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why am I so gosh darn scared to write the damn fanfiction that is rattling around my brains????????

#fnaf fandom #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf moon #fnaf security breach #daycare attendant #dca because they’re my favorite #fanfiction #fanfic

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MY “RUIN’S SUN AND MOON WERE TOGETHER” HEAD CANNON IS LOOKING MORE AND MORE POSSIBLE

I litteraly went from "ohw" to "oh." while walking to home when I realized that if people are making AU to ship solar and moon with people okay with it, they can also make an AU of the show to ship sun and moon

I'm stuck on that thought.

#tsams au #tsams sun #tsams moon #tsams ruin

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Did I feel like I was going insane so I ran to TumTums to look at skrunklies to distract myself like a five year old?

another question- are you a narc??

#i’m not even joking #pls help #fnaf daycare attendant

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My childhood pediatrician, which I got AFTER I had bad pancreatitis attacks, labeled all my problems as anxiety since I did have a slight anxiety problem.

I would have random “muscle spasms” as I thought they were- which in reality was gallbladder attacks- and when it was brought up to my doctor he told me to lose weight and not be afraid when my stomach hurt. If I worked out and puked, just keep going.

I was ten.

I vividly remember my mom detailing the situation to him, and him asking what I was afraid of. “being sick.” I replied.

“Of what?”

“I dunno just sick-“

“Well, you have to know how. Being sick from what exactly? How sick? Sick WHERE?”

Buddy, I’m ten. I’m afraid of being ‘sick’ in general.

I was not afraid when I had the gallbladder attacks, they came in randomly or after I ate something fatty.

I told him I wasn’t afraid when they happened. I wasn’t afraid before or during. They happened and I hurt.

and I still got labeled as “having anxiety” and legit almost died when I was sixteen from gangrene and sepsis from my gallbladder rotting inside me

Mentalhealthceo on instagram

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Why do I feel like if Sun from FNAF was to ever gaze upon his namesake for the first time, that he was be super disappointed???? I imagine this bih APPALLED bc the real sun has no cartoony triangle rays or is noticeably yellow, and it just a giant ball of light

#dca because they’re my favorite #fnaf dca #fnaf fandom #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf security breach #fnaf moon #moondrop #dca fandom

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this is more than beautiful, beauty is something you “oh that’s pretty 🤩” at and maybe feel warm and fuzzy for a minute.

I want to stare at this for hours, analyze every single thing about it, and just… marvel

some original art i made after disappearing from the face of the (tumblr) earth

#it’s so good

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12:43AM

do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.

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based on this post xd

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ITS APRIL 13 YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS

FETCH ME NEIL

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Shout out to all the Black ppl that can no longer participate directly in the fandom they love because of the stresses of racism 👍🏾 you contain multitudes of value and I'm sorry that the color of your skin and the power of your voice makes people not want to acknowledge that.

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Why did I read this as the ‘tranny of the sun’?

Why did my brain do this?

THE TYRANNY OF THE SUN IS OVER

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Eclipsed

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small flash warning!!!

i made this video in like under two hours <333 enjoy <333333 it's been so long since ive made a proper shitpost

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listen up

#HIS FACE #HIS FACE IN THE FIRST PANEL #IT IS GIVING #IT IS GIVING ME PURE JOY #I love him #Hims widdle mile #what do you mean? I am totally normal about him