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I hate when people exploit design rules that your brain just naturally follows and then they get mad at you for following them. Like what did you expect to happen when you placed two elements close to each other? People, not to associate them with each other? What did you expect to happen when you put arrows pointing one way on your design? The eyes not to immediately follow them? Why do you enjoy making people feel bad for natural responses to design elements??

#graphic design #is this discourse? #does this count as discourse? #just stop being assholes ok?

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The nature of being an adult is never knowing what day if the week it is.

#shitpost

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I have neglected this blog so much.

#post #i suck at this whole having multiple blogs thing #im sorry #doubt anyone really cares tho

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Ugh I hate liking the hated character in a fandom. I do this everytime I join a new fandom, I end up enjoying a character everyone else seems to hate.. Its very exhausting having to scroll through a bunch of shif about how horrible they are and how horrible anyone who likes their character is. Like... Please, just let people enjoy characters in piece. No one is condoning any bad actions done by a fictional fucking character. I just enjoy how they're written, it's fun.... Also, please stop confusing headcanons with canon. It's really exhausting... Just because you interpret a certain character as abusive or something doesn't mean that that's what is canon. It's ok to have different interpretations, just please stop acting as if yours is the only one.

Sorry for the rant... I'm, just a bit fed up....

#ts deceit #deceit sanders #deceit discourse #the arcana lucio #count lucio #prince lotor #vld lotor #please just let me enjoy characters in peace

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highschool is literally the worst in every possible way. 

who tf thought it was a good idea.

I dont think ill ever get back my mental health that this place has robbed me

its hypocritical fucking teachers

its asshole staff who dont give a shit about the students but pretend to when its necessary

all the teachers who pretend to be your friend only to turn around and completely destroy all your confidence because you forgot one assignment or where absent one too many times

im so close to being done with this place, but the finish line has never felt so far away.

why do they continue to kick me when im down

why do they continuously say they understand that im dealing with a shit ton of mental health problems that cause me to struggle, then offer zero help that i dont have to initiate despite initiation being one of my issues

i miss when this was easy

i miss when i didnt really have to try

i miss when i could look forward to the next day, instead of dreading it

i miss when i could sleep

i cant even remember the last time i was happy without fear, without dread, without the ever-hovering dark cloud of thoughts that something bad is coming

i miss being able to genuinely smile

i miss the time when i didnt hate myself for literally everything i do or dont do

i miss the time when i didnt cry once, twice, three times every damn week

i hate this

i hate this

i just want to be happy again

i just want to feel like im doing things for myself and not out of fear

i miss not feeling guilty for spending time on things that bring me temporary joy

fuck school

and fuck whoever thinks that its okay to put students through this

#school #i hate school #literally it can fuck off #rant #vent #swearing

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redrawing old art is soo satisfying..

#art #post #it really is tho #like #seeing how much youve improved #the older the art is #the more satisfying it is to redraw

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aah, nothing better to do than write some vent poetry when you’re supposed to be working on a really important assignment. god i hate myself...

#vent #dont reblog #post

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*eats spicy chips to ground myself to reality and stay calm after a mild panic attack*

#post #damn #panic attack #spicy chips #takis more specifically #just #oof #got to love them panic attacks am i right

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This is even more relevant now because of Opportunity's death. Now we must go to give her a proper send-off.

America sucks. But so does pretty much every other country (yes that does include Canada), so i say we all hurry up and yeet ourselves to Mars. (Bigots are not invited)

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Stop buying into the elitist bullshit that the artistic stuff you create has to be any good.

like seriously. just make art.

draw that shittely proportioned body.

write that stupid poem you've had in your mind for the past month

use bad grammar

forsake spelling things corresctly

who cares?

lifes too short to only worry about making good shit

so make some shitty art while you can, enjoy it

don't let anyone tell you its not worth it

#inspirational #art positivity #writing positivity #positivity #please make some shitty things #i love yall

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Ya know, museums are like ten times cooler if they have interactive exhibits. Like all the really cool and memorable museums ive been to have had interactive exhibits.

Basically, if your museum is all boring taxidermy and information plates, i don't wanna go anywhere near it.

#museum #post #something i think every time i go to museums #the coolest ones are either childrens museums and little town museums #like #please its not fun if the environment isnt exciting

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Everyone has that one house they want in an ideal world. At least, I think they do... So, reblog this with a description of what your dream house would be! 

#post #wholesome #please i love hearing about these things #mine is super wierd but also super fun #its a big mansion with lots of halls and rooms and secret halls and secret rooms #one room is just filled with old dolls #the entrance hall is lined with portraits of random people that you find in thrift stores #theres a forest close by #and a lake #its just awesome #:)

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The taste of cucumber will always throw me off. Like, it's good. But its just such a unique and sudden experience that i just startle every time i taste it. Like, wow cucumbers, just wow.

#shitpost #cucumbers #i just have a lot of feelings about cucumbers #there one of the only vegetables that i can eat

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America sucks. But so does pretty much every other country (yes that does include Canada), so i say we all hurry up and yeet ourselves to Mars. (Bigots are not invited)

#shitpost #come on #i luv mars #with a little fixing up it will be home in no time #lets not fuck it uo this time tho #no hate #no bigotry #no nazis #no terfs or anything like that

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Just accidentally reblogged something to this blog, honestly, I saw this coming. Tumblr mobile sucks ass.

#just a post #nothin special #im just a big dumbass sometimes

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I have a lot of strong opinions on a lot of things but no way to voice them without being told I'm being too loud or overbearing. It sucks but I guess I can understand why people would not want me yelling about which chip flavors are valid while talking with them.

#shitpost #its the truth tho #i really do have a lot of opinions i want to be loud about #but i dont for fear of being called annoying or problematic

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We Reached Five Whole Followers My Dudes!

YAY! Im so happy that i forced the issue this time instead of waiting for things to sort themselves out

#also thank all of you for following #i hope you wont regret it #you might