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I've done it

What if I was a bit more careful? Why couldn't I be more truthful? Why do I always took the best of me? How could I be so mean?

Everybody knows and Everybody was hurt by it Because my mixed feelings took the best of me.

I understood what I did wrong but never can make it whole again I never can take back those feelings I never can take the hatred back

My feelings Why couldn't I control them? They were just too blatant So hard to ignore Like a loose cannon I was hunting for revenge And what did really happen? Did I achieve something with this? No! I came back empty-handed.

I cry about the way it happened I cried so many nights and days I can never make it right again

There are so many things I do regret and If I could change them, i would do it. Because I had all the time and I did nothing with it I never deserved myself, I never deserved what I've done to me.

What I've done to her.

I can never take that words back again, I can only scream for an hour, in four meaningless walls, that took the best of me.

I am focusing more on history and all the things i have missed and all the things i did, they were wrong and sometimes I think to myself How can I move on?

#regret #sebastian hobiger #lyrics

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It is what it is

You waking up You feel alone Your best friend, is not their for you

You see your face The one who appreciates you Go take care for yourself cause no one else will.

You feel the tension of your desperation and you feel tired and bruised too

But you don't see scratches You don’t feel hurt People just care, when you know them, And even on the most lonely and cold day There will be no one waiting for you. That's just how it is. But It's not your fault. No one told you, you were invisible. And that's what you are, when you isolate yourself and feel miserable.

Believe me It is what it is, Sometimes you're invisible When you don't take action there will be no reaction That's just how it is. You are not boring You are not ugly You are not awkward They just don't see you

They are not afraid They are not hateful They are not ignorrant They just don't see you

You're blending in with the scenerey, You become a part of their identity, No Matter what you do, they just don't see you But maybe you are afraid of them, But I'm sorry to say this They only will take action when you do too.

There was no one to talk to There was no one I am not afraid of And if you don't start a conversation you will never have one.

And even on the lonelist and dead place you're the only one seeing yourself. you may get a drink you may sit their and think. but you still didn't fit in.

But It's not your fault. No one told you. You just were invisible And that's what you are, when you're afraid to talk to someone

And even on the most lonely dead place There will no one waiting for you, that's just how it is. But It's not your fault. No one told you, You just were invisible. And that's what you are, when you isolate yourself and feel miserable.

there is nothing to gain when you don't take action

Believe me It is what it is, Sometimes you're invisible When you don't take action there will be no reaction That's just how it is.

Believe me It is what it is, Sometimes you're invisible When you don't take action there will be no reaction That's just how it is.

#truth #lyrics #sebastian hobiger

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I haven’t spoken in weeks

I don't remember what I used to say Because nothing ever happens to me As times passes by I kept my distance I'm so ashamed to even listen

I bottled it all up like an angry child Not understanding: Why Why Why I stare at people without being noticed, It seems I am too hard to deal with.

Fuck those guys i wanna sing, because no one's ever talking to me Fuck the world cause I can't do it, my pretty face won't do it Give me something that I can feel, at least those guitar strings are speaking to me. I may be an outcast and even pale but at least they can't take that away from me.

I am boring as hell and I am soft And I haven’t spoken in Weeeeeeeks

I’m pretty sure my emotions won’t grow Cause I don’t seem to remember how I think about it at least a dozen times And asking myself Why Why Why Can Somebody please release me from this I’m not that hard to dealt with I start to nagging like an old man on things that keep me waiting

Fuck those guys I wanna sing, because no one’s ever talking to me Fuck the world cause I can’t do it, my pretty face won’t do it Give me something that I can feel, Maybe you will speak to me I may be a loser but I can play, and you won’t take that away from me I am weak and I suck at talking And I haven’t spoken in Weeeeeeeks

I cut short of my emotions I keep standing without any motion Everyone else having a blast and I keep lacking fun and can’t grasp Why they are so full of emotions? I’m standing here without any motion Everybody is giving it all What the fuck am I doing here? I keep feeling stupider and stupider Because I can’t feel anything And It keeps getting harder and harder To actually feel something And I feel stupider and stupider Because I feel nothing And It keeps getting harder and harder to actually feel something And I feel stupider and stupider Because I can’t feel anything And It keeps getting harder and harder to actually feel something And I feel stupider and stupider Because I can’t feel anything And It keeps getting Harder and Harder To actually feel something.

I am pathetic and I hide from People And I Haven’t Spoken in Weeeeeeeks

#Lyrics #Isolation #Punkrock #sebastian hobiger

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Was du tun kannst

Und es ging schon einmal schief und ich hab kein Plan mehr von, aber das ist mir ganz egal, denn ich weiß auf was es ankommt.

Bin zwar richtig schlecht im schätzen, doch verschätzen, das kann ich gut. Ich muss noch viel mehr leisten können, nur fehlt mir manchmal der Mut.

Doch ganz egal wo du jetzt stehst, ich werd immer bei dir sein. Ich hoff, dass du mich siehst. und ich fange endlich an.

Ich werd noch viel mehr leisten. Werd mir noch jahrelang den Arsch aufreißen. Wer nicht kämpft hat schon verloren Das weiß ich mittlerweile schon

Ich bin jetzt endlich beruigt, denn ich weiß wie der Hase läuft. Ziehe einen Schlussstrich und fang wieder an von vorn.

Doch das beunruigt mich nicht mehr. Weiß jetzt wie es um micht steht, kenne einen kleinen Satz, der mir sagt wie es weiter geht.

Ich werd noch viel mehr leisten Ich habe jahrelang gepennt Jetzt wo ich es weiß, ist das ein Kinderspiel Alles ganz einfach, einfach mehr den Arsch aufreißen, siehst du mich verlieren, reiße ich mich wieder zam.

Ich werd noch viel mehr leisten Ganz anders als die Meisten Diese Welt ist richtig hart. Deshalb darf man keine Schwäche zeigen

Werd noch viel viel viel mehr leisten Ganz egal was auch passiert Sich jeden Tag den Arsch aufreißen, dabei kann man nicht verlieren.

#motivation #text #sebastian hobiger

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Braces

I feel so old and yet I look so young I have the most fun

I'm a failure and I'm still in school what the fuck am I doing here?

And no, i don't have braces.

And the girl next to me is 16 and the actual girl my age is 26 and i still look like I could be her valentine and my age says I'm her dad.

What the fuck is wrong with me? The girl who looks as old as me is actually younger than I thought

What the fuck is wrong with me? the older woman which I think is too old for me, is actually my age

And she thinks I could be her younger lover maybe when I'm turning 30 Girls will understand

And I lie because no one is my age so young yet so old. and so confused of what kind of girl I like.

It confuses me, standing next to a woman my age, everytime and it feels so strange when a girl from school wants to be by my side, Maybe she thinks, yeah he's a handsome boy but not a man, oh no, I look like I have been to school and always failed

I'm a failure and I'm still in school what the fuck am I doing here?

And no, I don't have braces.

And the girl next to me is 16 and the actual girl my age is 26 and I still look like i could be her valentine and my age says I'm her dad.

What the fuck is wrong with me? The Girl who looks as old as me is actually younger than I thought

What the fuck is wrong with me? the older woman which I think is too old for me, is actually my age

And she thinks i could be her younger lover maybe when I'm turning 30 Girls will understand

#young #text #30s #sebastian hobiger