teaganlmaooo

[teaganlmaooo]

Prom is coming up. I’m in a slightly bigger body than before. I need to lose at much weight as possible in 9 days. I keep binging and binging. Does anyone want to fast with me?

#@na rules #tw restriction #an@rexi@ #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be tiny #mean$p0 #tw ed but not sheeran

[teaganlmaooo]

If anyone here needs to vent or needs advice just message me or you can even vent in the comments! I’m a good listener and I like to help others. I’m not a therapist but I study psychology and even then if you don’t want advice and you just need someone to listen, I’m here! :) I hope everyone is doing alright!

#@na rules #tw ed but not sheeran #an@rexi@ #mental health #depressing shit

[teaganlmaooo]

Relapse

Everything keeping me from coming back is going to shit. The people that were pulling me out of this are becoming distant. The routine of our “good mornings” is so mixed up. I should cut off a pinky for every promise you break. If I can’t trust you now, why can I trust you to stay?

I wanna come back to here.. to this site, to this lifestyle, to this sickness. it’s safe. it’s safer than heartbreak. It’s safer than trusting you.

Why did I let you love me?

Why did I trust you with my body? This sickness kept me safe.

#@na rules #@na trigger #@na vent #i wanna lose weight #@nor3×14 #@n0r3xia #@na motivation #light as a 🪶 #ed bullshit

[teaganlmaooo]

10lbs 2 weeks

how did I gain ten pounds

In only two weeks?

i feel gross.

i made a promise to myself that the scale will never rise over 110lbs again.

Now its at 113lbs.

how will I go back to school like this?

I weigh twenty more pounds than my boyfriend 💀

restricting is so hard to do now. All I do is binge and purge.

#@na rules #tw ana trigger #tw ed but not sheeran #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #ana trigger #an@rexi@ #pro a4a #tw ana diary #tw restriction

[teaganlmaooo]

this is kinda fucked but…

I wish I had a bul1m!c friend that I could go b/p at a buffet with

that would actually be so fun! 😭

#tw ed but not sheeran #@na rules #tw restriction #i wanna lose weight #tw ana diary #i wanna be tiny #an@rexi@ #ana trigger #bulim14 #ed bullshit #pro a4a #tw b1nge #b1ng3 #pvrge

[teaganlmaooo]

This site is so unactive. I keep seeing the same posts over and over again!

who here is actually alive? 💀

#tw restriction #an@rexi@ #tw ana trigger #ana trigger #i wanna be tiny #pro a4a #@na rules #bulimist #ed bullshit

[teaganlmaooo]

can anyone meanspo me? i keep binging daily. I’m WAY above my low weight.

i went from anorexia to bulimia.. :(

I just want to be anorexic again

#tw ed but not sheeran #tw restriction #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #an@rexi@ #ana trigger #tw ana trigger #pro a4a #tw ana diary #@na rules #bulim14 #bulimima #bulimba #bulimist

[teaganlmaooo]

anyone wanna be ana buddies on snapchat?

#tw restriction #@na rules #tw ed but not sheeran #i wanna lose weight #tw ana diary #i wanna be tiny #an@rexi@ #tw ana trigger #ana trigger #pro a4a

[teaganlmaooo]

When I restricted I felt clean. my skin was clear

my legs were slender and I got to wear cute outfits

I didn’t have much friends but I didn’t care because I had my eating disorder and other sick people online to support me.

I wasn’t even a person though. My entire personality was defined by having an eating disorder. I felt like a shell of a person.

I was called pretty, skinny and model material.

My whole bedroom reeked of vomit that was coming from the bowls I had hidden under my bed

I didn’t sleep much. my hair fell out

i had to get surgery

i got sent to inpatient

After suffering for so long, I wanted to just be free.

Now that I’m weight restored, have a job, a boyfriend, and friends.. for some reason I want to go back to before.

#tw ed but not sheeran #pro a4a #tw restriction #i wanna lose weight #@na rules #i wanna be tiny

[teaganlmaooo]

how can I make myself relapse with ana when i’m super busy?

btw im not some 12 year old asking for an eating dis0rder, i’m 17 and I’ve been struggling for years.

after being forced into anorexia recovery I went from ana (r) to ana (b/p) to straight up BED. And i am so done with the binge eating that i’m willing to do anything to go back to the honeymoon phase. I know all the risks. I lost most of my hair, had to get my gallbladder surgically removed, my bone density had decreased, i was hospitalized and ect.

I don’t even care about how horrible it was. I want to go back. So please, any advice on how to relapse would be greatly appreciated! :3

#pro a4a #@na rules #tw restriction #ana shit #i wanna be tiny #tw ana shit #an@rexi@ #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ana trigger #ana and mia #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be perfect #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna be weightless

[teaganlmaooo]

Heyyy everyone! I’m so thankful for everyone who has joined the ED discord server! I’m looking for moderators and people who like designing servers! Like fonts, channels and ect. I need to make rules, an introduction template and roles for the discord. if anyone is interested in this role comment here or pm me! Also, if you just want to join as a member we’re still accepting! :) love yall! ❤️

#ana and mia #i wanna be tiny #tw ana shit #an@rexi@ #tw restriction #pro a4a #tw ed but not sheeran #ana shit #tw ana trigger

[teaganlmaooo]

i’m thinking about starting an ED blog on here where i’d put what I eat in a day, my stats (weight and height), diary entries and ect. do people actually follow, read and interact with the ed blogs on here? If so, then I’d probably just go ahead and make one! Lol

#@na rules #tw ana trigger #tw ed but not sheeran #ana shit #an@rexi@ #i wanna be tiny #pro a4a #tw restriction #tw ana shit #ana and mia #ana trigger #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #Ana blog

[teaganlmaooo]

i finally hit the double digits (lbs) again!! After forced recovery my weights been fluctuating around 103 - 108lbs. My lowest was 80lbs.

since I still live with my parents I can’t get back down to that weight or I’ll be sent back to inpatient.

Its not fair at all how my boyfriend is skinnier than me and he doesn’t even have an eating disorder though 😭

#Ana vent #ana and mia #pro a4a #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna be tiny #an@rexi@ #ana shit #tw restriction #tw ana shit #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ana trigger #@na rules #tw ana diary #forced recovery #ana rant #ana rambles

[teaganlmaooo]

I created an active pro ana/ed discord server! I already have a few people but I’m looking for more people to join! Message me on here if you want to join! I’m No one younger than 15 please! :)

#@na rules #ana and mia #tw ana trigger #ana shit #an@rexi@ #tw restriction #tw ed but not sheeran #pro a4a #tw ana shit #thinspø #thin$po #i will be thinner #just girly things #i wanna be weightless #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna be tiny #ana meal #ed meals #mealspo #mealsp0 #pro @na #tw ed diet #tw disordered eating

[teaganlmaooo]

always keep this in the back of yourimd when you’re anywhere near food-A DAY OF PROGRESS OR A DAY OF EXCUCES.

[teaganlmaooo]

↺ / ♡ real tips

[teaganlmaooo]

i created a pro @na discord! I still have some things I need to add and modifications that need to be made.

i’m creating more rules but some baseline ones I have right now. - The age minimum is 15 and up. - No sending nudes or innapropiate content.

if you want to join message me on here privately! :)

#@na rules #ana and mia #tw ana trigger #ana shit #an@rexi@ #tw restriction #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ana shit #pro a4a #ed discord server #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be tiny #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna be perfect #i wanna lose weight #anabuddies #Ana buddy