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chol1na · 3 months

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˖⁺‧₊ kitty? kitty.

author's note: i'm kinda nervous to post stuff but you only live once, right? a big thank you to @yoosungs-cheeks and @jannine00742 (my name twin hehe~) for proof reading! feedback is appreciated !!

“You done in there, Pickle?”. It was one time you were craving pickles at 3 am and couldn't open the jar, one time. And yet here you were, being reminded of the incident every few minutes.

“Pthu! Yep, I’m done. And stop calling me that!”, you spit out the tooth paste, wiping your mouth with your designated towel. It had been a while since you had decided to stay with Isaac. Soon after, his bathroom became your bathroom. His sink, once only occupied with his shaving equipment and toothbrush, soon became more cramped with your skin care and toothbrush holder. His bedroom became your bedroom. His bleak grey bedding now littered comfortable pillows and his nightstand stacked with the library's newest additions.

Leaving the bathroom, you spot your lover nestled into one of the two surprisingly comfortable leather chairs. You wrap your arms around him gently from behind, pecking his cheek. “Whatcha reading?”.

You glance over as he flips the book over so you can read the title. “Lord of the Flies? Bleh”, you grimace before continuing, “Though, I can’t say I’m surprised, Golding is almost as cynical as you”. “Someone’s in the mood to play”, Isaac chuckles, pulling you onto his lap. He kisses your shoulder before turning back to keep reading.

“Mind if I have a sip?”, I ask, nodding to his tea. Isaac hums, but soon pulls it away before you could steal a sip from him. “On second thought, no”. You pout, nudging him gently, “Huh? Why?! Don’t be stingy~ You know I like earl grey”.

He chuckles at your whining. “Because, you just brushed your teeth. I do not mind sharing with you, but I don’t think the taste of toothpaste and tea go together, Pickle”. You huff quietly, but don’t argue back. With a quiet yawn, you lean your head against his, occasionally playing with the sleeve of his free hand or a stray lock.

Your eyes twinkle as you watch him read. It’s difficult not to kiss him with the way his brows furrowed slightly in concentration. Part of you wants to straighten out the crease, poke his cheek, or maybe nibble on his neck, just to see his reaction. Almost as if he’d read your mind, Isaac leans over to give you a soft kiss, his free hand reaching for your lower back, the other still holding the book.

“Someone’s needy”, he smirks, brushing a strand of your hair behind your ear, “Are you bored?”. You yawn again, shaking your head, “No, just want to bother you a bit. Pay attention to me~”.

“Tired?”, he cups your cheek, closing the book as he sees through your playful facade. Truth be told, you were exhausted - but going to sleep now would mean going to sleep alone. If you asked Isaac to come with you, he’d drop everything in his hands and do just that, but, knowing just how little free time he gave himself, you wanted to tough it out. “No. Unless you’re read to sleep”, you mumble, nuzzling into him slightly.

“I'm ready for bed anytime you are, Kitten,” Isaac grins, seeing through you instantly.

“…Kitten?”, you blink in surprise. “Huh. I can’t tell if that’s an upgrade or downgrade from ‘Pickle’”.

"Hm… do you prefer something else? It came to me naturally. You’re clingy and yet independent. Needy and playful when you know I’m busy, and while I can count on you for important matters, I can also count on the fact that you’re a brat and a tease. So, Kitten was a natural next step”.

You tilt your head in thought, before shaking it softly, “You’re so… weird sometimes, Isaac”.

Isaac chuckles and lets go of you but only to take you by the hand and lead you to your bedroom. He motions for you to lay down and climbs in behind you, his body wrapped against yours. There’s a comfortable silence.

“Isaac?”, you mumble after a while. Isaac pecks the side of your neck, humming quietly, "Hmm?”.

“…Can we actually get a cat?”. You had asked him a few times - albeit playfully.

"You were serious about that? If getting a pet is a necessity for you…".

You nod slowly, turning to face him. “I think it’d be a nice addition to the family. It’s too early to think about having kids, but getting a fur baby would be nice, no? Besides, you said you always wanted a pet as a kid”.

He hums again, leaning his head on your shoulder while stroking your arm in thought, “You have no idea how tempting the idea of a family with you is… It is too early, though, yes”. He nods, “My mom was good with animals. I always wanted a pet that I could play with, like a dog or maybe a cat, but my grandfather was allergic to them”.

You glance down at him, softly patting his head. “Would you prefer a dog, then? Puppies are cute too”.

He shakes his head, his reply coming in swift and shrap, “No”. “A dog needs to be walked daily. I don’t feel comfortable with the idea of you leaving the house periodically, anything could happen. No”. Your hand pauses, before you sigh quietly. As much as he tried to hide it, his paranoia was still clear as day. Baby steps.

“A cat doesn’t need to go outside”, you mumble, kissing his forehead. His breathing slowed down as he laid against you in silence, “A cat it is…”.

You sit up straight, mouth hanging open, “No way- seriously?!”. Isaac laughs at your sudden enthusiasm, “Calm down, Kitten. We'll go to the shelter in the morning, we'll pick out a nice cat, I'm sure. But for now just focus on your sleep, you won't be able to if you're this excited."

You snuggle back into the pillows, gigging happily, “Ah~ I’m so happy right now! What breed should we get? Oh- and are we getting a boy or a girl? Ah- we should probably buy a bed too right? And proper food? And those cute scratching posts! Are we adopting a kitten or an older cat? Or maybe- mmpf”.

Isaac cuts you short as you babble, silencing you with a gentle kiss, “Slow down, Kitten. You realize it is 3 in the morning, right? Can you at least wait for the sun to come up before you start planning our feline's every move?”.

You rub your neck sheepishly, “Sorry… I’m just excited!”. He can’t help but smile at you, cupping your face between his hands carefully, “I know, Pickle. Let’s sleep first and discuss the details tomorrow, hmm?”.

“Mmh. Good night, Isaac”, you peck his cheek. He returns the favor before closing his eyes.

“Isaac?… You didn’t brush your teeth…”.

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nanachozip · 22 days

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i wonder if isaac’s mother sung to calm him down. i feel like that’s what he’d resort to (at first) if pickle ever need comforting or was having a panic attack etc. maybe japanese lullabies or nursery rhymes he grew up with?

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azulaoi · 3 months

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A Warm Study

Isaac x Housekeeper (M4A ver.)

𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: You've been hard at work with Isaac ever since you agreed upon being his assistant and lover. Not knowing what else could happen during this long night of work, your thoughts were proven wrong.

✨This writing is SFW✨

No wink wonk moments here whehe. For now >:)

A Warm Study

By: Azulaoi

It's been awhile since you've been in the library, reading and examining key factors in the current case you and Isaac have been trying to crack. Your fatigue was at its beginning, but your determination about this case's finale kept your eyelids lifted as every page engulfed you in curiosity and new possible leads. Whilst you were reciting the case, Isaac took notes and carefully set salient sheets of paper to the side - to be studied later for interrogation. Being his assistant in these matters truly made work easy for him - whilst still housekeeping, you enjoyed both jobs.

You two examined and studied into the night with no interruption. Not for long, hunger began to build overtime during your study. "I guess it's time for a break?" you thought. You look at Isaac, pondering over something on his laptop while he fidgets with his pen. You scoot closer to him to see what he was looking at; he was looking at some sort of address. He notices your close presence and glances at you, "Are you alright? Are you getting tired, [name?]". You rest your head on his shoulder, looking at him, "No, not at all. Why do you say that?". He looks at you directly, "Well, it's obvious, isn't it? We've been working since this morning with no breaks in between - it seems like we haven't eaten dinner yet. Except breakfast, of course.". When he mentioned dinner, you immediately got up.

He laughs, "Heh, no need to be alarmed. You don't need to cook dinner today. Let's eat something that doesn't require much work, alright?". You respond, "true... What shall we eat?". He put his pen down, closed his laptop and got up. "Let's eat, check and see if we have any frozen foods we can heat up.". You nod at his suggestion and head toward the kitchen.

You sit near the counter as he walks over and opens the refrigerator. He stood there until he pulled a frozen pizza from the freezer. "Hmm... I think this shall do. I wouldn't consider this dinner - it's more like a midnight snack," he laughs. It was late however, you wanted to eat something before you two could continue work. He opens one of the cabinets and grabs two glasses, "Before I bake the pizza, we should refresh ourselves first. God knows how long I haven't gone without drinking water today...". He then poured water into both glasses and handed one glass to you.

Isaac begins to converse about the current case you both have trying to figure out. You tried your best to hold onto every word he said, but all you could do was stand there and admire how passionate he was about this case. "Perhaps I'm too tired to keep track of what he's saying," you thought as you sip onto the glass. Suddenly, you leaned the glass too close, spilling it all over your chest. You held onto the glass tightly to not drop it. The impact of the cold water seeps through your top, leaving nothing but slight exposure. Isaac immediately puts down his glass, deeply sighing, "Here, let me help you. My [name], you are so clumsy.".

He grabs a couple napkins from the kitchen counter, drying your top gently. "I'm sorry, Isaac. I don't think napkins are going to help. I'm completely drenched..." you say in a disappointing tone. He stops wiping and looks at you, "Are you... also wet from the inside of your top?". You nod and blush at his response. He hums, pondering for a moment. He clears his throat, "Take off your top.". You blink rapidly, "Come again?". He repeats it once more but in a demanding tone, "Take off your top, [name]. I'll go get you a new one.". Your eyes widened as the tension between you both rose. You didn't want to make the situation more awkward, so you did what he asked.

Slipping your top off, you felt a cold breeze caress your body. Shivering, you crossed your arms around your chest to cover yourself. "Thanks, I'll be ba-", he stops mid sentence and glances at you. He begins to examine you, instantly blushing as his eyes lay on your exposed torso. "Is there something wrong?" you asked worriedly. He shakes his head, unbuttoning his shirt, "It's nothing... Anyways, I'll lend you my shirt for the time being. I can't see you freezing like this.". You watch as he slowly unbuttons the last half of his shirt, slipping it off his shoulders and wrapping it around yours.

Your gaze wanders around his torso. Internally salivating his veiny biceps, his bare big pectorals shining from the kitchen lights, and his beautiful crafted abs. "He looks absolutely dreamy," you thought to yourself. "I want to feel them...". He was taken aback from your non-filter response. "You... Want to feel what?" his eyebrows furrow and cheeks flushed. You step closer to Isaac, your eyes still glued onto his glamorous chest. Your inner instinct wanted to feel him, but you couldn't bring yourself to. Soon enough, your eyes drifted away from embarrassment. "I'm sorry... My mind completely slipped. I shouldn't have stared at you like that.". Isaac catches your gaze and caresses your cheek, "You don't need to apologize. Safe to admit, even I can't keep my eyes off of you sometimes... Like right now.".

You grabbed his hand and slowly lay your cheek against it. "It's so warm...". Your eyes connect with his, peering at him with fondness. Isaac smirks at you - as you continue to rest and rub your cheek on his hand. It felt so comfortable that you could fall asleep - his hand like a pillow. Your eyes began to rest, laying your head fully on his hand. You didn't want your fatigue to win you over but instead wanted to savor this moment with Isaac.

What felt like ages snuggling against his hand, you open your eyes to see him leaning close to you. Planting his soft lips on yours, you close your eyes once more. You rest your arms on his bare chest as his arms wrap around your waist. Trembling from his touch, you pull him closer, deepening the kiss between you both. It felt so warm being so close against him, especially since the house has been freezing lately. You could've asked him to turn on the heater, but your heart wanted him to be your personal heater and his warm touch around your body.

He faintly sighs as he pulls away from your quivering lips, "I... Should go put on another shirt. I'll also put your top in the washer to wash. Stay put, alright?". You nod and stare at his bare back as he leaves the kitchen towards the laundry room. Once his silhouette disappears from your sight, you begin to giggle at the thought of his painted round red ears. "Was he blushing this whole time?" you thought, giggling. Even though he tries to brush it off and act cool, you never thought Isaac would look this cute when he's in this state. You, of course, wanted to see this side of him more often.

After waiting for his arrival for a few minutes, Isaac returns back. Your heart slightly drops as you notice something different from his facial expression: it was coldly stern. He walks up to you with his phone in hand "I'm sorry for taking a while, [name]. I was... Answering a call just now. Seems like we have found some new leads to our case.". You return his response with a smile, "That's great, isn't it? We are getting close to its finale!". He lets out a disappointing sigh, "Hm... Not quite, actually. This is still the beginning, and we still have lots to investigate here and there.". You nodded and looked down. "I know it's tough... But I'm truly grateful that you lend a hand on these cases. Without you, I would've pulled another all nighter," he says with a reassuring smile. "However, before we dig ourselves back into paperwork again... Would you like me to make us some coffee or tea?".

Your face lit up at his request, "Of course! I'll help make the pizza whilst you make the hot drinks-". He clears his throat, "Ah- no. How about... We make both of them together? Will that be okay with you, honey?". Your cheeks slightly flushed as he said the word honey. "Wait, did you just call me honey?". You ask as your eyes widened in surprise. His eyes fill with worry, "is that not a nickname of your preference? If not, I understand...". You shake your head, "No, no! It's okay! I don't mind at all. I... Love how you say it, to be honest.". He chuckles and gives you a nod in return, "Alright then, I shall call you that by now, honey.". He then gestured you into the kitchen to prepare yourselves a midnight snack.

Hearing him say honey a second time made your heart go berserk. It sounded heart warming and sweet - it had a nice ring. Of course, it sounded much better than being called a stray.

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I was fortunate enough to be able to finish this writing last night. It's short but... I hoped you all liked it :)

Thanks to my friend and best beta reader/grammar checker happiesttbearr for helping me out on spell check!

Love y'all Crumpets!

- Azulaoi💙

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aestheticpearl · 3 months

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— 𝐠𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐫

✧·˚ isaac fucking you till you can’t remember your own name

warnings. gn!reader, dirty talk, overstimulation, cum eating, size kink, dumbification, bit of brat taming

“relax baby, i’ve got this” you state while adjusting yourself on top of isaac. “you seem so…tense.” your hand trails up his buttoned up shirt stopping at his stiff collar.

your former boss looks up at you with pleading eyes and a blush that has spread from his cheeks all the way to the tips of his ears.

“i just don’t want to hurt you, that’s all.”

“isaac..” your voice sends a shiver up his spine while his blood flows down in the other direction. god you sounded hot when you said his name like that. your fingers begin fiddling with the buttons on his shirt —slowly undoing them as you continued. “i am no porcelain doll.”

his hands move to your thighs before speaking again.

“i can handle it.”

that’s what you were doing right? handling it with your face smushed in a pillow as isaac plowed into you from behind.

“how you feeling baby? does that feel good?” you only let out a whine in response as you shift your hips and he hits a spot inside you that makes your legs feel weak. you’re biting your lip hard enough to almost draw blood until isaac leans down to have you be flush against his chest — kissing your shoulders and playfully nipping at your ear lobe.

“you take it so well, certainly ‘handling’ it.” he whispers sweetly into your ear and kissing your cheek before he sits back up and pushes you into a deep arch.

“shit you’re so good.” you smirk at the statement.

“i bet you say that to all the people you sleep with.” his hips falter for a brief moment as he processes what you said before picking back up at an ungodly pace, reaching the deepest parts of you.

“what a bratty thing to say.” he’s basically abusing your g-spot at this point to where you’re almost seeing stars.

“you shouldn’t think things like that.”

the moans that spill out of your mouth are loud and you feel as though you have no control over them, your body feels too good.

“in fact, you shouldn’t be thinking at all.” arousal blooms between your legs at his words.

“i am going to fuck you so good that you’ll forget your name.”

it’s been hours, the air in the room is thick and heavy, just like something else you know. something that continues to slide in and out of you, stretching you in the most pleasing ways. isaac kept true to his word, fucking you until there is not a thought inside your head except the word ‘more.’ you’ve cum more times then you can count and yet he keeps going, overstimulating you just so he can see you squirm beneath him.

“mmmore please~” you can feel another high approaching, your whole body aches for release.

“one more baby — almost there .” he grunts as he gets lost in the way you feel around him.

“yeah that’s it.” he lets out a moan as he lets his high crash over him like a wave and feels your walls spasm around his cock.

you feel his cum drip down your thigh and make quick work to reach between your legs and spread some onto your fingers before keeping eye contact with him as you place your cum covered fingers on your tongue. isaac watches you practically hypnotized and unable to look away.

“t-that was..” before he can finish his own sentence he flips you over and kisses you with a starved hunger.

he moans into your mouth when he tastes himself on your tongue and you wrap your arms around his neck to deepen the kiss as his hands moves down your body to gently squeeze your thighs.

“how about one more round?”

you whine but agree and spread your legs for him and he gets to work, clean up the mess he made. the stimulation to your sensitive area makes your hips twitch a little. isaac is quick to put his hand over top of you and apply light pressure and the action only makes you more turned on.

“shhh relax baby, i’ve got this.”

woah new format!

did you dorks miss me? (girl it’s been a week)

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.love always <3 pearl

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aestheticpearl · 4 months

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— 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡

[𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫] isaac rhoades

isaac didn’t understand— he couldn’t understand it, your blooming positive outlook on life as a whole. you’ve been through so much, yet you’re seemingly thriving despite it.

isaac observes as you clean the dishes from tonight’s dinner, humming a nameless tune as you work. unbeknownst to him you can feel his eyes lingering on you. you know he doesn’t mean to stare, he gets lost in his own thoughts constantly.

“sir you’re staring at me again, am i not doing something to your liking?” you ask, finally breaking the silence between you two.

“huh?” isaac glances around the room, trying to focus on anything but you. “no no of course not, you’re doing fine.”

“you have a question for me.” you state.

“what could possibly make you think that?” he asks curiously.

“you get this look on your face whenever you have a question to ask the person you are staring down.” you smile. “and i seem to be at the end of your stare this time. so what would you like to ask me?” you ask as you wipe your hands dry with the hand towel and then place it on a hanger.

“i see your observation skills have improved.”

“maybe they have or maybe i’m a little biased.”

isaac clears his throat as he feels the tips of his ears grow red at your casual flirty statement. you’ve always have had the talent to effortlessly flustered him.

“it’s a bit personal.”

“i’m an open book, there’s nothing you don’t know about me.”

it’s true he did know everything about your past and your life leading up to your meeting with him, but he wanted to know more about this version of you; the seemingly happy version of you that has been through so much that it would be understandable— no, expected of you to be bitter and angry.

“how are you so happy?”

the question catches you by surprise and you looked at him stunned. a moment of silence passes before you realize that he actually wants to know.

“maybe i’m a little confused, what do you mean?”

“you’ve experienced a major trauma and you’ve had no access to professional help to work through it, you act as though you’re fine and nothing is wrong. i’ve been through a major trauma as well and i have gotten professional help but i’m still broken over it and have barely healed. you work like this is a normal job that you’re okay with and you do it all alone, i just can’t wrap my head around it.”

you think about your response before providing it.

“everyone processes things differently and that’s okay, you can’t compare trauma’s because they’re all so different. you’re right i haven’t had access to professional help but i have this great boss that’s been there for me to help me work through things when i slip up. he knows how to handle my nightmares and ways to calm me, he tells me how much he appreciates my hard work and it helps me a lot to hear him say these things. he makes me feel valued as a person which means so much more than he thinks, plus i think he’s pretty handsome.”

isaac feels his cheeks flush at your words.

“i may be putting up a pretty good act of being put together but i know one thing for certain.” you say as you take his hand in yours.

“and what’s that?”

“i have never once been alone throughout all this.” you say before placing a soft kiss on your intertwined hands. “thank you for being there, even if you didn’t realize it, you’ve helped me the most.”

isaac’s has face turned completely red.

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.love always <3 pearl

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aestheticpearl · 5 months

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𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐀𝐂 𝐒𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐁𝐄𝐃

“is this okay?”

“does this feel good?”

“i wish you could see the faces you make when i fuck you like this”

“that’s it baby— shit yeah yeah keep moving like that”

“easy now don’t get over zealous pretty thing”

“it’ll fit, don’t be scared”

“you take it so well”

“don’t be shy now, spread though pretty legs for me sweet thing”

“move your hand here…feel that? that’s me”

“so your neck is sensitive huh?”

“you keep marking my neck like that i’ll end up looking like a van gogh painting”

“not yet.”

“that’s right sweet thing keep going— mmm damn it”

“open your mouth.”

“mghm— fuck pretty thing”

“it hurts? your body is telling me otherwise”

“want me to kiss it better?”

“i bet you do”

“on your knees”

“fucking s-shit”

“almost there, right there yes yes”

“give me a kiss sweet thing, you did amazing”

“now you’re all shy?

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.love always <3 pearl

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aestheticpearl · 20 days

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— 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐥𝐮𝐜𝐤, 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞!

✧·˚ andrew has a hard time coming to terms with his sexuality and his relationship with god

andrew knew he shouldn’t being feeling this way towards another person, let alone another man. he knew how his parents felt about same sex relationships since he witnessed it firsthand with his twin brother, but this felt different, he felt different. these new experiences he was having with isaac made him feel conflicted. his whole life he was told how sinful it is to lay with a person of the same sex.

then why did it feel so good? why did committing a ‘sinful’ act make him feel so loved?

these questions filled his mind and clouded his thoughts which resulted in his grades slipping, which his parents noticed, which then resulted in a lecture on staying focused and a slight guilt trip of how much they of their lives they gave up for him to have a good one. later that night they made him pray with them for him to get better grades and to have no distractions.

unfortunately for andrew’s parents, the ‘distractions’ only got worse.

isaac was originally just a study partner and nothing more than that, but soon he would pass notes to andrew during the study session or in class and at first it was just small things like ‘did you understand chapter 16?’ or ‘do you have an extra piece of paper’ but soon it turned into ‘you look really nice today’ and ‘you free for lunch?’

it was a harmless date but andrew couldn’t help be feel paranoid that someone was watching him, ready to take a photo of him with another man on a date and show it to his parents. he was scared.

“hey are you okay?” isaac places his hand over andrews to bring him back to reality. andrew blushes at the gesture and quickly removes his hand.

“yeah i’m fine, i just remembered i have a paper due tonight and i have to go.” he mumbles a soft apology to isaac as he gathers his things in a hurry before leaving the cafe to go back to his dorm room.

andrew can hear his heart pounding in his ears and he can feel his face flush bright red.

later that night he prays for forgiveness.

something in him is unable to stop seeing isaac and soon enough they start seeing each other in their dorms, in each others bed. nothing good can last forever though and isaac is called back to the states for a job opportunity and andrew is left alone with his thoughts. his heart aches and he die know what to do to stop the pain, so he prays but in the middle of his prays he becomes conflicted.

if god made him this way, why did he make him sinful? why did he make him to fall in love with isaac? if he loves all his creatures why would he hate people who feel differently about their sexuality? does god hate him? will he listen to his prayers?

something in andrew changes, like a flipped switch. why should he mindlessly follow this god? he realizes that he doesn’t want to follow any kind of god that thinks loving any kind of person is a sin. so he stops. he stops praying and starts living his own life.

the beginning of his new life doesn’t have the best start since it begins in a bar. he tries to stop thinking about his ex lover and drown himself in multiple shots to stop the feelings of loneliness growing in his chest. he doesn’t feel great the next morning and ends up staying in bed for the rest of the day while he goes through this rough patch of his newly enlightened life.

years later andrew finds himself praying again, hoping that he’ll get past these feelings of love again. he’s even more scared this time, he might lose his dream job because of this student that has confessed their feelings for him in their essay that he assigned to his class.

a few years later andrew prays for the last time. it’s a small prayer that he just wishes for no harm to ever come to him and his lover that lays in his bed with him. they sleep peacefully in his arms as he thinks of what he went through to get to where he is now and how each action lead him to such a happy life that he didn’t think he deserved.

“sleep well darling, i’ll be here when you wake.” he whispers before kissing their head and closes his eyes to fall asleep.

“i love you.” it’s mumbled but he hears it fall from their soft lips.

“i love you too.”

literally have no idea what possessed me to write this but i had too

.love always <3 pearl

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aestheticpearl · 3 months

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guys stop liking the isaac smut i don’t want saku to see

#zsakuva #zsaku isaac rhoades #isaac rhoades smut

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aestheticpearl · 4 months

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My husband’s at war right now and won’t be back til the day before Christmas Eve (Isaac) and I miss him sm 😭

I need Isaac fluff or comfort (I’m lonely) please :)

me writing this the day before his audio comes out 😵‍💫

— gold rush [isaac rhoades x housekeeper]

#pearl’s love letters #zsakuva #zsaku isaac rhoades

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chol1na · 3 months

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If you could pick one character to spend the rest of your life with, who would it be and why? Other than Alex ofcourse, he’s a give 😌😗

anonie, you and i vibe:) there’s a special place in hell for people like alex <3

this is a terribly difficult choice… i think i’d have to say either xanny or isaac? my first instinct was actually elias because he likes stars and like same (otherwise i wouldn’t put myself through the hell that is 3 accelerated math classes in one semester rip), but i’m still convinced we’re not being 100% transparent with him and i’m scared haha. then i thought of andrew cause who doesn’t love an intellect nomnom.

i think what i value a lot about lawrence and isaac is their loyalty and honesty. they don’t take advantage of listener? take isaac for example, at the beginning, listener is completely at his mercy. he could’ve done anything. he could’ve not payed them, he could’ve taken advantage of them in whatever way he wanted, heck- he could’ve left them to die and saved himself the hassle. even throughout his story, when he struggles with his feelings for them, he never puts them in harms way. the same can be said for our little leech; he’s not fond of “fates” and the idea of a seemingly irrational bond, and yet he’s still there for listener unconditionally. they’re both protective (see: meeting with vic. killing of yandere boy. etc) and just overall green flags? for the most part-. my final point would probably be that they’re both willing to communicate (unlike a certain someone…). eventhough they both have tremendous amounts of baggage, they want to make it work, they care enough to not only put in the effort, but actually follow through on their promises (see: isaac warming up to letting pickle out of the house).

n e ways, tldr:

final answer: isaac and lawrence

honorable mentions: elias and andrew

#lina rambles ‧₊˚✩彡 #anonie 🤍#alex hate club 🫶🏻#alex zsakuva #zsakuva x reader #zsaku x reader #isaac rhoades #Isaac #Andrew #andrew marston #Elias #xanthus #xanthus claiborne #Lawrence #Lawrence claiborne

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