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I made lgbt and disabled pixels for my simply plural, only the first version is out rn, the others coming soon !

( read my pinned before interacting )

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reading fanfic abt yourself as a fictive:

#-william #fucking real as shit god #especially my friend's fanfic. I Have to grin and bear it

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immediately started drawing when the animal crossing stream started and i speedran this in 2 hours somehow

happy birthday rt and neil! alt skirt rt under the cut for the few seconds he put it on before chat called him a happy meal </3

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i found a cool tag game on twitter and i really wanna import it (o^ ^o)

this picrew + the last song you listened to :]

no pressure tags: @blood-loving-leech @overtaken-boredom @lesbianthatyaps @kameonerd566 @hexedvampire @laczki @anonymous-shxtposter @fleurafae @flovqy + anyone who wants to do it <3

#-theo #desktop user looking ass :pensive:

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That moment when another alter said something really out of pocket and you reread the messages

#oh god #this reminds me when Sam was DMing as Theo wasn't about #and she was. really fucked up. i hate it so much #white man jumpscare memory for rela.

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i think like, people who 'have' alters who dont want to be on social media and tumblr but still participate in it are super fucking performative and are very obviously fake.

#looking at a lot of our system members #caleb hates tumblr; thinks it's inefficient and a waste of our time #for example #i think hes messaged here ONCE to inform us of stuff and that was before we made ourselves a discord group chat. #alot of us dont actually use or enjoy tumblr and we dont go on it #i think its interesting to watch people argue in a message then send it like they have no control over. yknow. erasing the message #sorry thats moreso a twitter thing #but yeah #-theo

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see sometimes i do genuinly question, 'am i faking this crap'

but then i go check on someones blog and go 'god what the fuck okay??'.

recent (just now) example:

Dave likes looking at wet specimin and wants us to collect. He told our friend (whilst in co) that he wanted to LITERALLY BOTTLE UP OUR GUINEAPIGS UPON DEATH. Because we were in co i didn't care.

Today, I go check his blog, see a fresh, preserved bottled tentacle and backpedal the fuck out of there.

Yeah no we are definetly way too fucking different.

#-theo #and other recent shit with wretch #its tagged by me but im pretty sure that was Jay stepping in #Because I was the one who was looking at the not-healthy shit with wretch #and everything just kinda. timeskipped i guess #my brains all fuzzy about what happens after that and then im cooking something for tea. #yeah no our timeloss is. really bad. #i hate it so much because we're also literally all fucking introjects. and. yeah. i know the internet hates that kinda crap #but also dude whenever i think that i always think of how our introjects that are active don't flit to whatever we're watching or reading #how they're not just 'because of whatever we're interested in or whats popular' #like. I personally ADORE the character of yosuke from p4 but we haven't split the bastard #he's a massive comfort character (and crush) #but you don't see me splitting him or any other character i deeply enjoy or relate to (theres so many man.) #idk. the shit talking around introject-based systems and then being one sometimes makes me annoyed. #that was a tangent outta nowhere because my brain just skipped to those thoughts but oh well #i like rambling in tags a lot.

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can wretch fucking NOT.???

#-theo #girl made me obsessively go back to a game that deeply traumatised us #to get her rocks off #i mean the bully was hot but GOD im gonna go cope with my feelings healthily now.

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the women in my life should stop stressing me out.

#-blurry #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #womn. #ireally hope my mum doesnt make me be sexist #because FUCK ME im teetering

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shopping, cooking, doctors, lost meds, trying to put shopping away, trying to find meds, not cleaned out the guieapigs, not fed muum, barely fed myself. in 10. all in 10m.

im. i cant handdle this morning.. im going back to bed aftr this.

#-shep #im sorry guys i cant

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i love being forced to talk when im nonverbal guys. i love being screamed at <3

#-shep #im back #yeah #i think dave's here too

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women need to stop talknig under their breaths about me.

#-theo #STOP LOWERING YOUR VOICE LIKE I CAN'T HEAR YOU A ROOM AWAY #IT MAKES ME KNOW YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT ME #AND I CAN HEAR YOU STILL #its #annoying #as well as just going 'no theyre just like that' all annoyed-like because i decided to get some sleep in the afternoon #Girl doesn't even fucking know what a seiesta is #still it fucking KILLS my momentum woman #like #hhhhrrhrhrlerehhreererhhdrtb

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From the depths of hell last night comes SOMETHING decent.

#-sneg #not using the second e in my tags i dont trust that #to not get maintagged #we were oit of it on call and sick so cronus set us to bed #and i guess argued with hal over the nightly entertainment #theres no actual fucking relationships he just thought of the meme #anyway im cleaning because these freaks cant keep the house tidy #which im struggling at as our body is fucking awful right now #seriously it feels so bad what is wrong with this thing #had to sit the fuck down to deal with it

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everythiing ii2 2hiit today by the fuckiing by. piip got decliined, hurt our2elve2 multiiple tiim2. got yelled at for wakiing up late. headache. biibet2 wa2 laggiing.

only GOOD thiing two happen wa2 our biinder came and iit2 flatteniing 2o much better than our old one2.

#-sol #gog #okay 2o #another fuckiing thiing #our 2iimplyplural iis not able two update #becau2e our phone ii2 dead. #whiich uh #ii dunno how uptwodate we keep iit recently #but #that miight be an i22ue

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Woman want2 two clean a2ked two leave the 2y2tem.

#-sol #-ivory #yeah thii2 ii2 a niightmare combiinatiion #ii want two lay iin bed and rot #2he want2 two clean #liike. no. #iim not doiing that

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thinking someone hasn't been around for a while and seeing they reblogged shit just this thursday is wild.

#-hal #man im still not even a suggested signoff its been a week #cowards #this is about williams personal blog btw #they never deleted his for some reason idk why

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fighting the constant urge to ask people 'how do you exist so effortlessly?' but being the only fucking sane alter in this place that wouldn't jump at the chance to do this.

#-hal #thats a lie there's like. 3 or 4 others #our meds. ARE working #but. being up late to talk to people hurts #i wish negative feelings just. left with switches #but. alas. i am laungidly tortured with the feelings leftover from theo