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abbysleftbicepp · 3 months
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you go to the gym to get skinny
i go to the gym to look like Abby Anderson
we are not the same
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abbysleftbicepp · 3 months
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Hi, sorry for my inactivity. i just wanted to come on here to discuss the war between israel and palestine because i am a little bit conflicted and i want to be told genuinely what is happening from both sides without having “if u support israel u support genocide” n all that because i’m uneducated on this and want to be able to understand it clearer? i know this is probably gonna get me hate but i just want to have a better understanding.
if you don’t understand what i’m taking about, i’ll try to explain.
basically i’ve done research that Palestine civilians are getting brutally murdered including children and babies by Israel, but a war usually comes with two sides so wouldn’t israel’s people be getting murdered as-well? yes the government and the soldiers are fucking disgusting for hurting those in Palestine but the people who live/were born in Israel didn’t ask to be born in Israel and correct me if i’m wrong don’t have a choice to leave at the moment.
i don’t want this to come off as me supporting either side because i want to have a clear view on it before i actually start going off and supporting a side. so could someone please just explain without the passive aggression what is going on for both sides, and maybe what started it in the first place. i’ve heard more from Palestine side than i have Israel and i just want to make sure i have my facts right and gain more knowledge on the situation.
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abbysleftbicepp · 3 months
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Heyyy….sorry for not being so active for the past like week. A lot has happened in my personal life so I’ve been a bit too stressed to come up with any writing. I will try and get chapter 3 of wdiedty by Sunday, but please don’t hold me to that 😅.
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abbysleftbicepp · 3 months
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Pls send requests I’m bored and I wanna write 🫶🫶
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What Did I Ever Do To You
A post outbreak day abby x fem reader.
Warnings: angst, mentions of death, fluff, swearing, I can’t think of anymore so lmk if I missed them!
Part 2! Read part 1 here.
When you arrived to your room, Nora was nowhere to be seen. She was probably out on another night shift. You kicked your slippers off and climbed into bed, hoping you could sleep away any thoughts that would come to you. Unfortunately, you were restless. More and more memories of Boston filled your brain, making it hard for you to sleep.
~flashback~
What do you mean they're dead?!" You yelled at Marlene, top firefly in Boston QZ.
She had found you in the hideout after she found Ellie and Riley in the mall.
Riley was with us. She wasn't dead while she was gone. She must have payed Ellie a visit and then took her to the abandoned mall. I found them both infected, I had no choice but to shoot them." She explained with a somber tone.
Your heart shattered into tiny pieces. Riley and Ellie were the only people you had after your parents were killed by fedra.
"I don't fucking believe you. They can't be..dead." Tears fell from your eyes as Marlene wrapped her arms around you. "It's okay. You can come with us, we're going to the Salt Lake City outpost. There are other kids your age, I'm sure you'll settle in just fine." She announced, soothing you by rubbing your back. You felt weak. Nothing made sense anymore, why would they go to the mall without you? Why would that just leave you out? At least you would have died with them if they only took you.
el°ve already sent one of my people to grab your belongings, we're leaving tomorrow night. You can either stay the night here in your hideout or you can come with me to our safe zone." She explained softly.
"I think I'll stay here tonight. Are you going to pick me up tomorrow?" You ask, wiping your tears.
"Yeah I'll send a group to collect you a few hours before we head out." She finished before walking out the door.
~end of flashback~
It had been an hour since you'd returned to your safe place, but you were restless. The thoughts of Ellie and Riley couldn't leave your head, you hated them for not including you, but you couldn't hold it against them.
You dragged yourself out of bed, deciding you were gonna go on a short walk around the settlement to clear your mind. Putting on your shoes, and grabbing your Walkman, you headed out the door.
A few minutes passed when your head collided with someone's back, knocking you to the floor and breaking your Walkman.
"Ow-..shit!" You yelled, scurrying to your now smashed Walkman.
"No no no no no!" You said, trying to hold yourself together. You still didn't know who knocked you over. You picked up the pieces of the beloved Walkman and stood up, facing the girl who you bumped into.
Calm down it's just a Walkman, can get you another." Abby spoke.
"Just a Walkman.?! Abby this has sentimental value. Nothing can replace it to me." You whisper yelled, trying not to wake up the whole WLF. Your voice was wobbling as you tried to keep your cool in front of Abby.
"I don't understand what your fucking problem is. You spat, walking back towards your room.
Before you knew it, you heard footsteps behind you.
For fuck sake Abby can you not take a hint?" You spat again, stopping in your tracks.
“Y/n just wait please..” Abby spoke, sincerity laced in her voice.
"What do you want?" You asked, clearly pissed off.
“I’m sorry." She started. You're joking, right?
“Just leave me alone..” you demanded, your voice wobbling as you ran back to your room and cried yourself to sleep.
~flashback~
“Y/n!! Hey. Riley is waiting for us at the hideout. We have a surprise for you!” Ellie announced in a sing-song voice, dragging you by the hand. “Cmon! We don’t have all day.” She said impatiently.
“I’m comin’, I’m comin’.” You giggled, following Ellie. When you arrived, all the lights were off and Ellie was navigating you around with your eyes closed.
“What’s going on els?” You asked, clearly confused.
“Shhh just trust me okay.” Ellie replied.
When you finally arrived to the main room of the hideout, you saw a birthday cake on the table, lit up with candles.
You covered your mouth as you gasp, you couldn’t believe they did this for you.
“Happy birthday!! We’re not gonna sing because we know how awkward that would be. Hurry up and make a wish so we can give you your gifts!” Riley said confidently.
“Gifts?” You asked, surprised.
“Hurry!!” Ellie yelled with excitement.
Once you blew out the candles, Riley turned the lights back on and they both handed you a present each, both wrapped up in old Christmas paper.
“I cant believe you both. You’re too kind.” You said, trying to not get emotional. You opened Riley’s first, revealing an old, but working, Walkman. You started jumping around happily, before hugging Riley and thanking her.
“Open mine now!” Ellie hurried you.
“Okay okay okay.” you giggled.
You opened her present to reveal a cassette, which you could play on the Walkman.
“No way! Is this queen?!” You gasped. You hugged Ellie, thanking her and Riley took the cassette and Walkman, connecting it to a speaker.
“How about we have some more fun?” She smiled before playing the first song; Bohemian Rhapsody. You all sang along, dancing. You had no care in the world in that moment, for you were the happiest you’d been in a long time.
~end of flashback~
There was a light tap at your door, shaking you from your sleep. Groaning, you dragged yourself out of bed and opened the door, immediately rolling your eyes.
“What do you not understand about the words ‘leave me alone’ abby?” You asked frustratedly.
“I just need to apologise and explain myself. I’ve been a really shitty person to you for no reason and i am not okay with myself because of it. It’s not fair for you, or anyone around us who has to listen. Just please, hear me out.” She begged, sincerity laced in her voice.
You sighed, interested in what she had to say before letting her in.
“Whatever you have to say, you better make it quick. I’ve gotta help out at the nursery in an hour.” You explained, sitting down and signalling for her to sit too.
“So why have you been such a dick to me since I got to Salt Lake City?” You asked.
“I was intimidated by you.” She said, not looking you in the eyes.
“Intimidated? Elaborate.” You demanded.
“You had lost so much in such a short amount of time, yet you had such high spirits. When you arrived to the outpost, Marlene explained your situation and asked me to befriend you. But when I met you, I felt intimidated by how strong you were mentally. I envied your cope, I envied your way with knowledge and i guess to make it go away, I had to push you away.” She explained slowly, to try and leave room for you to understand.
“When my dad died, I was in bits. I didn’t understand how you could move on so fast from your friends back in Boston, I’m still not over my dad and I’ve already gotten my revenge.” She spoke, finally looking you in the eye.
“I put on a mask Infront of everyone. It was a fresh start, I didn’t need my emotions to get in the way. Behind the scenes I was drowning in my own tears every night. It’s not so bad anymore but I still miss them a lot, and I still can’t allow myself to forgive them for leaving me.” You spoke. Abby’s face softened into a sympathetic, worried one.
“I am so sorry for how I’ve treated you. It probably didn’t help your grief, and it definitely didn’t help your mind. Me being a dick was the last thing you needed. I am truly sorry.” She spoke.
This was a side of Abby you had never seen before, she spoke with so much care and adoration in her voice, and there weren’t any snarky comments or sarcasm. It was all true to her mind.
“I can’t erase what I have caused and I don’t expect you to forgive me now, or ever. I just hope that one day we can maybe be friends? And start over?” She asked softly, looking in your eyes with care and concern.
“I’d like that.” You replied.
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Tysm for reading part 2! This was mainly flashback based, but I feel like it was necessary for your backstory. Part 3 will hopefully be out before the end of the week. Lmk if you wanna be tagged! 🫶
Also, they have gotten rid of the gif I used :{
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abbysleftbicepp · 3 months
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So uhh slight problem… I accidentally deleted part two of ‘what did I ever do to you’ when I was gonna edit it (why are the damn buttons so close 😭) BUT DONT WORRY!!! I remember majority of what I wrote so I’m gonna rewrite what I remember and add the ideas that I was gonna add.
This doesss mean that it’s a little longer of a wait, but I promise it will be worth it. 🫶
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abbysleftbicepp · 3 months
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DONT BE AFRAID TO COMMENT ON OLD FICS DONT BE AFRAID TO COMMENT ON FICS IN A FANDOM THE AUTHOR MAY NO LONGER BE ACTIVE IN. IF THE STORY IS STILL UP LET THEM KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS IT MIGHT JUST BE THE REMINDER THAT MAKES THEIR DAY.
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✨ Writing slowly does not make your a bad writer.
✨ Needing to do a lot of editing on your writing does not make you a bad writer.
✨ People expressing dislike of the themes and ideas in your writing does not make you a bad writer.
✨ Writing about ideas that have been written about before does not make you a bad writer.
✨ It's okay to take it slow. It's okay to need to edit a lot. It's okay if some people don't like your themes or ideas. It's okay if your work is not completely "original"-- no one's is.
✨ Don't let yourself or other people discourage you from writing.
✨ Don't give up on your writing!
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abbysleftbicepp · 4 months
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I’m gonna try and get part two of ‘what did I ever do to you’ out tonight, but if not it will definitely be out tomorrow!! 🫶
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abbysleftbicepp · 4 months
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can you write a one shot of ellie williams comforting you through insecurities?
Yess thank u for the request!!!
Warnings: insecurities, talk of body parts, mentions of s3lf h@rm, fluff, angst(?), lmk if I missed any!!
Ellie Williams x insecure fem!reader modern au
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It was 5pm. You were getting ready to go to a formal event with Ellie. It was an event for the 10 year anniversary of the place you worked at opening, so obviously they invited you considering you worked there, and you decided to bring your girlfriend as you didn’t want to be alone.
When you took off your towel after drying yourself, you stared at your naked body in the mirror and sighed. You wished that you left the window shut so that the steam would be coated on the mirror.
You turned to each side, examining every minor detail that you hated about yourself. Sucking in your stomach, pulling at back rolls, you were disgusted by what you saw.
Scars laced your skin on your arms and thighs, reminding you of every time you wanted out of your body. Reminding you of your worth (or at least how you thought you were worth).
Before you knew it, tears rolled down your cheeks while you looked at yourself with anger and appal, wishing you looked like all the other girls you knew.
You didn’t understand why Ellie loved you, why she wasn’t appalled by your body. You didn’t understand how she loved every cell in your body, and you didn’t understand why she chose you out of all the other girls who swooned to her feet.
You then got closer to the mirror to examine your face. Oh how you wished your face were like the others you saw on Pinterest. You rubbed your fingers over your acne scars, wishing you could make them disappear.
You rubbed the eye bags that darkened your face, you desperately tried to cover them up with makeup, but no amount of products could hide the lack of sleep you were getting these days.
The tears fell heavier as you looked away from the mirror. In the door way, Ellie stood quietly observing.
“Hey..what’s wrong babe?” She asked softly.
“Why don’t you hate what you see when you look at me..?” You asked hesitantly. You knew what her response would be, but you needed the reassurance.
“Because every time I look at you I fall in love deeper and deeper each time.” She smiled at you.
“I love your tummy, I love your back rolls, I love your scars, I love your face, I love your everything. You wanna know why that is?” She walked towards you, kissing each place that she mentioned.
“Why?” You sniffled, wiping the tears that kept falling.
“Because they’re what makes you, you. And I am so deeply, truly and utterly in love with you.” She expressed, holding your hands and staring into your eyes with an adoring smile.
“But I don’t like what I see.” You retorted, still not feeling better.
“Hey! Stop talking about my future wife like that!” Ellie joked, trying to cheer you up. You eventually let out a chuckle, hugging Ellie.
“I think I should start getting ready or else we’ll be late.” You announced, pulling away from the warm embrace.
You slipped on a red, silky gown that you had chosen to wear, and Ellie just stared in awe.
“That’s my beautiful Angel.” She beamed, hugging you from behind.
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What Did I Ever Do To You?
A post outbreak day abby x fem!reader fic.
Warnings: Violence (if you squint), slight angst, some fluff, not proofread, I’m new to this so lmk if there is more that I can’t think of!!
Part 1
“Why did Isaac have to put me on this patrol?” You groaned under your breath as you reloaded her gun, and taking out another scar.
Truth be told, You never liked going on patrols to kill non-fungal people. You hated having to be at war with the scars. You’d rather be killing off infected, or doing other jobs at the settlement like looking after the cattle. You’d also often help out in the nursery, sharing your knowledge in the preschool rooms and telling stories to the older kids.
“Is that all of them?” Manny asked, trying to get his breathing steady again.
“Yeah I think so.” Abby sighed in relief. You could finally return after a long day of fighting scars who got too close to the settlement. Just as Abby finished speaking, a truck pulled up as if it were answering their wishes of not wanting to hike all the way back.
“I call shotgun!” Manny yelled out.
“You always get shotgun.” You rolled your eyes as you hopped into the back, letting Alice and Abby on.
“That’s a good girl.” You petted Alice as Jordan drove off.
There was an awkward silence between you and Abby. There was always tension in the air when you were together. You never even knew why.
“You did good out there. I’m surprised you could hold your own so well when you’re never out on these kind of runs.” Abby spoke up.
“Uhh…that sounded very back handed, but I’ll take it. Thank you.” You responded. The silence returned in the back of the truck, enveloping everyone.
“Did you hear what food they have in the canteen today? I’m starved.” You spoke up, trying to fill the silence that was taking over the truck.
“Uhm..I think it was potato and leek soup.” Abby responded dryly, fidgeting with her fingers.
“Thanks.” You finished, ending their short conversation. The rest of the ride home was quite peaceful. The sun was setting in the sky, creating beautiful orange and pink hues in the clouds. Alice had fallen asleep on the truck floor, she had quite an eventful day.
The air was warm, with a slight breeze contrasting to the cozy atmosphere. There were flowers starting to bloom in the grass, you could tell it was the end of spring.
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Sitting in yours and Nora’s shared room, You listened to your favourite song through your Walkman. This hour was the one hour of solitude you got a day, and she liked to spend it with her eyes closed, listening to the calm music as she allowed her mind to wander.
“Hey Y/n, I’m gonna head out. Issac is wanting me to pull a shift for Mel.” Nora yelled before leaving the room, leaving you completely alone.
Your mind drifted to memories that you tried to push away. Your memories from back in Boston.
~flashback~
“Ellie! Riley! Wait up!!” You yelled as you followed them down a street to your shared hideout. You three had found a house that no one was using, and never got checked by Fedra. You all decorated the place and made it feel cosy. It became your safe space, a place to escape for a while.
When you finally arrived, Ellie and Riley were in a heated argument.
“Fuck you Ellie! I don’t wanna see you ever again.” Riley announced before storming out the door.
“What just happened? Are you okay Ellie?” You asked, worried for your friends. Ellie broke down crying as you wrapped your arms around her.
“Shh it’s okay..I’m right here..” you spoke, trying to soothe Ellie.
A month and a few weeks had passed, and Riley never returned. For all you knew, she was dead. So that’s what you assumed.
~End of flashback~
Suddenly, you felt someone tap you on your shoulder, waking you from your sleep.
“Huh? What time is it..?” You asked, rubbing your eyes as you sat up.
“It’s 8pm. Manny wants to have a movie night in his room, the whole groups already there but he insisted on me coming to grab you.” Leah responded. “Go get some slippers on and meet us in his room.” She finished before leaving.
You let out a groan, you didn’t want to be rudely awakened nor go to see a movie in Manny’s room. That was mainly because Manny shared a room with Abby, and you didn’t want to cross paths with Abby whenever wasn’t necessary.
Once you got your hoodie and slippers on, you grabbed your keys and dragged yourself out the door.
When you arrived you knocked faintly on the door, hoping that no one would hear it. Your hopes were soon crushed when Jordan opened the door.
“Ah you took your time, come on in.” He said, welcoming you into Manny and Abby’s room. When you walked in, everyone greeted you, everyone except Abby.
Sitting down next to Nora, you spoke up. “What are we watching then?”
“We are watching Spider-man 3.” Manny answered, putting popcorn on the coffee table before sitting down himself and pressing play.
You nodded, as you tried to focus on the tv. However, you could feel someone staring holes into your soul. You turned to look at who was looking at you, and you caught Abby looking away.
“Sly.” You thought to herself.
After the movie ended, Leah, Jordan and Nora all decided that they were too tired for another film. Manny insisted on you staying for another one, so you decided on staying. You probably wouldn’t be able to fall back to sleep either way.
Manny put on Pirates of the Caribbean: At Worlds End, as he knew that both Abby and you had a mutual liking to the film.
After half an hour, manny got a text from one of his side chicks. “Girls, I’m afraid I’ve gotta head out. I got a hookup.” He said before rushing out the door. Now it was just you and Abby, and the tension was swallowing them whole.
When the movie finished, the tension in the room only grew. You wanted to leave and go back to your safe place, but you knew that Abby would watch your every move, and that scared you. Confidence bubbled up inside you, begging to be let out, so you spoke up;
“What did I ever do to you?” You asked looking at your hands.
“What?” Abby retorted.
“For years all you’ve done is shut me out. All I’ve been trying to do is show you kindness, show I’m worthy of your friendship but you feel disgusted to be in the same room as me.” You wanted to stop speaking, but the words would not stop spilling from your usually quiet mouth.
“I’m tired of trying to show my worth to you. I’m tired of trying to be good enough for you, when all you want is to be as far away as possible.” You continued. Abby sat there quietly.
“You tell me that you don’t have time for friends, but that’s just bullshit because we’re both in the same friend group and your kind enough to them…so why not to me?” You finally looked up, with hurt eyes. For only a split second, Abby faltered. The mask slipped for a second as she saw the pain she was causing in your eyes. You look at her with a shaky breath, seeking information that you’ve needed for a long time, but Abby never spoke. She just sat there, looking at you with shock.
You let out a short laugh, trying to take away from the tension, before walking to the door.
“Fuck you Abby.” You said as you stormed out, heading to your room.
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COME BACK FOR PART TWO!!! Lmk if you wanna be tagged
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abbysleftbicepp · 4 months
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Does anyone want to be tagged when I post the enemies to lovers fic??
Side note how the fuck do I tag people it literally won’t let me 💀
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abbysleftbicepp · 4 months
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What would y’all do if I told you I have a multi chapter fic on its way and it’s Abby x reader enemies to lovers 👀
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domestic fluff with sleepy abby😭🙏🏼
I just woke up so I decided this was the perfect way to start the morning. Tysm for the request!! There are no warnings as this is completely just fluff. I really enjoyed writing this one. :))) this is just a short blurb but I think y’all will like it. Have a nice day 🫶
It was 9am on a Sunday summer morning. The window was open, allowing the early birds to share their songs. There wasn’t too much traffic outside, just enough for it to be a comforting background noise.
You stirred awake, feeling the warmth of your fiancé wrapped around your back. Smiling to yourself, you turned around in Abby’s arms to face her.
“Morning beautiful.” You whispered to Abby. However Abby was still dead to the world.
“Abby~” you whispered in a sing-song voice. “Cmon love we need to get up, we have that lunch with my parents to discuss our wedding.” You explained softly, rubbing Abby’s face gently trying to raise your sleepy fiancé from her slumber.
“Mmm…no..” Abby mumbled, almost a groan. She wrapped her arms around your waist tighter. “I think I’ll stay here with you in bed a little longer” she mumbled, her morning voice coating every word.
“As much as I’d love to, we still need to get ready. The Uber is gonna be here in an hour.” She insisted, trying to persuade her stubborn fiancé.
“Ughhh…” Abby groaned. Why did we agree on such an early time for this brunch?” She complained.
“You know my parents, they love an early morning.” You said before hopping out of bed to get ready as you walked into the bathroom. When you came back out, Abby was back asleep in bed.
Rolling your eyes, you jump onto her hips, straddling her and start tickling her. “You wanna do this the hard way, fine I’ll do this the hard way.” You announced, with a large smirk on your face.
Abby burst out giggling and squirming under you, trying to stop you. (In all seriousness she could stop you if she wanted but she decided to let you have your fun).
“Okay okay I’m up baby” Abby laughed out, trying to catch her breath. She grabbed you by the waist and threw you onto the bed next to her playfully, as she hopped onto you. “I really wish your parents could wait an hour or two. I think that I could just-“ she spoke before collapsing her weight into you, cuddling you with a big bear hug.
“AHhhh!! Abby- babe I can’t breath-!” You giggled, trying to wiggle out from under her.
“Alright alright. But we better be able to lay in tomorrow.” Abby threatened with a smirk.
“We have work tomorrow.” You reminded her.
“We can take the day off.” She finished, walking to the bathroom to get ready.
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Your ex is bothering you, and you're afraid of him, so abby handles him for you.
Thank u for the request!!
Warnings: sa, violence, alcohol use, angst, fluff, not proofread! lmk if there’s more that I’ve missed!!
It was 12pm on a Saturday night. You and the group were out clubbing to celebrate the start of your final year at college. Nora, Jordan, Leah and Manny had already left so it was just you and Abby, and the swarms of people in the club.
“Abs I’m gonna go grab another drink, you wait here for me okay?” You tell Abby before walking off to the bar and ordering yourself another drink.
“Hey baby..you’re looking gorgeous tonight. You got any plans?” Your ex, Michael, asked in a seductive tone. Your body froze, with your heart falling to your stomach.
You and Michael didn’t have the best history. He was very violent towards you when he didn’t get his own way, so you were scared to death considering the fact he had a hold of your body in this moment.
“I have plans..” you mumbled, trying to subtly tell him to fuck off.
“Cmon gorgeous girl..let me treat you better than I have before. I know you’ll like it..” he pried.
“Michael please..I’m not in the mood for this..” you try and hint to him to stop.
“Oh is that so? I could make you in the mood.” He said. Before he was able to do anything to you, you heard a voice yell.
“HEY! Get your filthy hands off of her before I knock some sense into you, big guy.” Abby threatened him.
“Oh really? I’d like to see you try, D*ke.” This set something inside of Abby off. She swinged her fist straight towards his nose, crushing it with her force. This caused him to let go of you, and hold onto his nose.
“You fuck!” He yelled before storming out of the club.
“Are you okay?!” Abby asked, worried for your safety.
“Never better.” You looked at her, shocked. Seeing her stand up for you like this set a fire inside of you. Maybe it was the alcohol, but it was still Abby. It was always Abby.
“Are you sure? You look shocked.” She asks again, holding onto your shoulders. You look her face up and down, glancing at her lips for a few seconds. She notices this and does the same.
“Abby-“ you whisper out before you both smash your lips into one another. You both had been waiting for this moment for too long. Years of friendship washed away as it grew into so much more in a matter of seconds. God knows what was gonna happen next, but to say you were both excited was an understatement.
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