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aestheticpearl · 1 month
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𝐞𝐱 𝐛𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐛𝐟 ! 𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐚𝐜 𝐫𝐡𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐬
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as requested, isaac rhoades
(also i’m posting this while drunk, if there are any spelling mistakes i am so sorry)
.love always <3 pearl
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chilliesillie · 20 days
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OK OK BUT
“i think i’ll take my whiskey neat
my coffee black and my bed at three
you’re too sweet for me”
is also such an isaac thing, but more at the start of the series
i miss isaac so much i love my man
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thedivinevera · 1 year
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When they're jealous
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Zsakuva character x reader, Xanthus Clayborne x femreader, Andrew Marston x femreader
Headcanon and senario, romance, jealousy, mutual relationship, established relationship, fem reader
Tw : mention of murder, yandere theme (xanthus part), bad grammar, wrong spellings and errors
Jealousy headcanon for 2 of my most favorite asmr of zsakuva
A/n helloo it's been a while since i post, I've been busy with my Wattpad account. Btw this is a zsakuva character they're not mine credit to zsakuva
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Andrew
- when he sees you with an another professor who's also the same age or a little older than you makes his blood boil in anger
- he doesn't really get jealous often but when he sees other people men or woman flirting to you makes him see red for goodness sake
- his kisses will definitely more rougher than normal and he would leave some hickey that is visible enough for the so called rival sees it.
- since they already know your relationsh with him he expected that his rival also know that your his
- he would definitely kiss you behind the neck and purposely showing dominance by giving you his coat despite the fact that you are already burning because of how hot the weather is.
- your just so fucking confused because how weird Andrew is ever since you take his rival's class for additional academic :< you just want to learn
- at the end of the day it's just all side eyes and you suffering because wtf is happening
Xanthus
- ohh boy
- Guess who would die, that's right the poor man who flirted with you
- Xanthus has treated you into a shopping spree because he likes to spend his money on you not like he doesn't have a lot (mmmhh do i smell a sugar daddy fanfic)
- then while Xanthus is looking for the perfect jewelry for you (because everything shall be perfect for my love - Xanthus) a rich amn asked you on a date
- he would of course push you on his side and RESPECTFULLY asked the man to fuck off, then he would realize that this man is also a fucking vampire not the one he knew but some old basted definitely not a young one
- “oh I'm his boyfriend, I'm sorry they need to declined your offer” (translation) “im his boyfriend so fuck off”
- “oh really, i would really like to have her for a dinner” (translation) “just boyfriend not a fucking husband so you fuck off”
- and they both just have this RESPECTFUL conversation until you just pick a random jewelry so you can just go into an another store and leave this man alone
- Xanthus pay for the jewelry with a smile and satisfaction, would praise you that he's you would look beautiful in the jewelry yada yada and more
- never bring up the man i there you, he would have this black clouds after you do and a scent of murder everywhere
- so yes there are only to ways this can end a brutal murder or just a cozy night with him or both (definitely both)
Ceyvk
- lol, he would definitely punish you and the one who flirted with you
- definitely would trade/kill the man or demon who flirted with you
- you would wake up and you cannot feel your legs anymore (RIP we would miss you)
- and definitely would keep you in his side all the time
- you and ceyvk relationship is quite a weird one as always like, he always want you ok a side a like a butler or a hand maid
- so take that and × 2
- lesson learned don't look at anyone other him or else.....
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ferdinandvonaegir21 · 8 months
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First post
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Hello there to whoever comes across this. I've been using tumblr for a couple years now, but this is my first time ever making a post! I've been wanting to write on here for awhile now, maybe talk about a fandom or character I'm passionate about. As much as I'd like to write about my hyper fixations and other random nonsense, I'm not really sure where to start. I enjoy writing character headcanons and I've always wanted to make a long analysis on a series or character I love, so maybe that'd be a good place to start. Lastly, I hope to meet new people on here and chat on about similar interests, it'd be cool to meet people who enjoy the same fandoms that I do.
To anyone who comes across this post, here are some shows, video games and youtubers I love dearly and ones I'd enjoy writing about on here!
Sonic the Hedgehog
Fire Emblem Three Houses
BEASTARS
Bojack Horseman
Community
Animal Crossing New Horizons
Attack on Titan
Mystic Messenger
Uta no Prince Sama
Nanbaka
Diabolik Lovers (guilty pleasure)
How to Train Your Dragon
Yu-Gi-Oh
The Fosters (Also guilty pleasure)
Schaffrillas Productions
Game Grumps
ZSakuVA
Spongebob Squarepants
Jojo's Bizarre Adventure
One Tree Hill
Care Bears
Those are just some to name a few! Thanks so much for reading, I hope this gets to the right people. :)
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imaginesbymk · 2 years
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teddybasmanov · 2 years
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Spoilers for ZSakuVA's "Bonding With Your Vampire", mentions of death and murder, no details:
You realize you're in a vile mood, when in a roleplay where you find out you're practically soulmates with a hot, rich, intelligent, cultured and well-bred vampire. He gets all protective of you and says how he will ensure that you live a long life and then gets all "I'm not letting you sleep alone", you think: Hey, man, if, as we know
when the human mate dies (being turned into a vampire counts as death) part of the vampire mate dies with them (whatever that means) - so this is inevitable;
now you have to spend a lot of resources to protect your human mate from your enemies, because of the above-mentioned reason and also because you most probably share emotions/feelings with them - so their pain will be yours as well;
keeping your human mate around seriously complicates the logistics of moving places/communities so that people don't get suspicious why you don't age;
you've explicitly said you don't want this;
so yes - with all that - why not just break their neck right now? Quick and painless and from all the downsides remains only one - the one inevitable, but instead of waiting for it, you can deal with it here and now and save yourself all the trouble. Not like you know that human for long - a few months at best - they're a complete stranger, why bother that much?
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aestheticpearl · 25 days
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— 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠
✧·˚ three small moments when elias realized he was in love
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𝓲.
“do you think if we met under better circumstances we would still be together?”
“yes.”
elias doesn’t even hesitate at your question and you feel you heart flutter at his confident answer.
“i would’ve asked you out regardless.”
you can’t help but grin.
“why?”
“i don’t want to sound creepy.” elias chuckles nervously and you join in his laughter in an attempt to soothe his nerves.
“come on just tell me, please.” you move closer to him on the couch and he places his arm around you.
“i thought you were really good looking and just my type. honestly if that bomb hadn’t gone off i probably would’ve gone home and thought about you till the next morning— i don’t know this sounds creepy.”
“no no it’s cute, i want to hear more.”
elias sighs in defeat before continuing.
“i don’t know something about you was just so eye catching. maybe it was the way you fidgeted with your fingers when you were waiting for a customer to come up for assistance or the way you adjusted your necklace like three different times in the same minute.”
“you really liked watching me huh?”
the obvious statement makes something in elias’ brain click. he’s never been so observant with anyone like this before, you’re the first that he’s ever been so invested in.
“yeah uh i guess i do.”
𝓲𝓲.
“you gotta stay still i’m not very good at this.”
you’ve been doing elias’ nails for at least a solid half hour, you keep seeming to mess up but thankfully elias seems to have the patience of a saint.
“you’re doing great. just take your time, i’m in no rush anyway.”
elias watches as you nod and continue carefully painting the black polish on his fingernails. with anyone else he would tell them to hurry up or just take over entirely, but once again with you it’s different.
he doesn’t feel the need to rush you or groan at the fact you’re taking so long to simply paint his nails. he should be getting upset and frustrated that such a simple thing as taken so long, but he can’t seem to care how long it takes while you’re here with him.
“okay i think that’s as good as they’re gonna get, i’m sorry i really tried.”
“nonsense they’re better than anything i could do.”
“really?”
he nods and for the next fifteen minutes elias explains how much he loves how well you did his nails. from how well the paint job is to the time you took to get it perfect just for him.
“you’re just saying that.”
“nah, i don’t like lying to you. i very much mean whatever i say to you.”
you feel your face grow warm at the honesty.
“thank you.”
𝓲𝓲𝓲.
you had been asleep on elias for over two hours now and elias himself just couldn’t find it in him to sleep as peacefully as you. he laid awake staring at the ceiling thinking about how much you’ve changed who his is. he started to wonder if maybe he had gotten too soft.
“elias..?”
your sleepy voice pulls elias out of his thoughts and he quickly looks down at you. he swears the image of you in that moment made his heart skip two beats. you look too cute, all sleepy with messy hair and your eyes barely opened. he clears his throat before speaking to you.
“what’s up? you okay?”
“nightmare.”
“i thought i felt you flinch awake. was it brewhouse again?” what else could it be? he thought to himself.
“it was just so loud, it startled me.”
“i get that, i’m right here if you need me.”
you move up to rest on the pillow with him instead of his chest and elias wraps his arm around your waist.
“i know, thank you.”
you close your eyes and rest your head a few inches away from his and elias watches as you fall back asleep.
he can’t help but lean his head against yours gently and decide to try to fall asleep once again.
he falls asleep with ease.
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made with a glitter gel pen✨
.love always <3 pearl
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aestheticpearl · 5 months
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— 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐭
[𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫] andrew marston
“what happened to the show you were watching darling?” andrew asks without even looking up from his work.
his question snaps out of your lovestruck daze and makes you realize that you’ve been staring at him in complete silence for longer than you’d care to admit.
“oh uh it just ended.”
andrew glances up at you through his glasses to look at your ‘caught-red-handed’ expression and chuckles lightly.
“darling your show ended a half hour ago. have you been staring at me the whole time?”
you pause before thinking of a response.
“the couch gives me the perfect view of you at your desk, i couldn’t help it.”
andrew returns his focus back to his work while shaking his head to himself at your response.
“so what’s the real reason for the long loving stares hm?” he asks, curiosity peaked.
“i just like to soak in the detail of your face that’s all, you’re very handsome you know.”
he can hear the smile in your voice when you call him handsome and he can’t help but grin to himself.
“so i’ve been told.”
“you should be told more often.”
andrew thinks back to when he was teaching and how he would often catch you stealing glances of him whenever you passed a class he was teaching that you weren’t in. originally he thought nothing of it, until you turned in that paper and flipped his whole world upside down.
“i think i’m told just enough.”
“you’re right, i won’t want you to get an even bigger ego.” you laugh as andrew redirects his attention back to you after the comment.
“even bigger?” he questions.
you nod your head and bite back a smile.
“i do not have an ego!” he exclaims, trying to fight the smile growing on his face due to your contagious smiling.
“okay professor.”
andrew stands and walks over to you as you sprawl yourself out more on the couch.
“wow not even going to make room for me?” you shake your head and he sighs.
“okay fine, i am going to make up some tea and by the time i get back you better have made room for me. the great british bake off is going to be on soon.”
“yes sir.” you give him a small salute as he exits to the kitchen to start the tea.
you flip the television on to the correct channel just in time for andrew to come back with tea in hand. you move to make room for him and he hands you your tea gently.
“thank you~”
“you’re welcome.” he plants a kiss on your forehead before sitting down next to you and you instinctively curl into him.
“i love you.”
“i love you too darling.”
you watch as andrew sips his tea and watches the show playing on the television. the sound seems to fade out as you continue watching him peacefully until you feel his finger placed on your cheek that moves you to face the television. you laughs and kiss andrew on the cheek before finally focusing on the show.
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please reblog to show support ✧·˚ ༘ * ༄
andrew is very much lana del ray coded
.love always <3 pearl
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aestheticpearl · 24 days
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𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐟 ! 𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐬
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convinced elias just straight up lies to fuck with barista
.love always <3 pearl
.masterlist
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aestheticpearl · 1 month
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𝐯𝐚𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐟 ! 𝐱𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐮𝐬 𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐞
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i cannot be stopped these are simply too fun to make
.love always <3 pearl
.masterlist
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aestheticpearl · 1 month
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𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐟 ! 𝐣𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐡 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐬
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i love text chains so much, i forgot how fun they are to make
inspired by @xzhdjsj (i was literally thinking about doing text chains with sakuverse characters and BOOM you had posted it, same brain cell alert 🚨 )
.love always <3 pearl
.masterlist
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aestheticpearl · 3 months
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— 𝐠𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐫
✧·˚ isaac fucking you till you can’t remember your own name
warnings. gn!reader, dirty talk, overstimulation, cum eating, size kink, dumbification, bit of brat taming
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“relax baby, i’ve got this” you state while adjusting yourself on top of isaac. “you seem so…tense.” your hand trails up his buttoned up shirt stopping at his stiff collar.
your former boss looks up at you with pleading eyes and a blush that has spread from his cheeks all the way to the tips of his ears.
“i just don’t want to hurt you, that’s all.”
“isaac..” your voice sends a shiver up his spine while his blood flows down in the other direction. god you sounded hot when you said his name like that. your fingers begin fiddling with the buttons on his shirt —slowly undoing them as you continued. “i am no porcelain doll.”
his hands move to your thighs before speaking again.
“i can handle it.”
that’s what you were doing right? handling it with your face smushed in a pillow as isaac plowed into you from behind.
“how you feeling baby? does that feel good?” you only let out a whine in response as you shift your hips and he hits a spot inside you that makes your legs feel weak. you’re biting your lip hard enough to almost draw blood until isaac leans down to have you be flush against his chest — kissing your shoulders and playfully nipping at your ear lobe.
“you take it so well, certainly ‘handling’ it.” he whispers sweetly into your ear and kissing your cheek before he sits back up and pushes you into a deep arch.
“shit you’re so good.” you smirk at the statement.
“i bet you say that to all the people you sleep with.” his hips falter for a brief moment as he processes what you said before picking back up at an ungodly pace, reaching the deepest parts of you.
“what a bratty thing to say.” he’s basically abusing your g-spot at this point to where you’re almost seeing stars.
“you shouldn’t think things like that.”
the moans that spill out of your mouth are loud and you feel as though you have no control over them, your body feels too good.
“in fact, you shouldn’t be thinking at all.” arousal blooms between your legs at his words.
“i am going to fuck you so good that you’ll forget your name.”
it’s been hours, the air in the room is thick and heavy, just like something else you know. something that continues to slide in and out of you, stretching you in the most pleasing ways. isaac kept true to his word, fucking you until there is not a thought inside your head except the word ‘more.’ you’ve cum more times then you can count and yet he keeps going, overstimulating you just so he can see you squirm beneath him.
“mmmore please~” you can feel another high approaching, your whole body aches for release.
“one more baby — almost there .” he grunts as he gets lost in the way you feel around him.
“yeah that’s it.” he lets out a moan as he lets his high crash over him like a wave and feels your walls spasm around his cock.
you feel his cum drip down your thigh and make quick work to reach between your legs and spread some onto your fingers before keeping eye contact with him as you place your cum covered fingers on your tongue. isaac watches you practically hypnotized and unable to look away.
“t-that was..” before he can finish his own sentence he flips you over and kisses you with a starved hunger.
he moans into your mouth when he tastes himself on your tongue and you wrap your arms around his neck to deepen the kiss as his hands moves down your body to gently squeeze your thighs.
“how about one more round?”
you whine but agree and spread your legs for him and he gets to work, clean up the mess he made. the stimulation to your sensitive area makes your hips twitch a little. isaac is quick to put his hand over top of you and apply light pressure and the action only makes you more turned on.
“shhh relax baby, i’ve got this.”
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woah new format!
did you dorks miss me? (girl it’s been a week)
.masterlist
.love always <3 pearl
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aestheticpearl · 2 months
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— 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞
✧·˚ elias having a soft and sweet moment with his favorite barista
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“you don’t have to sit here with me elias.”
“i know, but i want too.”
you sniffle and wipe away a stray tear from your face. you’ve never been strong when yelled at, even with nasty customers the faucet behind your eyes always seems to run no matter what. it’s the tone that’s the real killer, you just don’t want to disappoint anyone.
“i’m sorry, i probably look a mess. i’m not sad i just—” you take a breath as you feel your eyes fill with tears once more. “i just have trouble saying how i feel without crying and i-i don’t know why.” you voice waivers and you hate how pathetic you sound.
“i’m sorry.” you look down at your hands trying to focus on something to get yourself to stop crying. elias places his hand over yours and feels a tear drop fall on the back of his hand.
“don’t be sorry, emotions can be hard to process sometimes.” he intertwines your fingers with his and gives your hand a light, reassuring squeeze. you look up to connect your eyes with his and he gives you a comforting smile. “i’m hear to listen baby, take your time.”
“thank you.” you move closer and lean your head on his shoulder. no one had ever in your life cared about you like this, it felt so refreshing and unreal. deep down a part of you was scared that this was a fleeting moment and that it was real, just a façade that elias put on to comfort you, but he seemed so genuine.
“you know… you’re the only person that has seen me cry, which is shocking cause i feel like i cry all the time but i’ve always hidden it from everyone each time. what i’m trying to say is thank you for not making fun of me.”
“i could never make fun of you…well, i could never make fun of you when it’s a serious matter.” you smile and shove him gently while laughing softly. he returns the laughter and kisses your head.
“thank you for being here for me.”
“i always will be.”
“you’re so sweet to me elias.” you cups his cheek and kiss him gently, only pulling away when his phone suddenly buzzes.
“sorry.” he declines it and kisses you again.
“mm don’t you need to get that?” you ask pulling away.
“it can wait, you’re more important.”
“i am not elias, answer the phone.” you reach over to his phone and answer it before giving it to him. elias sighs and takes the phone.
“hello?” he leans in planting another kiss on your lips as he listens to the other person on the line. you quietly laugh at the romantic action.
“oh yes we’re being very careful warden.” he leans in for another kiss before you smack his shoulder lightly after realizing who is on the other line.
“it’s your father!” you whisper shout.
elias can’t help but smile at your shocked face while still holding your wrist to prevent you from landing another hit on him. your embarrassed face is just too cute to not look at.
“yes, thank you warden.” he finally ends the call and drinks in your embarrassed state. “you’re adorable when your embarrassed you know.”
you shake your head and lean against him as he hangs up and you look back up at the stars. they almost seem bright now that elias is here next to you.
“you know, i really wish we met under different circumstances.”
elias takes your hand and squeezes it.
“me too, but i’m just glad we met even if the circumstances weren’t ideal.”
“thank you elias, for protecting me from all this chaos. sometimes i don’t think i deserve it; deserve you.”
“don’t be ridiculous, you deserve it.” he says as he brings your hand up to his lips and place a light kiss on the back of it. “let’s stay together after all of this is over okay? i think it’s best if we both stay.”
“okay.”
now that elias is with you, you can’t even remember why you were crying in the first place.
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this was supposed to be a valentine day fic but i didn’t finish in time i apologize
.love always <3 pearl
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aestheticpearl · 4 months
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— 𝐠𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡
[𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫] isaac rhoades
isaac didn’t understand— he couldn’t understand it, your blooming positive outlook on life as a whole. you’ve been through so much, yet you’re seemingly thriving despite it.
isaac observes as you clean the dishes from tonight’s dinner, humming a nameless tune as you work. unbeknownst to him you can feel his eyes lingering on you. you know he doesn’t mean to stare, he gets lost in his own thoughts constantly.
“sir you’re staring at me again, am i not doing something to your liking?” you ask, finally breaking the silence between you two.
“huh?” isaac glances around the room, trying to focus on anything but you. “no no of course not, you’re doing fine.”
“you have a question for me.” you state.
“what could possibly make you think that?” he asks curiously.
“you get this look on your face whenever you have a question to ask the person you are staring down.” you smile. “and i seem to be at the end of your stare this time. so what would you like to ask me?” you ask as you wipe your hands dry with the hand towel and then place it on a hanger.
“i see your observation skills have improved.”
“maybe they have or maybe i’m a little biased.”
isaac clears his throat as he feels the tips of his ears grow red at your casual flirty statement. you’ve always have had the talent to effortlessly flustered him.
“it’s a bit personal.”
“i’m an open book, there’s nothing you don’t know about me.”
it’s true he did know everything about your past and your life leading up to your meeting with him, but he wanted to know more about this version of you; the seemingly happy version of you that has been through so much that it would be understandable— no, expected of you to be bitter and angry.
“how are you so happy?”
the question catches you by surprise and you looked at him stunned. a moment of silence passes before you realize that he actually wants to know.
“maybe i’m a little confused, what do you mean?”
“you’ve experienced a major trauma and you’ve had no access to professional help to work through it, you act as though you’re fine and nothing is wrong. i’ve been through a major trauma as well and i have gotten professional help but i’m still broken over it and have barely healed. you work like this is a normal job that you’re okay with and you do it all alone, i just can’t wrap my head around it.”
you think about your response before providing it.
“everyone processes things differently and that’s okay, you can’t compare trauma’s because they’re all so different. you’re right i haven’t had access to professional help but i have this great boss that’s been there for me to help me work through things when i slip up. he knows how to handle my nightmares and ways to calm me, he tells me how much he appreciates my hard work and it helps me a lot to hear him say these things. he makes me feel valued as a person which means so much more than he thinks, plus i think he’s pretty handsome.”
isaac feels his cheeks flush at your words.
“i may be putting up a pretty good act of being put together but i know one thing for certain.” you say as you take his hand in yours.
“and what’s that?”
“i have never once been alone throughout all this.” you say before placing a soft kiss on your intertwined hands. “thank you for being there, even if you didn’t realize it, you’ve helped me the most.”
isaac’s has face turned completely red.
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aestheticpearl · 5 months
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𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐀𝐂 𝐒𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐁𝐄𝐃
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“is this okay?”
“does this feel good?”
“i wish you could see the faces you make when i fuck you like this”
“that’s it baby— shit yeah yeah keep moving like that”
“easy now don’t get over zealous pretty thing”
“it’ll fit, don’t be scared”
“you take it so well”
“don’t be shy now, spread though pretty legs for me sweet thing”
“move your hand here…feel that? that’s me”
“so your neck is sensitive huh?”
“you keep marking my neck like that i’ll end up looking like a van gogh painting”
“not yet.”
“that’s right sweet thing keep going— mmm damn it”
“open your mouth.”
“mghm— fuck pretty thing”
“it hurts? your body is telling me otherwise”
“want me to kiss it better?”
“i bet you do”
“on your knees”
“fucking s-shit”
“almost there, right there yes yes”
“give me a kiss sweet thing, you did amazing”
“now you’re all shy?
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aestheticpearl · 9 days
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— 𝐩𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐞𝐚
✧·˚ it’s not fair when things don’t go as planned someone ends up getting hurt. xanthus should know that by now and now he must face the consequences.
warnings. heavy angst
a/n: this is a repost because tumblr took it down, so please show as much love on this one as you did the last!! thank you!
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your heart was pounding in your ears as you were struggling in audric’s iron grip, trying to free yourself to be with xanthus who was struggling to get to you before he could hurt you. you were terrified, shaking with tears in your eyes, trying to brace yourself for whatever pain was in store for you.
“is this it?! is this your revenge? i told you what happened was a mistake i’m sorry!” xanthus pleaded while still actively struggling.
“what you’ve done cannot be undone lawrence. so, i will do what i must to make you feel my pain. your mistake killed my family, this is my revenge.”
audric’s grip on your wrist tightens and you fear he’ll break it. you look to xanthus, try to find some sort of reassurance that you’ll be okay, but you can’t see any evidence of emotions that would bring you the comfort.
“your quarrel is with me, not them! please audric, they’re all i have.”
“my family was all i had.” audric says coldly before biting his wrist to draw blood.
he takes enough time to let xanthus process what his next move is going to be and watches as xanthus’ face drops at the realization.
“no! don’t do this! love don’t drink it!”
before you realize what, he’s talking about audric’s wrist is pressed against your mouth, unintentionally tasting the bitter blood. after audric knows you’ve had a taste he throws you to the ground hard enough to knock the wind out of you and you hear the sickening crack of your skull on the cement floor.
“love! please! love look at me!” xanthus’ voice is muffled and there’s a ringing your head.
you touch your head to find blood seeping from it. you’re too scared to look for the source of it on your head, you’ve always been squeamish with injuries.
“first dose.” audric states before grabbing you by your hair, you scream in pain. “don’t worry, i won’t kill you yet, i want you to suffer.”
“stop it! you’re hurting them!” xanthus’ pleads fall on deaf ears as audric drags you out of the room while you scream in pain.
the heavy door slams shut and xanthus can hear the automatic lock click, now muffling your cries of pain. he slams his fist against the wall of his cell and holds back tears of frustration. he can feel the pain you’re in and it’s excruciating, if it’s bad for him he knows it’s even worse for you.
“xanthus?”
“i’m fine dontis, i just need to get out of this cell.”
“how are we going to do that?”
“i have an idea.”
your weak body hits the cold ground in a dark room, and you don’t have the strength to move your body to face audric’s large figure, but you watch his shadow loom over you.
“please don’t do this…” you cry out weakly.
“i hate to lie and say it’s nothing personal, but it very much is.” he gets down on one knee and forces you to drink more of his blood.
the dark substance is spread all over your face and it makes you feel sick that your captors blood heals your wounds. you know better though; you know it only so he can inflict more wounds on you without killing you. he’s using you to torture xanthus because he knows hurting you will hurt him more than anything else.
“second dose.” he whispers under his breath before pulling out a notebook and writing something down and leaving the room, letting the door close and lock behind him. you close your eyes and pray that you don’t wake up in the same hell you’re in currently.
unfortunately for you, you awake in the same hell as before. it’s too dark for you to tell if your eyes are even open and you’re unsure if you’re even awake until the door swings open to reveal audric’s figure along with another unknown person.
“feeding time, love.”
the use of the pet name xanthus gave you makes your stomach turn. you struggle to sit up to face him, your whole-body aches in pain with the torture that you’ve experienced. once you properly look up at the two men standing in the doorway, your blood runs cold at the vampire that is clearly starving that audric is holding back without any effort.
“don’t be scared, the pain you feel is only temporary.”
audric let’s the vampire loose as it jumps onto you and starts attacking you, grabbing any limbs it can and biting down harshly on them. it’s like being stabbed over and over again with a knife, you are unsure if they’re even drinking your blood or just leaving puncture wounds everywhere.
your body heals with each dose of vampiric blood but it’s your mental state that is quickly deteriorating. every sudden movement, every unexpected noise has you on edge and you can’t find peace in the darkness of the room you’re kept in, and you fear for what might be in the room with you. you are only human after all.
once the vampire finishes the pain it inflicts on your body you’re roughly pushed back down to the cold ground. the air is knocked out of you at the sudden force, and you choke out a breath.
“audric, please.” you sound broken. “i want to go home.” tears well in your eyes at the mention of home. you’re beyond scared and the thought of being safe again brings you to tears.
“don’t you see? this is your new home, you are never leaving this place; you are never getting out of here…” he lets out a dark chuckle. “…alive at least.”
the pain you feel is intense before audric uses his blood to heal you again. the shock that this is doing to your weakened body only makes you feel worse, you start to wonder if you’ll ever leave this place, and you hope that this pain you are feeling is only from you and not from the bond. you pray that xanthus isn’t as affected by what audric is doing to you. you hope that it isn’t affecting him, that he’s not letting him win by showing that he can feel the pain.
xanthus is very much affected by the torture that you are being put through, he feels every sharp pain, every spike of anxiety that you experience, it rattles him to his very core. dontis tries his best to help his friend with a form of mediation to help him push through and not give audric the big reactions that he’s looking for; breathing exercises are the most helpful and dontis shows his support by breathing through it with him.
a part of him feels guilty for not reacting to your pain. the most he does is flinch at the pain for just a split second before acting as though nothing happened. xanthus tries to count the days by counting each second into each minute into an hour and so on, but eventually he loses count and he has no way to track the time.
time seems to drag on and you do your best to try to fight through the pain that you’re being put through, but your mind feels numb; likes you’ve checked out mentally. this doesn’t go unnoticed by audric and he says it’s time.
“up you go.” audric pulls you up roughly by your arm so harshly that due to your lack of nutrition you know it will bruise badly. “it’s time to see your bond.”
your ears perk up at the mention on seeing xanthus again. you wonder what state he has been left in, hopefully a better one than you.
your weak body is dragged through the empty bare halls that echo the sound of footsteps on the smooth cement floor. a patchy trail of blood follows you due to the open wounds littered around your skin from the last ‘feeding’ session taht audric decided not to heal. the pain from them is numb to you, audric’s control over your mind makes it so, if it wasn’t for what he had already done you would’ve mistaken it for pity but you know better and that he’s only doing it so you don’t fight back.
audric stops at a large bolted shut door and drops the hold on your arm to open it. you hit the ground harder than you mean to, failing to catch yourself. your head hits the cold floor and you hear the familiar sound of cracking and then the warmth of blood dripping down the side of your face.
“bleeding again? gosh you humans are so fragile.” audric spits out while pushing the door open and grabbing your arm to throw you into the room. your rag doll of a body is slammed against a cage that rattles at the force and you swear you can feel your already broken ribs puncture a lung causing you to cough violently and struggle to breathe properly.
“..love?”
xanthus.
his voice nearly makes you burst into tears, it sounds so soft and is filled with concern.
“i must say lawrence, they’re a lot stronger than i thought they would be.” audric pulls you aways from the cage and lifts you to your feet that you can’t stand on without audric holding you up.
your head is pounding and everything is blurry through your eyes, but you try your hardest to focus on xanthus. he’s standing in front of you trying to assess all of the damage that audric has done to you.
“you’re going to be fine love, d-don’t worry. we’ll get you out of here and fix you up.” xanthus’ voice hitches as he looks at the fresh blood on your face.
audric lets out a loud laugh.
“oh lawrence, you always did know how to make me laugh.” he says, readjusting you to be in front of him. “you are never getting out of here.”
you suddenly feel a wave of release wash over you and you realize you can move on your own. the pain shoots through you and grip the bars to stop yourself from falling over. you feel xanthus’ hands cover your own. the small action plus the ridiculous amount of pain your in makes your tears flow freely down your cheeks as you look up to lock eyes with xanthus. his expression scares you even more, he’s mortified at the state your in.
you can’t bare to look at him any longer with that expression painted on his face. your legs fail you and you end up on the ground meekly holding onto the bars still. xanthus quickly gets down to your level trying to see if you’re breathing.
“i-i’m sorry xanthus.” you choke out your words, pushing through the pain just to speak to him. “i’m so scared, i-i tried to be b-brave and i failed.”
“it’s okay love, you’ve been so brave, i’m so proud of you love. you didn’t fail me i promise.” he sounds like he’s pleading with you to stay strong.
“i think it’s time to put them out of their misery, don’t you think lawrence?” audric asks harshly pulling you away from him.
“no! audric let them go!”
audric’s hand grips your hair tightly, making the open wound on your skull bleed more down your face.
“just smell that delicious blood lawrence. you really know how to pick them huh?”
the smell of your blood was driving xanthus insane. he was hungry but it was overshadowed by the anger he felt at the fact you were bleeding and badly hurt.
audric pulls a knife from behind him and traces the sharp blade on your jawline. you can hear xanthus practically growl at the action.
tears roll down your cheeks onto the reflective blade being now held tightly at your throat. you look to xanthus for any kind of comfort and the only thing on his face is panic and soon your blood paints his features as he lets out a horrific scream.
the hurt stops.
then it starts again.
it’s a piercing pain that travels through every nerve in your system and shocks you awake. you’re still in the same room on the floor covered in blood, you see xanthus free from his cage standing over what seems to be a body that you can only assume is audric.
every part of you aches and you sit up from your place on the floor. xanthus sees you move through his peripheral vision and turns to face you.
“i’m sorry.” he apologizes. “i couldn’t save you in time. the bond is broken.”
he looks at you differently, theres no ounce of affection for your in his eyes anymore. you can only see the pain in them and it sends a shiver down your spine.
“xanthus?”
he walks over to you and offers a hand.
“come. let’s find dontis and leave.”
his words are as cold as the hand that you take.
“you’re a vampire now.”
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inspired by this post by @belladonnadawn thank you so much for the idea
i think this has been in the works since i saw the post which was like months ago i’m just glad i finally finished it.
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