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brshxots · 6 years

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Thursday, 15th of February 2018, 15:30 pm

Hi.

I am a terrible writer. At least I am really bad at keeping up but I had a reason. This past week I am just proud of me that I somehow managed to get out of bed every day for work.

My energy level this past week was lower than low but it is finally Friday the 16th of February2018 4:36 pm (when i started writing this again) and there are only 1,5 hours (It is Saturday, 6:24 pm while editing this post lol).

Now I only got one hour left, it was a very busy day, now it`s quite quiet actually but my energy is gone again, not too bad tho. I guess I just want to go home.

Gosh, every week more I can feel myself getting more and more desperate for the weekend. And every week I find myself not beeing able to do everything that I`d like. I started seeing my friends every weekend tho. Well, I started doing something with at least one of my friends every week, so I at least have got one good habbit recently.

Uh, this reminds me of a thing that happened not too long ago. I was just thinking „I wish I had more time..“, so literally like two weeks ago, me and my collegue friend were walking in the city to go to DM (drugstore) and suddenly this normal looking guy directly stood infront of us until we stopped. He then asked „Really quick, if you only had 10 seconds to answer, what kind of superpower would you like to have?“, looking into both us intensly af, I kinda without thinking answered: „wanting to con..troll.. time..?“. He immediately focused on only me, kinda unconciously ignoring my friend to my left behind his back, starring into my fucking soul at this point. „Why is that? Do you not have enough time?“ I just shrugged and was like „… guess not..?“. then he moved, let my friend back into the bigger picture, asked if we had time rn. We looked at each other (it was our wayy too short lunch break), we felt the nanoseconds running by just looking at each other. We said no, not really. The guy was just like „K.“ and suddenly, just like he came to stand before us, walk away between the two of us leaving my friend like „Loool“ and me like „Whattf. What the hell was that??“.

My friend asks herself now too what he actually wanted from us; 3 possibilities:

-he would have granted us to have the superpower we adored (My friends would be to be able to beam herself)

-second, that he wanted to ask us to split a trainticket and drive somewhere

and lastly

-he wanted to hook us up and have a threesome in the end.

I still dont know and i don't know if any of the three are plausible, I still think he may have been a student asking strangers for a anonymus poll or sth. Lol, who knows.

It`s still bugging me though.

Anyway, I got so much to do today and I am so excited for it!

I first and foremost (after working out, cooking sth and eating that sth) want to finally edit the video of the8 i am talking about forever now. (Didn`t end up doing it, might do it today)

I got a new software that finally works, I figured it out at least a little with the help of my best friend (who will probably never read this but thanks, love u bitch!<3) and I only have to figure out how to speed up a clip and have to add and cut the music ofc. But other than that, if I sit down properly it will only take me one or two more days. Before I will post this one tho, I think I wanna start the bit I have of my Joshua drawing so I can plan a little ahead. Oh btw, once I have enough speeddrawings I plan to schedule them once a month or once every 2 months, depends on how much time I will have these upcoming weeks, but I think I will soon be able to have more.

I mean, I bought a fancy camera (Canon eos 750d ^^) and I wanna plan an art exhibition where I work, so for the exhibitions sole purpose I would have to draw and paint at least 20-30 pieces that I plan on recording ofc. Gosh I am so excited. I mean I am kinda too scared to ask my collegues if i can hold an exhibition but I am really excited about my ideas and the things that I already came up with.

Hmm, I just gotta think about how much I will have to pay for all the frames and stuff, I maybe have to print some stuff aswell if I plan to use some of my digital paintings that I will have until then or my photographs and stuff.

I think I`ll stop for today, I got like 20 minutes left.

I`ll maybe post this and on pixlr and 500px later.

C Ya. 5:31 pm. (-6:32 pm)

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