#xelle.txt

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thinking about how my first (official) f/o is a cowboy and my most recent one is also a cowgirl

#xelle.txt #only my closest friends know who she is PIPIPIPIPI #it came full circle and i went back to being a cowboy/girl fucker 🤧🤧🤧

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i miss being here :((

#xelle.txt #oughhh hi everyone. i don't know if i'll permanently come back but i saw my interactions with past mutuals and i just got ;;;; #i've actually been doing self ship even off screen HAGAUAHHDJDJD aaa i have so much to share but idk how my followers would respond! hehe #school's just been so hectic and we were just now given a week to take a break 😭 #i think the burn out is catching up to me :[ i can't really find the motivation to study anymore. i only do it so i could pass and graduate #sorry i didn't mean to rant 😭 but yeahhh i'm only here for a bit! next week i'll be busy again #i'm actually working on a drawing and i'd love ti share it here! #OH and a new ship!! HAUAHAHSUDHFH they're from a cartoon show from 2013 👉👈 #anyway yeah i just miss everyone!!

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sealovinq new blog promo !

♡. hiya ! i'm xelle and i'm starting anew with this blog. i don't have any hyperfixations at the moment, but do consider checking out my carrd and f/o list (both are wips but will be updated) before interacting.

♡. my main f/o is still beelzebub from o.bey me! i'm kinda iffy in sharing, so please practice caution when interacting.

♡. i interact from @/sea-xelle, so if you see that user wandering around, that's me!

♡. i would like to regain my mutuals. but since i haven't been here in a while, everyone's urls must have changed and might look unfamiliar to me. so if you're an og, lmk who you are!

♡. i'm also doing commissions! you can check details here.

#xelle.txt #misc: promos #hi i'm glad to be back!! #pls rb this one! i'll have a separate pinned post

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oh yeah have i ever mentioned my day-long crush on spy

#xelle.txt #jil don't come at me

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bleh i'm sick >:[

#xelle.txt #a sore throat and a cold 😑😑 what an amazing duo /s

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what if my i.dv s/i was also nobility. what then

#xelle.txt #honestly i like the idea because it stays constant with the romeo and juliet theme #but nobility x commoner is also good... #but i like the idea of being a princess #BUT i can't decide because both is good!!!!

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i need friends /gen (slight rant in tags)

#xelle.txt #i noticed i don't really have a permanent circle of friends. at least irl #i have one online but they're also busy and i just can't dedicate my time to one friend group #i don't know - it's just the people i thought who were nice turned out to be the exact opposite #and when i found out about that i just kinda. lost interest in making any more friends #my partner is the only person i interact with on a daily basis. the irl friend group i was referring to earlier i'm not exactly close with- #-them either #i feel like if i didn't only give my time in nurturing my romantic relationship i would have done the same for my platonics too #that's still a problem of mine. my time management between love life and friends. heck i even got myself into an unsolvable problem because- #-of my inability to stay consistent #also my brain is kinda fried from reading 20+ pages so pardon any grammatical errors but yeah anyway #honestly i've been craving for interaction here. but i know i won't be active and it'd just be pointless #to gain more friends or followers. i don't exactly make content as consistently as i did before #the other day i had to vent to an ai (would you believe me if it was cha.tgpt) about my troubles because i had no one else to talk to lol #there's just so much going on irl 😭 ya girl's almost starting college and they're throwing so much tasks at us!! #and i feel very very stressed about it because they're usually done in groups i am ALWAYS the assigned leader #which gets exhausting especially when there are lazy members present #anyway #hopefully this weekend i get some time to cool off. but next week i'm back to grinding and working #lol i don't even think i'm in the top ranks anymore. i'm so burnt out. #this is what being an academic achiever gives you oops ZZHSIAHAHAJAHHS #imma sleep now 😭 #idk you can just interact with me or recommend someone you know who self ships in the same medias i do #goodnight everypony 🫶 #vent tw #rant tw

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once i make an s/i it's joever

#xelle.txt #:[

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sigh

#xelle.txt #i have obtained a new crush...... without my consent >:T /nsrs #one of my kins is popularly shipped with him 👍👍

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xelle/oceane | she/he/they | 🇵🇭 | 18

carrd | commissions | f/o list

#xelle.txt #misc: pinned post

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i woke up and everyone saying they miss me WAAAAAA tysm i miss y'all too 🥺🥺

#xelle.txt #it really has been a while!! i'm still glad y'all remember me awawaewaerr<33

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i need to give kiki a ref sheet...

#xelle.txt #that woman changed SO MUCH #well not really. just her hair LMAO #also for art trades so i can have food 😍

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somehow i missed being the class president

#xelle.txt #i HATE being depended on too much but also 😍 #the thought of them trusting you and approaching you freely + the respectful fear and not wanting to piss you off >>>>> #honestly i wasn't even aiming to become president LMAO it was all an accident 💀 #i for some reason decided to become a social butterfly on the first day of school and greeted everyone #and everyone thought i was nice i guess 💀 #i mean thanks but wtf /lh #that reminds me when my gf still used to call me 'pres' while we were still pining for each other omg 🤭🤭

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my healer main self gets so happy when using kokomi eueuueueurru.....

#xelle.txt #i love supporting people so much especially as a healer in games UFHFDIEBEHENFNF #healers are big carriers in every game. i love being that healer while everyone else does big pp damage #i'm not really that person who wants to hit 100k or 1m damage (however.... when hei.zou mysteriously did 100k+ dmg i was very happy ofc) #anyway... i'm having ton of fun<33

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will get to requests tomorrow (again), in a bit of a foul mood

#xelle.txt #it's still open btw #i'll be fine i'll just sleep this off :)) #goodnight everybody

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guys.... i won

#xelle.txt #i've had my eye on her for two years (ever since she first came out) #but every time she comes back with a rerun there's always a character i also want to get BEFORE AND AFTER her banner 😭 #i also wanted to get the other character (wan.derer) but i decided to just end my saga right here and then 😭 #the first time i tried to get her i lost my 50/50. i was also on 50/50 now but thankfully i finally won 😭😭😭 #she's so pretty i'm gonna stare at her a lot #i prefarmed a little bit for her but still need a lot of stuff..... #is this a gush??? AHAGAGAHAHSJSJ #crush: kokomi