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Thanks for this

how google defines bpd:

fear of abandonment, impulsivity, suicidal thoughts

what bpd ACTUALLY is:

fear of being abandoned so you push everyone away but then you start feeling unloved and lonely as fuck and you feel like you have no one and life has no purpose and you want to die and you impulsively start hurting yourself for being needy and nothing seems enough no amount of affection or reassurance pulls you out of that big hole you've sent yourself in and it makes you fucking anxious to reach out to people because you don't want to seem attention seeking so you just remain to yourself, hurt yourself whenever you need reassurance, push people away because "you know they're going to leave eventually" it's a cycle that's so fucking hard to get out of.

#bpd life #sorry for being depressing #borderline personality disorder #bpd feels #bpd #actually bpd #bpd problems #living with bpd #quiet bpd

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A collection of Kurt Cobain in traditionally feminine clothing <3

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An Autistic Kitten meme that explains my entire life. Meme text: “Competent at things that people think you can’t do. Can’t do basic life things that people expect you to know.”

#memeoftheday

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“Beneath the roof of sleeping leaves And the dreams of trees unfold When woodland halls are green and cool And the wind is in the west Come back to me Come back to me And say my land is best“

THE LORD OF THE RINGS/HOBBIT art by Rodney Matthews. It has been too long since I featured illustrations from the world of Tolkien.

#lotrart #ralph bakshi #animation #inspiration

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(via GIPHY) #art #3D #inspirational #whatsgoingoninmyhead

#giphy #art

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Yes please. _/\_

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this

“Some people ask: “Why the word feminist? Why not just say you are a believer in human rights, or something like that?” Because that would be dishonest. Feminism is, of course, part of human rights in general—but to choose to use the vague expression human rights is to deny the specific and particular problem of gender. It would be a way of pretending that it was not women who have, for centuries, been excluded. It would be a way of denying that the problem of gender targets women.” - Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie, We Should All Be Feminists

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There you go

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Gretel & Hansel (2020)

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Never have I ever

#monochomatic #pothead #braidgang #braided #livinmylocdlife #daily #glasses #beeching #pseudokulture #living with borderline #psychedelic #sexy as fuck #going crazy #girl interrupted

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And then anxiety takes over

#living with borderline #actually bpd #bpd memes #anxiety #lifestory

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life story be like

#borderline personality disorder #mentally unstable #depressing shit

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Ha ha ha you're right Susan suicide isn't something to joke about 🙃

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😪😪😪😪

Not to participate in the coronavirus memes on main, but I’m laid off for #covid19 and this is my inner dialogue every day. Why can’t I just have some fucking free time brain goddd

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#workmode