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Sometimes, I wonder if Runaan will be disappointed that Rayla isn't the assassin he wanted her to be

#her family is so messed up it broke her #callum glued her back together #again and again #pretty sure he will have to do it once again #and again #because her family reunion cannot be that smooth and happy #i should be asleep #ah the feelings #help #i have a migraine #the dragon prince #tdp #the dragon prince mystery of aaravos #tdp mystery of aaravos #tdp moonfam #moon fam #tdp rayla #rayllum #tdp runaan #runaan

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Sometimes, I wonder if Runaan will be disappointed that Rayla isn't the assassin he wanted her to be

#her family is so messed up it broke her #callum glued her back together #again and again #pretty sure he will have to do it once again #and again #because her family reunion cannot be that smooth and happy #i should be asleep #ah the feelings #help #i have a migraine #the dragon prince #tdp #the dragon prince mystery of aaravos #tdp mystery of aaravos #tdp moonfam #moon fam #tdp rayla #rayllum #tdp runaan #runaan

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I want to write, I'm in the mood, I know what I want to write and how. So why the hell when I open word does everything, including my will, go out of my head?

I just want to write in peace for once 😭

#im desperate #i dont know what to do with myself #writers block #ao3 writer #ao3 #ao3 fanfic

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I'm at the point where I fear that Netflix announces that they are cancelling TDP. Because why not, Netflix cancels everything good, I wouldn't be surprised. Furious? Yes. Surprised? Not at all

#we are so lucky that this is possible #and i fear it #gotta pray #the dragon prince #tdp #the dragon prince mystery of aaravos #tdp mystery of aaravos #netflix #tdp netflix

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There's a better chance I'll get married before season six comes out. And I'm single and I don't even want to get married

#help #i am desperate #i need new content #and i also want to see my babies again #pretty much sure they will suffer but still #i miss them #the dragon prince #tdp #the dragon prince mystery of aaravos #tdp mystery of aaravos

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No, you don't understand how much of a hoe I am for soulmates AU

#I need it like I need air #do you understand #soulmates #soulmates au #ao3 #ao3 fanfic

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AO3 crashed. I could go write... but I would rather cry because I'm in the middle of a fanfic, and I absolutely need to know how it will end

#ao3 #ao3 writer #ao3 fanfic #im desperate #i wanna cry

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I've gotten to the point where I don't care how everything ends, I just want my babies to stay alive and be happy

#its not too much #is it? #just let them be happy #with bright future #theyre traumatised enough #thank you #the dragon prince #tdp #the dragon prince mystery of aaravos #tdp mystery of aaravos #rayllum

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Years ago, I dug myself out of a hole that I had been crawling out of for perhaps an eternity - only to now fall into it again and deeper!

Does it annoy me? Nope, we have great fanfics, at least

#but seriously #again? #i thought im free #but then it slapped me in the face #so here i am #avatar the legend of aang #avatar the last airbender #zukka #sokka x zuko #atla #atla zukka

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My reawakened obsession with dinosaurs would like to go to the dino park - they are all closed with no exact reopening time :(

#you hear that? #yeah #thats me sobbing in the corner #the obsession was never really gone #just hibernating #jurassic world #jwcc #jurassic park #dinosaurs

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I decided to ignore canon and treat benji fix it fanfictions as canon. I can't accept how they put the most stereotypical straight couple in there out of nowhere, just no

#what was even the point of that? #kenji and ben had more chemistry than kenji and brooklynn in all seasons #jurassic world #jurassic world camp cretaceous #jwcc #benji #ben x kenji #ben pincus #kenji kon #jwcc benji

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Why do I always end up with an unhealthy obsession with anything involving dragons and dinosaurs?

#i am complaining #but at the same time i am not #i love dragons and dinosaurs #but i might have problem #well #the dragon prince #tdp #the dragon prince mystery of aaravos #tdp mystery of aaravos #jurassic world camp cretaceous #jwcc #how to train your dragon #jurassic world #jurassic park #dinosaur king #dinotopia #the land before time #the good dinosaur #raya and the last dragon #american dragon jake long

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It's 2 am in the morning, and I am here crying over Rayla in fanfiction

Otherwise I'm perfectly fine (except not at all)

#i shouldnt be allowed to read in the middle of night #its painful #i love to suffer #but damn #and I just started that fic #i should be asleep #its not healthy for my mental health #im not mentally stable #the dragon prince #tdp #rayllum #the dragon prince mystery of aaravos #tdp rayla #tdp mystery of aaravos #ao3 #ao3 fanfic #the dragon prince rayla

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I think about the writers who stopped writing because people went after them.

I think about the new reader who got scared off from commenting because they might say the wrong thing.

I think about the artist who was going to dip their toes in, but saw a blacklist posted and debated in the fandom they so recently were excited about.

I think about all the people who would be here with us, writing meta and squeeing and creating and lifting up creators. Who became ghosts, afraid that to speak up is to stick out your neck.

How many stories won't we get to read, how many pieces of art won't take our breath away, how many comments won't be put in notes or on stories that push us through our blocks... because anger and pettiness and jealousy and aggression are so common in fandoms that so many become ghosts before their time, and the ones who stick through it are still healing from their battle scars?

I mourn all the stories I will never see, all the friends I will never make, all the headcanons that will never bring stars to my eyes.

And I hope that all those who went quiet before they could speak will find a place to be safe, so that one day I may hear their voice.

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Lately, I've been feeling like I've been run over by a bus, but that feeling has finally been replaced by the energy to write. Will I finally finish the third chapter after two months? Aw, maybe! Wish me luck :}

#ao3 writer #ao3 #tdp

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i need to see this moment for them PLEASEE

#they deserve to be happy #let them reunite #please #ruthari #runaan #ethari #tdp fanart #the dragon prince #fanart #art reblog

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Hear me out: Callum kissing Rayla's scars

#thats it #it would be so cute #it would fix me quicker than therapy #im not okay #neither is Rayla #she needs therapy #and Callum kissing her #the dragon prince #tdp #rayllum #the dragon prince mystery of aaravos #tdp rayla #tdp callum #tdp rayllum