#you do mind? too bad I’ve always been annoying on this blog and I’m not gonna stop now

[carpisuns]

me (newish zelda player, very bad at video games) being so so brave and venturing back into the depths (scary, real heebie-jeebies hours) to find a way into korok forest (my little haven, everyone loves me and calls me mr hero there)

I am in there for way too long and am being to feel more unnerved but then I see BEAN LIGHTS! I KNOW THOSE! I ascend. At last. My safe place.

but why is it so dark here?? It’s 9:25 am. All the koroks are zombies. gloom is creeping out of the deku tree’s belly. oh no.

I go in. I see chasm. I descend. gloom hands jumpscare. are you serious. I have never attempted to fight these things I only run away they’re so scary!!!

They squeeze my little lifey out multiple times and then i finally manage to do some damage but ALAS! I run out of arrows. I decide to retreat for supplies. I buy beedle out of arrows at three stables. I hunt for bombflowers. I bravely return. I end up using about 50 arrows and bombs and ice fruits (they come BACK if they’re not all down at the same time??? Good grief.)

but finally. finally. THE EVIL IS DEFEATED. I DID IT. THE HERO OF HYRULE. korok forest is safe!!!

WRONG! hello little guy says phantom ganon. I scream and die immediately. You can’t be serious. I already DID the hard scary thing. How is there MORE.

I fight gloom hands again and am killed by ganon again multiple times. I retreat for supplies AGAIN. More arrows. I go to the depths and collect millions of poe to trade for bombs and anti-gloom stuff. I transport to multiple locations to pick up more sundelions that I marked. I make so much food. I am finally ready.

I bomb the crap out of the gloom hands. I’m ready for you ganon. I eat my anti-gloom food. I still die. I try again. I am very bad at fighting. Theoretically I know how to perfect dodge and shield parry but I can never seem to manage it when it matters. But whatever. I brought so much food. I will simply eat a meal every time he hits me, which is many times.

Eventually I succeed purely from the power of kebabs. The forest is purified. I don’t even get a treat for it.

I miss the guardians.

#y’all mind if I liveblog a little totk lmao #you do mind? too bad I’ve always been annoying on this blog and I’m not gonna stop now #I just had such an emotional ride about this the other day lol #I also got all the memories so yeah it was a DAY. a TIME even. this game goes so hard….maybe even too hard…. #ngl i did cry real tears about dragon zelda #totk #totk spoilers #loz #mine

[boltgunkiller-archive]

Brittany S. Pierce for the character ask?

favorite thing about them?

she is so layered and complex. idk i think her lines are funny and all but also there is a lot more than that. like people often mistake her for being ‘dumb’ but she’s actually like really emotionally intelligent. and she’s a good friend, she tries her best, etc. i also find that she’s very open in general, which gets mistaken for being naïve, but it’s not she just views the good in people rather than the bad (seen especially with santana. like artie insinuating santana’s a bad person and brittany getting defensive, but then britt not holding a grudge against him either bc even though it wasn’t cool, she knows he’s a nice person and didn’t mean it, etc. like people need that patience that she has in her life) but also if she’s particularly upset with something, she doesn’t know how to handle it which like. idk. i find her character very interesting to analyze so. But i also think she’s like funny and relatable so i guess that’s another big reason LOL.

least favorite thing about them?

honestly i can’t think of one???? i’m genuinely stumped here. because either things make sense from a storyline standpoint or it was just like a random thing that happened/a writer being weird thing. so i can’t think of one hffhfhhf

favorite line?

“ugh i love saltwater” i think about this quote literally constantly. i don’t know why it’s always in my mind but. it’s just so solid to me. i accidentally misquoted it as ugh i love rock salt so i say that a lot too ❤️ sunshine twins reference

brotp?

ooooh. hm. i feel like brittany didn’t ever really get to interact with that many people? on fondue for two in s4 i thought her and kitty had fun together so that’s a nice friendship tbh! & i love quinntany a LOT even tho there’s like zero canon content of them istg LOLL they could’ve been such good friends guys i can’t with rib

otp?

this is the brittana blog. it is brittana ❤️ amen. they will forever be my otp. my favorite ship of all time. my soulmates my best friends etc etc my Angels, actually. so

notp?

i neglected to mention this pairing in the brotp section because well i just felt like i didn’t need to mention it twice… SO anyway it’s bram! i dislike them as a ship. but i think they’re great friends and i like them as a friend duo. but in s4 they very quickly twisted it into a romantic thing which is annoying for me but it’s okay. bram friendship is great

random headcanon?

i’ve said it already before iirc but Legos. idk i just know she loves legos okay because i do. she’d give santana a lego bouquet. and also a real bouquet but you know. also i think she’d be a kesha and ayesha erotica fan and i don’t really know why but she would be

unpopular opinion?

i mean is it unpopular to say i wish her emotions were more of a topic of conversation? i wish they didn’t just discard her like they often did and force you to find scraps to figure out what’s going on with her lol. maybe that’s just me and just what i saw but you know. irritated me a lot

song you associate with them?

i’m sure i have several bbut omg. nevermind okay by sunday cruise. specifically for s4 brittany

favorite picture of them?

i have a lot but i think about these ones the most. she is so shakeable here

#thank you for the ask :> #brittany deserved like. so much better now that i’m thinking of it #ask tag #gleeposting

[lovelaetter]

— i need some of u to sit down with me a little…

OKAY listen up, i’m suddenly feeling so much better, the thing is, i realized just now that when a blog sends you something and then deactivates it disappears from your askbox, at least on mobile because just opened this shit on my laptop and found out that there was very disrespectful and mean ask about one of my friends (it’s not important who it was) sitting there? and if the person who sent that is seeing this right now i’m glad you deactivated… maybe you can come back after learning how to respect people.

my point is, i really, really like all of you anons, despite a small portion getting to my nerves sometimes, you guys have never been anything other than kind to me and really fun to interact with and i always try to be nice in return. that being said, i don’t owe you anything.

neither i or any other writers here. yes, i bet it’s very tiring to send something and never receive an answer but just like you, we are people behind a screen, this is not a job, and things… get tiring too, yknow? sometimes, we just want to talk about stupid things with you or rant, just cause we are nsfw accounts doesn’t we always have to post nsfw content. it doesn’t mean that we have to answer everything too!! our brains are not some sort of nsfw writing AI and some of you need to understand that, we depend on creativity too or else you guys are gonna complain about things being repetitive as well!

besides, sometimes things just aren’t it… more than once i’ve received asks that made me uncomfortable and i just deleted it and lack of creativity does that too. it’s so easy to complain about not being answered and i understand your side but sometimes it’s really hard to come up with thoughts. i know that it seems that i give “priority” to asks where people elaborate on their own thoughts and it’s true, i do, i try to answer everything in the order it came but there are times nothing comes to my mind by reading “[insert girl] thoughts?” so i just go to the next.

i’m not speaking for others here and neither telling you to stop sending short asks, no, that’s not it, please don’t take all i said in a bad way. i know you’re all really smart and capable of understanding what i meant.

and i don’t care if you think certain person here is annoying or if they don’t post enough nsfw for your liking or if you think they’re a bitch because they didn’t answer to your dm how you expected it… that’s your problem, not mine. go outside, touch some grass and don’t come to my blog to talk shit about my fucking friends.

#simi.txt

[userlando]

not to confess my love outright but I do have notifications on for when you post and whenever I see multiple notifs going off, I get so so so excited 😭❤️ everything you post makes my day, your lovely anons & the way you interact with them; i’m not even mentioning the fics because that’s another level. anyway! i’m off to catch up with the latest hot stuff on userlando blog mwah 🤲🏻❤️ (pls accept the gift of a photo I’ve been losing my mind over 🧡)

please confess your love anytime because the way this made me so happy, i just can't explain it 🥺 thank you so much, my lovely!! i hope you having your notifications on isn't too annoying, i have a bad habit of replying to hundreds of asks in one go so i can only imagine what that must be like. thank you so much, seeing you in my mentions always makes my day a little brighter!! (also thank you for the picture because now i'm losing my mind all over again ohmygod) 😭🤍

#zee’s asks 💌

[personality-corner]

How to Avoid Mistyping

I’ve actually wanted to make a post like this for a while, I just hadn’t really gotten to it yet. Here’s how to know if you’re mistyping a character.

Mistyping vs. A Differing Opinion

When it comes to fictional characters, a lot of it comes down to interpretation, which means there will always be a level of differing opinions when typing a character. However, I do think it’s undoubtable that some types don’t fit characters at all.

At the end of the day, it comes down to argument. Does your argument make sense? Is it understandable to those who aren’t inside your mind? Is it obviously biased.

And here’s the thing- everyone has bad arguments. I’ve had bad arguments, even on this page. However, I am making this post, to maybe help people to think more critically about their arguments.

Are you grasping at straws trying to defend your opinion?

Honestly, this is a good sign that you are mistyping a character. Does it feel like you are trying way too hard to defend your typing of a character, like you can’t come up with any good arguments for it?

This could mean one of two things; you need to rewatch or reread the material you’re typing from or you need to consider a different type for them. Now, I would definitely rewatch or reread said thing first, because there have definitely been times I thought I was mistyping a character when in reality, I just didn’t remember enough about a character to type them appropriately.

But you should at least consider the fact that you’re mistyping a character if you’re struggling to construct an argument.

“This type would not do that!”

I do think there are times when this is appropriate, for example, when discussing a character’s actions, saying “this character’s interest in their environment really gives more Se than Ne.” However whenever I hear XXXX would never do that! It grinds my gears.

Usually, when people say this, it’s highly stereotypical, because technically speaking, each type is capable of anything… it’s why they’re doing it, what’s going on in their head that matters. Now is it unlikely for, say, an Si dom to make impulsive decisions? Perhaps, but it’s not that they can’t. In fact, some of the ISTJs I’ve typed have made very impulsive decisions when their Te or Fi kicked in.

Using your personal relatability to a character to determine their type.

Now this one, out of everything on here kind of annoys me the most. Now, there is nothing wrong with relating to a character and considering the type for them. However your relatability to them also cannot be your only argument to why they fit that type, because you don’t have to be the same type as that character to relate to them.

I’m an INTP, and there are plenty of ISTJ, INFP, ISTP, hell even ESFP characters I relate to. I also don’t think I’ve ever, at least not since starting this blog, have typed a character INTP solely because I find them relatable… in fact, it’s the second to last most typed on this blog.

Have you considered other possibilities for this character?

Typically, unless I’m really sure about a character’s type, I’ll consider at least a few types before deciding on one. I’ll keep these types in mind when watching something, and sometimes will decide on something completely different.

Obviously, you don’t have to do this, everyone’s system of typing is different, but the important thing is, don’t be so fixated on a particular type for a character that you refuse to see or listen to any other argument regarding them.

Don’t automatically assume a character is in a loop or a grip when you type them.

Now, saying a character is in a loop or a grip is not inherently wrong per se- but I will say, that I often see people use this to avoid typing characters certain types.

I have a post I’m working about on loops and grips, but I will say that if you can’t legitimize why a character wouldn’t be that type, even at their healthiest, it’s probably not a good type for them.

#mbti #mbti types

[fortunatelycooltrash]

hello! sorry if this is annoying and feel free to ignore me if this is a question you get a lot but I was curious if you are the author of "The Judge's choice" on AO3.

I was feeling nostalgic a few days ago and wanted to re-read the fics that got me into fanfiction in the first place so imagine my surprise when I can't seem to find this fic in my bookmarks nor on the author's ao3 page. Anyhow, long story short, I went on a 4 hour investigation spree looking for the fic and stumble upon this post on your blog (https://www.tumblr.com/fortunatelycooltrash/190283589313/where-can-i-find-the-fanfic?source=share) that seemingly has the link i'm searching for but when I enter it doesn't work. So yeah, I think the work might be deleted and I wanted to know whether it was conscious choice on your part because this fic meant a lot to me and it would be a pity for it to be lost but at the same time I respect if that is your final decision for whatever reason (you already provided so many great works to the site that I can't really ask for more, y'know?).

I know this is old and that what I’m about to say is somewhat not relevant to your ask but it will answer your questions and hopefully anyone else that travels over from my ao3 account.

While I don’t plan to permanently be away, hardly anyone ever does. I didn’t shut off my laptop one day and decide I hated my stories and didn’t want to write them anymore, but life has a funny way of making writing funky cat stories sit on the back burner and then you turn around and it’s been years. The troubles I mentioned in my notes were not the worst ones to come and they never quite ended, there’s always a fire to put out somewhere and usually it burns out my motivation before I can put it out.

While I do understand people loved the story, the truth is that I really, really, don’t and I hate that stupid 15yr old me put it out for everyone to read without even polishing it. Even when I tried to revamp it, it would essentially be rewriting it which was too big a project for me to take on with everything else in my life.

It’s writing is bad to me and it embarrasses me for it to be public in any form, hence why comments that try and post links to downloaded versions or the way back machine are deleted from any other work they comment on. I can’t stop people from having these and, frankly, I don’t mind whoever has them having them <privately> but I prefer it to not be posted all over a Small Flame or A Snuffed Spark which are works that I was actually kind of proud of.

I know the intent is not malicious or disrespectful but to me it is. If I wanted the fic all over my profile, even when I’ve stepped away from it, I’d not have taken it down. The works I’m comfortable with being public are the ones I’ve allowed to stay up.

If you have a copy of it, or can find a copy of it, that does not bother me but please do not post it on my other works. I don’t want it on my profile or reposted on the site at this moment.

I may rewrite it someday into something more polished and, for god’s sake, <spell checked> but for now that project is the last thing on my mind. I’d most likely continue A small flame before anything else.

#warrior cats #warriors #warriors au #wc

[seoafin]

where to begin!!!! im in my stsg phase again and youre like 1 of the 3 authors who wrote my favorite stsg stories and i had to go back and reread them for the 1000th time and i refreshed ao3 and surprise surprise!! you have a new series and i nearly screamed … anyways not to sound obsessed but i literally refresh the stsg reader tag 24/7 thinking only of your series like ive never caught up with a fic series that quick… but i’m just so glad your wonderful brain is conjuring up another Amazing soul crushing series involving those two gremlims ahhhhhh

and let me just say ive been scrolling through your blog + tags abt stsg and just literally obsessed!!! nothing else is on my mind besides your writing its so bad!!! plus i discovered you wrote a previous fic that i Absolutely LOVED but never found but i shouldve known bc the writing was just soo impeccably Amazing and so you (its the only where nobara goes to lengths trying to get answers of readers relationship w stsg..) (actually the best fic ever like id die on this hill defending its glory and how much more side stories can come out of it..plus megumi’s protective personality around reader makes me squeal!!!) (pls protect reader from stsg’s annoying asses omfg)

anyways your characterization is just perfect i cant put into words… and now that i’ve found you have a tumblr where you answer questions regarding your characters and about your stories .. like that is not healthy for me!!!i swear ive got so many questions whether its about the trio, poly relationship and how the dynamics work and side scenarios where i feel worth mentioning like!!! can i just mention how happy i am to discover your tumblr to share with you how much i adore your writing and i hope to share with you my own thoughts abt your amazing craft!!!! GAWDDD (also can i rec you one of my other fav stsg story from this really awesome author too? id really like my favorite writer to read one of my favorite pieces to get your thoughts on it bc i love it so much)

- 3 (name for inbox hehe)

omgggg i am soooo flattered wtf 😭😭😭 the encouragement i've been getting on ddao is crazy hopefully i do not disappoint!!! i know people don't really like miscommunication but I do. i love me some good seemingly one sided pining. i love when men pine. i think men should pine more. that being said thank you so much for your kind words <33333 and as for recs, you can always rec me something but i can't make any promises that i'll read it since i like to read fics on my own time (when i have time) but i can always keep it in mind!

#also ive been meaning to rewrite that fic for so long LMAO #i never posted it on ao3 for a reason so i am pleasantly surprised you enjoy it!!!! #giving u a BIGGGGG kiss your ask made my day! #im sorry im grinning like a maniac rn KIS KISS #3 anon #ddao.fb

[theangryjikooker]

you are right not wanting to be "friends" with anyone on here. but you come off extremely abrasive most of the times. having this blog seems to annoy you more than bring you joy and pleasant feelings it seems. is it healthy? you asked people to evaluate things before they send them to you, but you're the one putting yourself in this position. what does it matter to you to respond to those people and being in an apparent permanent bad mood? seems your hobby is as unhealthy as these people asking questions are. just because you pose as rational and level-headed doesn't mean you're an illuminated being. and yet you behave with such a superiority complex and disdain and arrogance it becomes vexing and it says more about you than you think. you're a shipper and you hate that side of yourself and the fixation you can't seem to completely quit. even if you say you don't care, you clearly care. you care a little too much for your own comfort and you get off on schooling "delusional people" because you're fucking frustrated with something else.

BIG SIGH.

Okay, I have had shippers/supporters submit to me their opinions on things. This is fine, I have no problems with those viewpoints if you’re just sharing them. And I do share them because I think it’s important to show those perspectives, provided they’re polite.

But the last ask? That was not it. And I’ve been open about this before: yes, I can leave asks like that alone and ignore it, but I am sick to death of shippers laying into people with a difference in opinion and expecting them to just take it. Fucking no. I will put people in their place, but only if they deserve it, and especially so when they feel like I’m not acting like they want. Excuse the fuck outta me.

I’m abrasive. Yes. That is quite literally in my BYF on my blog. Again, people don’t read. You’re clearly following me to some degree, even if you’re not actually following, so I pose the question back to you: why keep tabs on me at all that you feel you’re in a position to give me a rundown of what I’m doing that clearly bothers you? Because it seems to me that you’re going out of your way more than I am going out of mine.

Absolutely it is my problem if I choose to answer things or not, but I’m also doing it to publicize the kinds of asks I get and how I respond to them so it’s transparent. I’m not rude for no reason, unless you consider the idea that I derisively lump shippers together rude, but it has always been implicit that I’m talking about a specific sub-group of shippers. But then again, this would be obvious if people read the BYF before actually following.

I can call [toxic] shippers delusional all I want, but I don’t go out of my way to go to their blogs and question why they continue to do what they do. In spite of my own feelings, I repeatedly tell others to ship however they want to. This hobby could be considered unhealthy, I guess, because it seems my reactions are wildly disproportionate, but it galls me that people like you find it necessary to ~put me in my place~ because you might not like my attitude, or feel like I shouldn’t have this hobby because it makes me ~so fucking frustrated~ when this would not be an issue if shippers didn’t have a raging boner for entering spaces that clearly isn’t suitable for them. And it’s not even that they see my blog—I see a shit ton of bloggers and posts that I don’t want to see—but I don’t actively search for their ask box to give them a piece of my mind because fucking surprise surprise, it’s not my place.

P.S. I want to point out that it’s always other people who are projecting this idea that I think of myself as a “rational” and “illuminated” being. Not once have I ever put myself on such a pedestal. The same could literally be said about toxic shippers, who actually have a platform where others do defer to them as being the enlightened ones for seeing “the truth,” but it seems like it’s taken as a given rather than a problem. No, choosing to look at things with a “level head” is somehow a sign of a superiority complex. If I could roll my eyes any harder—

#TAJ asks #questionable anon #not jikook #bts fandom #bts tumblr

[cordrot]

name:      cherry!  pronouns:    she/her.    she/her preference of communication:     i prefer disco usually!   i feel like things normally start off on tumblr ims and then it’s a natural progression to discord,   but i also don’t mind just hopping straight in from disco!  most active muse:    currently,   it’s tess because the brainrot is so unbelievably real but @ltdice is always taking up most of my (1) braincell so there’s that too experience / how many years:     god i really don’t know how long i’ve been doing this i mean it’s been so long?!   it’s almost a bit of a blur really but i’m pretty sure i started out when i was around 12 years old so that would be around   ...   12 years now.   holy cow that’s half my life platforms you use:     tumblr and disco!   i’ve been a lot more active on disco lately just because things are a bit busy with work and what not and it’s also just a lot easier / more accessible.   but i am still predominantly on tumblr,   esp with the creation of this tess blog because this has really bolstered my muse to be writing on here!  best experience:      honestly?   i think this past year and a bit has been my best experience on here simply because of the people that i’ve met and gotten close to?   i’ve been writing on tumblr for a really long time and for a lot of that time,   i was writing in groups and we all know that the lifespan of groups is not particularly great so i was involving myself in a lot of stop/start development?   and then when i finally made the switch to indie,   i was definitely enjoying it more too but i also think that the connections i made initially were a lot more surface level and not as meaningful to me in comparison to the connections i have now?   like i truly appreciate the friends i have made on here so much,   no matter how much or how little we chat,   i know that there’s a genuine level of support,  care and connection there?   which has really made my time on here so much better honestly!  rp pet peeves:    oh gosh i don’t know i feel like honestly not a lot actually annoys me on here idk if that sounds weird maybe i just don’t follow annoying people ... lol but i’ve never been a fan of guilt tripping of course,   like making people feel bad if you’re lacking interaction or something when you might not be trying to get interaction yourself?   i also am not a huge fan of,   i don’t really know how to word this,   but i feel like entitlement might be a good word?   like if you follow someone and then softblock them because they haven’t made an attempt to interact yet but you haven’t either?   everything on here is a two way street and i think sometimes people forget that!   you have to put in effort and interest to get it back from others as well.   because i also think maybe sometimes people forget that this is just a hobby and sometimes we’re not always around all the time but that shouldn’t be taken as a sign of disinterest either!  fluff,   angst,   or smut:      honestly i am a sucker for angst i just love?!   being hurt!   it’s as simple as that!   but i also love fluff so much because i think it’s so wonderful to be able to develop and write about the softer sides of relationships/friendships/etc it’s just so sweet!   and smut is totally dependent on the relationship between the muses + the relationship i have with the mun too.   i feel like in past years i haven’t written a ton of smut just because i don’t think i’m really that good at it anyway but in more recency,   it’s been something i’m more interested in exploring if the circumstances call for it!  plots or memes:     both!!   i love chatting about plots like i could ramble all day about plot ideas and dynamics etc,   so it’s something i enjoy a lot!   but i also think memes are a great way to get things started too which is why i always frame my memes in a way that makes it easy   ( or,    i would hope so at least )    for people to use it as a starter if they wish to!  long or short replies:   i think i probably fall somewhere in between long and short,   really?!   but it all depends on my mood as well as the thread itself.   i can definitely write a lot if the situation calls for it best time to write:      if i’m working from home,   i like to write during the day sometimes if i have a bit of free time here and there but i do most of my writing i think in the evenings!  are you like your muses:      in some ways,  yes!   i tend to be drawn to quite chaotic muses so in that case yes because i am very chaotic?!   but a lot of the similarities between the muses i like writing are the fact that they’re certified badasses who can kick your ass and look good doing it but i can confirm that i am ..... not that so 🤍

tagged by:    @gunbash  ily!!  tagging:      @dtperez , @51163 , @battlehood , @cordecept , @infectd , @lth4ngman , @destage / @enhaunts , @wolfehunt , @statesangria , @batfall , @riverspat , @engests​ , @gurrillero​ , @wtrss​ and anyone else who wants to do it tag me!! 

#act ii: ooc. ── eat my ass spirits. #wow i never shut up do i #anyway idk if my tagging system even works yet but <3 anyone who wants to do it steal it from me <3 this was fun!

[wisteria-lodge]

badger primary + burnt improvisational secondary

hi! i've deleted a large segment of this ramble because it is extremely long. last night i wrote a pretty ugly ramble but chose not to sent it off, instead i googled narcissistic personality disorder and i think that that is indeed a possible diagnosis for me (though i know self dx is not always gospel truth). that's the easiest diagnosis by occam's razor. getting an actual read on my own personality though in areas other than said disorder has been hard.

I’ve only got a layman’s knowledge and some anecdotal experience of NPD, but I’ll do my best. Obviously I can’t diagnose you either. I’ll give you my thoughts, but a true diagnosis isn’t possible or ethical. That said, narcissistic personality disorder gets a bad rap, but is one hundred percent livable and even helpful. It’s a good sign that you’re self aware enough to read up on it and go ‘this could be me.’ 

the last i checked (1-2 years ago), i thought i was either a lion badger, double lion or some shade of bird (addendum: or badger), but i might have changed by then. also, i am a teenager. i now suspect i am a double lion but i'd like you take a look and be sure.

before i start off: thank you for answering random questions from strangers like me off the internet. there's some hard stuff in lots of them. thank you for your compassion too.

It’s true that sometimes I’m not in the right mental space to soak in some of the quite heavy stuff people write in with me. (I like my blog feeling safe, so I sometimes edit content a little if it gets *too* intense.) But I like the exercise of trying to focus in and understand someone as best as I can. I think it makes me better at my job, and I think it makes me better as a person. 

Also, cheers for checking in on *me.* That right there is not a classic narcissist trait. 

main rant about me socialising: i am a loud person and can be a bit of a showoff. actually an extrovert albeit a socially anxious one. people are cool with me usually, but i feel i also love too hard, too fast and too deeply. 

This could honestly just be person stuff, but the word ‘showoff’ and that tendency to either operate at 0% or 100% is pretty Lion secondary. 

i just left my old class and i miss them so much - 

Badger primary? 

grief i guess is love for others which can't really be adequately expressed. 

“Grief is really just love, it’s all the love you want to give and cannot.” - words of wisdom from Jaime Anderson, professional snowboarder.

but i felt they accepted me as a person and said their mind (but took no sh-t). for the most part they were quite open and unflinchingly honest. i like people who are unafraid to show who they are -  god knows who i am, i'm not sure of it, but they somehow have enough of a grasp to be able to be honest and forthright, and who gives a fk if they are annoying because i'd like them anyway. even the misogynists, seriously. though i don't accept their misogyny, at least they have the fking gall to say it in class and let others criticise them (i hope they learn though. i dang well hope so.)

It sounds like you really like Lion secondaries. It’s possible that if you’ve got a bit of a Burned Lion secondary, hanging around with unBurned lion secondaries could be sort of... nice? healing? relaxing? Or you could just like lion secondaries.

now for my evaluation of each primary and secondary: lion - i honestly don't have any cause except "survive until tomorrow". 

Survival mode. I hear you. And honestly, I used to be very much the same way. It took a while, before I was in a good enough place that I could actually sort myself. 

that answers the question, "what keeps you living every day?" i've lived through weird stuff, i'm goddanged alive, fk it i'm living. burnt lion might be a thing for me though. however i believe in little things, such as never praising capitalism, calling out idiots 

This probably isn’t Snake, but could be any of the other primaries. 

when i have the gall and the vague idea of compassion, something i have not achieved. 

There’s some burnt ‘I want to but I can’t’ language going on here. Could be a burnt secondary - I want to stand up and do the lion secondary ‘speak the truth’ thing, but I can’t. But it could also be Burnt primary ‘I am not compassionate enough, and therefore I cannot trust myself to make decisions. Which would either be Lion or Badger. 

badger - i guess i like people? i'd sacrifice any cause for people though. what use is a cause if whatever the hell you're doing is useless to the people you want to help. 

I’m actually thinking you might be Badger. Framing morality around the wellbeing of groups of people is a very Badger way to think about it, period. An idealist is much more likely to go ‘ends justify the means’ or ‘creating strife or discomfort in worth it in the service of justice, or freedom.’

one of my criticisms of most lion primaries typed by people is that a cause is framed as something that you do to serve others. i hate the concept of noblesse oblige but i keep doing it anyway, because i keep feeling my position in life is extremely precarious (this sounds like the npd speaking though).

Okay, I’m unpacking this. Noblesse oblige is the specific idea that if you are born into privilege it is your responsibility to help those beneath you. It’s a old idea, and it gets critiqued because it’s a little infantilizing and paternalistic - only the cool special noble people can help the poor innocent peasants (not really taking into account that one of the peasants might one day BE a noble, or that the peasants might want to help themselves.) Noblesse oblige also got used to justify the class system - of course the noble people should be at the top, they earn/deserve it by being super nice and special. Its a very specific thing, and not just ‘wanting to serve others,’ which is more of a general instinct. Humans are pack animals after all.  

So I’m not sure what you mean when you say that you keep doing “noblesse oblige” because your life is precarious. That might actually be the opposite of noblesse oblige - THAT system would tell you that you are specifically not required to do anything until you’ve got some kind of wealth/power/privilege. 

 still. i care about people. bird: (submitter's name), overthinker of the century. snake: i am a selfish b--ch. insult my friends and you will get a beating. metaphorically. 

I’m thinking you’re probably a Loyalist primary.

i will lie and cheat to protect the ones i care about though i am a horrible liar.

Maybe seeing some Snake secondary here? 

the hierarchy of people which some snakes have described is alien to me though.

I’m kinda doubling down on Badger primary for you. 

secondaries: lion: loud, brash, overconfident speaker. unable to shut my mouth, for better or for worse.  as someone apathetic to most things though, i rush through life with no rudder. 

Definitely think Improvisational secondary for you, I’ve seen no evidence of the more Prep-work style. 

can be stubborn and narrowminded. 

Hmmm. That’s usually more of a primary issue. 

i've only got anywhere due to enormous amounts of privilege and a very good memory. 

I hear you on the ‘memory superpower’ thing. It works until it doesn’t.

 badger: i was very meticulous once upon a time. but then i was a kid. i no longer have the energy to care for anything. the prepwork thingy has happened in my life before but in the distant past.  i really don't know whats happened.

You’re a bit burnt in the secondary department, aren’t you? 

bird: i am an infamous memoriser of trivia. but seriously, it's because of my memory. i used to use lots of little life hacks to keep my person up and running but they've all collapsed. 

Looks like you had a Bird secondary model at one point. 

snake: i'm a bad liar, does this rule snake out? 

Nah. No one is born good at stuff. Competency doesn’t equal secondary, ease and comfort does. 

i plan my lies, line by line, as if i'm rehearsing a play. 

Actor bird? Or Actor Bird model? If you’re neurodivergent in any way you might also be running scripts. 

no. this does not sound snake. i was always really rigid and random at the same time. i'd really like to be able to separate my disorder (or whatever is going on with my brain) from my actual personality. it's called a personality disorder after all. 

I haven’t read anything that really screams NPD at me. Honestly, you seem burnt out and focused on *surviving.* Things that were fun/useful no longer are, it’s harder to care about things at all. I expect moving away from your old social group made everything worse, moves like that can be especially brutal on Badger primaries, which I suspect you are. And your secondary is burnt/your situation unstable enough enough that I can’t really tell what it is. 

thank you so much for reading all the way to the end, if you did. if not i do not fault you at all.

Burnt secondaries and apologizing. Seriously, it’s okay. This one wasn’t even long at all. 

#sortinghatchats #shc #wisteria sorts #sortme #badger primary #burnt secondary #bird secondary model

[taeminscoconuthead]

I love the way you said 'in all seriousness' and procceeded to get horny about their butts. But same I love butts too. They are so amazing. Have you seen Mark Lee? But also flat asses those are so cute. I wanna cuddle with a butt right now is that weird? Probably. I wanna cuddle Jjongs tiddies tho. Probably even weirder. For some reason I also want to cuddle his dick. And suck it. Is it okay to be horny here? I also want him to suck me off. Or trace his body with my hands. But that's just because I'm single and my partner broke up with me a bit ago. I still miss her. I just want to fuck with someone. I need someone to top me but I dont like being topped. This is the effect of entering the SHINee fandom. It made life literally so much more complicating but I love it. It's like entering the world of weird people. Or like a video game. Where you can score points with being horny and where's enemies to defeat. Life is fun. It's also hell. Bro why did I begin to stan SHINee. I have been unactive on them for a bit but now I'm back and I regret it so much. I also don't regret it.

This was the result of a phone addiction a SHINee addiction, a break up, horny thoughts and hallucination due to sleep deprivation. I do not regret my life choices but I regret them.

First of all, I’m so sorry about my vulgar language. Whenever I miss him, I’d want to wipe my tears with his ass. It’s literally all I ever think of. My boyfriend has some cake, but he doesn’t want to share it with me unless if I’m JiU from dreamcatcher. He has been simping over a girl a decade older than me for few weeks now. That annoying ass wouldn’t stop screaming noona whenever she breathes air like how that Tate guy told her to.

Also yes, you can be as horny as you want. The whole point of this blog is to allow you to cope in your pace and way and if that works for you then you’re allowed. His dick do he hot though, I’ve seen pictures of his crouch which makes me want to… you know what- never mind.

I’m so sorry that you broke up with your partner and yes this loneliness feeling is so darn annoying. It’s even worse when you’re horny and you’re looking to fuck, but then you realise you’re all alone in this now. Time to go back into watching porn again which feels even more dull than the last time you’ve watched it. I still have pictures of my exes, not because I refuse to get over them but because porn has became so bad that I’d watch my exes’ videos than to deal with shitty ass acting and this dumb step-sis/step-bro trope.

When I got into SHINee in 2018, I never thought I’d be simping hard for Taemin’s booty hole. I’ve always imagined it to be a slightly coloured pink hole that looked like it was giving a kiss until I slide that dicc inside. Plus I also don’t like bottoming so I would turn Jonghyun into a whiny bottom just for my liking. He probably has a slightly open nude hole where it is a bit sensitive and can open a little more when he’s bending down. I’d definitely finger him there with some lube in my hands until he shoots out some white stuff.

Sorry did I say too much?

#nsfs (not safe for shinee)

[corruptedsilence]

Anonymous asked: I honestly get it to an extent. I suffer from depression and anxiety and all that fun stuff. But for mine it comes and hits hard for a week or two and then leaves for months. But when I'm depressed, nothing helps much either. :/ But honestly, it DOES help to know people care about you, for me at least. Just people sending me kind words and stuff. Or people sending in threads and RPs to distract my brain. Just remember it's not weak or anything to rely on a few friends from time to time. (1/?) Anonymous asked: I'll be happy to throw you some anons if I see you down. Whether it's kind anons or anons asking questions for Missi to help distract the brain. I know we've never talked, but I really enjoy you on my dash. And let me tell ya, I normally unfollow non mutuals after a week. But there's some people who just seem like someone I wanna hang with, even if it's on anon. I'm not always on, but if you need someone to vent to, you can vent to me if you'd like. I know how it is to bottle it all up.

Sorry I was eating my borger and fries fhewjk

But yeah I totally get that. If people have been around me long enough they know I tend to get like that too. My depression is (at least in my opinion) always worst in Spring and Summer just because the heat absolutely murders me and I find it so difficult to get motivation to do anything. IDK what’s with those seasons it just makes everything worse. Since summer is finally ending and Autumn (like my favorite season) is coming I feel already a lot more relaxed. The cooler temperatures and the rainy days are just helping me relax so much more. Winter too is also so much nicer because while I hate the silence there’s something about Winter that just, it’s a calm quiet instead of silence. Like the entire world for once, can curl under a blanket and restf and that it’s a rest we’ve waited all year to take.

My depression (minus last saturday) hasn’t been too bad. I haven’t intentionally self harmed in so long and my depression has felt more intrusive than active? What I’ve felt this past week or two hasn’t felt like my depression, like it’s someone else’s.

I agree kind words do help a lot, TBH I’ve kept a lot of asks in my inbox just to remind me of the nice words people say and something I can always go back to, to help remind me that I am worth it, that I am good. I’ve finally broken out of the “im not worth it” but more worried I’ve become the “im not good enough. I’m worthy to be here and have friends, but I don’t give anything in return for everything they give me” kinda thing.

If you ever want to my DMs are open? Or they should be at least. You can always send me an ask about who you are cuz yo udo seem like a really cool person! I don’t follow everyone who follows me back because I do have a lot of personal blogs following me (not that i mind since no one has been rude in spamming me or w/e) and Tumblr has a really annoying habbit of not telling me when people follow me??? I’ll look at my followers list from time to time and be like “wait, when did this person follow me?? Hello???” And this happens way too often.

Honestly? At this point I’d feel like we could be mutuals, even if we wouldn’t RP you seem like a really nice and chill person I’d want to support even if we don’t RP or we just slap each other anons lol. I appreciate everything you’ve been writing to me tonight and it honestly feels amazing. Wait it’s not night, it’s afternoon. RIP that’s what I get for sleeping 19 hours and living in a windowless room lol. Always feel free to hit me up, you’re more than shown to be a really cool dude (or dudette) I’d like to chill with too, or just support. Anyone who’s willing to go to this extent to help someone feel better I feel like should be given the respect they deserve because I’ll always respect people who do things like this.

Time is something that is valuable however cheesy it is, but it’s true. And the fact you’re willing to spend time to send me these messages shows to me how much you do genuinely care and how kind you are. So thank you, so much for these and I do hope to see you again whether anon or not I’ll treasure these messages and hope you don’t mind me filing these away with my other kind asks

#Out for a Bite // OOC #Screams from the Abyss // MT #;; literally i hoard so many asks of kind words just as reminders #;; there's like 5 in my inbox rn fhewjkkw #;; and im totally adding these too #;; also i havent had a borger in so long so im just yes i need my monthly borger fix

[kunikame]

Omg you seem so into idolish7 … I’ve acc never heard of it but I looked it up and it’s not available in my area but you said it’s also a show? So maybe it’s like enstars idk but it sounds (from what you said) like it has very unique ?? characters yk? I love how passionate you sound about it tho I love when people talk about things they’re super into ^^ I do the same a lot but I also feel like I’m bothering ppl if they don’t respond with the same enthusiasm :’) esp bc I spam a LOT when I’m excited about smth I’m into so it’s nice seeing others who like to really go into detail about their interests yk?? ALSO omg fellow Dazai + Oikawa kin omg 🤝

Also, I’m sure tons of people would love listening/reading your rambles and not feel bothered at all 😊, though i def understand the fear bc i've had some experiences like that but I think it’s very endearing (if that’s the right word) as opposed to people just not being very passionate about anything in particular

I feel super cheesy sending this tbh 😭 last thing tho, do you have any song recs from it? (still not sure if it’s a show or game but songs are always great even before checking the actual thing out)

OH EM GEE HII !!!!! this made me tear up a bit in all honesty ! im so glad i piqued your interest enough to try checking i out !!!! i7 is both a game and a show ! exactly like enstars youre right !!! (you can get the game on qooapp if youd like to try but the show is available anywhere and im pretty sure it follows the exact storyline! (atleast i hope im not missing anything HAHAHA))

i also love when people rant about their interests !! its so endearing and i love when they smile happily and get to the point of waving their arms around and its like their eyes- no, they sparkle and and its so cute i swear

i understand exactly how you feel !! i also spam when im super excited and into the topic HAHA but then i inevitably stop bc ive been told im annoying too many times to count so now its, reflex i guess?

dazai oikawa kin twinsie !!!!!!

haha yeah i know of a couple people who dont mind when i ramble, its the opposite and they actually encourage me to talk to them and make sure i feel safe and comfortable and like im not a bother! i still feel super guilty and annoying though so i stop shortly after starting and they have to encourage me to continue :( i love them very much <3 (it is the right word yes !! and also you can always talk to me if youd like !!!! i love listening to others nerd out about their likes !!! maybe we might even find something to gush over together :D !!)

NO NO youre always welcome on my blog this is a safe space !!!!! <3 and omg yes youre so right songs just speak louder than your own words sometimes HAHAH ill drop a song from every unit if you dont mind cuz they all have a different vibe obviously !!

my personal fav of them all is 4-ROAR by ŹOOĻ !! theyre like an antagonist unit but that song is a banger i love it sm

from i7 it has to be WiSH VOYAGE its the 1st op i think and it holds a special place in my heart, but i also love MONSTER GENERATiON since its their first song ever <3

i dont listen to TRIGGER much but i rlly like Radiance ! it gives them a whole new vibe and personally i think it fits them well :) slower songs arent a bad change every once in a while ! i feel like they really needed it after all the suggestive songs they have HAHAHA

i repeat myself but i dont listen to re:vale much either (i have favorites can you tell) but if theres a song i really like it has to be SILVER SKY ! i think it suits their vibe really well ! i also like their cover of Dis one. though it isnt their original song, to me its theirs. idk

and finally i was never rlly invested in MEZZO" (dont get me wrong i love sogo and tamaki as a duo but i7 is just.. the more complete version, yknow?) but i really like miss you... and Dear Butterfly ! i like how their voices mesh in their songs, they sound really good together i think !

#! mailbox #i love gushing about i7 ueueue

[bisognamorire]

Dear A.,

Happy Saturday!

I feel a bit stupid and pathetic to leave these messages here for you, because for all I know you might not even look at my blog. At least thats what I remember you telling me in a letter. I still hope that they might reach you somehow, somewhen. I had to think of how you agreed to me as we drove to Grasmere, ‘it was so horrible when we didn’t speak last year’. Why did it happen again?

Why, why, why.

Last week, after getting your message and realising I didn’t have the option to send my ‘goodbye’ message to you and wondering why you avoided using the word ‘love’ in regards to me and instead used ‘care’, I became so unwell that I needed desperately to be around people and keep myself from the need to harm myself.

I visited Sharon every day a few hours in the evening or afternoon. At some point she told me that her boyfriend was complaining about me visiting them and that I was annoying him by just seeming ‘down’ and that shes scared he might break up with her because I need so much support. I felt awful. Like I am unwanted wherever I turn to and that I cause harm everywhere. I told Sh. that I wouldn’t visit anymore out of fear that i might endanger her relationship but also out of feeling unwelcome. Seemingly unhappy with that arrangement too, Sh. started berating me for an hour. I want to give you a selection of things she concluded about me:

1. it is my own fault that I don’t have any friends because of ‘how’ i am

2. i don’t even want/ try to be not-depressed

3. the 10 years I’ve been to therapy in total were completely useless because in her opinion I have not progressed an inch

4. I am not making any effort to live ‘independently’ ((despite me literally doing that))

I asked her at least three times to leave my flat while she was ranting to me, but she refused and kept hurting me with those words. My brain switched into dissociation mode then.

People always speak of how we need to destigmatize the mentally ill etc. yet when I show symptoms of being depressed, all my relatives and friends are blowing in the wind. Seems like its more an ideal they’d like to uphold and not a reality that they want to actually bear. people always reveal themselves with their actions.

This week I tried to meet with the few friends I have. Some of those meetings helped me distract myself for a while with mindless chatter and others wounded me more, for example, with Fatma, who treated me harshly and basically kicked me out of her home. I think she didn’t do it out of bad intent. She is just very stressed because of always being at work. I wonder why so many people don't realise that their jobs are killing their joy in life and make them so irritated that they treat everyone around them like shit and why they don’t take action against it. But still, I’ve had enough of people kicking me out of their lives and homes.

Apart from all these things (as you can see, the people around me are little comfort to me) I bought a few tools and paints to create my Yamato (One Piece) cosplay. So, now, when I am not at work, I play my video game ‘Lies of P’ (I’m at that boss fight against Fuoco) or to tinker on the cosplay or take naps. It is good to occupy my mind by trying to figure out how to create things for the cosplay. I don’t get into repetitive thoughts about you and everything when I am doing that.

The other day I formed Yamato’s horns out of Foam Clay.

Yesterday I spray painted them with a layer of liquid plastic and then coloured them with Acrylics.

Since Yamato is a demon, he was shackled but he broke free at some point. I also made his shackles out of EVA foam and I will hopefully paint them today after work.

I miss you horribly and I wish I could cry and weep about your decision to not be in my life anymore or have any part of me in yours. But due to dissociation, I can’t cry these days. I just feel like this empty black hole that threatens to even swallow up itself if I don’t keep my mind preoccupied.

I just sit and stare at the ceiling. I go over your last message to me over and over in my mind and get into panic attacks when I try to think of what you’re doing, how you’re doing because I realise we’ve never not spoken in such a long time and I don’t know anything about you anymore. Most of the time this takes up so much energy of me, that in the end I just rot in bed.

I wish I could know how you’re doing and what's going on in your life, too. Before you asked me not to, I would check your blog but there wasn’t really much that would give anything away and since I also misunderstood the meaning of that greek song (did I really?) I wonder what else I might misunderstand, even if there is any hint. When I don’t see anything I get very disappointed and feel very hurt, so I try not to check it anymore but I feel desperate to. I sometimes wonder how you don't have the same urge to reach out to me and know how I am etc. and it hurts too.

I want to say ‘don’t be a stranger’, and I try not to be one to you by writing these and I wish you’d also not be one to me.

Your Sabo, who loves you.

[abdlgossipblog]

Idk Riley has always been respectful in her videos. She has only been calling out the really bad people. I doubt she would make a video on a nobody, but you do run a tea page, so i can see why you would be afraid. I'm trying to figure out what video offended you so badly? It almost sounds like you just read about her here and didn't form your own opinion. You're essentially saying she should just post her porn and diaper reviews. That's unfair to her as a whole person. She has been around for like 20 years at this point, and this is the only time I've ever seen drama like this with her. I think its fair to give her a break. I don't think she knows about the tea page, so if you want to talk to her about her gun you might have to actually speak off anon. She annoys me at times, but the risk she's willing to take to put the content she does out there means a lot. The people she made videos against who deserved it are the people hating her the most right now. Abusers continuing their abuse by acting upset over the situation to further their own narrative. Which video does she have up that is too much for you? I am very confused how you could disagree with any of them.

There’s no way in hell she doesn’t know about this blog. I’ve also seen Riley call out people and ask people who I am friends with for dirt on others they hardly know and a lot of times she pushes to the point of disrespect. She’s always looking for some new controversial topic to discuss; she can never just chill and talk about harmless stuff. I wouldn’t mind if she did a callout every now and then but it’s so often now that I’m tired of it. I had to unfollow.

#rileykilo

[allthingsfook]

Hi! Hope you’re doing well! I was wondering if I could get a GVF ship thingy? I’ve never done this before so sorry if I’m bad at it.

I’m in my early twenties, a May Taurus (and that’s all I know about astrology), a youngest sibling, uses she/they pronouns, and am Latina.

I’ve got medium length (down to about my shoulders) brown hair with old faded blue hair dye on the ends that refuses to leave. My eyes are hazel. I’ve got freckles. I’m 5’7” and a little chubby. I’m more top heavy than anything, if you catch my meaning.

Personality wise, I’m definitely introverted. Originally super anxious, but it’s now more of a choice to avoid people. I’m musically inclined. I sing mostly and dabble with the guitar, bass, and piano. I’m a terrible dancer though so not musically inclined in that regard. I also like writing and video games. I’m pretty neat and structured, but (hopefully) not in an annoying way. I don’t mind helping others when it comes to that.

When I’m comfortable with people, I don’t shut up. I’ve been told I’m funny. Sometimes my humor gets me in trouble in terms of pressing people’s buttons (only with friends and family, and never to someone who’s genuinely upset about it). I also like a little drinking now and then. Especially when it comes to hanging out and talking about nothing. Or everything.

And yeah. I don’t know what else to put. Thanks so much if you get to it. And even if you don’t, thanks for being you.

Hey!!! I’m glad you stumbled upon this blog and are curious about a ship! Of course I will give you one!

I ship you with 🥁🥁🥁

Danny 😊

Let me start off by saying Danny would adore your hazel eyes!!! He’s compliment them endlessly and always say, “my boring brown eyes don’t even compare!” To which you’d probably give him a hard time for even thinking that of himself. That’s the sort of relationship Danny would flourish in. One where you both stand up for each other against your own worst enemies; your inner dialogues. Danny would be so comforting toward you. Always making you feel special and loved. He’d shower you with praise and compliment, and not just to simply make you feel better but because he genuinely means it.

PS: he’d often be preoccupied with the fact that your “top heavy” 😉

In terms of personality, Danny seems to be the most obvious choice. He’s much more calm and level headed compared to the other boys, BUT is still very fun and goofy. He also seems like the person that would help your through anxious moments well. Naturally, he’d want you to come on tour with them for a couple dates or even to one show. With that comes a lot of moving parts and people to make it go round. That may cause some anxiety for you, but Danny would be great! He’d know to have a quiet safe space for you such as a dressing room or trailer. He’d speak to you so kindly and check in with you often 😊 Hopefully all the care he gives you beforehand can ensure that you enjoy the show!!

Danny would love that you are interested in music. I think a lot of people forget Danny not only plays the drums. He plays guitar, sings, and dabbles with piano, and I’m sure much more!!! I could see the both of you puttering around the house on a rainy day, finally deciding to sit down at the piano. You’d both play together, maybe not a whole masterpiece but splicing keys together and somehow making a tune of it. He’d then start softly singing to you. I could see you laying your head on his shoulder, nuzzling in whiles he serenades you.

Of all boys, Danny would like to play some video games with you. He’d be down for anything and be great as soon as he picks it up! Don’t be too quick to think you’d blow him out of the water since you play often. He seems like he’d be good at anything as soon as he picks it up.

Danny is the most reserved of all the boys, but when we are talking about the Kiszka’s they can be pretty unhinged, so it’s not like Danny is a prude. He’s just as goofy and lighthearted, just not as in your face about it. I feel like y’all would connect quickly as far as that goes. In order to be around all the guys you have to have a somewhat warped sense of humor. No need to hold back around them 🤣 I’m addition to that, those boys can knock back some drinks! Be prepared to be offered an over abundance of seltzers.

Misc. Compatibilities:

- Both in early-mid 20s.

- In my opinion, Danny wouldn’t read into astrology too much either 😂 I think astrology probably interests him on its surface, but I definitely don’t think he lives by zodiacs.

- He’s not a youngest sibling, but he is so close with Josie he definitely doesn’t have that older brother complex 😂

- Of all boys, I think Danny appreciates neatness and organization the most.

I hope you enjoyed the ship! I always like to hear what people have to say or if I ship them with their lane! I’m also going to include a Danny collage and a song from a Danny playlist!!!

#greta van fleet #gvf #gvfships #danny wagner #danny gvf #peaceful army #starcatcher