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#having nothing to do is literally driving me crazy #like yes i know i can do thread stuff here but its not the right kind of motivation #and all the art stuff i wanna do is hampered by my supplies #im not good being idle but i don't even know how to fix it at this point

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So I remade my Mikau blog since I lost the login for the other one. Like or reblog if you’re interested in interacting?

#self promo #i have more muse for him rn than link

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im sorry for my inactivity for so long guys but I think I can finally be on here a bit more regularly

#like #i finished my senior thesis #i can die #oral defense is monday but #its over #less than a month left in school for me like wtf

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Do you ever just go wow I have a lot of repressed anger

#lmao callout at link

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“You’re a strange man, Link,” Niles said with a sigh. He had a feeling that talking to him about sex or relationships were both going to lead to a stubborn dead end, as they usually did.

“Sure. Hey- have you considered that perhaps you aren’t straight? That would probably explain why you don’t want to date a girl, or sleep with her.”

“I’ve never really thought I was. But I don’t want to date or sleep with anyone right now.” Queer identity had never been strange or foreign to him with two mothers. He actually found the idea of being strictly one thing - heterosexual or otherwise - strange. How could anyone exist in one, rigid box without exception?

“I just make the choice that seems best. And dating someone, man, woman, or otherwise, doesn’t seem like the best thing.”

#outlawarcher #modern

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“You…don’t want to have sex with anyone?” Niles raised an eyebrow. It wasn’t really a big deal, but still. It was strange to him, especially given his own proclivity for excessive hookups.

“Look- I can tell when you’re being cagey. You don’t think it’s going to work out. If you just took this a little more seriously, though, you might actually decide that you like this girl.”

“I dunno, I guess I just don’t really care about it?” He’d given his thoughts on sex a minimal amount of time. On the off chance he got into a relationship he’d be willing if the other person wanted it but he had no real desire himself.

“Well if something happens with her it happens, I’m just not actively seeking anything like that out right now.” He said it as though he wasn’t actively avoiding it.

#modern #outlawarcher

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“I’m more concerned that you never think about it,” Niles pointed out. “I don’t think I’ve ever heard you say you’d want to sleep with someone. Ever.”

He tucked his phone away, slumping back against the sofa and folding his arms. “At least make an effort on this one date. Go on. It’ll be fun…”

He gave a thoughtful hum. “I don’t think I want to.” Not that the idea abhorred him but.. It hardly seemed something he felt the need to cross off of his bucket list.

“I’ll be pleasant company. We agreed to meet up because of our similar interests but I doubt it’ll go any further than that.” He phrased it so that it seemed he was open to the slim possibility they hit it off.

#outlawarcher #modern

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“Romani… Unusual name. And I didn’t know you were into redheads.” Niles grinned, pulling his phone out of his pocket. A few moments of searching social media later, he lifted up his phone to show Link a photo.

“This is her, right? She’s not bad-looking, you should take this date a little more seriously. I bet it would do you good to have a relationship, or at least someone to sleep with every now and then.”

“Geez, is that all you think about?” His tone was more embarrassed than judgmental. “I’m not into anything and I don’t have time for that. I need to look into getting a job once I graduate.” The government money would be stopping real soon and he’d already decided he wasn’t going to Julliard.

#outlawarcher #modern

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“Of course, when you meet a girl, it would be because you’re both music nerds.” Niles rolled his eye, patting a spot next to him on the sofa for Link to sit down. He looked way more stressed than the idea of a simple date should make him.

“In high school or not, you’re pretty cute and obviously this girl thought so too. You should at least make an effort to try and get a second date. Does this girl have a name? What does she look like?”

“I don’t have time for that sort of thing.” He didn’t even had time for this date but he’d somehow got swept in the heat of an unfamiliar social situation. If she wanted to be friends sure, he’d do his best at that. But you could only be so much of a good friend with all the lies and secrets he kept.

“I, uh. Her name was Romani I think. Red hair and blue eyes.”

#outlawarcher #modern

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@outlawarcher continued from here

“I was practicing piano at the college and a student came by. She must’ve thought I was a student and said we should practice together and I said I’d really enjoy getting tips from an actual student. At some point I must’ve given her my number because she sent me a message to set up lunch beforehand.” Link didn’t sound particularly worried, though his brow furrowed a bit. He wasn’t in any sort of position to have a relationship and he didn’t want to lead her on in any way.

“Lunch should be harmless enough, I doubt she’ll stay interested when she realizes I’m still in high school.” He said it half to himself.

#outlawarcher #modern

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gives everyone milk because he doesn’t know what the heck White Day is

#crack #idk #he sees everyone posting about it and is just ??? #also i need a new fc for him since my current one doesn't have enough of a range

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//iiiii kinda wanna make Link trans?

#tbh all my muses seem to eventually made trans #very few stay cis #like me lol #maybe just modern verse? #not sure #im feeling kinda depressed and dysphoric rn so i might feel completely different tomorrow #just #ugh

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Helping My Injured Muse Sentence Starters

“Oh, God, you’re bleeding. You’re bleeding a lot.”

“Stop squirming, I’m trying to help.”

“Hang on, I got you.”

“Just lean on me, I’ll help you walk.”

“We should get that looked at.”

“Don’t tilt your head back, you’ll make your nosebleed worse!”

“Just sit up and breathe, ok?”

“Eh, you’ll be fine. I think. Maybe.”

“What ever you do, don’t go to sleep. Stay awake.”

“Oooooo. That looks painful.”

“Oh, thank God! Don’t scare me like that!”

“How the hell did you do this to yourself?”

“Hey, hey, stay with me, ok?”

“You stopped breathing.”

“Oh look, it’s alive.”

“Take deep breaths, you’ll be fine.”

“Arms shouldn’t move like that…”

“What happened to your leg?!”

“Yep, that’s broken alright. How’d you manage that?”

“Here’s some ice.”

“You’re welcome, by the way.”

“Do you need an ice pack for that shiner?”

“Yeesh, you look like shit.”

“Wait, you were mugged?!”

“Is that a stab/gunshot wound?”

“Ok, ew. I’m not cleaning that up.”

“Easy, easy! Just lay down, you hit your head.”

“You probably have a concussion, so I wouldn’t be moving arou d too much if I were you.”

“We thought you were dead!”

“On a scale of 1 to 10, how much does it hurt?”

“Can you walk on your own?”

“You’re getting blood on my clothes!”

“How many fingers am I holding up?”

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Tag 10 people after you answer the questions.

Tagged by: stole it off the dash like a g r e m l i n

1. Relationship status: single

2. Favorite color: desaturated colors, especially peach and olive green

3. Something you just remembered: I spent way too much money today

4. Last song you listened to: Uhhhh something that was playing on Pandora while I showered

5. Last movie you watched: I honestly don’t remember, it’s been awhile since I watched a movie

6. Top 3 bands: The Front Bottoms, Keaton Henson, Two Steps on the Water

7. Top 3 TV shows: Revolutionary Girl Utena, Jessica Jones, Parks and Rec

8. Books you’re currently reading: My psychology college textbooks - just finished one called Becoming Unorthodox

Tagging: @outlawarcher @inquisitor-velorahnii @bloodthirstymoonstone @pueravem @hyliahergrace

#the top three ones are more just the first three that came to my mind #way too difficult to choose favorites there

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//school has been whipping my ass but now that im on break lets see if i can at least do a few things

#idk if ill respond to any threads bc im awful #but maybe ill send stuff #since im a serial new thing starter and old thing ignorer

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Send ‘Would you kindly’ and a command and my muse has to obey.

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“I’d say I’m fairly limited in what I do. I don’t hurt anyone unless specifically requested to by my liege. And I know he’s a good man, even if you don’t want to think I am.” Niles shifted in the chair, his posture loosening just slightly.

“Look- I like you. You know how much I like you. But…just let me have this. I haven’t flown off the rails yet, and I don’t intend to in the foreseeable future. Thank you for your concern, but now, just…leave it alone.”

“I didn’t say that.” Alarm was evident in Link’s voice. That was what he’d been afraid of. By no means did he think Niles a bad person.

His eyebrows knitted together for a moment. But if that was Niles request he would oblige. There was little point in pursuing as resolution wasn’t something that could be forced. If he saw something really concerning he’d try again.

Quickly the concern was replaced with a smile, as though it had never been there at all. “Sure thing. I trust you.”

#outlawarcher #after the war