#*cough* happened to me once

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

DUDE, HOLD UP. IT'S ONLY 12-ISH DAYS UNTIL THE NEXT WELCOME HOME UPDATE.

#MAN DONT TALK TO ME IM STILL IN MOURNING #snf. sob. wail. cry. wheeze. hack snf cough #IM SO EXCITED BUT IM SO SO SO SAD #man... why do i have to start working Two Days before the update.... #hoping and praying that theyre like 'oh yeah you have to do the earlier shift sorry </3 i know you wanted the later one </3' #PLEEEASSEEEEE GIVE ME THE EARLIER SHIFT #ID HATE IT IN THE LONG RUN BUT AT LEAST ID BE THERE ON TIME. AT LEAST ID BE THERE #im so upset.... im gonna be crying in the car after work i just know it #man... #once i for sure know my schedule ill hold a poll #to see whether or not i should do the stream at all #i doubt that most people would Wait! #rambles from the bog #im so devastated man. the One Thing i've been hoping for. sigh #i mean i expect disappointment bc this always happens to me whenever i look forward to something lmao but still

[moeblob]

You know, when I kept getting asked "so you didn't ever have severe pains before now?" in the hospital and I kept replying "I have a high pain tolerance" I meant it. However, there is only so much pain my tiny 4'9" body can hold... (aka I am sweating and in agony bc I'm getting told to use LESS severe pain meds so I don't rely on them too much and it is AWFUL)

#moe talks a lot #i was shaking earlier and despite the fact i sound like im gonna cry #and the fact that my mom can pick out im about to cry from pain bc im trying to take less pain meds #LIKE MY MOM IS INSTRUCTING ME TO DO #shes like well why arent you taking any pain meds #BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO AVAILABLE OPTIONS AND ON A SIX HOUR TIMER #i cant take both at once or else what happens to me if i hurt before the six hours is up #i have to manage them in a way that allows me to benefit from both and being told im doing it wrong #after being told well its your fault it got so bad because you never complained about pain before #YEAH NO JOKE? REALLY? I NEVER DID? because everyone acts like im too young to feel that kinda pain #oh youre hurting? just wait until youre older #and its currently agony to breathe again but that i guess is also my fault bc im trying to use pain meds #holy moly i just want to not get dizzy standing up cause wow dang #sure would be nice if the multiple incisions in my stomach didnt THROB every time i sneezed or coughed or cleared my throat #but since i didnt use much pain meds before because i would be mocked for being too much of a baby its like #welp damn now i could really use some and im being called out for being too reliant #anyway time to sleep more because that means im not noticing my pain #im literally smaller than most children and so i do understand my body size makes people worried about the medication intake #but can i please just go a day without being asked how much im taking or when i last took it or if im gonna cry #anyway sorry for the excessive rant today never really had surgery or anything so this is brand spankin new suffering

[sashimiyas]

osamu can be so flirty with customers sometimes and it can be so, so awful how he feeds your delusions

#reinas.inretrograde #and your tummy #it’s all for business #aside from you of course #you’re real flirting. kita sits next to you once and osamu goes to the back and kita leans over next to you and says #‘ya know he means what he says. ya really do brighten his day when ya come in.“’ #it’s hard to believe with the way osamu slings compliments out at everyone who walks through his door but kita looks so Honest #in his straw hat and sandals #he’s delulu feeding too!! #‘trust me.’ kita assures. ‘compliment him back. see what happens.’ #you don’t do it until two weeks later and it’s remarkable watching osamu stiffen in his uniform. coughing his way to the back

[just-another-obsessed-fangirl]

theories as to where Grace got the cigarette she was smoking after fucking Max's ghost:

she has actually secretly been an active smoker for a long time and always carries a pack with her

she bought a pack of cigarettes when she was on the run from the cops because she was stressed, and figuring that she had already disappointed the Lord by touching herself and lying to the police and dismembering a body, decided that she might as well relieve that stress by taking up smoking

Max died with a pack of cigs and a lighter on him and they stayed with him when he turned ghost and Grace pocketed them from his clothes after they had sex

she just found them in the school or on the ground somewhere after the Lords in Black meeting, and perhaps her mind made the association between sex and cigarettes and that's how she came up with the idea of giving up her chastity to end Max's reign of terror

Grace had immediately thought of giving up her virginity as the sacrifice after the Lords in Black meeting, and the entire time Steph and Pete are running away and tearfully coming to terms with Steph having to kill Pete to stop Max, Grace is running around the school or off to a drug store for cigarettes because she felt having a smoke after was that necessary

#grace chasity #nerdy prudes must die #npmd #seriously where did she get that cigarette ive been wondering abt it a lot #her being a secret smoker doesnt seem very in character to me #but weirdly i feel like it makes the most logical sense? #itd easily explain why she has cigarettes on her and she seemed pretty comfortable with smoking #she wasnt like coughing or anything. like she couldve done it before at least once. #2nd most plausible to me was maybe that it was actually max's?? but idk doesn't seem that much more plausible than some of the other ones #her looking for cigs could explain where she was when the steph/pete stuff was happening but not necessarily explain the other way around #though maybe she did think it was necessary. grace almost definitely didn't have accurate sex ed and was sheltered #maybe thru like the media that she could watch she just believed smoking after was the expected thing #or some church sex ed lesson she had that combined abstinence only and no smoking messages #idk. it's 4 am. i dont know what im doing. #my posts

[thelaurenshippen]

Hiya Lauren! I remember a while back you reblogged something about mark being romantically involved with nearly all other queer atypicals and it did mention oliver/mark as unrequited and I wonder if you could elaborate a little more on that?:D I'm just curious:) You don't have to of course! Ty!

oh gosh, I WISH I remembered this - I don't reblog very much that isn't fanart, so I'm having a hard time recalling what post this would've been and what I might've said/added to it!

I don't think of Mark/Oliver as unrequited at all. That said, in The AM Archives specifically, we were not writing toward that ship - it wasn't the intention and we had no idea that Andrew and Kristian had that chemistry until we were recording the whole season all at once. And then we weren't sure if we were going to get another season at all! So there definitely was a period when I was more uncertain about it, mostly because it was unclear what the future would hold for any of the characters.

While they don't get together in The College Tapes, I do think that they very slowly figure things out in the months and years afterward. In the TCT planner (which is technically the last bit of canon that exists in the Bright Universe, in terms of timeline), there's heavy implications that they're living together - or at least spending a lot of time together - and I think all of us who made The College Tapes were thinking of them as a romantic ship when writing that show.

They both have buckets and buckets of trauma and unresolved issues (as did Mark and Sam - and their inability to work through it together/the way they first met and got together, etc. is one of the reasons they didn't ultimately work out) so I can't say what their future holds, but as far as I'm concerned, they're headed toward romantic involvement the last time we hear from them (or already there).

I hope that answers your question!

#brytz #the only couple I can say with ABSOLUTE certainty are together forever #is caleb/adam #my answer on everyone else changes every other day tbqh #but my opinion doesn't matter! #bc the likelihood I'll ever make canon about any of them again is slim! #mark bryant #oliver ritz #i'm sorry my memory is SO bad #as the pals discord will tell you #my memory of my own canon is shoddy #tumblr reblogs are FAR beyond my recall lol #but if you remember what the original post said I'd be super curious! #once again andrew nowak's chemistry with literally everyone makes me ship two characters I never meant to ship #*cough* mark and damien *cough* #at least with oliver it was like 'oh okay this COULD happen and be good what a relief' #lauren answers things

[hootiee]

how different are the anime and manga? are there certain things you like about one more than the other?

very different, like night and day. i'll leave season 2 (kyoto saga) aside and just talk about season 1, since the movie is a side/non-canon story (i really love it tho) and season 2 is like 90% canon (minus the last episode with that scene where rin & yukio talked. in the manga it was a whole mini arc with them talking to eachother amidst a fight with high tension, rather than them just chilling by a river lmao)

the most apparent scene that was different from the anime & manga was the first chapter/episode 1-2, where shiro died. the anime made it into a pretty fascinating & exciting intro to the series, with rin getting hired as a grocery store clerk, and ending with a battle against demons coming after him. where the manga, while still at its core having the same important moments (rin looking for a job, having delinquents jump him, and shiro getting possessed), it was really just a sad scene with no one except himself, shiro & satan bearing witness to the events of that night. out of fear he caused his father's possession/death, he never speaks about it to anyone. so no one really knows how that night unfolded. unlike the anime having the priests see everything (kinda awkwardly) and then later yukio showing up.

the manga really expands upon & fleshes out the characters, whereas the anime (s1) really.. flanderizes them. i think yukio is the most painful example, he is very much not the irrational "all demons are evil" kinda guy, hes truly just a kid indoctrinated into the exorcists mindset since he was 7, but the anime never really showed how nuanced and deep he is, so he became a punching bag for people to easily/mindlessly hate. also, he is NOT a half demon like rin. he's fully human just with some..Peculiarities lol (iykyk)

anyways, blue exorcist truly shines as a slow burn story, we are 145 chapters in (with the next chapter being just a few days away) and have only just now touched upon the aspects that the final parts of season 1 showed. but it is completely different, in almost every aspect. yet you can still see the resemblances to the anime, i wont get too into it for spoilers, but yk the scene with rin's sword breaks? in the anime they repaired it & everything was fine again. but in the manga, rin permanently changes from it abruptly being broken. for better and worse. afterwards, it becomes a whole underlying character arc.

season 1 was like the story's blueprint, its building blocks in a sense. the manga is truly where it shines, letting the characters grow and each have their own moments & developments before things get really heated within it's world.

it also divulges into the lore in almost a philosophical level: what really are demons & humans, are they truly so different from eachother? with rin being the focus of this question as people say he is Both human and demon and yet simultaneously being Neither at the same time.

the world building becomes expanded upon, by leaps and bounds. we see how the order/exorcists really operate. we find out What demons truly are, and their real reasons to be against humans. we find out what really happened during the blue night and what lead up to that. the world feels more open & wide, and everything feels so intertwined.

it also touches upon some VERY dark and heavy subjects, becoming more and more dark as it progresses. from mental illness, trauma & generational trauma to war, suicide, human experiments & corrupt organizations. and yet despite this darkness it still sends a good message that despite things being bad, its still worth it to keep living. and the author just knows the perfect moments to grab people by their heartstrings with it.

s1 is not Bad per-se, sometimes im harsh on it due to me personally being obsessed with the manga's canon. it does have its cute filler scenes (i actually love that rin got a grocery job in episode 1) and its pretty enjoyable as a cute fluffy feel-good anime. i first watched the anime+movie as a kid in 2015 and loved it, but it felt like it had far more potential. which is where the manga DELIVERED, by leaps and bounds.

however, now that the anime is focused on adapting it faithfully, this will change within the future. especially once get more canon episodes compared to the vast amount of manga content lol. but until then, i suggest to check out the manga 🫡

TL;DR: this is the anime vs the manga (in a good way LOL)

#aoex #blue exorcist #ao no exorcist #THANK YUO FOR THIS ASK I LOVE TALKING ABT THIS AHHHHHHHHHHHH #i was not expecting to write this much going into this. it just kinda. happened.. erm #as u can see i can talk abt this literally for days #special interest goes brrrrrr #spent like 2hrs typing this out 🫡 all for you anon #if u want to check it out: it's officially available for free on the MangaPlus app (available international iirc) #or u can find the official volumes on mangasee/manga4life 🫡 #the old scanlations arent too bad but they stopped once it got a simupub.. so better just to read it officially for consistency #i rlly recommend to start the manga from the beginning if u want to see the differences for yourself. At Least read the first chpt #but otherwise u can start from chapter 35. its where s2/kyoto arc ends off 👍 #its hard to compare the anime vs the manga bc the manga literally has like nearly 150 chapters over the anime LOL #literally hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby lmaoo #ask #anyways anon u couldnt of asked this question to a better person (wink wink nudge nudge ppl give me more aoex asks PLEASEE) #very normal abt this series. so normal 😁😁

[athingfromtheforest]

who else thinks bear is possibly the most traumatised character in sweet tooth

#I’m sorry I’m listening to girl in red and emo music I can’t not think of her that would be illegal #Also just saw a #sweet tooth netflix #Post so #like 1 the whole shiver me fingers virus ( that’s what me and my friend call it) 2 her parents died while she was in the house and honestly #Saw it happen as well as loose her sister #From the looks of it lived by her self for a while before she made the animal army #Got betrayed by he “best friend” cough girlfriend cough #When she was starting to trust big man lost them #Once she got tiger back she died straight away #Her sister didn’t know her #Her adoptive brother got shot in the back and was unconscious for like a week plus #Not to mention she was six when all of this started #Like girl needs some #Therepy #She has the trauma of the sick #loosing her parents and sster #Having to survive as a literal child by herself during the end of the world #Got stabbed in the back by her girlfriend #Basically lost everyone she loved for a while #Got her Pookie back only for her to die #The one there post she met basically went yeah just do better and take of like 20 kids for me and then u won’t be useless

[fauna-and-floraa]

Favourite SKZ moments, 1 of ?

#You guys don't understand this video made me laugh so much the first time I watched it it caused me to have a violent coughing fit #for like 7 minutes and I really think I almost died. Like I was coughing and gagging and spluttering alone in the house some tuesday arvo #in fear of my life. I thought they were gonna find me keeled over with 50 kpop boy vids open on my pc with my skzoo wallpaper #But I couldnt stop laughing. And then I rewatched it yesterday and what happened? #I laughed so much it sent me into a violent coughing fit and i once again nearly died. shouldnt have been as funny on the second third #fourth watch but it was. so therefore its a FAV #anyway #skzedit #skz #stray kids #stray kids edit #bystay #lee felix #seo changbin #the way changbin says big eye and cheek is so cute too 😭 #stray kids gifs #skz gifs #changbin edit #felix edit

[lemongogo]

vash w this hairstyle is literally so cute.. .. wolfwood matchies or smt T__T

#litearlly dont talk 2 me i saw the knives panel again and smashed everuthing inmy room and set myself on fire #am i wrong 4 thinking that he shouldve had a little more time.am i wrong for thinking this guy.having lived in terrible fear #his whole life 4 what he thought could happen 2 him. to his brother. DID happen 2 his sister #should be able 2 experience some happiness and comfort for once #like yeah the guy killed hundreds of thousands SUREE ok.AND??? let the guy breathe a little #BAHAHA no i think i do still agree w the ultimate ending of him using the last of his energy 2 generate that apple tree #its sweet and i do like the sentiment it was just. Too.soon after it was literally right after #and im like coughing and hacking and wishing.that he and vash couldve spent those few months living (somewhat) peacefully #and secluded.before everything that happened #i guess there is a bittersweet tinge to knives dying before vash woke up / could say gbye but idk.i just grieve 4 this guy #even if a clean redemption isnt like #feasible in a sense U KNOW!!!!!!! but then again i dont think. satisfying endings have to be clean cut and perfect #like he doesnt have to be redeemed i think. not everyone needs Redemption as it exists in its current form #&& i do think that even after all he did.comma.he wasnt entirely wrong?like you cant rly blame him 4 rejecting coexistence #based on the way plants have historically been treated (assuming he also telepathized with exploited plants after the great fall) #though not to say that his decisions/methodology is right ykwim #and i know yeaa yeaa there was a lot of hypocrisy in how he used the other plants 2 amass power #ok this is literally getting too convoluted there r so many conditional aspects to this but long story short i do thnk he deserved. #a little something at the end;______; even if just 4 me to see art of them together post-final arc . #< me dragging my knuckles in the sand w open wounds or smth #sry vash post turned into knives sadblogging EHAHEHA but its like the nature of this^ guys life anyways LMAO #trigun spoilers #trigun maximum #trigun #vash

[hella1975]

my flatmate took one look at me and gave me her humidifier lmao

#all three of us have very abrasive love languages like there is NO verbal love to speak of #and I can’t remember the last time I hugged either of them #which having THREE of us ALL being very blunt and rough around the edges when it comes to affection can be bad at times #bc like sometimes you do just need someone soft who can shamelessly express love etc #but it’s also very funny when we DO express love bc it’s always so rude and clumsy but I always know exactly what they’re doing #BECAUSE we’re so similar #so like I literally walked through the door and my flatmates happened to be chatting in the hallway #and the one literally just heard my voice and I think I coughed or something #and she immediately clocked that I was ill (and must have somehow clocked that it was worse than when I left bc I’ve been ill for WEEKS #and she’s not once offered this the bitch) and she goes #‘nah I’m not having that take my humidifier’ making out she’s doing it for herself like #and I was like ohhhh you loooovvveeee me #it was just a cute lil thing to immediately be met with when I walked in #esp bc travelling when sick is a MISERABLE experience #hella goes to uni

[justtasia]

MORE, MORE BLOOD PACKS AND DAYLIGHT FINALLY ARRIVED!!!

I feel a huge need to show them soooo welcome in my unboxing/showing off bad financial choices post~! <3

At first photo there's my new purchases, the second shows how it fits into my full DL merch collection:

I'm really happy that now each of my top 5 diaboys (except Shu, but he has some kind of CD cancellation curse that doesn't let me get any) has at least two CDs related to them.

In the case of More, More Blood, I bought the deluxe version, so if you are curious what it looks like from the inside, I put the rest under the cut ⬇️⬇️⬇️

The first thing I noticed about these boxes is that they differ in more than just the covers!

The sand in the hourglass is flowing more and more with each volume. In the case of my dramas it's a little ragged, but with the full collection (or at least less extreme numbers compared) it definitely looks great. Also in place where the box opens there's small family crest which is really nice detail too!

But we're all here for the contents, not just to look at a foil-wrapped box (btw I can't imagine how people can keep this things in their original obi for years. I don't have as much control over my curiosity) so here we go:

As you can see, there are two CDs: the first with the main drama, the second with the ~10-15 minute bonus "Another Story", a tin badge and an illustration card. This card has also a diaboy comment/short description related to the plot of the CD on it's back. (For me the concept is a bit similar to Daylight's "message from vampire", but I feel like those things are more like cool teaser when daylight lettrers are good to read after listening to daylight to make you cry even more)

#༻just Tasia things༺ #diabolik lovers #diabolik lovers merch #diabolik lovers cd drama #I'm seriously afraid that PluShu is the only thing I'll have with him because this is the THIRD time when HIS VOLUME has been uncollectable #and later I will make a list of the contents of illustration cards because I haven't seen anyone do it #later because right now I'm too excited abt it to do it properly #and probably if something has been shared yet #I will think about how to share these audios with you #cuz sharing is caring aya-- #btw I encourage you to support the creators but only buy albums that you have listened to and know that they met your expectations #this type of fandom stuff is really a luxurious whim so it's better not to feel disappointed after the fact #diaboys characterization and MC impact on story can be very different and change from album to album #so even if you like one of them more than your life better be sure that you won't consider it a mistake at the end #*cough* happened to me once #you can guess which one it was. the winner gets... idk I'll figure it out later

[neptune-scythe]

I'm just gonna start screeching like a banshee anytime someone gets too close to me

#bring back social distancing please #and personal space #what ever happened to personal space #and stop touching me #and coughing #and existing #just don't be out in public when i am #i only leave the house once a month #everyone else can stay home for that #its not that deep #leave me alone

[coffeeworldsasaki]

I should be legally allowed to kill my family for not getting vaxed and giving me covid because now I'm fucking dying as soon as I breath the wrong thing

#I'm coughing up my lungs #i need an inhaler #never happened once before covid now cleaning without a mask makes me wish u w #me wish* i was dead #i had a mask the whole day but i took it out and then the dust still in the air almost killed me

[salsflore]

good morning! school starts tomorrow and i’m sooo not ready i don’t know what to do >_<

#i’m going to be consistently a teensy sad and disappointed everyday. like not even joking. i don’t go out of my way to be miserable but it #happens even if i tried my best Not to be like trust me #i’m still coughing :| #grrr i want to cuddle zhongli and like nuzzle him. that loser #hes so cuteeefjsdjfkd... dont know what to do with myself!! once my account gets verified i am buying those cute fanmade merch things #💭 #mika ♡ zhongli

[dont-offend-the-bees]

We need better fucking care infrastructure. I should not be trusted with anyone's care ever 💛

#thing is caring for myself? I'm not GREAT at it but i can scrape by #i know my limits i know how much or little i need to survive i know that i can usually more or less bounce back after a tough time #i think if my life fell out from under me i could probably scrape it back even if i wound up doing a lot of couch surfing in the meantime #i genuinely don't know how I'll survive if i have to be fucking sole carer for someone #dad's on his way back now and he's been prescribed antibiotics and hopefully that's that #but at least a couple of times a year there's some shit like this #an awful cough or an infection or a fucking insane choice to like do some diy on the outside of the house standing on the windowsill #he fucking nearly chokes on his food once or twice a week #maybe he's just one of those cockroach type motherfuckers who'll never die no matter how the universe steps on him #but I'm fucking PISSED that he's taking that for granted and won't even sit and fucking talk to me about what happens when his luck runs out #I've been looking after mum alone for what four hours today and I'm already so tired and frustrated i wanna die #i am. a deeply impatient and unsociable creature. #i can be infinitely patient with friends! those are my fave people i chose to have them in my life I'd wait like a fucking mountain for them #mum and i were.... already sort of At Odds before all this started. #i'm the kid she never 100% really wanted and who never really 100% wanted to be here #and now we're stuck together and one day possibly sooner than any of us want it will be. just the two of us. #and i just. i don't know what that looks like. i really don't. #anyway. mental breakdown over hopefullly. #with a bit of luck dad and i actually fucking TALK before the next one #idk man. i never really knew what i wanted to do with my life but i thought I'd have time to figure it out #but maybe I'm just. the unqualified burnout with covid memory damage and a whole ass other human to care for #the exact thing i set out to avoid when i decided never to have kids #anyway. enough oversharing. #thank you anyone who's read my spiralling tag rambles in solidarity i love you #mr. bees speaks

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

i’m about ready to lock my sibling in their room

#WHY ARE YOU WALKING AROUND THE HOUSE. WHY WONT YOU WEAR A MASK. WHY ARE YOU NOT ISOLATING OR DISTANCING YOURSELF AT ALL. #they sound gross rn which I’ve been told is a combination of the sore throat and stuffy nose they have #ive worked my ass off to make sure I don’t get sick and i don’t want their bullshit to ruin it for me #and this isn’t their first time pulling this shit! they tested negative for Covid on a home test but they came downstairs coughing profusely #one time and was like ‘no it’s fine’ and i made them take a covid test and! surprise! bright red positive! #if i hadn’t idk what would have happened #im just tired of their shit #‘i don’t wanna mask with anything other than cloth because they’re not comfortable :(‘ you have not once tried on an n95 #idek if they’re masking anymore tbh. which fine whatever i don’t live here anymore but it’s also pissing me tf off that they don’t. think #vent tw