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Twilight Princess link: oh man i sure am lost in this dungeon, if ONLY thete was some sort of way to magically warp out of here

The magic boob chicken creature in his pocket:

#loz

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fuck this whole world

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“what time is it” you ask, i pull out my 2.7 metric ton granite sundial and immediately crush both of your feet, I loudly announce “it is cloudy”

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new best hello street cat character

#fav #bug #snail

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I need a way to say this character makes me feel insane amounts of lust but not in a sexual or romantic way

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#dungeon meshi

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It's eat or be eaten.

#YES YES. HELL YEAH. #dungeon meshi #nice art #mmmmgmgmgmgm

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#dbh #nice art

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when I try to show something to a friend related to an interest they like but I know nothing about, I feel like a relative giving them this

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how do we feel about very small snails?

many land snails are very small, even some smaller than these, but they’re easy to miss even if you’re already accustomed to looking for tiny invertebrates.

these are different Vallonia species but I’ll need a different angle of the shell for a good ID. At ~2mm, both are full-sized adults; you can tell by the peristome (lip) at the aperture of the shell!

#bug #snail

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I don't strictly "like" taking ADHD meds, the comedown is awful and they play havoc on my appetite. But I kinda need them. I write software for a living. Software requires a great deal of focus that I simply cannot muster up off my meds. If I didn't have my meds, I would lose my job.

Part of this can be blamed on the cruelties of our modern capitalistic system. If the world understood my condition better, maybe I would not need to take stimulants to survive. I read an article once that really went all in on the idea that ADHD's negative perception is a symptom of perception, not an objective truth. Maybe people with ADHD are just as capable, but they do things in a different way to neurotypicals. Maybe all we need is better support, and social solutions, and more understanding of the different way that ADHDers think.

Which is all very compelling. Except.

I often find myself procrastinating activities that I want to do. My apartment has been accumulating dust because I keep forgetting to vacuum. One time I let the dishes in my sink stack too high and it was months before I could get myself to clean the mould off them. The demands of capitalism mean I need to software to pay rent, but sometimes I just want to do software, and no amount of narrative reframing or social support will clear the noise in my head long enough to let me focus on the code.

The notion that ADHD isn't a deficiency, just a different way of thinking, is something I find condescending. The implication here is I shouldn't have to write software, I should be given a different job, and I shouldn't have to maintain my own apartment, I should have the support of my community coming into my room and cleaning my things. But what if I want to do those things? What if I like software, or the privacy of an atomised existence? Maybe society has no right to decide what the correct way to live my life is, but surely I do!

The reason it sucks that it's hard for me to keep my dishes clean is not because the world says so, it is because I say so. It is because sometimes I want to be able to remember to do things and it sucks that I cannot live my life in the way that I want.

#adhd #i WANT to be functional #yeah sure a society where i dont NEED to be is a nice idea #but what about in my own time #what about all the hobbies and unfulfilled desires i have bc i cant focus enough to do them #what about the missed friendships bc i cant maintain one and also keep a job #what about my independence?

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#dbh #dfgdafhadfhhfhgfghf

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#elden ring

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My therapist told me to post this lol

#nice art

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worst feeling ever is when i agree with 99% of a post but then there's that 1% that makes me want to set fire to op's blog

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If Araki won’t let his characters rest, then I WILL

#jjba #nice art #THE BOYS