Me this time last year: I am a Serious Artist™. Each of my pieces is a working, a ritual, a devotion. Gaze upon my magickal portraiture and be at one with The Mysteries™.
Me today: idk maybe ill start an onlyfans for my hyper-specific erotic fan art idk anyway tho heres terzo getting bl0wn while crucified lmao k byeeeeeee
I recognize that I didn't post the initial statement here that would've given context to this, but oh well. The point is things are looking up and I'm getting a lot of my free time back and I'm just real glad about it.
I’ve been trying to finish this painting of Allen Greenfield for like 6 months now. I’ve redone the composition twice. I’ve changed reference images 3 times. I’m on my 4th fucking attempt, and each attempt has taken me ~30 hours to finish because it takes just as long to fail at art as it does to succeed and I am just…
This is never gonna get finished. I’m gonna die still trying to get this right.