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seraphofthesimps · 2 years
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I don’t even want to be neutral in everyone’s drama anymore, I just want to be gone 😭
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collecting-stories · 4 years
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Wisdom Tooth - Kiara Carrera
Request: hi there! can i request a kiara x reader where reader has to get her wisdom teeth taken out and she asks kiara to come along with her and the others come along too bc they know you like kiara. after it’s done you’re very clingy to kiara and keep complimenting her and confess that you like her ? thank you !
A/N: Fun fact, I have 3 out of 4 wisdom teeth still but I had to lose a molar when I got the one removed because it was impacted. 
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Your mom had scheduled your appointment for after school, it was a half day and she figured you could walk across campus to the dentist’s office to get your wisdom teeth pulled before winter break. The upper right tooth was impacted, evidenced by the increasing amount of pain you were constantly in and they had decided to go ahead and pull all of them while they were pulling that one.  
“Don’t they like, dose you up with painkillers?” John B asked as the four of you cut across the parking lot after school. The only disadvantage of Kiara not going to the same school as you anymore was that you always had to wait for her to drive down from the Eight. Even now as you walked with John B, JJ, and Pope (who had invited themselves along to your dentist’s appointment for some unknown reason) you were looking for Kiara’s subaru.  
“I wanna be dosed up with painkillers.” JJ said, followed almost immediately by a groan as Pope smacked him in the chest.  
“I seriously don’t think you guys are allowed in.” You said, stopping at the front door of the house that had been refashioned into a dentist’s practice.  
“Why? Kiara’s coming.” JJ argued, glancing over as the green subaru pulled into a parking spot, “why does she get to go in and not us?”
“Is it because you love her more than us?” Pope asked, grinning when you groaned and rolled your eyes.  
“It’s because she won’t be a total dick to me when I’m all doped up.” You replied.  
“We’ll be saints!” John B swore, placing a hand over his heart. Pope and JJ quickly mirrored his stance. “Honest, we’ll sit in the waiting room and be silent.”
“You’d better.”
“What are you guys doing?” Kiara asked, coming up the front steps behind the four of you.  
JJ turned around to face her, “going inside, what are you doing?”
You didn’t say anything, opening the door and going in, everyone else following behind you. The living room had been converted to a waiting area with a fish tank and a few different activities for kids to stay occupied. You went to the front desk window to check in while JJ, Pope, and John B went over to the coloring table, sitting around on kid sized chairs as they divided up coloring pages. Kiara grabbed a chair and sat down, away enough that she could pretend the people she just walked through the door with were complete strangers and not her actual friends.  
“Okay,” you fell into the seat next to her, knee bobbing as you took a deep breath. You hated needles and surgery and anything that meant a trip to the doctor. Especially when that doctor was a dentist. It didn’t matter that your tooth hurt so bad that even now you were holding an ice pack that you’d nabbed from the school nurse against your cheek. You hated dentists, “she said they’ll call me when it’s my turn.”
“Well we’re the only ones in here so I can’t imagine that’ll take too long.” Kiara replied, reaching over to put a hand on your knee, “it’ll be okay, I’m right here.”
“I’m just freaking out.” You replied, glancing over to JJ, Pope, and John B, all huddled over coloring pages with crayons spilled out in the middle of the table, “I wish I could be that chill.”
“How’s your tooth feeling?” She asked, glancing their way before turning to you again, sympathetic smile on her face. She’d been the first one to realize that there was something wrong with your tooth.  
“Like it’s trying to murder me.” You replied, slumping over slightly in the chair. Kiara pouted at you and put her hand on your back, rubbing in small circles.  
The door by the counter opened and a nurse came out, calling your name into the small waiting room that was empty aside from your friends. When all five of you looked up at the same time she looked a little startled.
“Can I bring someone back?” You asked, getting up.
“Only one person.” She replied, eyeing the three boys drawing at the table, “this isn’t an afterschool hang out.”  
“We’re here for moral support.” JJ said, winking at you.  
You glared at him in return. All three boys knew about your crush on Kiara and had tagged along with the intention of watching you hopped up on laughing gas and uninhibited. Even Pope had been joking about you being all crazy like people always seemed in videos on youtube.  
“That’s fine, just,” you pointed to Kiara and she got up, coming over to you.  
“Alright, follow me.”  
You walked back into the dentist’s exam room, Kiara slipping her hand into yours encouragingly and squeezing. You hated the dentist as it was and if your tooth wasn’t impacted you would have kept all your wisdom teeth in.  
You weren’t exactly sure what length of time actually passed between you being led back to get your wisdom teeth out and the dentist sending you back out, five teeth, because your molar had to come out too, in a tiny plastic container. Despite the anxiety you had before and the pain you were in, you came out smiling, Kiara’s hands on your waist as she walked behind you.  
“She almost walked into the bathroom door.” Kiara explained as John B, Pope, and JJ stood up to meet you both. “I’m gonna sign her out.”
You were passed from Kiara to John B, who wrapped his arm around your waist as you hugged him. “Hi!”
“Hey, how you feeling?”  
“Look,” you held the little plastic container up and rattled it around, bobbing your head as if there was some kind of beat to the sound.  
“She made her teeth into a maraca.” Kiara mentioned, looking back at the four of you as she signed you out.  
“That’s definitely some serial killer shit.” JJ replied, grabbing your bag off the floor and heading towards the door, John B maneuvering the two of you to follow him.  
“Where are we going?” You asked, suddenly concerned, twisting your body to see Kiara.
“We’re going outside.”
“What about Kie?”
“I’m right behind you, promise.” Kiara called, grabbing her stuff and following Pope out of the little house. “Are we headed back to the Chateau?” She asked as she walked around to the driver’s side of her suv.  
When John B tried to put you in the backseat with JJ and Pope you protested, calling out shotgun. “I wanna sit next to Kie.”
“Okay, okay, we’re sitting you up front.” He promised opening the door and helping you in.
You leaned against the seat, laying your head on the headrest and turning to look at Kiara as she started the car and backed up into the road. “You’re so pretty.” You mused, drugs in full effect, killing whatever filter you would have usually had.  
JJ leaned over enough to smack John B’s arm as Pope started filming the two of you.  
“Thanks.” Kiara laughed, “you’re pretty too.”
“Do you really mean it?” You asked, looking a little teary eyed.  
“Yeah of course, you’re super pretty.”  
You smiled, leaning a little closer to her and just watching her for a minute before opening your mouth again, more damning information coming out. “I like you.”
Kiara looked back at the three boys through the rearview mirror before glancing over at you, unsure exactly what was happening right now. “I like you too.”
“Really?” You seemed even more moved by the idea that she also liked you and Kiara nodded.  
“Yeah of course, you’re my best friend.”
You groaned, rolling your head against the headrest momentarily before turning back to her, “no, not like that. Not like friends. I like you so much, you’re so pretty and I just want to go on dates with you and kiss you and love you.” You confessed. “When we went swimming last week and you had the green bathing suit and you looked so pretty and I was just like...what if we were girlfriends.”  
“Uh...” Kiara stopped the car at a stop sign, idling for longer than necessary as she fought the urge to look over at you, no doubt smiling at her like you had been since you got doped up, trying to process exactly what you’d just said to her.
“Any response there Kie?” John B asked, trying not to laugh as he leaned toward the driver’s seat.
“I think we should talk about this when you’re feeling a little less foggy.” She finally said, chancing a look over at you. She had been thrilled when you asked her to go with you into the dentist’s, as crazy as that sounded. But she got excited whenever you relied on her for something or asked her opinion or included her in something personal. She knew you were friends but it was always easy to pretend that it was something a little more than that. Hearing you say that you wanted to be her girlfriend had erupted an entire colony of butterflies in her stomach though she hadn’t quite envisioned this as the venue where you confessed your feelings.  
“I’m not foggy...I’ve never been clearer.” You replied though she had trouble believing that considering your trouble walking down the stairs.
“She’s never been clearer.” JJ chimed in.  
Kiara twisted in her seat, ready to tell the three of them that they could walk back to the Chateau if they didn’t shut up when a car pulled up behind her and beeped.  
“Sorry dude, we’re having a friends to lovers moment!” JJ shouted out the window.  
“I will come back there!” Kiara threatened as you giggled. The car behind them pulled around, slamming on their horn the whole time before finally throwing back the middle finger as they sped off.  
“Some people man,” Pope muttered and Kiara glared at him as well.  
“Why don’t we talk when we get to John B’s?” She offered, looking over at you.
“Why?” You asked, “you don’t like me? Are you gonna break up with me?”
“We’re not dating yet.”
“She said yet.” John B pointed out, smacking your shoulder like you were even coherent enough to understand the implication.  
“Okay, I am driving this car the rest of the way and if any of you distracts me I will kick you out.” Kiara announced, turning back around to face the front and taking the car out of park to continue driving on. “We will talk at John B’s.”
“Okay.” You twisted in your seat, leaning against the backrest as smiling at her as you watched her drive.  
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stanbillyhargrove · 3 years
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Demons - The Rewrite
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Chapter 25A: Please Don't Give Up On Me
Billy's POV
Living without Cat was hard. It left an aching hole in my life that I tried desperately to fill. I studied constantly and got a job at a mechanic shop downtown to fill out my days and keep my hands busy. I'd flop down onto my bed after scarfing down dinner and pass out before I could start to dwell on the should of's, the could of's. But this weekend was important, it had been cleared in advance and was looming over me now.
Christmas.
I started to wish I had filled the time.
Saturday morning came and I groaned in protest of the sunlight suddenly streaming through the window. A thick layer of frost had covered everything, magnifying the sun as it shined through the window. Max beamed down at me, happy with herself after blinding me first thing in the morning.
"Wake up! Today's the day! Get out of bed, let's go!" She called, patting my cheek before running out of my room.
I stretched across the bed, a knot of anxiousness forming in my gut.
Today's the day.
As I got ready I remembered the day Steve and I had found her, bleeding out alone and I knew Steve would be drowning in the same anxiety I was. He probably hadn't slept at all.
Steve and I ran into the hospital frantically. We were stopped at a desk by a nurse.
"Please," I begged, "my girlfriend just came in. She slit her wrists, where is she?"
She typed on her computer for a moment and shook her head, "she's in surgery. Take a seat, I'll let you know when she's assigned a room. I just need your relation to her."
"Boyfriend," I repeated.
She eyed Steve, waiting.
"I was taking care of her."
"Are you family?" She asked.
"Yes," I answered for him, "he's her brother."
She raised an eyebrow but accepted the answer. Typed on her computer again and asked us to sit in the waiting area.
Minutes ticked into hours as we sat there. Cat's blood dried, flaking off our skin and stiffening our clothes.
We were eventually directed to a room by a different nurse, her kind eyes taking in our red, puffy ones and our stained clothes and gave us a sad smile before stepping out of our way. We walked into the room to see Cat lying in the middle of a stark white bed, her arms outstretched beside her and padded with thick white gauze. The bandages stretched from her wrist all the way up to her elbow.
Holding her together.
There were wires attached to machines that beeped quietly and tubes running into her arm and nose. Steve choked out a curse beside me and turned his face away from her. I felt like time stopped looking at her, my world narrowed down to her small frame and the steady beeping.
The nurse laid a slender hand on each of our shoulders, squeezing gently, "she's doing okay now, boys. You called us just in time."
"What's going to happen to her?" I murmured.
"Well, sweetie, she lost a lot of blood so she might not wake up just quite yet. We'll be admitting her to the psychiatric unit for a few days."
Steve cleared his throat, "she's staying here?"
"Yes. Involuntary for the first couple days and then we'll see."
Steve caught my eye and I shook my head, just slightly, knowing what he was thinking.
He didn't listen, just blurted out, "she doesn't eat...and this isn't the first time that, that she's...she's really sick."
I shot Steve a glare as the nurse gave his shoulder a squeeze, "it's okay hun, we know. The doctors put in a feeding tube after she stabilized. We'll be recommending she stay and enter a rehab program."
"Can you make her do that?" Steve asked at the same time as I asked "how long would that be?"
The nurse gave us a smile and took her hands off our shoulders, "we can't force her, we can just recommend it and see what her mother says and it would take as long as she needs. Some people need a month, some people need more time before they can go back home."
Shortly after, the nurse left us to sit with Cat, one of us on either side of her bed holding her hands. We sat there, silent tears running down our cheeks until Cat finally woke up, her eyes slowly sliding open to find us staring at her.
"Hmm? B..? Stevie..?"
My voice hitched in my throat as I clutched at her hand, "hey..hey, Baby."
Steve was tense on the other side of her, his eyes glazed with angry tears and his chin wobbling despite him clenching.
She looked at both of us and our stained hands and clothes and knotted her eyebrows together, "where..? What..?"
"You're in the hospital, Baby," I explained, "your mom's on her way home, should be here tomorrow."
" But.." she started, looking tired and confused.
" I called when we found you," Steve ground out, "they're admitting you. I'll tell your mom to admit you."
And I couldn't blame Steve for being angry. I was just as angry.
Cat regarded him with a tight smile, her chin wavering as her eyes darkened, "it's okay, Steve."
I knew it wasn't okay, knew Cat well enough to know that she was throwing up walls, feeling betrayed by her best friend. I also knew it was for the best, even if she was mad at Steve right now. He was the stronger of the two of us, sacrificing their friendship to keep her alive. I wouldn't have been able to do that and I'd forever be grateful to him for having the resolve to stand firm, to say enough is enough. I could tell with the way that Steve's shoulders tightened at the lack of her using his nickname that he also knew she wasn't happy.
He squeezed her hand gently before clearing his throat and standing up. "I just...I'll be back."
He left us alone there, the beeping of machines seeming to echo louder. I laid my forehead on Cat's hip and let out a shuddering sigh. It felt like there was a large fissure where my heart was supposed to be, an aching gap in my chest that left me breathless.
"I thought you were dead, I thought...don't leave me.." I pleaded, twisting my fist in her blankets as I started sobbing, "please, please don't, don't leave me.."
Cat laid a gentle hand on the top of my head, softly shushing me as she ran her hand through my hair.
"I...I can't, please, please you can't, can't leave me too," I choked.
Something broke in me as I sobbed, something that I had been hiding for a long time and suddenly I was crying out my whole life as I begged Cat not to leave. I cried for my mom, running away in the middle of the night to escape Neil. I cried for the boy who was left behind to be beaten and broken, for the boy who didn't get saved, who lost his childhood, his innocence. And I cried for Cat, the only good part of my life. The girl who was so broken in a different way, who was beaten down by her own mind, who had everything stolen from her. The girl who had set her own problems aside to lift me up until she couldn't hold herself up anymore. Cat held onto me as much as she could, letting me cry until there was nothing left, her hands never leaving me.
"We could leave," I mumbled.
"What?"
I looked up at her, sniffing and wiping my face, "we could leave. Pack a bag and drive away. We can drive away and never look back, I have a little bit of money from the pool. We can get a shitty apartment somewhere, I'll work and take care of you," I rambled, my heart pounding, "put all our problems behind us and just leave..please? What do you think? Would you be happy?"
Cat's face softened, a wistful sadness taking over, "B..." she reached out a hand to cup the side of my face and gentled my head into her shoulder, wrapping her arms around my back, "I..."
I wiped my face quickly when I heard Steve clear his throat from the doorway, his eyes red and puffy with Hopper standing tall behind his shoulder. "Hopper needs to talk to you, Billy."
Max interrupted my thoughts, barreling into my room, "you ready yet? We gotta go! We still need to pick up Steve!"
I regarded my sister with a warm smile, her excitement leaking out and calming my nerves a little bit, "yeah, Max, I'm ready. Grab your coat."
We'd gotten closer since Cat had been gone, Max tried hard to diffuse situations between Neil and I. It didn't always work, but having my sister on my side helped my spirits at least. Sometimes after a fight, her and I would hop in the Camaro and drive around. We'd stop at the gas station for a couple snacks, listen to music way too loud or just talk. I kept helping Max with her homework and she was doing really well in her classes now.
And Steve and I had become closer too. Sometimes if I didn't drive off with Max I'd pull up to his house and we'd spend the night drinking together. All of us even started having movie nights with the rest of the twerps. Steve loved taking care of those kids and even though they could be annoying, they weren't so bad.
After picking up Steve, I started to think about my conversation with Hopper while driving down the road.
"Son," Hop's voice was deep and soothing, "I just need your side of the story. Then I'll sit here and watch her so you boys can go get cleaned up and rest."
I told Hop everything, ground my teeth when I started to get emotional and eventually laid Cat's story out to him. By the end of it, I was quaking, just barely holding myself together.
Hop laid a large hand on my shoulder, "she'll be okay, son. I'll make sure of it."
That was the final straw for me, my face crumpled and I fell forward into his warm shoulder, clenching my teeth as I wept. He made a shocked noise and took a moment before awkwardly wrapping an arm around my back and patting it. He was warm and gentle, like a father should be. He didn't take a crack at me for being a pussy, a faggot, he just let me cry and told me it would be okay. I wished that I could have had a father like him instead and that broke me more.
After a while of letting me cry, Hop grabbed my shoulders and pushed me to stand on my own, looking down at me with understanding, "it's okay, son. Go on home now, get yourselves cleaned up, you hear me?"
I nodded and let out a puff of air, getting myself back together. "Oh, and Billy," Hop started, "she can't run away from this. She's gunna get the help she needs, but not if she runs away."
My stomach twisted, I knew he was right, I had just hoped for something better, "yes sir."
Steve and I went home and didn't talk for a couple of days. I came back with Max to see Cat the next day when her mom got back to town but after that she was under lock down, no visitors. At the end of the hold we were allowed back for a visit, at the end of which we were told Cat was going into the rehab program and would be transferred to the city a couple hours away. Better program they said. It didn't make it any easier, saying goodbye to her.
Those final few minutes with her were the worst few minutes of my life. I didn't want to let her go, even though I knew this was her only chance.
"Can I drive with her?"
The doctor shook her head, "I'm sorry. We'll be transporting her by ambulance."
I clutched Cat tighter, buried my nose in her hair. She had cried herself out, gone completely numb against my chest. I finally pulled away from her with a heavy sigh.
Her eyes looked hollow when they led her away.
Cat called a couple days later, after getting settled.
"Baby," I sighed, "when can we come see you?"
"B, they said I can't have any visitors for at least the first month."
My stomach lurched, "fuck. Are you fucking serious? I can't see you for a month?"
Cat's voice wavered, "I'm sorry, B. I'll phone whenever I can though."
I grit my teeth and growled, "it's okay, Cat. Just tell me when I can come see you. Get better, okay?"
"I will."
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The next phone call from her was a week later. We spent a while talking about how we were doing and how Max and I were dying to go see her. Cat told me a little about her program but didn't go into much detail, just said it was difficult but she was trying. There was something on Cat's mind, I could tell by her silences, the way she seemed preoccupied while talking to me.
"Hey," I murmured, "what's going on? You seem spacey."
She paused and sighed before answering, "is Steve okay?"
Steve, it was always Steve now. He was no longer Stevie.
"Yeah," I soothed, "yeah, he's good. I just saw him yesterday, we've been together a lot. Took everything pretty hard but he's okay."
"Good, that's good," she breathed, "hey, my time's up, I gotta go. Tell him I'm not mad at him, will you? Love you, B."
"I will, love you, Cat."
I looked at Steve, chewing on his lip in the passenger seat of my car, he was getting more nervous the closer to the city we got.
"Harrington. You're gunna chew your fucking lip off," I joked, trying to ease his nerves.
"Hmm?" He looked at me and released his lip from between his teeth, it was bright red where he had ripped skin open, "shit. Nervous."
Cat didn't know Steve was coming with me, they still hadn't spoke since the hospital. I wanted to surprise her by convincing Steve to come see her. Steve had confessed to me one drunken night how guilty he felt, how heavily everything was weighing on his chest. That he blames himself for not noticing something was wrong when he saw Cat at that party and for not being enough to help her get better. I'd shared my guilt with him, told him that I shouldn't have taken so long to get there. That I should have known, should have been able to help her more. But we couldn't go back, couldn't change what happened and I tried my best to tell Steve it wasn't his fault.
I don't think I was very convincing.
"Why?" Max asked from the back seat.
Steve sighed, "I just..don't think she wants me around."
"Of course she does, she's excited to see you," I lied, not looking away from the road.
In reality, I didn't know. Maybe Steve would be right and she'd curse him out for not letting her die on the bathroom floor. Or Steve might scream at her for trying to leave us. Maybe that was something a friendship couldn't come back from.
That seemed to settle him a little, at least enough that he stopped trying to chew his lip off as we entered the city.
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quickeningheart · 4 years
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Twenty-Two
  Stoker was seriously contemplating building himself a new hideout. While the laboratory he kept well-hidden in the wilderness was large and well-stocked with equipment and supplies, it was becoming more and more difficult to come and go as he pleased without detection. He'd done his best to keep his whereabouts a secret, but Limburger was definitely onto him, if the amount of hired thugs constantly sent out to tail him was any indication. The goons might not have been particularly intelligent, but they were annoyingly persistent; Stoker knew that one of these days he was gonna slip up and lead someone right to his lab, and then everything he'd spent the last ten earth years trying to achieve would be sent straight down the proverbial crapper.
   Even the thought of all the work it would require to set up a new workshop was exhausting, but he couldn't risk his project by staying where he was, and he didn't want to move house to one of his other, smaller hideaways scattered across the country. Moving farther from Chicago—and therefore from his comrades—just didn't sit well with him.
   Which was why he found himself cruising down the ruined streets of the large warehouse district not far from Charley's garage. What had once been thriving industrial businesses were now nothing but empty husks of their former glory, ranging from mildly dilapidated to completely demolished. Not even the street gangs and city lowlifes bothered much with the abandoned neighborhood anymore; there wasn't any point as there was no longer anyone left to terrorize. Now they tended to hang out in other areas, living it up in the massive chasms edging the outskirts of Chicago.
   The result of Limburger's past handiwork, the Pits had become home to every sort of human criminal in Illinois over the past few years. Everyone knew it, including the police. Yet, for some reason, they never seemed to have enough of a reason to go in and raid the place. Stoker was certain that was the result of Limburger's handiwork, as well. He'd bribed the law enforcement and government officials to leave the Pits alone; in exchange, the Pit Boss left Limburger's extensive enterprise alone, and provided all the hired muscle needed to do his dirty work. It was a very beneficial business arrangement all around.
   While that knowledge really ground Stoker's gears, right now it worked well to his benefit. Nobody bothered with this district—including Limburger—which meant he had free access to the empty warehouses. And on the off-chance that anyone should get a little too nosy, they could easily be taken care of; after facing down squadrons of Plutarkian soldiers, a few stray punks were hardly any threat. He'd become an expert at setting alarms and traps. If Limburger sent more goons to trail him, they'd be in for some nasty shocks. He couldn't do much in the way of self-defense in the middle of the wilderness, but abandoned factories full of potentially hazardous junk was a different matter altogether.
   With a little planning and a lot of fortification, Stoker was sure he could rig up a decent laboratory to continue his work while he was on earth. A little careful rerouting would give him ample power needed to run his diagnostics, and he'd be right on the home turf, ready to lend a hand should the rookies need it. As much as it aggravated him to admit it, those hours-long rides between the city and his lab were really starting to wear on his body. It would be a nice change to not have his muscles and bones constantly aching from the strain.
   A sharp beep snapped him out of his inner musings, and he nearly lost control of his bike when it made a sudden veer to the left, narrowly missing the lone figure trudging down the middle of the street, who yelped with fright and scrambled out of the way. "Watch where you're going!" she screeched, and Stoker's eyes widened when he immediately recognized Alley's voice. He slammed on the brakes and made a sharp turn, coasting back her way. What was she doing, wandering these streets all by herself? True, he hadn't seen so much as a stray cat in the general vicinity, but still. She had to know that walking alone wasn't safe! Had something happened to her? Again? He chuckled and shook his head. That woman was a walking trouble magnet, and if he had any sense, he'd keep his distance.
   Too bad his sense always seemed to shrivel up and die whenever those gorgeous blue eyes turned his way.
   He pulled to a stop beside her, opening his visor to turn on the charm … and it was then that the distinct odor of Plutarkian hit him full in the face.
   He reared back with surprise and mild alarm; a soft whufff escaped before he could catch himself, and Alley scowled at him, not missing the flash of disgust that wrinkled his sensitive nose. She started to walk on, but he didn't give her a chance. He was off his bike in a second and blocking her path, frowning down at her. "What happened?" he asked, concern sharpening his tone.
   "Nothing," she snapped, her scowl deepening. He felt her defenses go up, preparing for a fight, and bit back a sigh. As much as their bantering amused him, she could be downright exasperating when she set her mind to it. And while he knew she had every right to be a little peeved at him for his behavior the night before, right now it was time to let bygones be bygones. He wasn't about to let her clam up on this subject. Not when her safety was at risk.
   "Nothing?" he repeated, one eyebrow raising. "I can smell Plutarkian all over you."
   "Then feel free to take yourself upwind." She attempted to step around him. Again, he blocked her path, and she glowered. "I'm fine," she insisted. "Get out of the way!"
   Stoker exhaled a deep sigh and tried for patience, resting his hands on her slim shoulders. "Alley," he began gently, and a startled expression crossed her face at the rare use of her name. "If Limburger did anything to you, hurt you in any way, you need to tell me. Please."
   Her brow furrowed and she glanced around nervously; it occurred to him that she never seemed to know how to respond when he was being serious with her, filing that information away for later consideration. "Did Limburger lay hands on you?" he pressed, and she winced when his fingers inadvertently tightened at the thought. He immediately gentled his grip, rubbing her shoulders briefly in apology.
   "He didn't touch me," she finally mumbled. "He just … caught me by surprise, and one of his guys came up behind me and forced me into his car."
   "Why didn't you fight back?" he asked, offering a wry grin. "You've got a hell of a right hook."
   "Yeah, well, wouldn't do much good against the gun in my back."
   A low growl erupted deep in his throat, making her eyes widen. He forced himself to calm down. "What happened next?"
   "That's nobody's business but mine." She tried to ease away, but he maintained a steady grip on her shoulders and gazed patiently down at her. When she stubbornly refused to talk, he sighed deeply and nodded toward his bike. "Hop on. I'll give you a lift back."
   "There's nothing wrong with my legs."
   "Just do an old soldier a favor and get on. Your cousin would skin me alive and use my pelt as a coat if she found out I'd let you walk through this neighborhood by yourself."
   "Fine." She huffed a sigh and stomped to the bike, started to swing a leg over the seat, only to stumble when the machine rolled smoothly forward. She eyeballed it cautiously and tried again … with the exact same result. She nearly fell that time, Stoker's quick reflexes the only thing keeping her from a pair of scraped knees.
   "Stop that," he scolded, scowling and giving the rear wheel a light kick. "What's got into you?" He was answered with a series of sharp beeps.
   "Your pet doesn't seem to like me," Alley muttered, backing away.
   "Hmm. Maybe 'cause you clocked me?" He winked. "She's kind've protective of me."
   "You deserved that and you know it!" she snapped.
   He sighed and scratched his head. "Yeah, I sorta did," he admitted with a sheepish grin. "Stuck my foot where it didn't belong, I guess."
   "Yeah. Straight up your—" Alley broke off with a yelp when the bike suddenly rolled backward, the rear tire missing her foot by mere inches. "Okay, that's it." She turned to stomp away. "No way in hell are you gettin' me onto that homicidal machine! I've seen too many movies with these scenarios and they never end well."
   "Now look what you did," Stoker scolded the bike. "Way to make an impression."
   It gave a sulky grumble in reply.
   "I don't wanna hear it." He waved it away. "Take yourself back to the garage and think about your actions. I'll walk." He strode after Alley, leaving the still-grumbling bike to roll off like a dejected puppy.
     ~*~*~*~*~
   They'd only been walking a few minutes more before they caught sight of Charley racing full-tilt up the street toward them, a panicked expression on her face. He easily deduced the cause of her fright, holding out his hands in a reassuring gesture as she approached. "Relax, we're both fine," he said.
   She came to a stumbling halt, bent double with hands resting on her knees for support as she gasped for breath. "You scared the crap outta me, Stoke," she scolded. "Your bike came roaring into the garage all by itself… I thought something had happened to you!"
   "Nah, just keeping a pretty lady company." He jerked a thumb in Alley's direction.
   Charley shot her an exasperated glance. "And do I even wanna know why you're here? I thought you were at the school."
   "Long story," Alley muttered.
   "She had a run-in with Limburger," Stoker supplied bluntly.
   Alley pursed her lips. "Okay, not that long."
   "What happened? Are you okay?" Charley started to look panicked again.
   "I'm fine." Alley's shoulders slumped. "We just talked, that's all."
   "After forcing her into his car at gunpoint," Stoker put in.
   Alley glared. "Feel free to take yourself back to the garage," she snapped, pointing in its general direction.
   "Alley Cat, come on. You know we're just trying to help," Charley coaxed, slinging an arm around her cousin's shoulder. "Just tell us about it, and maybe we can come up with a game plan."
   "I wasn't supposed to let anybody know anything," Alley sighed, head drooping. "If Limburger finds out I told…"
   "He'll have to go through us to get to you," Stoker growled, expression darkening. "And we won't make that easy for 'im. Trust me on that."
   "It's not him getting to me that's the problem," she complained. "It's what he won't do that has me worried."
   "Which is…?" Charley prompted.
   Alley sighed again. "Just lemme get back and take a shower to wash this stink outta my hair. I'll fill you in on all the gory details later." At their dubious expressions, she cracked a small smile and held up four fingers. "Scout's honor."
   "Alley Cat, that's still the—"
   "Oh, shut up."
     ~*~*~*~*~
   Feeling much more humane now that she could freely breathe without the lingering odor of Eu de Dead Fish in her nostrils, Alley sat down in the kitchen with the entire gang and related the story over plates of hot dogs.
   When she finished talking, there was immediate uproar, with all of the mice in favor of storming the tower and blowing it up again. Alley panicked at that. "I knew I shouldn't have said anything! You macho lunkheads are gonna ruin the whole thing and then I'll never get back into college!" she wailed.
   Stoker ran a hand over his face, sighing heavily. "So, seems like this is my fault," he muttered, scowling. "Limburger got suspicious of my actions, now Alley's the one sufferin' for it."
   "It ain't like you knew he was gonna target her," Throttle pointed out.
   "Yeah. If we're gonna play the blame game, you might as well point fingers my way. He targeted her 'cause she's related to me," Charley added.
   "Oh yeah! That's another thing." Alley glanced at her cousin, frowning. "He called me Parker. He knows my history. He deliberately dug it up for some reason."
   Charley tsked. "Now, what was that supposed to accomplish?"
   "Beats me. He seemed to think us not being blood related would—" Alley cut herself off, suddenly aware of four pairs of eyes fixed on her with varying levels of surprise. She raised an eyebrow at the gawping mice. "What?"
   "You … ain't related?" Modo ventured, frowning.
 �� Alley blinked at him, then glanced at Charley. "Didn't you tell them?"
   "Oh. I guess it never came up. Honestly, never even occurred to me to mention it." The mechanic shrugged with a grin.
   "What it?" Vinnie asked.
   Alley shrugged. "I'm adopted," she replied simply, and smirked when four furry jaws dropped. "Look, it's easy. My birth dad died when I was really little, like barely two. My mom met the Davidsons when her car broke down, and she and Charley's uncle hit it off and eventually got married. That happened when I was five. Dad officially adopted me just after that and I became a Davidson, too. I mean, it's all there in public records and all, but it ain't like it's right up there for anyone to just stumble over—"
   "—which means Limburger deliberately went digging around fishing for info about you," Charley finished with a frown.
   "Yeah. He seemed to think I'd be willing to help him because we're not 'really cousins'." Alley quoted the air with her fingers.
   "Heh. Typical Plutarkian family values," Stoker snorted. "They ain't exactly known for their loyalty to kin. Theirs is a fish-eat-fish world. Literally. Plutarkian clans are spawned in the thousands, and, well … you ever watch those nature shows? About the fish and insects that hatch and it's basically survival of the fittest from the get go?"
   The women gaped at him. "You mean they actually try to eat each other?" Charley looked disgusted at the idea.
   "Yep." Vinnie wrinkled his snout. "The ones who survive to adulthood are the lucky ones."
   "Yeah," Modo put in. "An' it ain't no wonder they're all the baddest, meanest species in the known universe."
   "They'd be somebody's lunch if they weren't," Throttle finished with a shake of his head.
   "Wow. That's enough to almost make me feel sorry for them," Alley said. She was met with blank stares all around. "I said almost," she huffed, then sniggered. "Given the size of him, Limburger's probably an only child by this point."
   "Ugh. And here I didn't think I could loathe the Plutarkians any more." Charley wrinkled her nose. "So, anyway, now that we know what Limburger is up to, what're we gonna do about it? He's gonna expect an answer soon. And he'll get suspicious if he doesn't get one."
   "I ain't just handin' over my plans," Stoker said firmly.
   "Well, nobody expects that. But I do want to know what these plans of yours are." Charley fixed him with a stern look. "They dragged my family into this mess, so fair's fair. If he's desperate enough to find out what you're up to, who's to say he'll stop with Alley? What if he decides to expand out and go after our parents as well? They have no idea what's going on over here. They'll never stand a chance!"
   "He's never gone after them before," Throttle said doubtfully.
   "He's never gone after my cousin before, either. Now that the idea's in his brain…"
   Vinnie placed a comforting arm around Charley's shoulders. "Time to fess up, Stoke. What've you been up to down here that has you wanderin' off all the time?"
   The old general sighed and sat back in his chair, considering. "No harm in telling you now, I guess," he grunted, before getting to his feet and stomping down to the garage. He returned moments later carrying a long cylinder tube, from which he pulled several rolled blueprints. He spread them over the table, using cups and plates to hold down the curling edges. The mice and Charley gathered around to examine the plans. Alley took a quick glance but quickly gave up; they were a bunch of layouts for what looked like a weapon of some sort, but the writing was all in an alien language. Judging from the growing astonishment and beginnings of delight spreading on the boys' faces, though, it seemed to be something amazing.
   "Stoke! This is—" Modo couldn't finish the thought, swallowing several times. His single eye was suspiciously glassy.
   "Does this mean…?" Vinnie breathed, looking awed.
   "We-we're saved," Throttle murmured, shaking his head. His eyes were wide behind his specs. "Mars will be whole again." He seemed dazed.
   Alley leaned in to whisper to Charley, "Is it a super laser or something?"
   "No," she whispered back. "It's no weapon. I can't make sense of all of it, but it seems to be some kind of a … a conductor."
   "I call it the Regenerator." Stoker glanced around the table, smiling. "It's a matter-conversion device that will hopefully restore Mars to its former glory. It can create water, food, plant life … the possibilities are endless, really. Right now, it's nothin' more than an idea and a bunch've parts and supplies I've been gathering. It requires very specific ingredients that are difficult to come by. Ironically, the most important ingredient—its power source—are tetra-hydrocarbons, found only on earth."
   "So you've been out searching for them?" Charley asked.
   "Yep. In the wilds. Deep in the mountains. They're rare, though. And hard to get to."
   "Why all the secrecy, Coach?" Throttle asked. "We could've helped you search—"
   "Negative, soldier." Stoker shook his head. "Tetra-hydrocarbons are dangerous to work with. Too much exposure can lead to nasty results. Mutation of cells and other such pleasant experiences. Not only that, I didn't want to get anyone's hopes up too high, in case it's a failure." He ran a hand through his hair and shrugged. "I can't make promises that it'll even work. But I had to try."
   Charley placed her hands on Stoker's shoulder and squeezed. "Stoker, in all this time I've known you, you've never let us down. When you say you'll do something, you always do it and succeed. Mars has faith in you. You will definitely be able to build your Regenerator and it will work."
   "No pressure!" Alley chirped, smiling innocently at her cousin's exasperated glance.
   "We definitely can't let the stinkfish get their greasy hands on those plans," Modo rumbled, frowning. "It'd be disastrous."
   "Well, couldn't it be a good thing?"
   All eyes turned to Alley, who squirmed under the sudden scrutiny. "Look, hear me out. I mean, this Regenerator is supposed to build stuff, right? Like natural resources?" She waved a hand. "Say it does work. So, the Plutarkians attack other planets 'cause they're on the endless quest for stuff for their planet. But if they had a machine that made endless resources, they wouldn't have to go out hunting down and stealing everyone else's! They could all go home and waste resources to their hearts' content and leave the rest of the universe alone. Happy endings all around! Yay!"
   Vinnie's jaw dropped. "Say, that ain't a bad idea!"
   "It does seem pretty logical," Modo agreed, rubbing his chin thoughtfully.
   "Nope, wouldn't work," Throttle grunted, earning a frown from Alley. "The stinkfish are fighters by nature. They're born straight into it and it's all they know. If Stoke's right and you can build anything with this machine, what's to stop 'em from makin' bigger, better weapons and ships and findin' some other reason to attack planets?"
   "Have to agree," Stoker added. "Aside from that, tetra-hydrocarbons aren't limitless. Their power would eventually run down, and as it's something the Regenerator can't recreate, earth would always be a prime target for Plutarkians. They'd tear this planet apart looking for new replenishment."
   Alley sighed and Charley patted her shoulder. "It was a good idea, though. Smart thinking," she encouraged.
   "It was, actually." Stoker rubbed his chin, eyes narrowed in thought as he stared down at the blueprints. "It might actually hold a bit of merit."
   "Uh-oh." Charley raised an eyebrow. "I recognize that look. What are you thinkin' now?"
   "I'm thinkin' I can recognize a good opportunity when I see one." Stoker glanced up, a sly grin curling his mouth. "Ladies and gents, I think it's time we set up a little trap of our own."
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[HM] The Weekend Writing Retreat Story
I feel like I spend so much time alone these days, and I hate it. I‘m officially taking over my tiny publishing company in about four months, and I’m so worried that I’m gonna fuck everything up. Things with my family have just been all messy ever since my mom’s accident, and I miss when we were happy and got along better. I haven’t had a girlfriend in years, and these days I’ll get depressed for like two weeks if a chick I’m into doesn’t watch my fucking instagram story. And lastly, but probably most importantly, for some reason I’m just constantly convinced that nobody likes me. And that everyone makes fun of me behind my back. And that the entire world looks at me and just sees a giant creepy old ugly loser.
Soooo...yeah. Good times.
I didn’t know how to face my problems, you guys. But I thought maybe I could just run away and forget about them for a little while.
My best friend Mark owns this little cabin in the middle of the woods somewhere like three and a half hours away. I’d been up there twice already this summer, and I really wanted to go back. Mostly because I’d found that spending a weekend in the forest with nothing to do just seemed to leave me feeling super relaxed. Whereas spending a weekend in my apartment with nothing to do just seemed to leave me feeling super shitty.
So, about two weeks ago, I started texting Mark and some of our other friends to see if anyone wanted to go camping again for a few days. Unfortunately, Mark was gonna be too busy for a while so he wouldn’t be able to go, but he said any of us could use the cabin whenever. However, the other jerks in our group text also either couldn’t go, or they, ya know, just didn’t want to. So I tried inviting a few other people, but, after a couple of days, I still sadly just couldn’t find anyone to go with me.
So I figured I could either spend another weekend alone at home worrying about my problems, or I could just spend a weekend alone at this cabin worrying about not getting eaten by wolves. And one of those sounded slightly more fun than the other.
I felt pretty pathetic going camping all by myself, but I just figured I’d call it a ‘weekend writing retreat’. Ya know, just to make it sound more like being alone was my choice.
So, this past Friday, I got out of work, loaded up my car, and simply took off with the goal of just leaving all of my stress behind for the weekend.
Soon, I was heading down the open road with the sun shining above me. I had my windows all rolled down, my music cranked as loud as possible, a cup of coffee at my side, and a bag of sour patch kids in my lap.
And, just like that, it felt like this veil of darkness was being lifted off of me. It felt like every single one of my problems were just fading away.
Then, suddenly...
“BROOOOO, HOW THE FUCK ARE WE STILL NOT THERE YET?!?”
I turned to see my best friend, Diramio, who was now sitting in the passenger seat next to me.
“Dude, chill D, we’ll be there soon. Just like another hour or so,” I replied.
“FUCK THAT. I’M CRACKING A BEER.”
“Dude, no,” I responded. “Just wait until we get there, I’m not trying to get pulled over and thrown in jail tonight.”
“BRO, YOU LITERALLY HAVEN’T STOPPED SMOKING WEED THE ENTIRE DRIVE SO FAR.”
“Yeah, well, I mean, that is a solid point,” I said smiling. “But still, fuck you, dude. My car, my rules.”
“ARE YOU EVER AT LEAST GONNA PASS ME THAT SHIT?!”
I finished hitting my bowl and slowly exhaled. Then I just looked over at him.
“...no.”
He was just like, “SHUT THE FUCK UP!!” and grabbed it from me.
We both laughed as we continued heading down the road. I was so happy to have Diramio with me. I just liked that dude so much, ya know. Everyone’s always liked Diramio. He’s fucking hilarious and just fun as shit to be around.
The rest of the ride was just a nonstop back and forth of the two of us making each other laugh. And soon, before we even knew it, we were turning down the stone path to the cabin. We pulled up, hopped out of the car, and just took a deep breath of that fresh forest air. Diramio quickly began unloading our stuff, but I just chilled for a few moments to take it all in.
We were surrounded by trees on all sides that danced and swayed in the breeze. There were birds tweeting and butterflies fluttering around. The sun was just starting to set in the sky above us. It was all just so god damn beautiful, man. And, for just a second, it made me think of Jane. Because, well, I guess I just kinda associated her with beauty in my head. The way she smiled the last time we hung out momentarily flashed in my mind. And the thought of us one day being together just spun in my brain.
Then, suddenly...
“Beep beep beep.”
I turned to face the stone path leading to the cabin only to be greeted by a truck pulling up next to my car. The truck parked and out hopped my best friend Mark and his fiancée Erin.
“What’s up, jerks?” Mark said as he walked over towards me and D.
“Aww hey guys!!” I replied, immediately giving him and Erin each a giant hug. “I’m so stoked you’re here.”
“Yeah, well someone needs to make sure you don’t burn the place down this weekend,” Mark responded.
We all laughed and just continued unloading our cars and heading inside. I really was beyond happy Erin and Mark had arrived. I just loved them both so fucking much. And, even more than that, I loved how fucking much they loved each other. Like, they really were just perfect for one another. And the fact that they’d each found their perfect match; well, I don’t know, I guess it just gave me hope. Like, maybe one day I’d be just as lucky, ya know.
Soon, the four of us were unpacked and getting ready to have some dinner. As we sat down around the table together; I couldn’t help feeling like we were just this happy little family.
Then, suddenly...
The cabin door burst open. And in walked my best friend, Gabe, and his happy little family.
“Yoooooo!!!” Gabe shouted as him and his two sons, Gabe Jr and Dominic, came bustling inside. “What’s up with my boys?!”
We were all quickly on our feet, greeting Gabe and the kids with hugs and high fives. I was so stoked they’d gotten there. I loved Gabe and his kids so much. I was like genuinely good friends with both of his sons. The three of us would stay up countless nights playing Fortnite together or talking about Spider-Man and stuff. They’d always refer to me as their Uncle Ian, and I don’t know why but that just made me feel so cool.
The three of them got situated and then joined us at the table, and we all enjoyed a nice meal. By the time we finished and cleaned up, it had gotten pretty damn dark outside, so we decided to head out and start a fire. Mark put me in charge of tracking down some sticks for roasting marshmallows. And I was pretty excited, because I figured that, for once, I had a job that I could easily excel at. So, with the notion of easily excelling at a job in my head, I began looking around for some sticks.
Then, suddenly...
A pair of headlights came rolling down the stone path in front of us. And out hopped my best friend Jim.
“Hey guys, sorry I’m late. Got stuck finishing up this big project for work,” Jim said as he grabbed his backpack from his trunk and came walking up. “Good news though. I brought us a bunch of really expensive fancy liquor to get all fucked up on.”
“FUCK YEAH, JIMMY!!” Diramio shouted, clearly excited about our late-comer and his contributions.
I too was super excited to see Jim. He was the best, man. And of course he brought a bunch of expensive fancy liquor. He had an awesome job where he made a shitload of money, and yeah I mean the dude was just incredibly successful, ya know.
But, even better, he wasn’t alone!
Because Jim got out of the car.
Then, suddenly...
My best friend Rob hopped out too!
“Ayoooo!” he immediately yelled.
“Holy shit, Rob, is that really you?!” I shouted.
“You know it, buddy!”
I couldn’t believe Rob had actually come. Like, he never did anything. And I don’t mean that in a bad way, it’s just, Rob usually just liked hanging out at home, playing video games alone and stuff. He wasn’t big on going out to bars or parties or shit like that. But I was so fucking stoked that we’d somehow gotten him to join us for the weekend.
So, soon, there we were, the whole crew, just sitting around the campfire together. We drank, and smoked, and ate marshmallows, and remembered old times, and told stories, and laughed, and just talked for hours. It was such an absolute blast.
I remember feeling like I just didn’t have a single care in the entire world.
Diramio was the first to call it a night. I don’t think he really planned on it, but he was crushing beers, went inside to pee, and just never came back out. We ended up finding him passed out on the couch.
Mark and Erin were next to turn in, and they aptly took the master bedroom. Gabe and his kids followed, and they took the guest room. Jim was next, and he took the air mattress in the family room. And that just left me and Rob out at the fire, and two empty cots up in the loft.
The fire was dying out as I finished my drink and turned to Rob.
“So what do you say, man? Ready to head inside and get some sleep,” I asked, as I struggled just slightly to get to my feet.
“No, you know what, you go ahead,” Rob replied. “I’m just gonna hang out here by the fire for a little longer.”
“What, dude, really? You’re just gonna sit out here alone?” I asked.
“Yeah. Why not? I like being alone,” Rob responded.
“Umm....alright, fuck it, whatever,” I said. “I’m taking the nicer cot. Night, bro.”
“Night, Ian.”
I went inside the cabin leaving Rob alone by the fire. Everyone else inside seemed to already be asleep, so I kept all the lights off and just did my best not to make any noise as I crept to the bathroom. I brushed me teeth, peed, and then made my way up the little wooden ladder to the loft. Then, I lied down on the nicer cot.
There was complete silence throughout the cabin, but I could still hear the trees blowing outside, as well as the faint crackling of the fire. I glanced over at the empty cot across from me. I couldn’t believe Rob had chosen to just sit outside alone like that. How could he like being alone?
For the first time since I’d left my apartment that afternoon, I started to remember my problems. And being alone was the very first one.
I felt like I spent all my time alone these days, and I hated it.
A sadness fell over me.
And a veil of darkness fell over the entire cabin.
Rob just sat outside, alone, staring at the fire. But then he heard a noise.
He turned around to face the forest behind him. There were just trees and darkness.
But then, again, he heard a noise.
“Hello?” he said sheepishly, “Is somebody there?”
He continued looking out into the woods, but he couldn’t see anything.
Then, suddenly...
He spotted a pair of blood red eyes staring back at him.
Then another.
And another.
Before Rob even had a chance to react; he was being attacked.
He tried to defend himself, but they just came at him from every direction.
He fought the best he could, but there was only so much he could do...against teeth and claws.
And so, only a few moments later, Rob’s lifeless, bloody body was just being dragged off into the darkness.
I woke up the next morning to the smell of fresh coffee coming from the kitchen. I slowly crawled to my feet and slid on my slippers. Then I stood up and went to head down the little wooden ladder from the loft. However, first, something caught my eye.
I glanced over at the cot across from mine. And Rob wasn’t in it. In fact, it looked very clearly like he hadn’t been in it at all the previous night.
Either way, I made my way down the little wooden ladder from the loft and couldn’t help but smile as I walked into the kitchen full of my loud dumb friends. Gabe and his kids were working on cooking eggs for everyone. Mark and Erin were doing the coffee and toasting up some bagels. Jim was sitting at the kitchen table typing away on his laptop. And Diramio was just, somehow, still passed out on the nearby couch.
“Yo IK, got coffee for you,” Mark said, handing me a cup.
“Dude, you fucking rule,” I responded.
I grabbed some milk from the fridge and walked over to the table.
“What are you working on, Jimmy?” I asked as I took a seat.
“Oh just catching up on some emails from clients,” he replied.
“You fucking nerd,” I responded.
“Hey Ian, what’s the deal with Rob?” Gabe asked. “Was he still asleep when you came down? He’s gonna miss breakfast.”
“Wait, what? He’s not down here?” I responded.
“No, didn’t he sleep in the loft with you?” Mark asked.
“Uhhh...I don’t think so. Like, he was still out at the fire when I went to bed, and the cot across from me didn’t really look slept on this morning.”
“Well, where the fuck is he?” Jim asked.
We all just looked at each other.
“Dude, don’t tell me he fucking slept outside,” I said.
Mark, Erin, Jim, and myself all went outside and walked over towards the fire pit. But there were no signs of Rob.
“Ummm, holy shit, you guys,” Erin said, starting to freak out a little. “Like, seriously, where the fuck is he?”
We all quickly began to grow quite frantic.
We started shouting his name. We went back through every room in the cabin. We checked our cars. There was just simply no trace of him anywhere. He was just gone.
By now, Gabe and his kids had abandoned making breakfast, and all of us just stood outside the cabin panicking. Diramio finally woke up and stumbled outside wondering why we were all being so fucking loud.
“Dude, Rob’s missing!!” I shouted.
“Oh man, is that all you guys are worried about?” Diramio replied groggily. “I thought you guys were saying we GOT robbed. I was praying they didn’t take the rest of that fancy expensive liquor.”
“Diramio, that’s not funny,” Erin replied.
“Guys, relax,” Diramio responded. “Rob probably just went to take a shit in the woods or something and got turned around. I’m sure he’s fine.”
“Bro, you get turned around in these woods, and you’re fucked. Like, he could be lost for days out there,” Mark replied.
“Well then,” Jim said, stepping up in front of us, “...we better go find him.”
“Dude, fuck that shit,” Diramio answered.
“Shut up, D,” Jim replied, “You’re coming with me, and we’re going north. Mark, you and Erin go south. Gabe, you and Gabe Jr. go east. And Ian, you take Dominic and go west. We’ll search for an hour and then meet back here. Everyone be careful. Don’t get lost. And, most importantly, find Rob.”
Jim taking charge worked and soon we were all heading out into the woods to find our missing friend.
Dominic and I followed along an old ATV path deep into the forest. We continued shouting Rob’s name as we hiked, but of course our calls went unanswered. We’d been walking for about a half hour or so when suddenly a bird flew out right in front of me, causing me to scream like a little girl. Dominic started dying laughing.
“Shut up, little dude, this is why I didn’t become a professional forest ranger,” I said.
“Yeah, you’re not a professional anything,” Dom responded still giggling.
“Hey, ya jerk, that’s not true. I run my own company. That’s gotta be worth something,” I replied defensively.
“No, you don’t,” Dom responded.
“Well...okay, no I don’t. But I’m second in command. And my boss is retiring at the end of the year, then I’m taking over. So, soon, I really will be in charge.”
“Uncle Ian, I can’t picture you in charge of anything,” Dom replied.
“Dude, shut up,” I answered. “Right now, I’m charge of you so stop being a little dick and let’s get back to trying to find our friend.”
“Fine,” Dominic said. “But I’m telling my dad you called me a dick.”
The two of us continued making our way through the woods searching for any trace of Rob. However, as we walked, stupid little Dominic’s words kept echoing in my head. He was right. Like, I shouldn’t even be in charge of my own life. How was I gonna be in charge of a company?
Once again, I was suddenly reminded of another problem I’d gone on this trip to escape. I’d be taking over this company soon, and I just legitimately had absolutely no idea what I was fucking doing. I was so nervous that I was gonna just end up completely out of business in less than a year. I’d always been a pretty shitty employee at every job I’d ever had. So I couldn’t help but imagine I’d be an even shittier boss. I wished I was a hard-working, ambitious, go-getter like Jim. But I knew I wasn’t. And I knew I never would be.
For the second time since I’d arrived at the cabin; an immense sadness washed over me.
And a veil of darkness fell over the entire forest.
Meanwhile, on the other side of the forest, Jim and Diramio had just found a clue.
“Diramio, does this look like blood to you?” Jim asked, as he pointed out a small spot of red on the trunk of a tree.
“I don’t fucking know, bro,” Diramio responded. “Can we just go back to the cabin? I need a drink.”
“Dude, Rob’s fucking lost in the woods and could be dead for all we know,” Jim replied. “How are you not taking this seriously?”
“I mean, I am, but I also just seriously need a drink.”
Suddenly, just then, the two friends heard a noise. Nothing big, but just a little rustling from a bush a few feet in front of them.
But then, there was another rustling. From a bush a few feet behind them.
Then one from their left.
Then one from their right.
Then, without warning...these huge fucking wolves emerged and began to surround them.
That’s right. Giant, hungry, scary-looking wolves.
They had bright red eyes, sharp claws, and massive teeth.
“Holy shit,” Jim whispered. “Diramio, don’t move. If they attack, our only shot at fighting them off is working together. You with me?”
There was silence.
“Diramio?” he said again.
Still, no answer.
Jim finally turned just in time to see the back of Diramio’s shirt as he was sprinting away.
“Diramio, you motherfu....”
Jim never even got that last word out before the terrifying beasts surrounding him pounced.
And, moments later, his lifeless, bloody body was just being dragged away into the forest.
Dominic and I returned to the cabin almost the same exact time as Gabe and Gabe Jr. Neither of our groups having found any hints at all as to an explanation for Rob’s disappearance. Mark and Erin got back soon afterwards, and they too had failed to find anything. The six of us just stood around fearing the worst. We decided if Diramio and Jim also returned empty-handed, then we’d just go to the police and hopefully they’d be able to help.
Time ticked by as we waited for Diramio and Jim to get back. We were just starting to get worried about them when suddenly we heard Diramio screaming off in the distance.
“FUCK...
THIS...
SHIT,
BRO!!”
He finally came bursting through the trees near the cabin, and, as soon as we saw him, we could all instantly tell something was seriously wrong.
Diramio ran right past all of us and straight inside.
We all looked at each other. And then we followed him.
As we walked in, Diramio was already over by the kitchen table, straight up pounding the bottle of fancy expensive liquor Jim had brought.
“Hey, uhhhh, D,” Mark said softly, “Where’s Jim?”
Diramio kept chugging from the bottle until it was completely empty. Then, he slammed it down on the table in front of us, took a deep breath, and simply said...
“Jim just got eaten by wolves, you guys.”
“No, seriously, where is he, Diramio?” Erin asked.
“BRO, SERIOUSLY, JIM JUST GOT FUCKING EATEN BY FUCKING WOLVES!!” Diramio shouted. “HUGE WOLVES WITH SCARY RED EYES. THEY SURROUNDED US OUT IN THE FOREST. I DID EVERYTHING I COULD TO FIGHT THEM OFF, BUT JIM BEGGED ME TO RUN AWAY AND SAVE MYSELF.”
“Dude, Diramio, stop fucking around, man. Enough is enough,” Mark said, beginning to sorta lose his cool.
“Guys, for real, I’m not fucking around. Jim just got eaten by wolves. I’d be willing to bet Rob did too. We gotta get the fuck out of these woods, right now,” Diramio said, with a stark sternness to his voice none of us had ever heard him use before.
As crazy as it sounded, we figured maybe Diramio was actually telling the truth. But, either way, now TWO of our friends were apparently missing. So it was definitely time to leave the woods and go to the cops. We all began packing up our stuff and getting ready to head into the closest town.
However, Erin walked outside to load up Mark’s truck, and a split second later, we all heard a terrifying scream. We rushed out front and quickly saw that Erin had a made a gruesome discovery. The tires on all of our cars had been slashed. Well, more than slashed really. They were all completely shredded. It almost looked as though they’d been...clawed.
“Yo, you motherfuckers believe me now?” Diramio yelled. “The fucking wolves did this!”
Now, none of us knew what to think. We all just ran back into the cabin to regroup.
“Listen, guys,” Gabe said, “wolves or no wolves, something fucked up is clearly going on right now. And I gotta get my kids out of here safely. I’m their dad. They’re my family. I have to protect them.”
“Wait,” Mark shouted. “I have my four-wheeler outback. You and the kids can take that to get to the nearest town and then send help.”
We all ran outback and were relieved to find the ATV’s tires were still in good shape.
Gabe, Gabe Jr., and Dominic all climbed on board.
“Stay on the trails, and you should be fine,” Mark said. “You’ll hit a pretty major road in about fifteen miles. And if you follow that, you should eventually reach the town.”
“Don’t worry, I got this,” Gabe said. “You guys just stay safe. We’ll send help as soon as we can.”
With that, Gabe and the kids took off on the ATV, leaving behind just Mark, Erin, Diramio, and myself.
“Yo, I don’t understand why they get to leave, but we’re stuck here,” Diramio said, as the four of us began walking back into the cabin. “I mean, I like Gabe’s kids, but I also kinda like not getting eaten by fucking wolves.”
We all kinda nervously chuckled as we headed inside. However, I was a few steps behind the others, and I just kinda stopped in the doorway for a moment. I turned and looked back at the dust trail Gabe had left behind. I prayed that him and his kids would be alright. I thought it was so impressive that he’d stepped up to protect his family like that. I thought about my family. I already knew we’d never do anything like that for each other.
And just like that, another problem returned to my mind. Things with my family were just so messy. My mom had been the glue that held us all together, ya know. So, ever since her accident, it just seemed like we’d all been coming apart. I felt like my brother hated me. I felt like every conversation I had with my dad would eventually just turn into an argument. I felt like I wasn’t helping my sister enough as she struggled to take care of everyone. I just missed when we used to be a happy little family. Like Gabe and his kids.
Once again, sadness filled my heart.
And, once again, darkness filled the woods.
Gabe and his kids were flying down the narrow trail. He figured they’d probably already gone at least a dozen miles and should be hitting the main road soon. Gabe Jr and Dominic clung on tightly to their dad’s back as they sped along.
Suddenly, Dominic spotted a dark blur moving quickly through the wilderness on their right side. Then, Gabe Jr. noticed the same thing on their left. They quickly began trying to get their father’s attention over the loudness of the four-wheeler.
It soon worked, and Gabe turned around, only to immediately see multiple giant fucking wolves chasing right behind them on the trail, as well as along both sides of them. He cranked down on the gas in an attempt to get away, but it was no use. They stayed right there with him. Finally, one came running up from the side, causing Gabe to swerve in the other direction. He lost control and the four-wheeler careened off the trail and right into a tree. Gabe and his kids were all sent flying. Then, dozens upon dozens of hungry terrifying wolves just quickly descended upon all three of them.
And, sure enough, soon, their lifeless, bloody bodies were just being dragged away into the woods.
The sun was just beginning to set in the sky outside the cabin. Inside, the four of us were just doing our best to keep our shit together. By now, it had been at least a few hours since Gabe had left, and we still hadn’t heard anything from him or the help he was supposed to send. The shitty tv in the family room only got a handful of channels, but we’d managed to find one playing a marathon of old Home Improvement episodes. So, we all just sat there quietly, watching Tim the Toolman Taylor.
But, eventually, Diramio broke the silence.
“Dude, this is so fucked up. Gabe and his kids should’ve reached that town hours ago and sent help. I bet they got eaten by wolves.”
“Diramio, shut up, don’t say that,” I replied. “Even just joking around about Gabe’s kids dying seems super messed up....”
“Fuck that, I’m not even joking,” he replied. “I bet they got eaten by wolves, and I bet soon we will be too.”
“D, relax,” Mark said. “We’re not gonna be eaten by wolves. Help will come.”
“Yeah, but what are we gonna do if it doesn’t,” Diramio responded.
Mark tried to reply, but he didn’t really have an answer.
“Yeah, that’s what I thought,” Diramio said. “You don’t know what we’re gonna do. But I’ll tell you what I’m gonna do...I’m gonna get super fucked up.”
And with that Diramio stood up and walked out of the family room.
After he left, Erin turned to Mark and said, “Babe, for real, what are we gonna do if help doesn’t come?”
“Hey, don’t worry,” Mark said, putting his arm around his fiancée. “Help will come. And until it gets here, I’m not gonna let anything happen to us.”
“Promise?” Erin asked.
“I promise,” Mark said. “Plus, babe, this cabin’s made out of bricks. So even if there are big bad wolves out there; going by three little pig logic we should be safe.”
Erin laughed.
“I love you, Mark.”
“I love you too.”
As I witnessed this conversation between my soon to be married friends, I couldn’t help but to feel a tiny bit of jealousy. Well, actually, I felt a shitload of jealousy. I wished I had someone who loved me.
I wished Jane loved me.
Once again, a problem I’d managed to momentarily forget rushed back into my head. I don’t know why I fucking liked Jane so much, you guys. Like, seriously. I know she’s never going to want to fucking be with me. But I just can’t help it. No other girl makes me feel the way she does. Bro, this shit isn’t fucking fair. I just wish for once a girl I was into was actually into me back, man. How come that never fucking happens for me?!? Like, what the fuck is so wrong with me, you guys?!?!?
The sadness hit me this time like a punch to the face.
The darkness surrounded the cabin like a flash flood.
Then, suddenly...
CRASH!!! CRASH!!! CRASH!!! CRASH!!!
Wolves violently burst in through every single window of the cabin.
“Holy Fucking Shit!” Mark screamed. “The pig story never mentioned windows!!”
The wolves lunged for Erin, but Mark dove in front to protect her. There were just too many wolves though. They quickly tore right through Mark.
“Ian, help!!” Erin screamed.
But there was nothing I could do. Wolves just continued flooding in through the windows, and I had no way of getting to her before they did.
“Erinnnn!!!!” I shouted as I watched them viciously bite into her.
“YO MOTHERFUCKER, WE GOTTA MOVE!!”
Before I knew what was happening, Diramio was yanking me out of the family room, which was now completely overrun by wolves. We quickly ran through the cabin as more and more of the monstrous beasts came bursting through every window and doorway.
“QUICK, GET UP THE LITTLE WOODEN LADDER TO THE LOFT!” Diramio shouted as the two of us dashed past more of the ferocious killers.
We reached the little wooden ladder and quickly climbed up just before they got to us.
Diramio and I looked down from the loft at what appeared to be at least a hundred terrifying wolves staring back up at us with their big red eyes and giant teeth.
“IAN, BRO, WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE GONNA DO?!?” Diramio shouted. “I DON’T WANNA GET EATEN BY WOLVES!! I DON’T WANNA FUCKING DIE, DUDE!!”
Unfortunately, hearing Diramio say that he didn’t want to die...once again caused immense sadness to wash over my body.
And a veil of darkness to cover my entire world.
Because, just like that, my last and largest problem suddenly popped back into my head.
“Well, of course YOU don’t want to die, Diramio,” I quietly said. “Why would you? People actually like you.”
“Wait? What?” Diramio responded. “The fuck’s that supposed to mean.”
“Nothing, man. It doesn’t matter anyway.”
“Bro, I’m here, you might as well talk to me.”
“Dude,” I responded, “that’s the problem...you’re not actually here. You’ve never actually been here. Nobody ever was. I literally couldn’t find a single fucking person to go camping with me this weekend. So I just had to go alone. Because nobody fucking likes me, man. Everyone says their my friend. Everyone says they care about me. But nobody ever wants to spend time with me. Nobody ever wants to hang out. Nobody ever wants to do anything.”
As I spoke, the wolves below began growing more restless and aggressive. They soon started figuring out how to inch their way up the little wooden ladder to the loft. And the sadder I got, the higher they climbed.
“Ian, dude, you need to stop,” Diramio said, noticing the beasts getting closer and closer. “Like, I know I’m not really here, but I still don’t wanna get eaten by a fucking wolf, bro.”
“Diramio, I don’t want to hate being alone. I don’t want to worry about work or miss how my family used to be. I don’t wanna get depressed over girls. And I don’t wanna feel like nobody likes me. But I can’t help it, man. I thought by coming up here for the weekend I could escape my problems, but it didn’t work. They followed me. And now they’re gonna get us.”
“Bro, you just need to face your problems head on instead of trying to run away from them,” Diramio shouted, as the wolves were now only inches away from reaching us.
“Dude, I don’t know how to face my problems!!” I yelled back.
“YES YOU DO, IAN,” Diramio screamed. “YOU ALWAYS HAVE.”
The wolves finally made it to the top of the little wooden ladder and went to pounce.
“Howwww, Diramio, just tell me!” I screamed at the last moment.
“Well you called this a weekend writing retreat, right bro?” Diramio said, as the wolves closed in around him.
“Maybe you should try fucking writing...”
And with that, the wolves attacked Diramio.
“NOOOOO!!!” I screamed.
But it was too late.
They quickly began dragging him back down the little wooden ladder.
However, what he had just said struck me.
Like, I HAD called this a weekend writing retreat.
And, well, maybe that was the secret here, man.
Maybe, instead of using this weekend to try to escape my problems, I could literally do the exact opposite, and use it to face them.
I could deal with my problems the same way I just dealt with everything: by writing a fucking weird ass story about them.
And I knew writing about my problems wouldn’t actually solve them, you guys.
But it wouldn’t be running away from them either.
And I was never going to be able to run away from my problems.
They were always gonna be there.
Hunting me down.
Chasing me.
Just biting and scratching at me.
Like fucking wolves.
I looked down at the hundreds of beasts mauling Diramio below me.
I still wasn’t convinced writing a story about my problems would actually help. But there was one thing I was absolutely certain of.
And that’s that, if I did write a story about my problems...
I wasn’t gonna let it fucking end like this.
Because, as much I was convinced that nobody liked me, deep down, I knew that there was at least one person who did.
And I wasn’t about to let him get eaten by fucking wolves.
I stood up, took a deep breath, and just shouted, “Hold on, Diramio! I’m coming!”
And with that, I dove over the edge of the loft and into giant mess of murderous creatures below.
As soon as I landed, I just started punching and kicking and head-butting every fucking wolf around me. Somehow I managed to knock away the ones dragging Diramio, and I was fucking delighted to discover he wasn’t quite dead yet.
“HOLY FUCK, BRO!! I THOUGHT I WAS DONEZO!!” he shouted, as he climbed to his feet and joined me in fighting the onslaught of wolves coming at us.
“Nah, fuck that shit, D,” I replied. “It’s time to face this shit head-on.”
The two of us went back to back as the wolves continued attacking us.
“IAN, YOU NEED TO REALIZE,” Diramio yelled, as we both kept struggling to fight off the frenzied animals. “PEOPLE DO LIKE YOU, MAN. FUCKING EVERYONE LIKES YOU. PEOPLE DON’T LAUGH AT YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK. WHEN YOUR NAME COMES UP, PEOPLE USUALLY JUST SAY SHIT LIKE, OH I KNOW IAN KINNEY. I LIKE HIM.”
After Diramio shouted that, somehow, someway, a giant sword appeared in his hands. And so he just quickly began using it fight off the wolves.
Then, suddenly...
Mark and Erin came bursting through the back door of the cabin.
“Ian, trust us,” Mark said. “One day you will find love, dude. I know it’s hard sometimes, but if it was easy, it wouldn’t be worth it.”
“You just have to keep being yourself, Ian,” Erin added. “You’re an awesome guy. And maybe this Jane doesn’t realize that. But the next one will. I promise.”
As soon as Mark and Erin finished talking, they both whipped out machine guns and started blasting the shit out of wolves.
Then, suddenly...
The front door burst open and in ran Gabe and his kids.
“Bro, nobody’s family is perfect,” Gabe shouted. “But the fact that you care so much shows how much you love them. And that’s what really matters, man.”
“Plus, I know you think we’re a happy little family,” Gabe Jr. added. “But we wouldn’t be without you.”
“Yeah,” Dominic said. “You’re our Uncle Ian.”
Once again, as soon as my friends stopped talking, they pulled out weapons and joined the battle against the wolves. Gabe had a little tiny slingshot and his sons both had giant grenade launchers.
“Wait, dude, hold on,” Gabe said, “How come I only get...”
Then, suddenly...
Jim came bursting through the ceiling and landed right in the middle of the fight.
“Ian, dude, don’t worry about work, bro,” Jim quickly shouted. “Like, for real, in the last ten years, you went from dreaming about being a writer to now running your own publishing company. You’re gonna be fine. I just can’t wait to see how much higher you rise, man.”
Jim finished his quick speech, pulled out a chainsaw, and then just started massacring wolves with the rest of us.
Then, finally...
The floor of the cabin broke open and out crawled Rob.
“Ian, you’re not alone,” he said. “You never have been. You never will be. Almost everyone in the cabin has had your back for literally over thirty years now. We’re not fucking going anywhere, dude. We’re always gonna be here for you. Even if it’s just to help you fight imaginary wolves in an incredibly weird fucking story.”
And with that, Rob whipped out the golden gun from Goldeneye 64 and joined the brawl.
So, there we were, the whole crew, just fighting wolves together.
And, eventually, after a long and bloody battle; we won.
We didn’t actually kill all of the wolves. Most of them just ran away. So I knew they’d be back in time.
But, I also knew, when they did return, I wasn’t going to try to escape or run away from them.
I was just going to deal with them.
The only way I knew how.
I hope you liked this weird ass story, you guys.
It will not be my last.
THE END
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What’s Wrong?
Summary: What if they have a massive fight?  Set during 2012. Maybe there are two sets of fights going on? What's happening? How strange of a year was it for everyone involved? Fights....Hurt feelings abound. Happy-ish ending though.
Warnings: Swearing
Rating: PG-R-T
Now onto the story:
Martyn was pacing about the flat. Cornelia had had a gig in the middle of London. Normally he would have gone as well, but she was upset with him. He didn't know why. What had happened? They'd gone out and had a few drinks, but beyond that?
Martyn scratched his head; she should have been home a half an hour ago. Unless Mac needed to talk to her. He was part of the band and co-manager for the band she was singing with tonight. But no phone call or text.
He pulled out his phone from his pocket and texted her again: "Where Are You?"
She replied: "I'll Be Home When I Can. Don't Wait Up...."
No sweet sentiment. No I love you. Just a curt response. They'd been going out for over a year and she was perfect for him. Eight years age difference, really wasn't that much of a gap to be honest. At least not where they were concerned.
The attraction had been almost immediate. They had literally bumped into each other. Martyn had practically run her over. Several times. The same night. They had been dating three months when she'd met his mum.
Things were perfect. Or they had been up until tonight. They were constantly flirting with each other. Giving each other nicknames. It was a free and easy relationship. But why was she acting like this?
Maybe it had something to do with his brother and his brother's friend? He shook his head. Everyone in Phil's family knew, or at least had heard a variation of why he and Dan were fighting. But why should it concern, or rock his and Cornelia's relationship?
Another hour passed:
He texted again, looking out the window, pushing the gauzy curtains aside, "Where are you Corny? Are you angry at me?" He erased the last part of the text, but pushed send.
She usually got through the door, and threw her arms around him. She usually sniffed him, and muttered in Swedish at how good he smelled. What the hell?
He rang Phil. Maybe Phil would be in a good mood? He hoped. Things weren't that good in his flat at the moment.
"H-Hello?" the voice on the other end hiccoughed.
"Phil?" His big brother protectiveness was kicking in.
"I'm okay. Just had a...discussion. I've been recording vids. Same old things," Phil answered, though quite shakily.
"Bro, you know you can come over if things get to be too much. Right?" Martyn said.
"I know," Phil replied, but didn't say anything further. Waiting for Martyn to say something the older sibling supposed.
"We could meet somewhere tonight? I mean if that's okay? I was waiting for Nelia, but she's not home yet...." Martyn's voice trailed off.
"Hmmm..." Phil seemed undecided.
"Please? Just a coffee...." Martyn wheedled.
"Alright," Phil answered.
Martyn got his jacket and put on one of his caps. He grabbed his keys and got into the car. He needed to drive. He sent Cornelia a text saying where he was going. But....Nothing popped up on the screen. Very peculiar still.
He arrived at Dan and Phil's flat; Phil was out on the stoop. He was sitting dejectedly on the steps, hands on his chin, knees drawn to the height where his fists would be able to reach his face.
Very unusual. This was turning out to be an unusual night. He looked so upset. Martyn could tell. Phil was an expressive, if shy, person. He could read his brother like a book. Martyn made the car window go down, and stuck his head out.
"Hey! You! Get in!" Martyn tried to sound jovial, but even to his ears it sounded forced and tired.
Phil grabbed his shiny parka and put it on, he put the hood over his head and hopped into the car.
"You okay Bro?" Martyn asked, as he patted Phil's shoulder in a reassuring way.
"No," Phil quietly admitted.
"Me either," Martyn couldn't ever lie to Phil. Much like he could never lie to Catherine.
"What's going on?" Martyn wanted to know.
"Where's Corny?" Phil changed the subject.
"At a gig. She was the lead singer for the WhooHa's....It's a band," Martyn shook his head.
"Isn't she usually home by now?" Phil was still avoiding the subject. But maybe if the two hashed out his 'Cornelia Problem', maybe they could come up with a solution for Phil's 'Problem of 2012'.
"Usually...." Martyn hedged, and handed Phil his phone, showing the text.
"She sounds upset," Phil mused.
"Yeah she does. She didn't even...." Martyn sighed.
"What'd you do Mart?" Phil asked, as he gave his brother back his phone.
"I dunno. It was so weird. Like we were fine this morning, and then...." Martyn shrugged helplessly.
"Oh same here. We were fine this morning, and then....Well then....Like it happens every day," Phil looked out the window.
"Philly?" Martyn asked.
"He's too young! He's only twenty and a half!" Phil's lip trembled.
"He's stubborn, hard headed; Mum calls him, 'her scrapper'," Martyn tried to ease Phil's mind.
"Same as Cornelia, but, not exactly the same. They're somewhat serious," Phil answered.
"And we're the goofier ones. Right? Lester Legacy and all that? We get our goofiness from Mum," Martyn pulled into the car park of the coffee shop and the both of them got out of the car.
"I'm kinda hungry too," Phil admitted.
"What? You haven't eaten? Not all day?" Martyn worried. Phil liked to eat. At least according to Dan, who accused his baby brother of eating cereal at midnight. Not in a mean way. In a joking way.
He just remembered the little kid who wouldn't eat his dinner unless all the lights were off, and there were weird ingredients added into the food. Phil had been an odd kid, but hey....Weren't they all odd at some points? Quirks and feelings were what people had the most of. Right?
The two men ordered and then they found a booth. Phil's phone beeped, sounded a bit like popcorn or something to Martyn.  He frowned and texted back.
Martyn took a sip of his coffee, and looked down at his blank phone. Still no text from his significant other. His lovely girl. She was a lovely girl. And he was lucky he'd found her when he did. Okay so he'd accidentally almost run over her....but...He smiled a bit.
Their food arrived and they slowly ate in silence. Just the two of them. Most of the time, at least now a days it was him, Cornelia, Phil, and Dan. Four (almost) siblings. Most of the time the talk was lively, and there were jokes and teasing abounding.
Friends. They were all friends. Cornelia had decided, since she was an only child that she needed brothers. So she took to bossing the youngest members of their group. Oh she bossed Martyn as well, but she liked to be the overprotective older sister. Sometimes. Just never, ever, call her old. At least not to her face.
Suddenly his phone beeped, and he looked at the text: "I'm Finally Home. And Where Are You? You're Gone. When You Get Back, We Need To Talk...."
Still no sweet endearment. He shook his head. He replied that he was with Phil. He looked across from him, and Phil was furiously tapping out words on his own phone. He was frowning. Martyn chewed on a chip thoughtfully.
He sighed. Phil looked up from his phone screen and also sighed.
"What's wrong?" Martyn asked.
"It's Dan. Apparently all his cereal's gone," Phil looked guilty for a moment.
"I thought you weren't eating his cereal?" Martyn gave him a look.
"I might've been a sneaky snek and had a handful...." Phil bowed his head.
"Is that all?" Martyn asked. Phil shook his head.
"Or I might've sat on the sofa with a bowl full of cereal," Phil answered.
"That's what you like to do. You like to do that. You won't sit up at the table, you'd rather be all by your lonesome," Martyn affirmed.
"I'm sort of anti social," Phil sighed.
"I know Phil," Martyn gave him a smile and a chip.
"You're a great brother," Phil said as he bit into the chip.
"You're my boss you have to say that," Martyn joked.
Their phones sounded again.
"You'd think we were dating or something," Phil sighed.
"You'd think we were married," Martyn chimed in.
"Well....A stalemate. I say we just have bro time. But not shut off our phones," Martyn suggested.
"Good idea," Phil answered, and muted the notifications. Martyn did the same on his phone.
"Sometimes I just have to get away and walk. But I'm glad you're here. Sometimes even siblings need to bond," Phil said, and stole another chip from Martyn.
Martyn gave him half a smile. His brother really had grown up. Somewhat. He was still childish, but so was Martyn. It was okay though. They'd found people to ground them. Sort of. Dan was energetic to a point, and Cornelia though she was into Feng Shui, Yoga, or whatever her personality was just sparkly and vibrant.
She and Phil shared a love for space and the outer limits. He and Dan shared Tumblr, and Twitter interests. It was a happy medium. Until lately. Both Dan and Cornelia seemed out of sorts. As if 'the shipping' was somehow electromagnetically clinging on to Cornelia. She was so out of sorts.
"What if this 'shipping thing' isn't just affecting Dan?" Martyn half-mused to himself.
"What?" Phil asked, looking quizzically at his brother. His brows were intensely furrowed.
"We're so close. All four of us. Mum adopted Corny and Danny, and....We got close. All four of us. Okay, so Corn and I manage the stores and the merch...Whatever...." Martyn was gesturing wildly, and Phil was trying to follow the movements with his head.
"Uh-huh?" Phil's eyebrows were still furrowed.
"What if, since Cornelia's not blood, but still a part of the family, she feels Dan's frustrations, so it's being charged into her?" Martyn went on, hoping he made sense.
"Ohhh I get it, like an electrical current? Whatever Dan's feeling it's being carried over onto Cornelia? And it's hurting her because she can't do anything about it? Like sometimes you can tell when I'm upset? Even if we're not in the same flat?" Phil reasoned.
"I reckon. Doesn't it make sense though?" Martyn answered/asked.
"It's the only possible clue we have right now," Phil mused, his tone like a detective, and he made his fingers into a monocle, and put the 'monocle' to his eye.
"I need to buy you a Sherlock's cap," Martyn laughed.
"Yeah you do. I'll be the greatest detective ever. Like Detective Layton," Phil answered.
"You're the greatest brother ever," Martyn assured him.
"Then how can I fix this problem?" Phil sighed, and put his fingers down, ultimately putting his whole hand in his lap.
"You'll have to let it sort itself out," Martyn suggested.
"No. I tried doing that. But now look where it's gotten us. It's so out of control, Dan barely eats. He paces in his room. And....Martyn..." Phil's voice trailed off.
Martyn's phone beeped before he could formulate a response: "Get Home Now!"
Martyn jumped a bit.
"We have to get going," Martyn ate the rest of his chips, as did Phil, and the two stood. Martyn left a tip.
"Yeah, I'd better make sure that Dan's got cereal. We're not a family of ten Phil!" Phil mimicked Dan. Poorly.
"What d'you mean by that?" Martyn asked.
"Oh when I bought that huge box of Shreddies. You saw the video....Didn't you?" Phil answered.
"Right your day in the life one?" Martyn nodded.
"Yeah that's the one," Phil said.
"Very funny you remember that," Martyn said.
"I remember all the good times. Especially now," Phil answered.
"You're a good egg Phil," Martyn assured him, and patted his shoulders.
"So are you Martyn, and whatever happens at your flat....I got your back," Phil assured him as well.
"Yeah here's to hoping we're both still alive tomorrow," Martyn sighed.
"We will be...." Phil said, and they exited the restaurant. Martyn dropped Phil off at his flat and then high tailed it to the other side of London.
When he got inside, he found Cornelia tapping her foot, hands on her hips. Martyn scooped her up in his arms and cradled her bridal style. She glared at him. He gave her a knowing kiss and winked at her.
"Phil and I have it all figured out," Martyn spoke.
"Have what all figured out?" Her face went from angry to confused.
"See you know what's happening at their flat? We've deduced that whatever's happening over there is projecting on to you, because you're like Dan. Same sort of energy, same sort of temperament. I mean your soul's not dark...but...." Martyn's voice trailed off.
"What do you mean exactly?" Cornelia nestled into the crook of his arm and put her arms around his neck.
"I mean you and Dan, you adopted each other, like Mum adopted you two, and....Like you're so similar in temperaments, that what if the stupid sticky stuff that's happening over at their flat is affecting our flat? Indirectly," Martyn clarified.
"I see?" Cornelia tried to deduce.
"So like whatever Dan's feeling is what you're feeling, and you know what?" Martyn answered.
"What?" Cornelia smiled a little.
"I've got the cure," Martyn kissed her cheek.
"Do you now?" Cornelia brushed her eyelashes against his cheek.
"Mmm hmm...." Martyn carried her upstairs.
In Dan and Phil's Flat:
Not so happy circumstances. But the argument was quelled by this one statement, "Stop projecting your insecurities on our sister!"
"What?!" Dan was confused.
"I said stop projecting your insecurities, and anger onto Cornelia. She doesn't need it," Phil replied.
Dan smiled a little, "What are you on about?"
Phil sighed, "You! You and Cornelia are connected by this electrical string that, since you're most alike in temperament, whatever you're feeling, she's feeling!"
Phil put his hands on his hips and gave Dan a right glare.
"Whatever...." Dan turned and went inside his room.
Well at least they hadn't yelled the walls down tonight. Phil breathed a sigh of relief. Could he last much longer in this? What should happen if they decided they wouldn't be friends anymore?
In Bed With Cornelia and Martyn:
"You've made me feel better. I'm sorry I snapped at you," Cornelia said, as Martyn kissed her cheek.
"It's alright, I'm glad I can be here to help you out of these funks," Martyn smiled down at her.
"You're the best boyfriend ever," Cornelia smiled up at him.
"And you're the best girl I've ever had the pleasure of running over," Martyn answered.
They ended in a kiss.
The End.
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Demons Ending A pt 1
Billy Hargrove x Reader (Cat)
T/W: Self Harm (Cat), Abuse, Eating Disorder   Cat has a lot of issues
BIG WARNING: SEXUAL ASSAULT, DRUGS, SUICIDE
This will be a multi chapter series with fluff, smut, angst, all the things
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Billy's POV
Living without Cat was hard. It left an aching hole in my life that I tried desperately to fill. I studied constantly and got a job at a mechanic shop downtown to fill out my days and keep my hands busy. Flopped down onto my bed after scarfing down dinner and passed out before I could start to dwell on the should of's, the could of's. But this weekend was important, it had been cleared in advance and was looming over me now. I started to wish I had filled the time.
Saturday morning came and I groaned in protest of the sunlight suddenly streaming through the window. A thick layer of frost had covered everything, magnifying the sun as it shined through the window. Max beamed down at me, happy with herself after blinding me first thing in the morning.
"Wake up! Today's the day! Get out of bed, let's go!" She called, patting my cheek before running out of my room.
I stretched across the bed, a knot of anxiousness forming in my gut.
Today's the day.
As I got ready I remembered the day Steve and I had found her, bleeding out alone and I knew Steve would be drowning in the same anxiety I was. He probably hadn't slept at all.
I remembered what happened when we finally got to the hospital.
Steve and I walked into the hospital quickly. We were directed to a room by a nurse, her kind eyes taking in our red, puffy eyes and our stained clothes and gave us a sad smile before stepping out of our way. We walked into the room to see Cat lying in the middle of a stark white bed, her arms outstretched beside her and padded with thick white gauze. There were wires attached to machines that beeped quietly and tubes running into her arm and nose. Steve choked out a curse beside me and turned his face away from her. I felt like time stopped looking at her, my world narrowed down to her small frame and the steady beeping.
The nurse laid a slender hand on each of our shoulders, squeezing gently, "she's doing okay now, boys. You called us just in time."
"What's going to happen to her?" I murmured.
"Well, sweetie, she lost a lot of blood so she might not wake up just quite yet. We'll be admitting her to the psychiatric unit for a few days once she wakes up."
Steve cleared his throat, "she's staying here?"
"Yes, sweetie. Involuntary for the first couple days and then we'll see."
Steve caught my eye and I shook my head, just slightly, knowing what he was thinking.
He didn't listen, just blurted out, "she doesn't eat...and this isn't the first time that, that she's...she's really sick."
I shot Steve a glare as the nurse gave his shoulder a squeeze, "it's okay hun, we know. The doctors put in a feeding tube after she stabilized. We'll be recommending she stay and enter a rehab program."
"Can you force her to do that?" Steve asked at the same time as I asked "how long would that be?"
The nurse gave us a smile and took her hands off our shoulders, "we can't force her, we can just recommend it and it would take as long as she needs. Some people need a month, some people need two or three before they can go back home."
Shortly after, the nurse left us to sit with Cat, one of us on either side of her bed and holding her hands. We sat there, silent tears running down our cheeks until Cat finally woke up, her eyes slowly sliding open to find us staring at her.
"Wha..? B..? Stevie..?"
My voice hitched in my throat as I clutched at her hand, "hey, hey, Baby."
Steve was tense on the other side of her, his eyes glazed with angry tears and his chin wobbling.
She looked at both of us and our stained hands and clothes and knotted her eyebrows together, "where..? What..?"
"You're in the hospital, Baby," I explained, "Your mom's on her way home, should be here tomorrow."
"But.." she started, looking tired and confused.
"I called when we found you," Steve ground out, "they're admitting you."
I couldn't blame Steve for being angry, I felt the same way, but I did shoot him a harsh look at his tone.
Cat regarded him with a tight smile, her chin wavering as her eyes darkened, "it's okay, Steve."
I knew it wasn't okay, knew Cat well enough to know that she was throwing up walls, feeling betrayed by her best friend. I also knew it was for the best, even if she was mad at Steve right now. He was the stronger of the two of us, sacrificing their friendship to keep her alive. I wouldn't have been able to do that and I'd forever be grateful to him for having the resolve to stand firm, say enough is enough.
I could tell with the way that Steve's shoulders tightened at the lack of her using his nickname that he also knew she wasn't happy. He squeezed her hand gently before clearing his throat and standing up.
"I just...I'll be back."
He left us alone there, the beeping of machines seeming to echo louder. I laid my forehead on Cat's hip and let out a shuddering sigh. It felt like there was a large fissure where my heart was supposed to be, an aching gap in my chest that left me breathless.
"I thought you were dead, I thought...don't leave me.." I pleaded, twisting my fist in her blankets as I started sobbing, "please, please don't, don't leave me.."
Cat laid a gentle hand on the top of my head, softly shushing me as she ran her hand through my hair.
"I...I can't, please, please you can't, can't leave me," I choked.
Something broke in me as I sobbed, something that I had been hiding for a long time and suddenly I was crying out my whole life as I begged Cat not to leave. I cried for my mom, running away in the middle of the night to escape Neil. I cried for the boy who was left behind to be beaten and broken, for the boy who didn't get saved, who lost his childhood, his innocence. And I cried for Cat, the only good part of my life. The girl who was so broken in a different way, who was beaten down by her own mind, who had everything stolen from her. The girl who had set her own problems aside to lift me up until she couldn't hold herself up anymore.
Cat held onto me as much as she could, letting me cry until there was nothing left, her hands never leaving me.
"We could leave," I mumbled.
"What?"
I looked up at her, sniffing and wiping my face, "we could leave. Pack a bag and drive away. We can drive away and never look back, I have a little bit of money from the pool. We can get a shitty apartment somewhere, I'll work and take care of you," I rambled, my heart pounding, "put all our problems behind us and just leave, please? What do you think? Would you be happy?"
Cat's face softened, a wistful sadness taking over, "B..." she reached out a hand to cup the side of my face and gentled my head into her shoulder, wrapping her arms around my back, "I..."
I wiped my face quickly when I heard Steve clear his throat from the doorway, his eyes red and puffy with Hopper standing tall behind his shoulder.
"Hopper needs to talk to you, Billy."
Max interrupted my thoughts, barreling into my room, "you ready yet? We gotta go! We still need to pick up Steve!"
I regarded my sister with a warm smile, her excitement leaking out and calming my nerves a little bit, "yeah, Max, I'm ready. Grab your coat."
We'd gotten closer since Cat had been gone, Max tried hard to diffuse situations between Neil and I. It didn't always work, but having my sister on my side helped my spirits at least. Sometimes after a fight, her and I would hop in the Camaro and drive around. We'd stop at the gas station for a couple snacks, listen to music way too loud or just talk. I kept helping Max with her homework and she was doing really well in her classes now. Steve and I had become inseparable too. Sometimes if I didn't drive off with Max I'd pull up to his house and we'd spend the night drinking together. All of us even started having movie nights with the rest of the twerps. Steve loved taking care of those kids and even though they could be annoying I realized I was starting to like them too.
After picking up Steve, I started to think about my conversation with Hopper while driving down the road.
"Son," Hop's voice was deep and soothing, "I just need your side of the story. Then I'll sit here and watch her so you boys can go get cleaned up and rest."
I told Hop everything, ground my teeth when I started to get emotional and eventually laid Cat's story out to him. By the end of it, I was quaking, just barely holding myself together.
Hop laid a large hand on my shoulder, "she'll be okay, son. I'll make sure of it."
That was the final straw for me, my face crumpled and I fell forward into his warm shoulder, clenching my teeth as I wept. He made a shocked noise and took a moment before awkwardly wrapping an arm around my back and patting it. He was warm and gentle, like a father should be. He didn't take a crack at me for being a pussy, a faggot, he just let me cry and told me it would be okay. I wished that I could have had a father like him instead and that broke me more. After a while of letting me cry, Hop grabbed my shoulders and pushed me to stand on my own, looking down at me with understanding, "it's okay, son. Go on home now, get yourselves cleaned up, you hear me?"
I nodded and let out a puff of air, getting myself back together.
"Oh, and Billy," Hop started, "she can't run away from this. She's gunna get the help she needs, but not if she runs away."
My stomach twisted, I knew he was right, I had just hoped for something better, "yes sir."
Steve and I went home and didn't talk for a couple of days. We were allowed to see Cat the next day when her mom got back to town and then she was under lockdown, no visitors. At the end of the lockdown we were allowed back for a visit, at the end of which we were told Cat was going into the rehab program and would be transferred to the city a couple hours away. Better program they said. It didn't make it any easier, saying goodbye to her. Cat called a couple days later, after getting settled.
"Baby," I sighed, "when can we come see you?"
"B, they said I can't have any visitors for the first month."
My stomach lurched, "fuck. Are you fucking serious? I can't see you for a month?"
Cat's voice wavered, "I'm sorry, B. I'll phone whenever I can though."
I grit my teeth and growled, "it's okay, Cat. Just tell me when I can come see you. Get better, okay?"
"I will."
~
The next phone call from her was a week later. We spent a while talking about how we were doing and how Max and I were dying to go see her. Cat told me a little about her program but didn't go into much detail, she just said it was difficult but she was trying.
There was something on Cat's mind, I could tell by her silences, the way she seemed preoccupied while talking to me.
"Hey," I murmured, "what's going on? You seem spacey."
She paused and sighed before answering, "Steve. He won't answer my calls, is he okay?"
Steve, it was always Steve now. He was no longer Stevie.
"Yeah," I soothed, "yeah, he's okay. I just saw him yesterday, we've been together a lot. Took everything pretty hard but he's okay."
"Good, that's good," she breathed, "hey, my time's up, I gotta go. Tell him I'm not mad at him, will you? Love you, B."
"I will, love you, Cat."
I looked at Steve, chewing on his lip in the passenger seat of my car, he was getting more nervous the closer to the city we got.
"Harrington. You're gunna chew your fucking lip off," I joked, trying to ease his nerves.
"Hmm?" He looked at me and released his lip from between his teeth, it was bright red where he had ripped skin open, "shit. Nervous."
Cat didn't know Steve was coming with me, they still hadn't spoke since the hospital. I wanted to surprise her by convincing Steve to come see her. Steve had confessed to me one drunken night how guilty he felt, how heavily everything was weighing on his chest. That he blames himself for not noticing something was wrong when he saw Cat at that party and for not being enough to help her get better. I'd shared my guilt with him, told him that I shouldn't have taken so long to get there. That I should have known, should have been able to help her more. But we couldn't go back, couldn't change what happened and I tried my best to tell Steve it wasn't his fault. I'm not sure I convinced him but he did seem to stop feeling so sorry for himself.
"Why?" Max asked from the back seat.
Steve huffed, "I just..don't think she wants me around."
"Of course she does, she's excited to see you," I lied, not looking away from the road.
In reality, I didn't know. Maybe Steve would be right and she'd curse him out for not letting her die on the bathroom floor. Or Steve might scream at her for trying to leave us. Maybe that was something a friendship couldn't come back from.
That seemed to settle him a little, at least enough that he stopped trying to chew his lip off as we entered the city.
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