#91w cas

[nonymous06]

might aswell post some spn doodles

91W ruined me as a person

#supernatural #spn #dean winchester #deancas #destiel #castiel #jack kline #spn fanart #deancas fanart #91w #91 whiskey #91w cas #91w castiel

[bloodydeanwinchester]

EVERYONE STOP WHAT YOU'RE DOING MINE AND SOPHIE AND ASA'S 91W COMMISSION WAS JUST POSTED

also don't forget to donate if you can

#it's the scene where cas treats him tenderly and dean cries after sex from dean pov #91w #it's so so so good i'm gonna go read it again now

[demonbloodenthusiast]

91w deancas is so delusional cause they been making heart eyes at each other since day fucking one, calling the other sweatheart, thinking of kissing the other innocently just for the sake of the other being kissed, because they deserve that softness in the midst of all the chaos around them and the minute they actually get to it (motherfucking 200 pages in mind you) they try so hard to revert it back into something purely phisical with no emotions involved AND THEY KNOW THAT IT'S MORE BUT IF THEY BOTTLE IT UP AND IGNORE IT THEN ALL THE REVERENCE OF MOST OF THEIR LOOKS AND TOUCHES WILL JUST DISAPPEAR which is the epitome of the dilusional repressed gay way of doing anything

#shut up i'm feeling things again #like mind you i'm talking about shit up til chapter8 #THIS HAS BEEN ROMANTIC THIS WHOLE GODDAMN TIME THEY'RE JUST SO SCARED TO FEEL ANYTHING #like cas the repressed gay boyTM losing all self control for the first time cause of dean #and dean “just had a queer awakening caused by my CO and i'm too new to having gay thoughts to be ashamed” winchester ??? #it's a mess yall and i'm torn between being mad as hell and supporting each sorta shitty decision either of them makes #i wanna say mostly cas #but like as estabilished before #religous trauma blah blah repressed gay shit blah blah #you know how it is #i think i lost the train of thought somewhere along the way #ANYWAYSSS #i'm gonna be talking about 91w again constantly cause i'm plauged by thoughts #91w #destiel

[t00muchheart]

i finally read 91w and when i say i just sobbed in the darkness of my room—

#spn #supernatural #dean winchester #91 whiskey #91w #castiel #cas

[fivefeetfangirl]

Me when dean and cas fuck in the woods during literal war:

Me when cas and dean say each other's names:

#91w #it's just too much especially when dean said castiel #AND WHEN CAS DOESNT MEAN TO SAY DEAN BUT THEN HE SAYS IT ANYWAAAYYYSSSS 😭😭😭😭 #mdni #i guess idk what the line for that tag is lol

[ssweettheartt]

when komodobits said “hell, half of the time i was only trying to make you laugh.” and when komodobits also said “castiel doesn’t smile. he doesn’t. his mouth lifts and he gets this sweep of dizzying warmth all through his body, but he doesn’t smile.” and when komodobits said “dean bursts out laughing - too loud - but the sound of it is all at once so honey-warm and so ridiculous, with a halfsnort tacked onto the end, that castiel feels a smile spread across his face.” and when komodobits said “and dean let’s put the ugliest bark of laughter that castiel has ever heard. castiel can’t help himself; he smiles.” and when komodobits said “it fills him up to the throat with a giddy lightness he hasn't felt in a long time. slowly, he realises that he is smiling.” and when komodobits said “castiel is caught off-guard, and so he does something he hasn't done in a long time. he bursts out with a laugh.” and when komodobits said “dean grins at him and castiel can feel something in his own face echo it, the corners of his mouth tilting up out of his control, and he should stop looking at dean.” and when komodobits said “private amriel audibly saying to another private, behind castiel’s back, ‘you ever seen him smile before’?”

#one thing #about 91w #is that dean’s always known how to make cas #smile #gnawing at the walls #91w #91wposting #spn #destiel

[homonatural]

if after can a get a movie… why not 91w

#where is it WHERE IS IT #dean #cas #destiel #91 whiskey #91w

[mintconditiondean]

I can't read top!Dean fanfiction bc I'm just like. why wouldn't you want him to be happy? in your world you're finally letting him be gay but you're not even willing to let him bottom? tragic. It genuinely makes me sad.

And this is actually why I can't read 91w

#dean winchester #my musings #gay dean #bottom dean #this is me being honest #i've tried to start 91w like five times but the bottom!cas tag is like a physical barrier #91w

[samscompliment]

it’s just about sweetheart. it all comes back to sweetheart…..

#media people have tried to make me read by telling me dean calls cas sweetheart: a complete kingdom. 91w. im sure the list could go on

[deangirldisease]

actually ive been thinking abt 91 whiskey ever since that post and i dont wanna bother op abt it but like. it literally has a happy ending fjfjfj its edgy and it hurts like a bitch on many many occasions but theyre alive in the end AND theyre together and theres two epilogues that are so full of love and. i would die for 91 whiskey no questions asked truly i would

#91 whiskey #i keep thinking its 41 in stead but anyway fjfjfn komodobits i love you #also the post im talking abt had it grouped in with twist and shout which ive never read despite my best efforts #but yeah not only does cas not die in 91w i would argue it is an extremely beautiful and hopeful ending #explicitly so its not even an open for interpretation thing there are two (2) epilogues #and theyre married #destiel #anyway pls read ninety one whiskey if you like suffering on ao3 i promise its so worth it

[tutars]

Pls recommend fics where cas is a grump and Dean is so gone on him

#deancas #Desiree #deancas fox #destiel fic #Dean x cas #casdean #cockles #supernatural #spn #clearly my reread of 91w has filled me with more brain rot than anticipated #me

[demonbloodenthusiast]

THE FACT THAT ON DEC 3RD HE WROTE "i know you don't wanna hear this, but i'm so fucking in love with you" FIVE DAYS BEFORE CAS CONFESSED CAN YOU SEE ME FOAMING AT THE MOUTH ?????

#i cried my goddamn eyes out and i don't regret it #he was so in love with cas THE WHOLE TIME #literally sobbing and blasting taylor swift rn #destiel #91w #supernatural

[connielovescas]

I'm starting Ninety One Whiskey so wish me luck...

#91 whiskey #ninety one whiskey #91w #destiel #deancas #casdean #Dean Winchester #Castiel #Cas #destiel fanfic #supernatural #Spn #spnfandom #ao3 #Destiel au #Heller

[fivefeetfangirl]

its muddy everywhere, your boots are soaked your jacket is soaked your pants are soaked, you don't even care anymore as you sit down beside your best friend. he became your best friend after the other one died. you want to tell him you love him, but its cold. he is warm tho. so you lean in a bit. but not too much, people will see. is it too much to share a cup? maybe it is but you do it, who cares anymore, you're all so cold. he is warm tho. you lean in a bit more.

#i am that guy in that tiktok 'girls when they say they were in the hospital' or how that post goes #im goig insaen idd i meantion i couldnt read after this scene??!?! like not a ojoke i justspent my time in the car looking out thinking abo #them just....thinking #i think im a bit tired lol #oh wow thats a lot of typos well decode besties #91w #maybe i should read a bit more #ugh think i said it before (BUT IMMA SAY IT AGAIN) feels like im nearing the end and i dont want it to end and i just want to live in this #contsant moment where dean adn cas are sitting beside each other sharing a drink dean found waiting for the next battle but rn its silent #and its nice even tho its cold cause youre together and hes warm against you or as warm as he can get but still so nice beside you #IM DOING IT AGAIN SORRYYYYY #okay im just gonna hit post now

[skaterflz]

i started 91w today n i’m already on chapter 6

#i saw someone say that cas can’t tell the difference between reality and a nightmare #and how it was their favorite part #n like relateable in a mentally unstable type of way #i heavily agree with it #91w #spn #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #deancas #destiel #91 whiskey

[lesbiansaaviik]

Can I be beautifully honest with you guys? I hate 91 Whiskey and So Says the Sword

#no hate to the author cause I actually liked a one shot of theirs #but like man these fucking suck #so so boring and pointlessly long #in SSTS nothing happens and it’s boring because it’s all ridiculous purple prose that tells and doesn’t show #you can set it up with Cas being emotionless as an angel and then gains emotions when he falls in love #but he has to actually gain those emotions and you can’t just tell me what a beautiful and masterful love story you’re writing #you have to actually write it #in 91W it’s all troop movements and militaristic bullshit that I don’t care about because I know Dean and Cas will be fine #and they haven’t shown me enough about literally any other character to make me give a fuck if they live or die #great. Inias will get killed off. maybe I would care more if it weren’t so predictable and also if Cas weren’t just an asshole to him #for no reason #which brings me to my second point of jesus fucking christ 91W is so OOC #crazy take I know but Cas is not randomly an asshole! maybe he is at first but then he changes because he’s in love with Dean and he’s never #like. snappy and grouchy this is So OOC and it makes it painful to read because why should I care about someone who’s mean and cruel #all the time #I’m not saying Cas is an angel (pun half intended) all the time but I don’t think he’s cruel #and moreover I think they’ve just got Cas and Dean flipped. Dean would be perfect for the grouchy military commander in the late seasons #kind of way where he’s an ass to everyone due to grief #and Cas would make a great medic; caring about humanity to his detriment #this way around it’s just painful to watch Cas piss off Dean who is somehow more emotionally literate??? in what world #it’s just fucking boring and painful and Cas is not the one with internalised homophobia let’s be real #I would love to see 1940s era repressed queer Dean but no; I’m stuck with asshole Cas freaking out over being a fairy #and taking it out on Dean! #do you seriously think that corresponds to canon Cas’ reasons for repressing his feelings for Dean? answer quickly #anyway. rant over I will continue hate reading it so I can see if it gets good #but at this point the smut isn’t even good enough to justify it so. idk why I’m wasting my time #anne speaks #please someone say they agree with me or otherwise I’ll feel like I’m going insane #the whole fandom loves SSTS especially and I’m here like. well that sucked