dumblemonchickenwing

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It started from me wanting to give his eyes a silly flavor but then I thought the Goat eyes would oddly fit him. And Then I thought he'd look good as a Full on reverse to Toriel-

#rouxls kaard #scribble #it doesnt look that way but i tired to give him goat eyes

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whatever who even cares anymore

w/o cyan and w/o rouxls

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Rouxls in Papyrus's battle body

i don't know

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#rouxls kaard #lesser dad #scribble comic #dtr #deltarune #lancer

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#rouxls kaard #deltarune #lesser dad

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do you think toriel shows kris old memes on her phone

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mother, vent

my mother walks in when im working, demands i do chores when i have full work day, bc i work from home.

And today she walked in, saw me having a mic, and said : "Grab a paper or text and read out loud to me right now, in your usual voice."

I wasn't in the mood to hear her mocking my voice , because she always does it and shows disgust, and my work day started, I said : "I'm busy at work."

And she said : "Fine, do you want me to stop talking to you, like I stopped talking with your dad?"

And I didn't want any anger / punishment from her so I tried to explain "Right now is literally work."

And she replied "As if you work hard." Before leaving she told me sth but I forgot.

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I do dishes every day or I ll face her resentment, despite me having full time job, and doing dishes takes away 1-2 hours from my work (i wash dishes after 5 people). And she always berates me and says how bad I am. She's disappointed in me. And it's even when I work full time, and take away my job time to do chores. I do my siblings bed because he leaves for work without doing his bed. And me forgetting to do bed once was enough for my mother to say to me how I let myself go and how disappointing I am.

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And I didn't forget how I'd get shouted at because I don't earn as much as they wish I did. How I was shamed for not starting entrepreneurship.

The one who d start shouting was father. And when sibling walked in and annoyed ask "what's going on?" And dad says smiling "yes I am acting out" mockingly .

I give them money, i do chores, i do my brother's bed and other things, and I always see disgust thrown my way and hear how gross I am, how upsetting and hurtful I am.

And if i don't act friendly once, I am told how abusive I am. If I try to say I'm busy, i hear threats thrown at me.

#Vent #. #tw verbal abuse

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Hey there's this thing going around and I know I'm helping it spread but also I like it when I get asks so it can't be the worst thing. Do not feel like you have to do this. Reject authority.

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers

reject authority, embrace cringe (I dont think this is cringe; I just like the idea of destroying cringe culture), I really do like this as well. Thank you, anon.

List 5 things that make you happy:

seeing people I've talked with , still kicking and being around

seeing healthy families

seeing people enjoy my stuff (like them genuinely liking it)

hm... spiders maybe

(I'd probably repeat myself so I'll leave this blank)

I'll do my part of the challenge later, thanks for sending this to me

#anon #ask #challenge #list 5 things that make you happy challenge

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I checked Deltarune Valentines newsletter today (very late) and I got Berdly, Papyrus and Alphys. I dont know if it was randomized or if everyone got it

#personal #toby fox newsletter #''what did you get for valentines day?'' me: ''nerds...''

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This Case is Too Fishy

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Unstoppable Force (my love of seeing other people's takes/stylization on my OCs) vs Immovable Object (my gripping fear of not doing other people's OCs enough justice when I draw them)

#I have known some artists who do geniunely get mad if you mess up some details of their ocs and probably block you for doing it a lot #But: they were from Non-ND space so-

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that’s a lot of clicks!!

I’d like to ask that if you want to boop me, you could also click for palestine, please! Please don’t forget that Bisan has called for a strike for April 1st!

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oc drawings, self-indulgent, parody

psa: don't use salt water too much.

#my stuff #oc #parody #self indulgent #drawing #tw facial injury #(kind of)

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FundsForGaza is a page of a rotating list of fundraisers for Gazans - individuals and families who are in Gaza right now and facing genocide.

It is explained in more detail in this post from the official instagram account, but to quickly summarise, six verified fundraisers are highlighted at a time, allowing you to provide direct support without being overwhelmed by the amount of fundraisers, worrying about outdated information, or falling for scams.

Sharing this link and, if you are able to, donating even one dollar to one of the fundraisers listed will make a direct difference.

#palestine

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hugs!

(he still can't get used to it)

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vent, oversharing personal story.

Somewhere several weeks ago, my mother gave my personal phone number to a random korean stranger she met outside, obviously without my consent; and i learnt about it when she came back and casually told me that.

I dont like "bragging" about my heritage or whatnot. But I guess I am what kids call "from asian household'. Except I don't understand why people brag about it like it's something good. And this is not a rare example of things I have to follow in my household. There is a lot every day (i.e. no one is allowed to touch my hair except my parents, and other stuff.). I just don't want to spread negativity to people around me or to overshare when I know too well everyone is struggling with their issues.

That lady called on my number and when I picked up, she didnt want to talk to me and demanded my mother to the phone instead, to discuss how her son could contact Me. Just..yeah. She didnt want to talk with me about meeting me but with my mother. Because in our culture young women do not count.

It's been this way in my family always. My mother met my father that way. My grandfather got with my grandmother that way. Cant vouch that it was consesual much either, but im not sure. I just never thought i'd be venting about it on tumblr to people who dont deserve to hear some random person's rants.

It's kind of a normal thing, a part of life. But I cant help but feel bitter.

The good part of that story is that that "guy" I have no idea about never contacted me.

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This is part why I am never really in the mood to hear people lecture me about culture or just lash on me. I just want to do nothing and draw my silly meaningless drawings and post, without any irl drama i carry behind my back.

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p.s: I was told many times I have it not that bad and that many others have it worse and are "actually not free unlike me". I am aware of that

#vent #oversharing cw #sad #personal