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I didn’t know we had an “our song” until I hear it on the radio and all our memories flash by.

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Our eyes met. But you just looked away. Like we don’t have months and months of shared memories together.

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I wanted you. We had 5 hours. And I still failed. You still didn’t want me. How All I can do is shrug my shoulders and take rejection...

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I have nothing left inside me. After the devil has ravished me

#painful #dark #black #grunge #relatable #grungie #girlfriend #girl #smoking #relationship #white

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“I am obscure and odd, very deeply odd.”

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I be opening up to someone. This bitches still looking right through me like glass

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I’m on a train at 01:05AM. What’s my life come too. I’m deep in thought and have a verse of ‘robbery’ continuously repeating in my fucking head...

#music #black #girl #dark #grunge #grungie #relatable #relationship #smoking #trains #midnight

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I’m scared of my mum dying, more than I am myself dying...

#mummy #family #black #dark #death note #love

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It’s really quite crazy how one artist can help you so much...

#juiceworld rapper rappers rapperlife rapperfuture rappersbelike rapperswil rappermaddy rapperjewelry rappersofinstagram rapperitaliano rappe #rapper #artist #dark #grunge #kill the head

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Sometimes I just wake up in a lonely place...

#depressed #love #grunge #girl #dark #black #relatable #relationship #smoking

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Hey are you O.K. ?  I understand over thinking at night into the early morning hours.  It’s an emotional roller coaster that can spiral into depression and loss of self worth.  I did it for years and didn’t realize how depressed I really was.  Just me, alone while my lover and best friend were together.  Then one night I simply got on my knees at my bed, which was the couch cause the TV would hypnotize me into sleep most of the time, and said a prayer to Jesus and got under the covers and went to sleep.  It helped me realize that there is nothing that I can do at 2 am, not even internet stalking, lol, kinda, that will help me feel better, except sleep.  Get some rest, tomorrow is a new day.  Besides, its better to be refreshed when I plot my revenge. If there is nothing you can do at 2 am why trouble yourself into a place that is going to hurt you mentally and physically.  Be good to yourself.  Say your prayers.  Let the tv take your mind off of stuff or find a friend or a stranger to talk to.  There is always someone out there that will listen and advise a troubled soul.  I am in a place now where I can be that some one, to some one, who needs some one to help them make it to tomorrow.  Now 2 am is a better time and place for me.  email me and I will respond.  [email protected] 1/08/2020.  Be patient I am only one person.

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If only she’d come back

She won’t

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have a nice day :)

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