they cancelled it the NEXT DAY #this is why we can't have nice things #give us the polycule and then rip it away #I’m screaming #why netflix why #the bastard son and the devil himself

[prettypangolins]

I think bottles you can't remove the lid of to get at the remaining product inside should be illegal actually

#it's so wasteful and it's pissing me off #it's a new thing too #original sources i just wanna fucking kneecap you #my nivea face wash is the same #what is the fucking POINT #just let us get every last drop out you fuckheads

[suuho]

the hoops you people jump through to absolve and justify a bully. what do you get out of it.

#he will never fuck you and he doesn’t know you exist #what is the fucking point #why would you people die for these men

[allhailbrokeloose]

pushing sugar daddy agenda down our throats so much for so long to only say “he can buy it himself” 💀💀💀

#Excuse me #what is the fucking point