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~ theslowtraveler on ig

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Writing hard.

But writing fun.

But writing also hard.

But writing also very rewarding.

But

#:c #writers

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Wanting something (i.e. this cup of coffee) but then deciding it's better not to get it somehow because... too comfortable ahhhhhhhh

#help my sanity #help my poor soul #coffee #ice coffee #meltdown over coffee

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Sometimes, I'm tangled up in my dreams. I want them to consume me, swallow me whole so that I don't have to face my wretched reality. I fall into a deep, dark abyss: my own little world consisting of me, myself and I. It takes ages for me to crawl back up to the surface, to reality.

I feel numb, my own existence is ethereal, untrue to myself. I can distinguish between fantasy and reality, but it's as if I'm begging my reality to not be real, just another dream that I never truly experience and I can shove it back down into the depths of my mind.

This is how I feed the monster living in my subconscious mind. Will the monster escape from me, or do I need to escape from the monster?

#writing #creative writing #wip excerpt #excerpt from a book i'll never write #literature #kinda depressing #original writing #poetry #Prose #original poetry #writeblr café #rambling #idea dump #slight tw #written at the crack of dawn #writers' society #poets' society #writers and poets #poets and writers #too many tags but ok