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[ur-lovely-dream-girl]

i want to be unrecognizable by christmas.

i just have to get there.

[ur-lovely-dream-girl]

going from 102.6 to 103.2 and then to 99 lbs🙅🏻‍♀️- my weight isn't making its mind up but recently ive lost 4.2 lbs in 3 days because of the workouts ive been doing, subliminals, and restricting my eating portions (only eating dinner before 7:30 PM)

if anyone wants to know the workouts or subliminals, id be happy to share ! love to you all

[ur-lovely-dream-girl]

reasons

TW: ED

please know that these are my reasons, so be respectful ! thanks

ill add more as i go along

• having no face fat. i used to be literal th1n$p0 when i was younger and had barely any face fat which is smth i miss, especially looking at old photos. i honestly hate my "chubby cheeks." what's even worse is ppl will tell me i remind them of a bunny, squirrel or that i kind of look like a baby with chubby cheeks. like no.

• my thighs not rubbing together. do i even need to say more ?

• everyone liking me, including my crush

• ppl being jealous on how i lost weight

• people asking me how i lost weight. my doctor did this once, which i was so happy for (for a moment) and then her dumb@ss self starting going on about how losing 2 lbs is so unhealthy 😒 some days some ppl at school will ask me how im so skinny though, but i don't see it. once i see it in family photos, school group pictures, and selfies, I'll notice it.

• people telling me i look like a model

• just to shove it in other people's faces that i can be pretty. i can and will be pretty, and you can be too. just put in the effort, there's always a reaction to an action.

• a mood frr

• ill be the skinniest in my class

• no period

• sharper jawline and noticable cheekbones (basically no face fat)

• look better in all angles

• give off a dainty vibe + look good in all clothing

• since im transferring to a private school, i honestly want to be like those skinni private school girls w thigh gaps, slim faces, wrists, hands, and a tall height 👀

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[ur-lovely-dream-girl]

My personal reasons to keep restricting and fasting...why I want to be skinny...why I crave to starve...

♡ I feel safe and in control when I am hungry.

♡ Prove to myself this time I will be self-disciplined and dedicated. I won't stop until I've reached my goal.

♡ I want to be cute and little.

♡ I want to be delicate and danty.

♡ Thigh gaps and slim legs that look good from every angle.

♡ Thigh highs, skirts, baggy sweaters, lace, corsets...ugh all the cute clothes.

♡ To look good in every outfit.

♡ So my mom stops sending me pictures of when I used to be skinny and beautiful.

♡ To shock my family and friends when they see my next.

♡ To feel confident naked.

♡ I want my boyfriend to be proud to show me off...I want to be wanted and lusted after...

♡ To be fragile, easily over powered and thrown around.

♡ I miss being cold all the time.

♡ I want to be the skinny friend.

♡ I want defined features...high cheekbones, collar bones, slim fingers.

♡ Being picked up by or sitting on boyfriends lap without having a mental break down about crushing him or being to heavy.

♡ I'm sick of hating my body!

♡ I want to turn heads when I walk into the room.

♡ I want people to be jealous and envious...I want to be someone's thinspo

♡ I want to be a cute little girl, a graceful angel, a dolly, a rope bunny.

[ur-lovely-dream-girl]

lmaooo (fr)

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Lmaososksojoooo

[ur-lovely-dream-girl]

If you can’t reblog this, unfollow me now.

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[ur-lovely-dream-girl]

TW: ED

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about me ~ 2nd intro

height: 5'1 (wish i was taller tbh😿)

SW: 47.6 kg / 105 lbs

HW: 45.3 kg / 100 lbs

CW: 46.5 kg / 102.6 lbs

GW1: 43 kg / 95 lbs

GW2: 40 kg / 90 lbs

GW3: 38.5 kg / 85 lbs

GW4: 36.2 kg / 80 lbs

UGW: 31.7 kg / 70 lbs

~ just taking it step by step ~

[ur-lovely-dream-girl]

omg fr how does it feel to live my dream

🧟‍♀️TW:BODY CHECK🧟‍♀️

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Great way to start the morning :> New moots?

And yes this is me and reblogging is always okay!

[ur-lovely-dream-girl]

hey there LGBTQ kids who are also Christian/Jewish! If you feel like you’re disobeying God, questioning your faith, or feel wrong and dirty for loving who you love, there’s this fantastic site I found today called hoperemains that accurately and thoroughly combs through scripture and its (many) mistranslations, validates your orientation, and basically let’s you know that you’re not pissing off God. It’s insanely thorough and after reading through every page on the entire site it’s super helpful. Go check it out!

[ur-lovely-dream-girl]

hard time rn.

update!! TW: ED ~ VENT

so i have never actually come out with this, whether on social media officially before or in person, but i am struggling with 4n4r3×1a and it's been hard. I got diagnosed with Iron Deficiency 4n3m1a before too. Of course, this doesn't mean that I'll stop posting "manifestion and subliminal" blogs, but please know and understand that since this is a blog, it is like a journal to me. A place to express myself and everything that is going on in my life, while remaining anonymous. I will post things about my journey thru this ED and im open to answering questions, and making ED buddies. I support recovery, and if you are struggling with any ED, know that you are valid and please, do seek recovery, you can do it. Get out of this cycle while you still can. Of course, when i do post about my ED, I will put a TW at the beginning. I wish I could seek recovery myself too, but at this point, I honestly don't think I even deserve to eat. Saying "just love your body/self" "just eat" won't help, but I appreciate the thought <3. I wish I wasn't this messed up, but the things people do to be skinny, am i right ? Skipping a meal is okay, but it's not. I've gaslighted myself so much and I hate this, but you know the feeling when you hate it yet love it? I can't describe that, but yes, that is what i feel. Horrible dread for liking it but horrible dread for hating it too. Oh well, whatever.

#4norex1a #tw ana diary #4n0rex1a #tw ed vent #ed but not sheeran #ed buddies #ED #4n4m1a #coquette #vent post #bedroom #thin$p0 #4n4r3x1a #4n4

[ur-lovely-dream-girl]

I'm your tumblr crush now. You don't have a choice.

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Reblog if:

- You support recovery.

- You support those in recovery.

- You support seeking help.

- You want  people to seek help.

- You think everyone is beautiful, regardless of their weight.

- Even if you yourself, aren’t seeking help or are in recovery, want others too.

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Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

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[ur-lovely-dream-girl]

i am in love with the 4d rn who wouldn't be ?? i have everything I want already and so do u bbg <33 💌

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things ive manifested ! 🍒

♡ sp having a crush on me, flirting w/ me, hanging out w/ me, passing me cute notes, etc. (ill make a blog on how i manifested it !)

♡ good grades + ap classes

♡ "skins" life (lenient parents, being able to go out more, fun friends, etc)

♡ being everyones crush

♡ glowing up

♡ losing 5 lbs

♡ manifesting nice and new clothes + getting expensive gifts (dior perfume)

♡ aerokinesis

♡ having effy and maddy's level of confidence

♡ growing taller

♡ looking like a mix of effy stonem and millie bobby brown

ill add more when i remember ! 💌