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#what sane person manipulates all their friends in order to save them??? understandable motive but literally insane lajsdlfjsld
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Just wanted to say thank you for the ottosuba posting you've done lately. The English speaking fandom is absolutely barren with Otto content, let alone ottosuba content. So to have someone as awesome about it as you post via Tumblr posts, fanfic, fanart, etc. on a good(-ish) website like Tumblr is like finding a diamond in the rough. Anyhow, looking forward to any future ottosuba content from you!
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anon you made my day fr these are very high compliments T^T <3 i appreciate it a lot pfft a part of me is always like "I CANT REVEAL HOW MUCH MY BRAIN IS ROTTING OVER THESE CHARACTERS..." bc i get a little embarassed a little shy bc what if i am posting the same things too much...??? but then i simultaneously go "lol my blog my rules anyway im gonna make a gazillion billion content *clicks post*" which is how all the otto and ottosuba content gets churned out alsdflj. especially bc - like you said - the english speaking fandom is a BARREN DESERT when it comes to otto and ottosuba content T^TT ive been thinking about it lately bc they seem to be a lot more popular in the japanese speaking fandom i think, but theres next to Nothing with the english speaking fandom :o interesting difference there.
but regardless :o yeah i keep making otto and ottosuba content bc i am in Desperate need of it... its a desert and i gotta feed myself too HAH theyve always been interesting to me but in the years ive been into rezero that Interest has skyrocketed bc of all the interesting developments pfft (and also the lack of english fancontent for them HAH). i just think theyre so underrated in the english fandom.... thank you for liking my stuff anon <3 :DD
#ask#also you made me remember that ive been otto(suba) posting in like so many mediums lajdfljsl#i ended up sneaking a bit of meta into these tags oops aljsdfljsf but.#also i just think otto and ottosubas feralness is super interesting and my taste in characters totally isnt predictable (i say this as a p#five shuake fan also. cries.) but also like. people in the english speaking side of the fandom dismiss otto a lot which is interesting to m#like its u know that typical fandom tendency to sometimes only see characters for how they look on the surface. and its also interesting b#ive also been seeing a few people like. almost kind of miss how toxic ottos being in arc 8??? and also ottos general. subaru obsession#things yeah. like why do people miss this stuff??? he literally says his reason for being / existence is to oppose subaru??? what sane#person does that lajdslfjsldfj what sane person is so ride or die theyd rather leave a whole country + their bffs daughter figure to die??#what sane person manipulates all their friends in order to save them??? understandable motive but literally insane lajsdlfjsld#yeah so anyway im super curious on why english vs japanese fandom have different attitudes towards otto and ottosuba HAH#being an emilia otto AND astrea fan is so weird bc people are so kind with the astreas usually and then being an emilia fan means suffering#through all the sexism and then being an otto fan is just going “YOU GUYS WERE FOOLED BY HIS SOFT BOY AESTHETICS???” and begging people to#remember that he cares about subaru. but that goes for many emilia camp members treatment in fanon.#and also yeah being a fan of almost any character in this fandom is suffering i think alsjdfljsd#granted i was also fooled by the soft boy aesthetics but that was way back when okay. i know now. hes my silly fucked up little guy now HAH
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If you're still doing them, The Unexpected?
Short opinion: The meat of this book (i.e. everything that happens in Australia) is so interesting that I really really wish the plot had gotten there faster.
Long opinion:
I love how #44 opens: as of the very first page, the kids are already in the middle of a pitched battle at an airport for their very lives and the future of the planet.  I’ve mentioned I’m a sucker for the Batman Cold Open (#41, MM4, #50, #5, #19) even though in the case of this series it’s less likely to be “the heroes save a random guy in an alleyway” and more likely to be “the heroes stagger home from a horrific battle, newly traumatized and unable even to tell their parents about it for fear of being made into controllers” because that’s Animorphs for you.  By this point in the series it’s a refreshing change to have the characters skip the familiar opening steps (Erek hears about a new yeerk thing, the kids interrupt a normal school day to help Erek deal with the yeerk thing, Ax and Rachel advocate blowing up the new yeerk thing, Marco and Cassie come up with directly opposing reasons not to blow up the yeerk thing, Jake calls for a vote about the yeerk thing, everyone is filled with self-doubt while debating the moral implications of the yeerk thing, Cassie pulls a wacky new morph for everyone out of her ass to exploit the weaknesses of yeerk thing, Narrator of the Week wonders if s/he is the only one who has trouble keeping him/herself sane in light of yeerk things…) and instead get right down to brass tacks.  
Don’t get me wrong; I understand why most books in the series simply cannot open mid-battle, because if they did then there’d be almost no room for characterization or setup.  This series does have the enormous advantage of having an overall coherent plot (or eight or nine overall coherent plots, depending on how you chart it), logical character development for all six protagonists and several of the supporting characters, and a consistent tone throughout—while also allowing readers to pick up the series anywhere and read the books in any order.  However, I also like the sense that the kids are becoming a lot more competent at figuring out how to respond to what yeerk threats in which ways as of this point in the series, not bothering with too much debate when instead they could focus on kicking butts and taking names.  
It’s super frustrating, then, that this book opens so powerfully mid-battle… and nevertheless wastes a ton of its slender 150-page length on getting Cassie to Australia.  While I understand that it would be strange and disappointing to have a book that simply had several of the Animorphs not appearing in the story (this isn’t AniTV, after all), the airport sequence drags on for a long time in an effort to establish the other five protagonists while also explaining how Cassie ended up separated from the group.  After Cassie ends up alone and off to SYD (I will forever be amused by her speculating that she’s going to South Y-Something Dakota, and anyone who disagrees can fight me), the book nevertheless wastes quite a while establishing Cassie’s debate about whether to steal from people’s luggage, her quest to find a few oranges, her elaborate ploy to fool the yeerks into thinking that she got sucked out of the plane, her not-so-elaborate ploy to appear demorphed in front of two hork-bajir-controllers that she ends up killing accidentally on purpose, and her moral hand-wringing about the fact that she killed some people in self-defense.  
And yeah, I get that it takes a long time to get from the U.S. to Australia, but does this story really have to take so goshdarn long to get from the U.S. to Australia?  
Anywhoo, when Cassie’s finally through the looking glass, what she finds there in Oz makes this book’s place in the series very interesting.  She once again excels under pressure when left to her own devices, making use of the environment around her and her above-average people skills to blend in, dig in, and take yeerks down.  She and Yami have undeniable chemistry together, and despite her Clueless American refusal to try any of the local grub (pun intended) she gets along quite well with his entire family.  The Australian people she meets value her not for her skills as a warrior or a moral check on everyone else’s homicidal machiavellianism, but for her ability to educate them about the local animals and act as an emergency healer under pressure.  Jake and Rachel both admit they’d have no clue what to do with themselves without the war; Cassie clearly has an entire alternate set of skills and competencies she can fall back on once the yeerks are defeated.  Cassie doesn’t need the war, she doesn’t need her team… and she doesn’t need Jake.  
Although Jake and Cassie are still technically a couple as of this point in the series, this book makes it painfully obvious that the end is in sight.  Cassie barely spares a thought for anyone she has left at home the entire time she’s away, except for a few moments of asking herself What Would Rachel Do (always a valuable question) and speculating about whether her team has the means to find her.  The only time she really thinks about Jake is when Yami is showing her how to throw a boomerang—and the only reason she thinks about Jake at that time is because even she can’t deny that this interaction is headed toward UST-land, and she wants it to head in that direction.  Jake is a good kid, more or less, and a brilliantly well-written character, but he’s also not an easy person to love.  He’s socially awkward, terrible at expressing affection, prone to self-recrimination, and (although it’s not his fault) not much fun to be around.  Although he doesn’t get canonically diagnosed until #54, Jake is already showing signs of clinical depression by #16 and MM2.  He tends to be irritable, apathetic, manipulative, hypervigilant to the point of paranoia, absolutist in his thinking, and unforgiving of mistakes.  Again and again he refuses to show the slightest shred of vulnerability to his loved ones, making his motivations opaque and his true feelings impossible to guess.
Saying it again for the folks in the back: none of that is Jake’s fault, and none of it indicates the slightest shred of moral or emotional failing on his part.  The fact that he has depression does not in any way mean he’s not still a tough, loyal, hardworking, quick-thinking, morally decent (if kinda arrogant) person.  However, there is also not a single goddamn reason why any black woman should ever be asked to perform 100% of the emotional labor for a white man, and therefore Cassie’s decision to leave Jake because she’s not getting what she wants out of the relationship is also entirely valid.  And to be clear, Cassie is already exploring her options outside of Jake in this book.  She doesn’t cheat, even to the point of kissing or mutual flirtation, and she doesn’t explicitly consider what would happen if she started going out with Yami instead.  However, she does make note of the fact that she enjoys the afternoon she spends with this clearly-interested boy more than most of the times she’s spent with Jake lately.  She expresses a clear desire to get home, but more because she knows her friends need her than because she strongly misses anyone.  She’s just about ready to move on.  
I love Jake and Cassie’s relationship, I think it’s one of the healthier such relationships in YA fiction and definitely the healthiest relationship in the Animorphs series, and I do in fact ship those two.  I also recognize that saying Cassie’s refusal to kill Tom ended their relationship is sort of like saying that Archduke Franz Ferdinand’s death caused World War I: you can’t use a spark to set off an explosion if there’s not huge ton of gunpowder already stashed there ready to blow.  We find out after the fact that Jake spends this entire book running around frantically looking for Cassie, while Cassie spent much of this book hanging out with some other guy.  Well before the events of #50 drive them apart for good, Cassie is ready to move on.  
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